The first volume is over.
I felt a lot, gained a lot, and summarized a lot of problems.
In fact, I have opened a single chapter before. At that time, the protagonist happened to explode, and I was still unfinished.
It has been foreshadowed for so long, and the protagonist has been suppressed for so long, and suddenly it explodes - just like seeing a child grow up, I feel very uncomfortable.
At the moment of the outbreak, his previous cognition was broken, his bottom line was penetrated, and his conscience was fed to the dog...
But this is the world I want to write about.
There is no good or bad, they are all people who work hard to live and struggle under the red moon.
There is no right or wrong, everyone lives for themselves and only does what they think is right.
As for the protagonist, a person with minimal social experience, who has never been severely beaten by society, and who has only a vague understanding of the unspoken rules of the workplace and the conspiracy and calculations around him, he is thrown into the trap.
As an aside, these are also due to my experience.
At that time, when you were just out of school and entering the workplace, you could never imagine that some people were malicious to you for no reason and that whatever you did was wrong. If you do something right, you are also wrong, and if you do something wrong, you are even more wrong.
People who have experienced this should understand what it feels like...
Talking back to the novel, the protagonist has to endure a lot, suppress a lot, and hide a lot to survive alone in such a world...
There is only one reason - he has no one he can trust!
Believe Carly? The church's candidate saint, a white lotus who received church education since childhood.
Believe Lacey? Maybe it's a good choice. But I don’t know how many people have noticed that her character is actually more indifferent than enthusiastic, and she doesn’t have too many emotions towards the people around her.
And how much can the protagonist expect from her? It might even hurt her.
Believe Marco? An aristocratic playboy is a very unreliable person, at least in the early stages.
Believe in the secret blender? Believe it or not, someone might kill you just after reporting the discovery?
After many choices, the only ones the protagonist can trust are Tina, Sharapova, Zero, Ghost and the others...
Among these people, only Tina can be trusted, because she doesn't even have a self, so how can she take the initiative to hurt others and the protagonist.
Oh, and there’s Claire, who is a mixed bag of good and bad characters.
In fact, an unabashed bad guy is more clear in the protagonist's mind than a bad good guy or a hypocrite, because he will subconsciously lead her into an untrustworthy person.
And Claire is also aware of the protagonist's wariness. On the contrary, the two of them have the most direct way of getting along - you know me, I know you, no one should pretend.
So in the end, the protagonist finally explodes like that.
Just like what he thought when he saw Sharapova being transformed by the liaison officer - it turns out that if you don't take the initiative to harm others, you will be harmed by others.
Then why can't he be the one who hurts others, but always be the one who gets hurt?
This is probably the idea and purpose of my first volume. Of course, the protagonist will have other different ideas later on, but first of all, he cannot be a good person or a saint.
The entire growth process and the way it is presented are also very simple.
An avenger, a careerist, two churches with different ideas, some cruel people, and some ordinary people who can only accept the judgment of fate form the plot stage of the first volume.
I won’t spoil the specific details.
As for the problems in the first volume - in summary, there are many problems.
But basically I will respond to the suggestions made by the big guys. I will basically read every comment, and I will give an explanation if I can explain it.
There are some things that cannot be explained at the moment. I can only say that the big guys have the same idea as me, but I know the direction of the plot and know that there will be a twist later, so I can't spoil it in advance.
As for me, if I make a mistake, I will make changes.
But there are some things that cannot be changed, so please forgive me.
Where there is light, there is darkness.
I hope that the people and things in the book can make everyone cherish reality more and find some trustworthy and warm people in real life.
This is my original intention in writing this book, and it is also the goal I am working towards so far.
Finally, I hope you guys, whether you agree or not, please give me some time and I will try my best to write this story.
If when I finish the book, some people can say: The author has made a lot of progress...
I am already very satisfied!
PS: Why do you say it was twists and turns - last night I accidentally posted a VIP chapter, which changed from free to paid. I only found the editor to fix it in the morning. I'm sorry to the 260 subscribers.
I will post more free words when updating in the evening.
