Agnes looked at the full-length mirror in the corner and couldn't help but be slightly lost in thought.
She felt as if she was a little blurry and faded. Not what I look like in the mirror, but something that sounds more ethereal.
She felt as if she had been cut into two parts. One part still carried the old shadow from who knew how long ago, making the person in the mirror still a little bit fresh. The other part was imprisoned together with some indescribable things. A certain cage, and then quietly decayed.
However, in fact, these things had been cut from her body the night before she left Bodivia and discarded in the corner. Agnes stretched out her hand to outline the face of the person in the mirror, and the shriveled skin was After swiping with fingers, it gradually regained its fullness, but it still looked pale and lifeless.
She couldn't remember what she looked like before leaving Bodivia. Maybe she was more vivid and energetic than the person in the mirror?
It had been a long time since she had looked closely at her reflection, or in other words, she had not been able to recognize her own reflection since she left Bodivia.
She is reluctant to look in the mirror, and the only function that can serve as a mirror for her is to communicate with Huizhen. The only function that is useful to her.
Every time she saw the figure in the mirror, her reason told her that it was her own shadow; but on the other hand, there was a voice in her heart that said - that is not you.
"Walking Corpse Syndrome" made her feel that she was dead when she left Bodivia, and the dead should not have their own reflection in the mirror.
A walking corpse is reflected in the sun as a dark mass, which only belongs to the half-rotten flesh and blood and various small creatures attached to it; while the resentful souls wandering in the world look out from the mirror, only Can see figures belonging to others.
"The world belongs to the living, while the dead can only be a rotten corpse with memory."
Agnes withdrew her gaze and looked at Nightingale, who was looking at her with some worry due to her sudden words, who was about to start singing, and showed a smile.
She felt a faint coldness as if covering her spiritual body. The traces of dryness completely faded from her body, leaving only a slight pale color. She felt that the potion in her body had been digested a little.
"Maybe I need a new set of clothes." Agnes shrugged, glanced at some scarlet marks on the shirt, and said helplessly to Nightingale.
Nightingale relaxed slightly under Agnes's words, nodded towards Agnes, and disappeared in the ripples.
Agnes turned her head and looked at the figure in the mirror carefully, and nodded slightly.
There's nothing wrong with it except that it looks pale and bloodless.
She turned around and picked up the "Laughter Mask" on the table and put it on her face, opened the bedroom door and walked out of the room.
Lani, who was sitting quietly at the table, cast her eyes directly on the scarlet traces on Agnes's shirt.
She stood up and walked towards Agnes.
Agnes raised her eyebrows slightly and stopped where she was.
Lani stopped less than an arm's length away from Agnes, stretched out her hand and wiped Agnes' collar. Some sticky liquid stuck to Lani's fingers, with a rich smell. The smell of blood.
"Your own blood." Lani suddenly spoke out, speaking to Agnes in a positive tone.
"Obviously," Agnes said quietly.
Lani looked at Agnes carefully and suddenly sneered.
"You look like the corpse of the person I just killed before," Lani said. She said to Agnes with a gentle and slightly terrifying smile, "If you expect Looking forward to death, you can let me do it instead of doing it yourself and then turning into an evil spirit under the dark power in you."
Agnes was stunned for a moment after listening to Lani's words, and then couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.
"He will not allow me to enjoy the tranquility of death yet." Agnes said softly with a slight smile.
The look on Lani's face gradually became mocking, and she turned around and walked back to the table without saying anything.
...
To be honest, it was a bit troublesome to bring a complicated pregnant woman like Lani with her. Agnes let the slightly warm water flow down from her head, and then gathered into streams and flowed down her pale skin.
Although judging from Rani's attitude during this period, she did not attach much importance to the new life she gave birth to, and to some extent she was even somewhat hostile. This is reasonable. After all, this child means a lot to Rani. It must be said that the pain is greater than the joy.
But for Agnes, as long as Lani does not choose to abort the fetus, she will need to consider how to take the one-month-old pregnant woman on the road with her.
After all, life is precious and the harvest is gratifying. Her identity as another nun does not allow her to cause a child who has not seen the appearance of this world to leave the world directly because of her actions, even if to some extent, this unborn child The child's life and death had nothing to do with her, and she even had plans to kill the other's mother.
Agnes couldn't help but twitch the corners of her lips, and then sighed.
She looked at the blood-stained black flower still blooming in her palm, the cold color flickering faintly.
She input spirituality bit by bit, and the dark flowers stained with blood quickly shrank, and then bloomed again.
Rani was still angry and hating.
This is a matter of course, after all, there are many things that Lani can be angry and resentful about: her life experience, her experiences, and even Agnes's sabotage of her plan to summon demons can all be things that Lani is angry about.
But Lani is undoubtedly rational. She already knows that the reason why she is alive in Agnes is only because of the new life she gave birth to, so even if she hates this new life that will come to this world in a few months, Still didn't take action.
After her initial test and found that she could not escape from Agnes, she began to use various methods to carefully test the extent of Agnes's restrictions on her. Then when she discovered that Nightingale had been quietly spying on her, she immediately restrained herself, changed her attitude, and began to use some methods to try to change Agnes's attitude. Agnes couldn't help but feel a little funny about the whole experience.
Rani's behavior is extremely normal. As a "criminal", calmness is a quality she must possess.
And Agnes is not prepared to act too tough. After all, the New Year is coming soon, and she also hopes that she can have a happy life.