"March 3, 1328"
"I took another test today after completing Mera's Evil Ghost mission. Mr. Rossi has not yet given the results. At that time, Mr. Rossi prayed to the Mother Goddess. It seems that my changes this time are amazing."
"Your Excellency Rosie thinks that I took away part of the 'humanity' from Meira. I think her guess is right for the moment, so what mechanism did I take it from her? Is there any human nature that is converted into mine? loss?"
"Mr. Rossi said today that no one can clearly say what the existence of human nature relies on. Indeed, human nature is a very complex existence, but there is no doubt that everyone's human nature is something that depends on itself. Transferring one person's humanity to another person must exclude the donor's imprint through an extremely complex mechanism, especially since I did not feel any memory-like or other influence from Mela."
"Recall the whole story of what happened today: First, Meira recalled her pain, and then I felt a resonance and had the urge to contact Meira's spirit body. After contacting Meira's spirit body, I felt The emotional ups and downs increased. This increase reached its peak when I connected mentally with her to share her pain."
"During this process, I seemed to see a gray ocean when I was spiritually connected to Mela, much like what I saw when I meditated. But the object of meditation must not exist in this world and must be imagined out of thin air. . From this point of view, the ocean I saw must not exist in this world."
"Is it related to my dream? But the relevant information does not exist in my memory. Is it the part that I forgot? Or do I not know at all?"
"Your Excellency Rossi informed me of possible team missions and reminded me to accumulate more practical experience. Your Excellency Rossi really treats me like his own junior, but it's a pity that I can't be completely honest with her."
"I think the reason why Mr. Rossi is so good to me may be due to the following reasons:"
"① After losing his father and fiancé, Mr. Rossi made a lifelong vow to become a nun in the church. From then on, he served the Mother Goddess and remained unmarried all his life; ② His mother was raised by Mr. Rossi, and they had an excellent relationship; ③ After I became ill, Your Excellency Rossi took over my treatment. After I took the initiative to contact the church, she was responsible for every assessment. I am relatively familiar with her and it is easy to develop a relationship."
"Has my humanity really been enhanced?"
"I met Rita who was on vacation before."
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"March 4, 1328"
"Today I investigated a case related to a cultist with Renes. It's really ridiculous. A group of ordinary people who don't understand the occult tried to communicate with unknown existences through bloody rituals. Fortunately, they didn't succeed. This is the evil of human nature. Does it exist?"
"I killed the leader of the group of cultists today. This was the first person I killed. Rhaenys looked worried about what kind of psychological disorder I had. It's not a pity for a scumbag to die, except that it's a pity that we couldn't have done it earlier. I didn’t have any other negative emotions after discovering their plot.”
"Frank Lee came to see Renes today. Renes commented that Frank is a rare genius in the church, and Frank has accumulated enough merits and is expected to be promoted to Sequence 7 soon."
"Your Excellency Rossi gave me the evaluation results, which are similar to those given by Alyssa. There is nothing to analyze."
“I met Crash, Meno and Justin who I hadn’t seen before on my business trip.”
"Ms. Jones brought me the results of my application for sealed objects. The church rejected the request for relevant sealed objects and only agreed that I can use the corresponding spell when necessary, and the corresponding charm will be given to me in a few days."
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"March 6, 1328"
"Participated in an operation to capture vampires. Gee, there are still non-church vampires who dare to move freely in the area of the Mother Goddess Church?"
"Oh, it's just a wild animal that doesn't understand the situation. That's okay."
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"March 8, 1328"
"Today is the day for the Extraordinary gathering that Germaine Moody mentioned that day. I wonder if Alyssa can successfully capture the thief. All Sequence 8s are on standby at the institute tonight, but unfortunately I am Sequence 9."
"Ms. Jones brought me a talisman. Ms. Jones said that this talisman was made using a sealed object, and its effect can last for about a month. It can shield me from unnecessary desires and emotions for a period of time, and keep me in a rational state. state. Ms. Jones calls it a calming charm.”
"To be honest, the name of this spell is so... down-to-earth. The effect of this spell is very useful to me, but I can't completely rely on the power of the spell."
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"March 9, 1328"
"The arrest operation last night seemed to go well. The team successfully captured the thief. The church took over the follow-up affairs last night. The thief was just a Sequence 9 thief. Who helped him prepare for anti-divination?"
"Does Alyssa know what President Carman's extraordinary item is? How will the church deal with President Carman's behavior of hiding this extraordinary item?"
"Damn it, I shouldn't think about this case anymore. I am no longer involved in this case. The team has already arrested the thief, and the subsequent affairs have been taken over by the church. Besides, just like Mr. Rossi said, I shouldn’t be pursuing something that might have been done by someone from my father’s side.”
"But is my father involved in this case? If so, to what extent is he involved? My father knows that extraordinary power exists, so is he himself an extraordinary person? But according to my father's previous performance, he does not seem to have any extraordinary power. . But it’s also possible that it’s hiding.”
"Mr. Rossi said that it was his father who proposed the abolition of the guild system. Is Aurelio being asked by his father to graduate early have anything to do with this?"
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"March 9, 1328"
"Today I participated in the hunt for a witch. Tsk, tsk, witches are really everywhere."
"I tried the piano in the restaurant during the break. This piano hasn't been used for a long time and needs to be tuned. What a waste."
"The missions these past few days have gone smoothly. It seems that the failure of the first two missions was just a coincidence."
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"March 10, 1328"
"Today I tuned the piano in the institute's restaurant. It was very troublesome and took me almost an entire afternoon. But after I finished tuning it, I tried playing it and received favorable comments from almost everyone present, so it was worth it."
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"March 13, 1328"
"My mother held a music salon and invited Mr. Conti. Mr. Conti's music is as infectious as ever."
"I don't know why, but I feel more and more bored in this kind of social situation. Fortunately, no one knows that my disease symptoms have been greatly relieved, and I can pretend to be unwell and leave. This is also what my disease has brought to me. The benefits."
"When I left, I heard some ladies saying things like how pitiful I was. It was really ridiculous."
"Actually, to be honest, maybe fulfilling my duties as my father's daughter and taking the initiative to socialize may be more conducive to my digestion of the potion. But I seem to be more and more unaccustomed to their hypocritical performance. I am still too willful."
