"It's so cold-blooded, Agnes." Agnes slumped down on the bed and covered her eyes.
She actually still had enough reason to support her thinking. Agnes laughed at herself. She thought she would go crazy or even lose control.
She felt as if her heart was leaking, and the sadness and pain in her heart were gradually disappearing, as if something had been taken away. In such a short period of time since she killed her mother, the pain and sadness that made her want to commit suicide when she walked out of the room have become less intense. Even the bloodthirsty desire induced by these emotions has changed. It can be controlled, even lighter than when the curse was first induced.
Obviously part of the reason why he left his father and Aurelio at that time was because he could no longer control his bloodthirsty desire and was afraid of hurting Aurelio and his father.
Now she can even bear the countless hallucinations in front of her eyes, and think about why she suddenly appeared in Lehua Manor, why her father and mother were assassinated there, and why her father gave him such a gift. Mother's ring will be the "thorn beacon", and what should I do next.
Yes, her eyes are now filled with countless hallucinations, after she killed her mother.
Sometimes it looks like her mother is lying on the ground softly, sometimes it looks like a humanoid with an upper body that looks like an eel but with bony feet, and sometimes it looks like a pair of apologetic eyes that she doesn't know who she belongs to. eyes.
But more often than not, it's just blood. There seemed to be something happening in the blood, but I couldn't see clearly. And the proportion of this time is getting longer and longer.
There were different female voices in her ears repeating the same sentence, and she seemed to have heard some of the voices somewhere before, but when she searched her memory, she felt fuzzy and couldn't remember them.
But that's not that important, Agnes thought with some self-deprecation.
After all, she could distinguish the content of this sentence, because she had pronounced the same sentence when she killed her mother before, using the language she learned from her grandfather in her previous life.
"A sea of suffering, turmoil and humiliation, wandering in life and death!"
It was part of a simplified ritual to remember her dangerous knowledge. Through this ritual, she killed her mother and intercepted her mother's soul.
After all, the transformation of "Thorn Beacon" cannot be eliminated by just dying. In other words, when the transformation reaches a certain level, the "soul sender" has almost become the possession of the being behind the "Thorn Beacon". If it is killed directly, the soul will naturally be taken away by the being behind it, but it will not be killed. If so, the "soul sender" will be controlled by the being behind it in a short period of time, and the end will be more painful than death.
After the soul has been cut off through this ritual, the transformed part can be eliminated through different means, and then re-entered into "reincarnation".
Oh, no, there is no real "reincarnation" in the mysterious world, but you can start your life over again through other means.
The only problem... is that after removing the transformation part, the soul is no longer what it was originally...
Agnes felt someone appeared in front of her bed. She put down her hand covering her eyes and looked at him.
"Your Excellency Rossi." Agnes sat up and called softly.
Mr. Rossi sighed, hugged Agnes, and said after a long time:
"Agyness, every life is in a process of growth, prosperity and decline. Growth, decline, withering, year after year, life after life."
"I understand." Agnes nodded, wanting to say something: "I just... I just..."
In the end, Agnes didn't say anything really meaningful. She was suddenly confused and didn't know what she should say.
She seems to want to tell Mr. Rossi that she killed her mother, but she doesn't think it is necessary. Mr. Rossi must know; she also wants to say that this assassination is very strange, but it is also very obvious. Mr. Rossi knows It must be more than her; that she feels a little uncomfortable? Agnes couldn't speak out. As the pain and sadness occupying her heart gradually disappeared, Agnes felt that her heart seemed a little empty.
"Do you want to leave Feneport City?" Mr. Rossi asked with a sigh.
Agnes nodded. There was a feeling in her heart that if she stayed in Feneport City any longer, something even more unpredictable would happen.
Besides, maybe Aurelio would feel better if he left. Agnes remembered the way Aurelio looked at her before and sighed inwardly.
"Don't make decisions in an emotional state. Your behavior is more like escaping." Lord Rossi frowned and said.
"I think clearly," Agnes shook her head and said slowly, "Besides, I have prayed to the Mother Goddess and received her response."
Previously, she prayed directly to the Mother Goddess of Earth in her study, wanting to leave the city of Feneport. This might be the fastest way to get approval to leave, and the Mother Goddess also directly responded to her prayer.
"Go to the church first and wait for the church to discuss a plan." Mr. Rossi sighed and said, "Lorenzo is fine. Aurelio's injury has been cured."
...
"According to the oracle of the Mother Goddess, the church has discussed three options. You now have three options." Lord Rossi said.
Agnes listened to Mr. Rossi's words and stared at the corners of her clothes with some wandering eyes.
"The first one, 'Agnès Pagani', has a disease that worsens, becomes difficult to treat, and eventually dies. If you want to hide it from Lorenzo and Aurelio, the church will help you fake your death and get a new one." Your identity makes your father and your brother really think that you died of illness, and you apparently have nothing to do with the church, but you are actually an informant of the church."
"The second type, 'Agnès Pagani' was inspired by the teachings of the Mother Goddess and vowed to leave home and serve the Mother Goddess for the rest of her life and preach for the Mother Goddess as a nun. The church will not restrict where you can go to preach. , as long as you openly abide by the nuns' "three wishes". But if you don't take the initiative to ask the church for help, the church will not take the initiative to give you more support. Of course, if you are willing to take on more responsibilities, the church is also willing More support for you.”
"The third type is that 'Agnès Pagani' becomes a church deacon as a 'God's Favorite' and is directly transferred to other areas. Isn't this similar to the 'Red Gloves' of the Lady of the Night Church? You need to directly Complete your mission as a church expatriate and the church will give you maximum support.”
"So, which one do you choose?"
