Unfortunately, whether to leave here is not in Agnes's own hands, but in the hands of the church. And it was impossible for Agnes to deliberately behave in a way that would cause harm to others in order to stay. After all, everything related to this was something that needed to be closely related to her future, not just for the moment.
According to what Mr. Rossi said at that time, we can know that the church’s imprisonment of him during this period was mainly due to two aspects: first, he might have been contaminated; second, his status under the full moon needed to be determined.
Tests for contamination were done when she was first brought back by the Watchers, and several more times thereafter, and the church concluded that the "primordial moon" did not contaminate Agnes. Agnes always felt that there should be some unspoken part of this conclusion, such as the contamination of other hidden existences in her body.
Of course, as long as the church has the authority to know about her situation, almost everyone knows about her situation, such as her illness, and that she may have some connection with hidden existences. There is no doubt about the pollution caused by other hidden existences, but after years of observation, the church has concluded that the pollution caused by hidden existences to Agnes can be temporarily assessed as not actively causing harm to others.
But perhaps after Ms. Baines’ incident, the church may re-evaluate.
As for her state under the full moon, she had already tested it yesterday. She did successfully suppress her desire to kill and bloodthirsty last night, but Agnes didn't know whether she passed the church's test. After all, she finally He has almost lost his consciousness, leaving only the instinct to suppress himself. And this act of suppressing her own desires even caused some of her potion to be digested.
Of course, maybe if you take the initiative to speak to Mr. Rossi, you might be able to include her ideas as a reference? Agnes thought with some uncertainty.
Agnes stopped thinking and started chatting with her mother. After all, she and her mother had not seen or spoken to each other for nearly a month.
...
"April 16, 1328"
"I finally saw my mother in a sober state today. In the conversation with my mother, although my mother subconsciously avoided her previous unwillingness to see me when I was sober, it can be seen that she seems to have figured it out."
"I feel that my mother's attitude towards me is much gentler than before. Is it because of the guilt of avoiding me before? Or is it the sadness that I have been cursed because of my alienation? But in my opinion, this is at least better than when I was in the state of illness. It’s much better to gradually lose my previous memories. At least I now have an intuition that I can accompany my mother until the end of her life without worrying about when I will lose myself and forget everything.”
"In the afternoon, Your Excellency Rossi brought the news that I can't leave here yet. She told me that there were differences in my evaluation within the church. The main differences focused on the issue of Alyssa and Ms. Baines, and before that, Rossi The two points mentioned by Mr. Xi have been passed. Mr. Rossi also mentioned that this disagreement even revealed what happened to the 'psychic' when her illness first showed signs."
"The message left by Ms. Baynes mentioned that the last question she asked was 'the reason why Alyssa regained her self-awareness.' Her accident on this question proved that Alyssa's return to sanity was related to the hidden existence related to me. Close connection. According to the news from Celia, the pollution of the 'original moon' on Alyssa was almost completely replaced by another pollution. She also lost the memory of how she regained her sanity and defeated the 'werewolf', but Unlike Ms. Baines, she did not display any signs of madness similar to Ms. Baines."
"These proofs prove that the hidden existence that is connected to me is more active than imagined. In addition, referring to the point where I told Mr. Rossi that my memory became blurred that day, the church believes that this hidden existence took the initiative to intervene in this matter. The incident of 'Primordial Moon'. This raises a question. This hidden existence has never been active. Why did it take the initiative to intervene in this matter this time? Does this mean that this hidden existence is not as bad as previously assessed? Harmless? The church is divided over this."
"Your Excellency Rossi told me that since the discussion has not yet concluded, I need to stay here for a while."
"It's not what I expected and it's in line with my expectations, but it still makes me not very happy."
"Mother must go back tomorrow. After all, this is a critical period for father's proposal to abolish the guild system to gain support. Mother's social interaction will play a very important role in this."
...
"May 16, 1328"
"I spent the second full moon night here. Maybe because I have gained experience or because part of the potion has been digested, I feel much more relaxed than the first time."
"The 'prisoner' has completed digestion as early as the 5th, and is currently trying to play the role of 'madman'. Well, the priest who always brings me food was so scared by me that he almost thought I was out of control several times. . His several feedbacks have greatly improved my potion digestion progress, and I am so timid. Unfortunately, he has become resistant to my role recently."
"Your Excellency Rossi told me that the church has decided to release me and I can leave tomorrow. I asked her about the outcome of the church discussion. Your Excellency Rossi hesitated a few times and finally said, 'This is God's decision.'"
"Is it the oracle of the Mother Goddess? It seems that the Mother Goddess is very concerned about me, and Mr. Rossi is also the favored one of the Mother Goddess. Praise the Mother Goddess!"
"To be honest, I have lived here for nearly two months, and I am reluctant to leave suddenly. But in comparison, I miss the soft bed at home, the bright windows, and the flowers outside the window more. It is already May. Yes, I think the flowers outside the window must be beautiful now."
...
Agnes followed Ms. Jones out of the church's underground passage. Bright sunlight shone in through the stained glass windows, causing her to subconsciously raise her arms to cover her eyes.
The few times she left the underground in the past two months, it was almost after dusk, and when night fell, she almost never saw daylight. Her life in the past two months has been like a vampire sleeping underground and never seeing the light of day. No, she is a 'werewolf', Agnes thought.
Agnes felt herself getting used to the dazzling sunlight a little. She put down her arms and looked forward.
She saw the tall and broad dome of the church extending forward like a wave-like tree crown. The square pillars on both sides look like branches of trees rising from the ground. The light shines through the stained glass windows, casting various colors of light and shadow on the ground, like flowers blooming on the grass among the woods, with vibrant colors.
She seemed to be in a dense forest, while her mother and brother stood in the middle of the dense forest, looking at her with a smile.
