Seeing the mirror shaking and someone clearly hiding behind it, Shen Xing immediately took a step sideways and looked behind the mirror.
Sure enough, there was a person squatting behind him, wearing gray home clothes. It was the person who was lying under the bed in the special ward just now, the psychiatrist Zuo Wenzong.
Zuo Wenzong's head was buried between his knees, and his body was shaking. He never expected that Huang Kun would still find him after hiding here.
At first, according to the dean's instructions, Zuo Wenzong made a special trip from the psychological outpatient department to give Huang Kun a psychological evaluation. Who knew that Huang Kun had already planned it and had already untied the restraints that trapped his limbs, and then Zuo Wenzong was knocked unconscious.
Huang Kun then swapped their clothes and stuffed Zuo Wenzong under the bed. Zuo Wenzong finally woke up and was still groggy.
After he woke up, he immediately crawled out from under the bed carefully, found the door according to his memory, opened it and escaped.
He didn't know if Huang Kun was still in the special ward, because it was dark all around and he couldn't see anything.
So after escaping from the ward, Zuo Wenzong stumbled into the corridor in a desperate attempt to save his life. Unexpectedly, there was no one in the corridor when he came out.
He didn't know how long he had been unconscious, and he wanted to hide first so that Huang Kun, who was chasing after him, wouldn't find him, so Zuo Wenzong ran into the nurse's duty room in a panic.
Who would have thought that despite all the calculations, he still couldn't escape Huang Kun's clutches! The other party still came over!
Seeing Dr. Zuo shaking like a sieve, Shen Xing now knew exactly what he was afraid of, and did not dare to say more words to irritate him. He just said, "Go quickly, I'm afraid I won't be able to control it again later." Live to myself!”
Zuo Wenzong raised his head in horror, glanced at him and quickly looked away again. Not daring to say anything, he stood up shakily, walked out from behind the mirror, his legs went weak, and he fell to the ground, struggling for a long time. Then he slowly got up again.
Shen Xing simply took a few steps back, fearing to scare him again.
Seeing that he seemed to be very conscious, Zuo Wenzong said, "Huang...Huang Kun, can you feel...the presence of your body now? Make a fist gently and let me take a look."
When he thought about it, Huang Kun was able to walk by himself at this moment, which meant that he was conscious and had not lost control. He might be in the interval between attacks.
This time period is the best time for patients to calm down under their own guidance. This is Zuo Wenzong's instinct as a doctor. He took advantage of this opportunity to help Shen Xing solve his current troubles.
Of course Shen Xing understood what he meant and waved his hand, "Don't think about curing my disease for now, go quickly!"
As he finished speaking, an inexplicable feeling of irritation arose in his heart again, and he saw Zuo Wenzong suddenly sneered at him, and burst out from his mouth, "Then you stay here and wait to die slowly! "
Then he turned around and left.
"What did you say?" Shen Xing was stunned, and his nameless fire suddenly burst out, "I let you go for your own good! Don't be ungrateful!"
As he spoke, he rushed forward in a few steps and grabbed Zuo Wenzong's shoulders.
When he turned the opponent's body around, Shen Xing was suddenly shocked when he saw Zuo Wenzong turning around to face him, but the back of his head was still there, and his face was not visible.
He immediately turned Zuo Wenzong's body around again, but found that the back of his head was still there, as if the face just now had disappeared.
But at this moment, Zuo Wenzong's weird laughter came from the faceless head. The sound seemed to come from a closed space, and the sound was loud and the exact direction could not be found at all.
Shen Xing immediately let go of his shoulders and quickly backed away. His heels touched a wooden stool placed beside the bed. He subconsciously bent down and picked up the wooden stool, and was about to hit Zuo Wenzong on the head.
The wooden stool was raised high above his head. At this moment, an unprecedented alertness arose. Shen Xing was stunned and stopped moving.
He raised his head and looked at his right hand raised high, holding the small wooden stool tightly in his hand, just shy of falling on the head of the extremely weird Zuo Wenzong in front of him.
Shen Xing finally reacted at this moment. He put down his hand and looked down at the body in surprise. Recalling the moment just now, he was completely surrounded by an unknown fire. He didn't think about anything. He just wanted to smash this life-threatening thing. Annoying, anomalies are everywhere all day long!
This... was actually not his original thought, but something that suddenly appeared at that moment. Even Shen Xing himself did not have this awareness.
Fortunately, it stopped at the most critical moment!
Shen Xing threw the wooden stool on the ground, looked up at the strange, faceless Zuo Wenzong, and found that Zuo Wenzong was currently crouching at the waist, with his hands stretched forward to protect his head, staring at him with a look of horror and incomparable fear. .
The cheek that he had lost just now was clearly right in front of him at the moment. It was not that he could only see the back of his head, but it was completely normal.
Shen Xing felt that his brain began to feel mushy, his ears were ringing, and his vision became a little blurry.
The strange scene he encountered just now was still echoing in his mind, but it was obvious that it was an illusion. The real Zuo Wenzong stood in front of him without any strange feeling, except for fear of himself.
Thinking of this, Shen Xing was suddenly shocked.
If this scene was an illusion, then when I used a metal dustpan to smash the male doctor's head in the toilet just now, it is very likely that the other person was a normal person at all, but he became an abnormality in his eyes.
He further speculated on all the abnormal situations he saw, such as the old man with oxygen in the ward, another patient whose nose bone was broken by his kick, the nurse who was writing a diary at the desk, and the patient named Jiao Na. A nurse with an eye growing out of his back.
All these abnormal phenomena are actually from his own hallucinations!
At this moment, Shen Xing felt confused. He seemed to be in two worlds, one was the real world and the other was the illusory world. But to his own feelings, the illusory world was more real than the real world.
This is a confused sense of identity, knowing that it is wrong but unable to believe the conclusion. I know I have a problem, but I agree with my initial judgment and understanding.
This feeling made Shen Xing's hands and feet numb, his thinking was at a deadlock, and his whole body was unable to move at this moment.
He suddenly wanted to find a place, a dark place with no one, and face the corner quietly alone. Don't care about anything, don't think about anything, don't want to see anyone, just himself, alone, silently. Be alone.
This feeling made his whole mentality about to burst at this moment. Shen Xing had the urge to find this kind of place immediately, hide it and never come out again.
At this moment, Zuo Wenzong saw that he seemed to be in confusion. He immediately turned around and rushed to the door tremblingly. He opened the door, rushed to the corridor, and shouted loudly: "Huang Kun is here. Someone come and help!”
Not long after, dense footsteps sounded, and many people came quickly from other places.
Shen Xing just heard a lot of sounds, but he did not connect these sounds with the crowd coming, and his thinking was still confused.
The whole person seemed to have turned into a real madman, a lonely schizophrenic, a prisoner unable to escape from his chaotic thoughts.
With a click, he knelt on the ground, holding his head in his hands, his face twisted and extremely uncomfortable.
The next second, a large number of people poured into the nurse duty room from outside the corridor. When they saw Shen Xing kneeling on the ground with his head in his hands, these people were stunned and stopped moving forward. They just stared at him warily.
At this moment, Shen Xing was deeply feeling the spiritual world of Huang Kun, the wall-facer. He could not be distracted, and he was temporarily unable to understand what consequences the arrival of these people would have on him.
This feeling, when he was not fully aware and understood at first, seemed to be nothing, but now he has realized that something is wrong with his thoughts, and has completely detonated the tumor hidden in his mind.
Now it depends on whether he can hold it back, how to stop it, and how to end it.
After a moment, Shen Xing, whose brain was extremely confused, silently put down the hands holding his head, and sat down on his knees weakly, as if he had collapsed.
After about ten seconds, he made a move, started to exert force on his feet, and slowly stood up with his hands on the ground. The alert security guards and doctors immediately retreated. Two of them waved their batons and were about to step forward to subdue him.
But Dr. Gao Da and Zuo Wenzong immediately stopped them. Dr. Gao Da shook his head and motioned to the security guard not to move for the time being, but did not say why.
Shen Xing, who stood up, seemed to have an unstable center of gravity, swaying as if he was drunk.
He turned around and walked towards the corner next to the rear window. After finally reaching the corner, he stopped moving and just stood there.
Zuo Wenzong and the tall doctor looked at each other, and Zuo Wenzong said: "His psychological intervention has appeared."
"It should be considered temporarily stable at this moment." Doctor Gao nodded slightly.
As for Shen Xing, who was facing the corner, his vision was completely dark at the moment and he couldn't see anything.
Not only was he invisible, even the surrounding sounds were automatically cut off by him, as if he were alone in a world without people.
There is only himself in this world.
In this darkness, he kept walking forward, forever, with no route and no end in sight.
I don't know how long it took, but the vague outline of a figure appeared in the darkness.
Shen Xing continued to walk forward, getting closer and closer to the figure. Soon he saw the person's appearance clearly. The person's face seemed very familiar. He must have seen it somewhere, but he couldn't remember who it was. .
At this time, the man was also looking at him, his expression was very relaxed, and he was even smiling at himself.
"Is it painful?" the man suddenly asked.
Shen Xing's path was blocked by him and he had to stop. But at this moment, he was confused and didn't want to speak. He just shook his head.
After a moment, he seemed to realize what the other person said and nodded again.
"Do you feel like everyone is harming you? Are they all trying to deal with you? No one is sincere to you?" the man asked again.
Shen Xing looked up at him and spoke after a while. The voice seemed to come from his mouth, but it also seemed to be resonating in his mind, and it seemed as if his own voice came from somewhere in the sky. Even he I can't even locate it accurately.
"how do you know?"
The man smiled and said, "I know everything you know and think."
"You want to harm me too? Are you abnormal too?" Shen Xing asked confused, and then he became vigilant.
"I'm not." The man shook his head, "I just think you are ridiculous."
"Why?" Shen Xing stared into his eyes.
"If you don't doubt others, these people will not become abnormalities in your eyes." The man said slowly: "The prerequisite for them to become abnormalities is still due to you."
"Abnormal... very scary!" Shen Xing suddenly shuddered and shuddered.
"Actually, abnormalities are not scary at all." The man's tone became softer, "Have you ever thought about whether there would be different results if you treat them friendly?"
"No...impossible!" Shen Xing shook his head, shaking his head quickly, feeling like his head was about to fall off, "They will enter my body, peek into everything about me, covet my soul, and control my words and deeds, as long as it is beneficial to them , they will let me do it, they will not care about my life or death, they will not care whether I want it or not, and they will not allow me to resist them!"
These words made the person opposite him slightly stunned. After a moment, he smiled, shook his head, and asked, "Is it abnormal that you had a very bad experience?"
After finishing speaking, the man raised his head and hummed, "I think this should be the cause of your illness."
"Abnormal, they do everything possible!" Shen Xing gritted his teeth.
But as soon as the words came out, he seemed to suddenly realize something. He immediately looked around, his expression cautious, obviously afraid that his words would spread.
After a while, he looked at the person in front of him again and lowered his voice: "Let me tell you, if you don't look, don't want, don't listen, and stay alone in the dark quietly, they won't have that much energy to care about you. , it will feel very comfortable. Well, I already like this feeling now!"
"Oh? Is that so?" The man was a little surprised, "Do you think that this way you will get rid of the abnormality's control on you?"
Shen Xing immediately nodded wildly, his expression a bit hysterical, with a ferocious look on his face, as if he couldn't control himself.
"Then have you ever considered that this anomaly might like to face walls?" the man added again.
Shen Xing was stunned for a moment, his expression first became surprised, and then slowly turned to panic, and he shook his head violently, "No, standing in the corner is my own choice, it is not an abnormality."
"Who says it's not?" The man snorted coldly: "Your self-righteous relief and resistance to all anomalies are actually the manifestation of being trapped in anomalies. They are submission to anomalies and compromises to anomalies. This will in turn make you The sinking gets deeper and deeper, and there is no turning back!”
Buzz!
Shen Xing took a step back, as if he couldn't stand still, he kept shaking his head and muttering to himself.
"No, no, I've been avoiding them. Although they really want to catch me, I've been very careful to avoid them. They won't..."
"I hope not." The man said: "But the fact is that you have been further controlled by it, but you still think that it is your own behavior, your own thoughts, and every step is executed according to your own plan."
Shen Xing suddenly looked up at the person in front of him and asked, "Then what should I do?"
The man pondered for a moment and replied: "Learn... to live with abnormalities."
Shen Xing was shocked and shook his head quickly, "No, it's impossible, they are very bad, they can't...coexist...it's impossible..."
"How will you know if you don't give it a try?" The man said with a gentle voice: "From now on, you must make up your mind to give it a try. Even if you think the person in front of you is abnormal, take the first step bravely and use your normal way. Please keep in touch with each other and don’t act excessively.”
Shen Xing raised his head, his eyes full of confusion.
"Try?"
At this moment, the person in front of him suddenly became very strange. The person speaking seemed to be someone he didn't know and was someone he had never seen before.
At this moment, his face completely changed to that of Huang Kun, and the person standing in the darkness in front of him was Shen Xing.
"Try?"
At this moment, Huang Kun seemed to feel his own existence for the first time. He lowered his head and looked at his hands and feet. The doubts in his eyes slowly changed, becoming more and more colorful and agile.
He was facing the wall in the corner and slowly raised his head. The darkness in front of his eyes completely disappeared. What he saw was a corner and curtains he had never seen before, and a strange place.
Huang Kun turned his head and looked at everyone in the room, who were all staring at him in surprise.
Only Dr. Gao Da and Dr. Zuo Wenzong showed surprise, trying their best to see what changes had just occurred in Huang Kun's eyes.
Huang Kun walked towards these people. Within his sight, these people were all baring their teeth and claws. They all looked inhuman, or had weird sneers, or had no faces, only hair, or pus leaking from their bodies, or It was squatting on the ground obscenely, its lower body covered with tentacles.
Seeing the appearance of these people, a strong feeling of discomfort came over, but this time, Huang Kun held it back hard and kept swallowing, hoping to suppress the irritability in his heart.
An unknown fire rose in his body, burning his entire chest. His eyes were about to burst out with flames, and he gritted his teeth hard.
After a moment, the anger in his eyes was suppressed. Huang Kun slowly bent down to everyone and bowed deeply. Although it was obvious that he was not used to it, he still burst out three words from his mouth. word.
"sorry!"
As soon as the words came out, a strong tearing feeling came from his whole body, as if something was peeling away from him quickly. The whole process was very rough!
Huang Kun knelt on the ground with a thud, his whole body trembling, and he fainted after a while.
The other people in the room immediately rushed forward and lifted him up with all their hands.
The tall doctor and Zuo Wenzong looked at each other, and they both saw the surprise in the other's eyes.
"It seems... there has been a change!"
…
Shen Xing opened his eyes.
He found himself back in room 7088 of the hotel.
But this time, the person standing not far in front of him was not Huang Kun's thin figure, but a strange child.
Moreover, the child did not turn his back to him. He faced Shen Xing, squatting in the corner, holding his knees with his hands, and placing his chin on his knees. His eyes were completely black, with no whites, and he stared at Shen Xing viciously.
The surrounding air dropped to freezing point at this moment.
Shen Xing clearly saw a thin layer of frost quickly condensing on the table and curtains near the corner.
The child suddenly opened his mouth, revealing the same dark mouth, and roared fiercely at Shen Xing.
"have a finger in the pie!"
With a flick of his legs, he rushed forward quickly.
