Lin Sui'an will always remember that day. When he was in the fourth grade of elementary school, he asked for leave and went home early because of a bad stomach. When he opened the door, he saw his father and a strange woman naked and rolling together on the sofa.
To be honest, she couldn't remember the specific details. There was only one picture that was extremely clear. The bodies of the two people were like freshly cooked pork skin, and the white flower skin was glowing with sticky oil.
Then there was an earth-shaking chaos. The woman's husband knocked on the door, and the neighbors gathered around the door to watch the excitement. Relatives from all walks of life came and went like a revolving door. Seven aunts and eight aunts tried to persuade the mother not to divorce.
They say: It doesn’t matter if a man cheats on his wife, as long as he is thinking about his wife and children, he is a good man.
They say: Women should be generous, understand men, and not put too much pressure on men. Otherwise, if a man cannot get the warmth of his family, he will of course have an affair.
They say: A family cannot be without a man, and a child cannot be without a father. For the sake of the children, just bear with it.
They say: Family scandals should not be made public.
My father knelt on the ground and kowtowed to his mother with tears streaming down his face, saying that this was the first and last time, and he would never do it again in the future.
Lin Sui'an still remembers his mother's expression, her eyes were red but without a single tear, and the nasolabial folds were deeply etched on her face and never disappeared.
At that time, Lin Sui'an had no right to speak. He could only stand aside and listen to his relatives talking about unintelligible truths and listen to his father crying and saying "Believe me!".
In the end, his mother believed in him, and like many women of that era, she chose to forgive and forgive, and was put on the pedestal of generosity and virtuousness.
Lin Sui'an also believed it, and after that, his father seemed to be reborn and a new man, and the family was happy.
It wasn't until Lin Sui'an came home during the summer vacation of her freshman year that her mother told her the truth.
In the third year of junior high school, my father had an affair again and was caught and raped in bed by her husband. In the first year of high school, again, and again in the third year of high school.
Lin Sui'an didn't know this. Her mother and relatives at home seemed to have discussed it and hid everything, hoping it would not affect her further studies.
Lin Sui'an was completely confused at the time and asked his mother why she hadn't divorced yet? !
The mother said: She believed that her father could change for the better, and that the prodigal son would never be able to change his life.
She also said that no matter what, he is your father, blood is thicker than water, and you must respect him.
At that moment, Lin Sui'an felt extremely absurd and helpless, and understood one more thing: although she was their child, she was just an outsider to the couple after all.
Everything about them can only be decided by themselves, and her thoughts and decisions don't matter at all.
After graduating from college, my mother's "belief" finally came to fruition. My father retired and cooked for my mother every day and walked with her. Relatives and neighbors praised my father, saying that Lao Lin was a good man who cared about the family, and that my mother had paid off despite all the hardships. , there will be blessings in the future.
But Lin Sui'an knew that it was because the man was old and couldn't play anymore, so he became honest.
But what can she do? Her mother looks very happy, as if the forgiveness and waiting in this life are worth it, and the "future" now is what she wants in her life.
But my mother's happiness lasted only two years.
Year-round insomnia and depression damaged her heart, and a myocardial infarction took her away.
My father burst into tears at the funeral and said that he would spend the rest of his life guarding his mother's photo. Colleagues, neighbors, and relatives all praised him, saying that his father was a caring person and a really good man.
Lin Sui'an felt extremely ironic.
What's even more ironic is that three months later, my father was introduced by a colleague, and the blind date was successful, and he was excited to get married again.
When Lin Sui'an received the call from her father announcing the good news, she was driving back to the company to collect information. Her father's excitement and anticipation were like a knife, piercing her heart. Tears burst out uncontrollably, blocking her sight. .
Amidst the piercing sound of the horn, she was violently knocked out. After her sight was parallel to the blue sky, there was endless darkness.
When she woke up again, she became Lin Sui'an in this world.
The memory of the previous world became extremely distant with her new life, but she finally remembered the feeling of being deceived and betrayed, as if a piece of bloody flesh had been dug out of her heart, and the cold wind was blowing, forever. Without stopping.
You can’t trust anyone, you can only rely on yourself!
This sentence was engraved in my mind word by word with the rhythm of my heartbeat. A faint hissing sounded in my ears, and my blood flowed faster and faster, as if being pressed into my limbs by a high-pressure water pump. Lin Sui'an suddenly grabbed the iron chain and hooked it up, just in time to tie Ming Shu's neck. With a flick and a throw, Ming Shu flew out and hit the thin wall hard with a click. , the thin wall cracked, and it turned out to be just a wooden door disguised as a wall.
Lin Sui'an clapped his hands on the ground, turned around and stood up. He grabbed his chin with his fingers and pushed it upward, then he kicked the door open and walked straight into the next door.
In the smoke and dust, she saw the frightened Governor Zhou sitting on the ground and the stunned Ling Zhiyan.
She also saw Hua Yitang, who was restrained from behind by another official and his mouth was covered. One leg was in a kicking posture. When she saw Lin Sui'an, his eyes were bright and he was struggling desperately. His legs were like a whirlwind. He kicked wildly in the air and screamed wildly.
Lin Sui'an was startled for a moment: It turns out that Hua Yitang has been silent all this time, is it because he was controlled by someone...?
The official who controlled Hua Yitang rushed up and was whipped away by Lin Sui'an with an iron chain. Hua Yitang took the opportunity to break free and cursed: "Oh shit! Lin Sui'an can't kill anyone! Ling Zhiyan, you are a bitch, you actually forged a confession." , and even sow discord and induce a confession, the century-old Ling family has actually produced a piece of shit like you. If the ancestors of the Ling family knew about it, they would definitely lift the coffin board, climb out of the ancestral grave and bite you to death!"
Hua Yitang's shouting and cursing drifted into his ears, as if a glass of ice water had been poured on Lin Sui'an's overheated brain cells, and the whining in his ears was weakened by three points.
What...did he just say?
That she can't kill someone?
"You...how is that possible?!" Ling Zhiyan looked at Lin Sui'an in shock, and Lin Sui'an's eyes followed his voice.
"Ling Gong, be careful!" Ming Shu shouted and rushed over. Lin Sui'an didn't even look at him. He swung the chain and whipped him away. Ling Zhi's face changed greatly, and he pulled out the horizontal knife from his waist and struck at him. Lin Sui'an grabbed the chain and swung it again, but this time, the chain suddenly became heavier for some reason, and she didn't swing it.
what happened? !
With a flash of Lin Sui'an, Ling Zhiyan was already in front of him. Under the cover of the sword wind, Lin Sui'an grabbed the iron chain with both hands and blocked it. The blade was bound by the iron chain, making a sour squeaking sound.
Ling Zhiyan held the knife in both hands, gritted his teeth, and his hands were shaking violently, but no matter how hard he tried, he could not shake the iron chain even half. The strength of the little lady in front of him was terrifying. What was even more terrifying was that her eyes were black and empty. Bottom, without any emotion, just like a puppet.
"Here comes someone! Help! It's a murder!" Zhou Taishou rolled and crawled towards the door, but before he could shout twice, he was kicked to the ground by Hua Yitang, who was kicked and kicked in various ways. Swear words such as "Blind donkey! Blind pig! Turtle son!" and so on.
Even though the situation was extremely critical now, Ling Zhiyan was shocked by Hua Yitang's strong fighting power. It turned out that it was better to meet him than to be famous. This dude from the Hua family was even more outrageous than the rumors said.
At this moment, the motionless iron chain suddenly shook. Ling Zhiyan noticed that Lin Sui'an's dark eyes lit up a little. Her hands began to tremble, sweat broke out on her forehead, and she exhaled and inhaled, as if Like waking up from a nightmare.
In fact, Lin Sui'an's current state is not so much that of waking up from a dream, but rather that of a ghost pressing down on the bed. The surging power in his body leaks out like a river bursting its banks, and an indescribable feeling of fatigue creeps along his veins. Once on the body, it feels like countless termites are biting the muscles all over the body, causing soreness and pain.
Suddenly, her chest felt numb, the smell of rust filled her throat, and her whole body suddenly gave out all her strength. Ling Zhiyan's knife was wrapped around the chain and pressed hard against her shoulder. Hua Yitang screamed and slammed into her shoulder. Ling Zhiyan was concentrating on fighting against Lin Sui'an, but she never expected that this dandy, who looked like he couldn't carry his shoulders or lift his hands, was so fast. He was accidentally knocked out and his head hit the corner of the table, bleeding.
"Lin Sui'an, what's wrong with you?!" Hua Yitang hugged Lin Sui'an and shouted.
Lin Sui'an's mouth throbbed with pain. She opened her mouth and blood overflowed from the corners of her lips. She remembered that this pain was the same as when she first traveled through time. Her limbs softened, and she collapsed in Hua Yitang's arms. Originally, her body supported the weight of the four iron chains. When she fell, the weight of the iron chains all fell on Hua Yitang. , Hua Yitang sat on the ground screaming, baring his teeth and cracking his mouth, but refused to loosen his grip even half an inch, desperately holding Lin Sui'an.
The door of the flower hall was knocked open, and the official who rushed in almost stepped on Zhou Taishou's head. Fortunately, there was an official with sharp eyes who helped him up. Zhou Taishou covered his buttocks and shouted, "Hit me hard!"
"Stop!" Ling Zhiyan covered her head and stood up, half of her face was covered in blood, and her voice was stern, "Don't abuse punishment!" He looked directly at Hua Yitang, "No one is allowed to hurt them!"
This was the last scene Lin Sui'an saw before he lost consciousness.
Lin Sui'an dreamed that she was trapped in a ball of black cotton, her chest was suffocating, depressed, and it was difficult to breathe. An oversized bee was surrounding her, buzzing on the left, buzzing on the right, and suddenly revealed its sting. It stabbed her wrist so hard that she suddenly opened her eyes.
What came into view was the black stone ceiling of the government prison. The moldy moisture penetrated into the nasal cavity, choking and making his lungs hurt. The smell of blood in his mouth became heavier. Lin Sui'an swallowed and realized that his throat was extremely dry. , and the worst part was that her whole body was sore and weak, and she couldn't use any strength. The buzzing of bees in the dream materialized in the real world, and they were all names and curses.
"Ling Zhiyan is eating shit! Zhou Changping is eating shit! Feng Yuyi is eating shit!"
Lin Sui'an used all his strength to barely turn his head, and saw Hua Yitang sitting next to her, cursing, picking out a green ointment from a small porcelain jar and carefully applying it on her wrist, feeling the pain on her wrist. Lin Sui'an couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief as he felt the coldness and unspeakable application.
Hua Yitang raised his eyes in surprise, "You're awake! How do you feel?!"
His clothes were dirty, and his bun was messy. The messy hair stuck to his pale cheeks, and his wet eyes were so bright that they seemed to be swollen in such a dim space.
Lin Sui'an: "What's wrong with me?"
"The doctor said that your qi and blood attacked your heart and meridians and reversed, and you almost died!" Hua Yitang said anxiously, "You don't know how scary you were at that time. You fainted with a bang, and you spurted blood at the mouth. You sprayed so much A big beach..."
Lin Sui'an's confused mind caught a question: "Is there a doctor in the prison?"
"Invited from outside, the person named Ling has some humanity... Stop talking and take a rest. Look at your face, it's so white that it can scare people to death..." At this point, Hua Yitang choked up. , looked away.
Lin Suijing looked at his side face quietly. Although this dude was unattractive, he did have a good skin. Looking from this direction, his neck was slender, his nose was tall and handsome, and even the curve of his Adam's apple that rolled frequently was quite artistic. .
Lin Sui'an closed his eyes, turned his eyes and looked around, and found that he was actually in Hua Yitang's single cell, lying on his bed, covered with his quilt - no wonder he couldn't breathe well, Hua Yitang Tang actually covered him with two quilts, pressing her down like five-finger mountains.
Lin Sui'an: "It's too heavy."
Hua Yitang: "What?"
"The quilt is too heavy."
"Your whole body is cold and you need to keep warm."
Lin Sui'an was helpless: "Is there a possibility that the quilt is pressing me down so much that my blood cannot circulate, so my hands and feet are cold?"
"Eh?!" Hua Yitang was shocked. He quickly took off a layer of quilt and carefully shook Lin Sui'an's quilt corner, "Are you feeling better?"
Lin Sui'an breathed a sigh of relief. Sure enough, his breathing became much easier.
Hua Yitang also breathed a sigh of relief and looked at her eagerly like an old hen guarding her eggs.
Lin Sui'an felt very uncomfortable being stared at like this. She suddenly remembered what Hua Yitang said before she fainted:
[It is impossible for Lin Sui'an to kill someone! 】
Although it was mixed with curse words, the tone of discretion could not be faked.
Did he... actually believe her...?
Why?
Lin Sui'an: "Why do you believe me?"
Hua Yitang: "Huh?"
"Why do you believe I didn't kill anyone?"
Hua Yitang was stunned. I'm afraid Lin Sui'an didn't realize it. When she asked this question, her voice was trembling slightly. It was completely opposite to the force she had when she broke into the flower hall today, and her eyes were full of sadness.
Hua Yitang's breathing suddenly became chaotic. He had a feeling that this question was very important and must be answered carefully.
Why believe her?
Because he could tell at a glance that Ling Zhiyan’s confession was false, because Zhou Taishou’s smug expression was too eye-catching, because Ling Zhiyan’s tone of decoy was too obvious, because when Mu Zhong told her story, it felt like she had known her before, because it was the first time he saw her. When he got to her, he knew that she was different from everyone else...
Hua Yitang smiled, he already knew his answer.
"There's no reason, I just believe you."
Lin Sui'an's pupils shrank violently.
The golden morning light passed through the breathable window and thinly covered Hua Yitang's body. The clothes covered with filth and blood stains glowed with a pure white light, which was so incredible and so far away. :,,
