"This memory happened before the ones I can remember?" Agnes asked aloud, "I remember that 'Huizhen' was my first name, and later I begged him to change my name. .....”
"Yes." The face in the lampshade nodded calmly.
Agnes closed her eyes and opened them after a long time.
"Their practice method is very similar to that of the 'Soul Sender', but it is obviously more... orthodox." Agnes said with a positive tone.
"There is nothing to guess. The 'soul senders' do come from them. There is no difference in essence."
Huizhen said such a sentence almost casually, and then smiled incomprehensibly.
"It's just that the sea turned into dust a few times." Huizhen finally added this sentence.
The origin of the "soul sender"...is essentially the same..."The sea turns into dust several times". In this way, the "soul sender" is only due to changes in certain conditions. Will the "soul sender" need to pay a greater price to obtain enough power? Or was there once a way to suppress pollution and reverse transformation, just like the "controlling the human heart and controlling the Taoist mind" mentioned in the memory, but these things were lost in some things?
Agnes frowned with a headache. Although she gained a lot of information from this memory, more questions arose.
Moreover, there are obviously some problems with the "Huizhen" in the memory, "the heart of the Tao is perfect", "almost like a heavenly being", and in the end, she was hit hard by "the ruthlessness of the Tao" when she saw this memory. , all gave Agnes a bad premonition.
"...Why did you directly choose...that sentence?" Agnes was silent for a long time, and finally omitted the subject and said directly.
"After all, I can completely believe that Master has the ability to tell the truth, and there is no need to think too much." Huizhen slowly raised the corners of his mouth and said softly.
"Master..." Agnes frowned and paused before asking aloud: "I thought he was..."
Agnes paused in her words and did not continue.
Huizhen smiled and said directly: "Your grandfather?"
Agnes nodded hesitantly.
"They can indeed be considered one person," Huizhen said calmly. "With the same Taoist heart, the same human heart, and the same memory, then they are one person."
"Listening to what you said, I'm not sure again." Agnes said with a reluctant smile.
Huizhen laughed happily twice, and said aloud: "If you get the later memories, you will find that they regard their Taoist heart and human heart as their own essence. After all, they have cultivated to the end, except for the Taoist heart. There is almost nothing left of the human heart.”
There was almost nothing left except the Taoist heart and the human heart... Agnes couldn't help but frowned, not knowing what to say for a while.
"Of course, this is inevitable," Huizhen paused, with an unexplainable meaning, "Whether it is the calamity of the human heart or the calamity of the Taoist mind, whether it can be overcome or not, it will be forever. Change this person, and then ultimately shape this person into the shape of your own human heart and Tao heart.”
"They gain from it, but they also lose from it. To a certain extent, they lose more than they gain..." Huizhen paused and continued: "Most monks , are unable to resist the erosion of Taoist heart, even from their own human hearts. When the people they knew before or even at the beginning of their establishment met them again after they experienced several calamities, almost no one could rely on them alone. You can tell who they are by their appearance at that time.”
Agnes's heart suddenly shook, and she whispered: "This is exactly the same as the 'Soul Sender'."
"Of course." Huizhen whispered, and then stopped speaking.
Agnes also stopped talking, just thinking about the information she had received.
"What about me?" Agnes suddenly asked without any clue, "I still don't seem to be determined."
There was no sound in the room except Agnes's own words.
Agnes smiled predictably, stopped asking, and just put away the things on the table.
After a while, she stood up and said in a confused voice: "Tell me, what changes will happen if I accumulate three levels of madness?"
...
Agnes picked up the wine glass on the table, took a sip of the "Byam Helander" in the wine glass, and couldn't help but frown.
"I'm not used to it." Agnes reached out and pushed the wine glass farther away, looking at the cold food in front of her without any appetite.
Her heart was full of messy thoughts with negative connotations, as if a voice kept saying: "It doesn't matter whether you eat or not, and you can't taste it at all, so why don't you follow your inner thoughts?"
But her reason told her that the fact was not like the messy thoughts with negative connotations in her heart. It didn't matter whether she ate these meals or not. The "werewolf" didn't have the ability to survive without eating.
Agnes even suspected that if she didn't eat these things, she would probably become the first "werewolf" to faint from hunger due to not eating tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. After all, she started from that night, It was now the fourth day, and apart from being stared at by Nightingale, I had almost never really eaten anything.
Agnes knew this was the first sign that "Walking Corpse Syndrome" was beginning to really affect her life. After a strengthening, this madness has truly reached the point where she cannot avoid its effects through her own willpower.
Finding ways to eliminate or weaken the "walking corpse syndrome" has suddenly become urgent, and the solution to it...
Agnes couldn't help but sigh. She had an extraordinary item from the "audience" path, but it was contaminated by the power from the evil god.
Although according to Huizhen, the pollution above will not cause pollution to her, Agnes is actually worried that the pollution has some unknown effects and will cause irreversible effects on her when dealing with her own crazy problems. .
After all, if she wants to solve this madness caused by using more power than she can bear, ordinary mediation methods are useless. Only by entering her heart and killing the part that represents this madness can she completely eliminate the madness. the root of.
And if you use an extraordinary object contaminated by the power of the evil god to enter your heart to kill the part that represents madness, who knows whether what comes out is a normal or crazy version of yourself.
