Meng Tianjiu's words seemed to be speaking to Chaos, but in fact Shen Xing knew that he was also reminding him at the same time.
At this moment, Chaos is using a characteristic of "empathy" to unearth the pain that Meng Tianjiu has buried deep in his heart, and then finds the right opportunity to use his chaotic emotions to erode Meng Tianjiu's heart.
This pain is about a child, and in Shen Xing's opinion, this child should have been drowned by water. Not only was water dripping from his body, but there were also some water plants wrapped around his shoulders and back.
Just after Meng Tianjiu said these words, the squatting child slowly raised his head and looked at him.
The little boy's eyes were only white, and his face was completely purple. He opened his mouth slightly to speak, but as soon as he opened his lips, a stream of sewage flowed out of his mouth, along with several water plants.
The length of these water plants was unknown. One end fell off and was dangling in the air, while the other end was still in his mouth or stomach.
After the little boy spoke, a vague voice came out: "You said I'm not the real Xiaopeng? Why don't you think about it, I actually hid in your heart after death and have always been with you."
After he asked these words, Meng Tianjiu was stunned for a moment. His eyes that were a little indifferent just now gathered together, and he looked at the child in front of him seriously.
Then he asked: "Are you really Xiaopeng?"
The little boy nodded.
"Where do you live?"
"Staff dormitory of the third water plant in the east of the central city of Jingzhou."
"What are your parents' names?"
"Lu Fei, Kuang Hairong."
"How old are you?"
"Five years old when he drowned."
"This information is not a secret. You can find out with just a little inquiry." Meng Tianjiu shook his head.
The little boy suddenly grinned: "I also know some things that I shouldn't know. For example, I am just a child from an ordinary family living nearby, but you deliberately took advantage of me. For example, you witnessed me attracting people near the reservoir. The water ghost's attention did not remind me that there was a ghost there. For example, after I fell into the reservoir, you had a chance to save me, but you let go and you didn't..."
"Shut up!" Meng Tianjiu shouted suddenly.
His face was slightly red and he was breathing slightly, and Shen Xing could clearly see his hands shaking.
At this moment, Shen Xing knew why Meng Tianjiu knelt down to face the little boy in front of him.
Maybe this was not Meng Tianjiu's original intention, but it was an action he made subconsciously because of his own inner demons and because he suddenly faced this little boy Lu Xiaopeng who made him feel guilty.
On the contrary, Lu Xiaopeng's body no longer trembled at this time, and the trembling he showed just now was like a natural reaction after falling into a cold reservoir.
But now this reaction seems to have transferred to Meng Tianjiu.
Shen Xing knew that the situation at this moment was somewhat unfavorable to Meng Tianjiu, but he didn't know if he took action rashly, would it be counterproductive now?
Now it seems that Meng Tianjiu's inner demons were buried deeply by himself, and he should blame himself very much. It's just that Shen Xing didn't know what happened that day, and it was hard for him to judge and help Meng Tianjiu.
"hehe."
Seeing Meng Tianjiu's face flushed and his hands trembling, Lu Xiaopeng laughed: "I was already dead at the time. It was impossible for me to know this information, but why would I know it now?"
"You are not Lu Xiaopeng, you just got the information in my mind through some way, because these are my thoughts and you forced them to take them!" Meng Tianjiu said in an excited tone.
"You killed me." Lu Xiaopeng did not answer him, but his tone became harsh, "You deserve to die!"
"I didn't kill you." Meng Tianjiu shook his head quickly, "When I found the water ghost, you happened to be attracted by it and were already close to the reservoir. I just didn't want to alert the snake, so I took this opportunity to let the water ghost reveal his location, but I didn't expect You have atopic dermatitis and eczema! My skin is very bad... very bad... and I almost died... of this disease! So I..."
After hearing Meng Tianjiu's explanation, Shen Xing looked surprised. She took a closer look at him from the side and saw that Meng Tianjiu's exposed skin did not look very good, but he could not see any skin diseases.
However, this was the first time Shen Xing heard that someone almost died due to atopic dermatitis and eczema.
At this time, Meng Tianjiu continued: "The water ghost was temporarily controlled by me, but you slipped towards the reservoir. I reached out to grab you and found out that you had dermatitis. So I subconsciously let go of my hand and waited for a reaction before asking again. When I went to arrest you, you were gone.”
"But you are an adult who can swim!" Lu Xiaopeng opened and closed his lips, and sewage kept coming out of his mouth. "Even if I slipped down, you can still do it if you want to go into the water to save someone." Huh? After all, you don’t want to touch me, you just want me to die..."
"Shut up!" Shen Xing yelled loudly.
He found that Meng Tianjiu's spirit had begun to become unstable at this moment. After talking to Lu Xiaopeng, Meng Tianjiu's whole body was trembling, and he looked obviously guilty.
In any case, Meng Tianjiu should have had the opportunity to rescue Lu Xiaopeng at that time. The only reason that prevented him from rescuing him was probably his innate fear of allergic dermatitis.
Although Shen Xing didn't understand why he was so afraid, considering that this guy was not a normal person, it was not surprising that he was extremely afraid of something like this.
His scolding made Lu Xiaopeng raise his head and look in this direction, his face gloomy.
Meng Tianjiu, who was kneeling on the side, had a strange red rash covering his skin at this moment. The rash was densely bulging and even covered his face.
His stress response had been completely aroused by Lu Xiaopeng, and all the memories that had been buried deep in his heart burst out at this moment, and were torn to pieces by this little guy.
This is a scene that Meng Tianjiu has never dared to face. He had a skin rash when he was twelve years old. He was later diagnosed as allergic dermatitis eczema, but his condition was very severe. His whole body was swollen and he could no longer breathe. , almost died.
And just after that attack, he found that his body began to become strange, because after an accidental electric shock, he was unscathed and felt much more energetic.
It wasn't until he was discovered by the Special Headquarters Research Institute when he was fourteen years old that he was subjected to an electrostatic fusion test, and the test results were almost perfect.
From the age of fourteen, Meng Tianjiu began to frequently come into contact with and deal with anomalies. However, in the second year, while dealing with a diving and harmful anomaly, a child named Lu Xiaopeng lost his life.
This incident had a profound impact on Meng Tianjiu, because he knew that if he had not been afraid of the damn dermatitis and eczema at that time, he could have saved Lu Xiaopeng at all risks.
But he hesitated, and the result of hesitation was that a life disappeared forever in front of his eyes. He didn't dare to save it, and he didn't dare to touch the feared skin disease.
Meng Tianjiu has always blamed himself, and the professors at the institute also provided him with psychological counseling and proved through various methods that if Meng Tianjiu's old mental illness really relapsed, not only would he not be able to save Lu Xiaopeng, but he might also be Put your own life in that reservoir.
But Meng Tianjiu only knew that if he had not been so hesitant, the result he least wanted to see would not have happened.
Later, his heart disease was channeled and shielded by the professors at the institute through drugs and various instruments, as well as partial containment methods.
Unexpectedly, this kind of containment method actually caused stronger changes in Meng Tianjiu's body, and he gradually became the only special adjuster with level 9 electrostatic fusion.
After realizing that he had roared, the little boy who was all wet did not change strangely, nor did he immediately attack himself or Meng Tianjiu. He just stared in his direction with a sinister expression.
At this moment, Meng Tianjiu's fighting power has almost been deprived. Even if he knew that the child in front of him was not the real Lu Xiaopeng, he could no longer think of killing him.
"Meng Tianjiu, stop your thoughts!" Shen Xing shouted: "Lu Xiaopeng is already dead! The fact is the fact. Now that it has happened, no one can change the result through regret and regret! You have done nothing wrong. , don’t blame yourself for your fear..."
Meng Tianjiu turned his head and looked at Shen Xing. No intact skin could be seen on his face, and almost all of it was covered by a red rash.
"It's me, kill him."
It can be seen that although Meng Tianjiu has been pretending to be young and mature, in fact he only has a lot of experience in dealing with abnormalities, but he still lacks real training in his heart, especially the practice of state of mind and will.
Or it can be said that he has been pretending that he has overcome this inner demon and this memory that he never dared to face.
Shen Xing ignored the rash all over his body and held his shoulders, as if he was not afraid of being infected by him at all. Instead, he leaned close to his ear and sternly said: "Everyone makes mistakes, but you must learn first." The thing is, forgive yourself! If you can't even forgive yourself, how can you help more people? How can you make up for the regrets in your heart? Remember, no matter what you encounter, even the deepest pain in your bones , it is just a reminder, and it is only worthy of reminding you, to always move forward firmly, instead of hiding in a dark corner alone, shrinking, compromising, and crying!"
Meng Tianjiu's body trembling was gradually decreasing. He looked at Shen Xing, but Shen Xing could only see his eyelids that had been covered with red rash. Because the eyelids were red and swollen, they completely covered his eyeballs. Meng Tianjiu could no longer See things.
"roll!"
A scream came from the direction of the little boy standing diagonally opposite.
I saw this little guy's mouth opened wide, a large amount of sewage pouring out, his expression was extremely ferocious, and at the same time, his body was melting rapidly.
He wanted to rush towards Shen Xing, but after taking three or four steps, one of his legs turned into water. When he rushed forward a little further, his whole body fell into the water, and only his head was left.
After a while, the head completely turned into water, immersed in the soil in the gap between the stone stairs, and disappeared.
At this time, Meng Tianjiu's whole body was no longer shaking, but the rashes on his body were still there, but no new rashes appeared. These strange rashes that appeared entirely due to his stress reaction stopped growing.
Suddenly, a small hand from behind grabbed Shen Xing's clothes and shook it gently.
Shen Xing turned around and saw Feifei standing behind him at some point, holding the hem of his clothes with one hand, looking up at him eagerly.
"What the hell, do I have inner demons too?"
Seeing this scene, Shen Xing suddenly felt funny.
It seems that in Chaos' view, not only does he have an inner demon, but this inner demon is actually Feifei. He doesn't know how that guy can conclude that Feifei is his inner demon.
"Want to repeat the same trick?" Shen Xing asked.
As soon as she finished speaking, Feifei replied: "Long time no see, Shen Xing."
Although these words came from a childish voice, the tone was mature, which Meng Tianjiu couldn't pretend no matter how hard he tried, it was like a kind of indifference slowly condensed after experiencing many things.
Hearing these words, Shen Xing was startled and took two steps back involuntarily, staring at Lin Feifei with his eyes.
"you……"
"Sure enough, you don't recognize me anymore." Feifei's tone remained unchanged, which was very different from her previous words. "Can't you recognize me when I look like this? We have been together for so long, and my behavior and habits, you Didn’t you find anything strange?”
"Are you...Ye Ting?!"
"Otherwise?" Feifei asked back, taking a step forward and continuing to get closer to Shen Xing.
If he hadn't been in the current situation himself, Shen Xing wouldn't have believed that he would be so convinced of the person in front of him so quickly.
The main reason is that Feifei's appearance was too shocking. After Shen Xing experienced everything on the other side of the black realm, he has begun to suspect that Feifei's sudden appearance in his life may not be an accident.
And when I was in a daze, I rashly adopted an adopted daughter without starting a family. It seemed that I didn't completely resist this approach subconsciously. Now that I think about it, this is almost impossible.
During the period after coming out of the Black Realm, Shen Xing had already had a strange and uncontrollable suspicion when facing Feifei. Even when he saw Feifei's face, another face from Ye Ting would suddenly overlap with hers. Together.
And now, regardless of whether the Feifei in front of him was the result of chaos or not, at least the opponent was Wang Zha when he first came out, and even Shen Xing was completely shocked.
Regardless of whether Feifei is Ye Ting or not, what Shen Xing is eager to know now is the reason and the possibility of this.
Therefore, the preconceived idea of Chaos transforming into Feifei has been subconsciously ranked second by him.
He didn't even remember that just now he was questioning whether he also had an inner demon, but now he was completely trapped in it without realizing it.
At this time, the most important thing is that Shen Xing's mental antibodies have not changed at all, as if this is not a mental shock, but comes from the attacker's active recognition of the objective facts in front of him.
Feifei blinked her big eyes, kept raising her head and staring at Shen Xing, and spoke in a cold tone. But after a while, her expression began to change, and her tone became hurried and stuttering, as if... she couldn't continue.
"You killed me, didn't you just want me to be reincarnated... and then... lie to... lie to... the 'spirit'? No, no, you lied to the 'Four Cores', no, that's not right either! You are ...Ah, you...you...it turns out to be you...Ye Ting! Shen Xing!"
Bang!
Inexplicably, the illusion in front of Shen Xing's eyes burst by itself, and Feifei's appearance was instantly replaced by a squatting black figure.
This black shadow had no entity. It seemed to be just a spiritual body. A large amount of black energy filled the air and swirled around the body. It looked very familiar to Shen Xing.
