Trevor Pagani's letter from Atlee did answer some of her questions, but it also left her with more questions.
Agnes rubbed her head with a headache, folded the paper in her hand, put it aside, then took a piece of paper, picked up a pen and started writing. She was going to write down on paper the questions she felt she could ask Trevor directly to see if Trevor would really answer her questions seriously as he said.
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The early morning in Anvar Castle seems to be colder than in Seville, and the wild fruits picked from the trees are covered with a thin layer of frost. The most obvious sound in the entire castle was the wind that penetrated into every crack, giving people an inexplicable sense of loneliness.
It seems to be more clearly felt here that it has been autumn for a long time.
Agnes walked around after breakfast. Probably because of the Pagani family's secrets, there were no other residents around the castle. It was as if the whole world had abandoned it. Be with the forest and wild animals.
Of course, this doesn’t seem surprising to the Extraordinary. The castle in the wilderness buries a family secret, which is very fitting for the unfolding of the novel.
Agnes thought slightly teasingly, opened the door to the room and walked in. At a glance, she saw that the set of clothes she had asked for from Atlee yesterday had been ironed and hung neatly on the coat rack, while a piece of paper with its back facing up was pressed with a pen on the desk.
Agnes nodded, walked to the desk first, picked up the paper and started reading.
"Dear Lady Agnes,"
"You asked me why I am sure that you do not understand the connection. I can tell you that this is an inference based on my many years of observation of your state. Of course, if you deliberately concealed this ability in your previous life, I will naturally What is also drawn is a wrong inference.”
"You asked me what price the members of the Pagani family paid for using the power He gave me. I can only tell you that the price paid by everyone is different."
"For example, after using this power, I would constantly relive my nightmares and clearly dream about the entire process of killing Shaila again and again; my father, the previous leader of the Pagani family, always Immerse yourself in the illusion of the existence of the ancestors of the Pagani family, and accept questioning from them all day long."
"The Pagani family has always believed that whatever you suffer will be the price."
"But this price seems to increase our power. We find that the more painful it is, the stronger the power we gain. The closer the woman in the dream is, the closer she is to being harvested by Him."
"To a certain extent, if the members of the Pagani family had not transformed into the 'Beacon', they would have been at their strongest during the period when they were about to be harvested by her."
"We believe that the power we gain is more like reaching a resonance with Him through our pain, and using this resonance to exert His power. Our transformation into a 'beacon' is a way of transforming our most powerful being through mystical means. The relay, in which strong emotions are solidified together with His pollution, when we activate it, simply allows that emotion to begin to resonate with Him through His pollution, and then exert its power.”
"His pollution is more like making our souls closer to Him, making it easier to resonate with Him and convey His power."
"That's part of the reason we call ourselves 'Soul Senders.'"
"On the second floor of the third row of bookshelves in the library, there are some experiences of the Pagani family on how to use the power given by Him. I hope it can give you some reference."
"In addition, as for your question about how many non-Pagani family 'soul senders' there are in the world, the answer can also be found in the library. On the top floor of the fifth bookshelf, there are the Pagani family over the years. The recorded information on 'soul senders' who are not from this family, I hope it will be helpful to you."
Agnes was thoughtful, she put down the paper in her hand, and she was going to go to the library to have a look soon.
Trevor's description gave Agnes a sense of déjà vu. Members of the Pagani family rely on their own extreme emotions to resonate with Him, thereby exerting His power; and she can resonate with people under extreme emotions of some unknown nature and reach some kind of connection with them.
It's just that the roles she plays in the resonance are different from those of the Pagani family members: the Pagani family is in the subject position in the resonance and is the initiator of resonance; while she is in the object position and is the responder of resonance.
This shows what? Agnes didn't dare to think about it anymore. She had some vague suspicions about this, but she always had an ominous premonition and felt that she shouldn't delve into it now.
"Is it 'me'?" Agnes muttered something faintly and put the paper away.
She walked to the coat rack, took off the set of clothes and put them on the bed. Atlee seemed to have taken the cooler weather into consideration, and the outfit she gave her was clearly an autumn and winter look.
Long-sleeved off-white mercerized fine woven shirt, black tights, gray plaid felt wide-brimmed hat, and brown leather boots. As for the long brown leather coat, Agnes visually inspected it and estimated that it would reach to her knees.
Agnes unbuttoned her turban and robe, took off her robe, and put on this outfit. The nun's robe seemed to have affected Atlee's estimation of Agnes's size, which was slightly too big, especially because the shirt was a bit loose. But the pants are just the right length.
She looked at herself in the mirror and frowned unhappily. The long leather coat looked like a wide cloak on her body, making her look a little short.
"But this leather jacket has some pockets inside, which is convenient for storing things."
Agnes found the "Laugher's Mask" from her suitcase and put it on her face. The flesh and skin of the person in the mirror were quickly reshaped like melted wax blocks.
Not long after, a woman with brown hair, brown eyes, ruddy and heroic features, who looked about twenty years old, appeared in the mirror.
This was the face of Ella Boesia that she had preset in Sevia, and she was a little older than Agnes Pagani.
Agnes moved her body casually, then picked up the hat that was put aside and put it on her head.
After brushing a handful of hair that was scattered on her shoulders, she took off her hat with some dissatisfaction.
"The shirt and pants are a little tight, and the hair should be tied up."
She set Ella's height to be 10cm taller than Agnes. The trousers that fit Agnes became cropped trousers on Ella and were slightly tight.
A loose shirt for an underdeveloped girl will be a little tight for a mature woman. This should be the reason for the difference in the tailoring of shirts for girls and adult women.
"I'll go to the clothing store in town in the next few days to see if there are any suitable shirts and pants for sale."
Agnes braided her loose hair and put her hat back on.
"I thought well, Ella Boethia is not bad dressed like this."
