Qin Yu leaned on the bookshelf behind him, and there seemed to be a faint glimmer of water in his eyes: "We almost got engaged back then."
She used the word "could" instead of could.
"We can get engaged at any time, as long as we want. But we can't," Qin Yu sniffed, "Although it is indeed very early for our age. It's just that we love each other very much, not that It’s an ordinary emotional exchange, but one that rises to the level of the soul.”
Chen Su was slightly startled when he heard the word "soul".
"I love him as a relative, a friend and a lover. We are each other's antidote and salvation. He is the only one who can understand the Hertz frequency in my heart. He understands my decibels and brushes My heartstrings took root and sprouted in my heart, and then poured out many wonderful notes." When Qin Yu recalled the past, even the corners of his mouth were smiling.
It was as if Min Xingchen was everything to her about the love part of her life.
"But you still separated," Chen Su interrupted her extravagant thoughts, "Did you mention it?"
"No," Qin Yu shook his head, "I didn't mention it."
"Then why did he leave you?" Chen Su then asked.
For some reason, when he heard the emotional story from Qin Yu's mouth, he felt a little uncomfortable, and felt a little more sorry for Qin Yu.
"I don't know, he even disappeared from my world without a trace. It's been a whole year, and I still haven't found his whereabouts. The school said that he had something to do with his family, so he temporarily suspended school. As for He didn't reply to any of my calls on the phone." Qin Yu didn't even think about it now.
She thought that time would pass and this incident would no longer cause her unspeakable pain.
But she knew very well that as long as Min Xingchen didn't show up for a day, she wouldn't be able to forget the past and start a new love life.
"If he really likes you that much, he will not let you go and turn around and leave cruelly. Qin Yu, although we have not known each other for a long time, I still hope that you can be happy. In this world, apart from him, , there are still many people who like you and care about you." Chen Su comforted.
"I understand, but I just...can't forget it."
Qin Yu spoke in despair.
That relationship was like a clear spring that had once poured out of her dry world, flowing to the veins of her body.
In the spring, she was thinking about him.
In autumn, she was like this too.
The branches grew buds, and flowers bloomed on the buds.
When the flower withered and the petals fell away, she was still thinking about it.
I wonder why he left without saying goodbye, and where he is now. I wonder if he has forgotten me, and if the vows he made still remain in his heart.
But the seasons change, and the whole year comes.
He never came back.
He did not attend their engagement party as promised, nor did he release the shackles that prevented her from loving someone else.
Call her...how could I forget?
Qin Yu sadly covered his eyes with his hands, unwilling to say any more words.
Chen Su sighed, straightened up and patted her back: "Sorry, I asked too many questions. But in my heart, you are a very good girl. No matter what, you still have to look forward. Maybe, wait What if he appears again when you no longer have any expectations? Isn't it true that the more you hope for something, the less likely it is to get it. On the contrary, when you don't care, there will be unexpected results. "
"You are right, now is not the time for me to grieve. The whereabouts of my biological father have not yet been found, and things in Qinjia Village have no direction. If I fall, others are willing to come here with me and believe in me It's unfair to them." Qin Yu quickly wiped away his tears and cheered up again.
Chen Su couldn't help but think highly of her: "It would be great if you could figure it out."
