He has lived with his mother since he was a child, without a father.
My mother is a dance teacher.
She was very gentle to her colleagues, neighbors, and students, but when facing him, she was distant and a little indifferent.
Sometimes, her eyes fell on him, and her eyes contained emotions that he couldn't understand, but they made him feel uneasy.
Although his mother didn't like him very much, she never scolded or scolded him.
Such a gentle person will not act too violently even if he expresses disgust.
He doesn't understand why his mother doesn't like him, but he likes her very much.
Study hard just to get a compliment and a smile as warm as the spring breeze.
Learn to do housework and cook, just to make his mother like him more.
But he still failed to get his mother's love.
There seemed to be a huge ravine between the two of them, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't cross it.
When he was fifteen years old, he lost his mother and met his biological father.
It turns out that he is a child who should not have been brought into the world.
It turns out that he has a father who is such a miserable person.
He was alive, but not entirely alive, it seemed.
snap——
Something fell out of the pages.
It's a piece of letter paper.
Lu Li stretched out his hand and unfolded the letter paper that was filled with ink. There were dense words written on it in beautiful handwriting.
It's mother's word.
This is a letter to him...
"Li'er:
I don't know if you will find this letter. I know I am not a qualified mother, and maybe you won't forgive me, but please allow me to say I'm sorry.
I also want to love and protect my children like other mothers, but I can't.
I'm sorry, even after a long time of mental construction, I still can't speak out about what happened back then.
Please allow me to tell you the truth in such a cowardly way.
…
May the people you love love you back, and may you be safe and happy for the rest of your life. "
There are still wrinkles left on the letter paper after being soaked by water, and the ink is slightly smudged, making the words blurry.
Now that the letter was unfolded, the wrinkled areas were soaked again.
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"It's almost time for class, why hasn't Lu Li come yet?"
Zhou Yixi looked up at the clock on the wall and touched Mo Qin's arm.
Ever since he came to this class, Lu Li has never been late.
Even though he had not studied hard before, Lu Li came early and then slept on the desk.
After studying hard, it is impossible to be late.
This is the first time.
Mo Qin didn't know what was going on.
Could it be that he overslept?
I read it earlier, but still no one came.
The head teacher also discovered this. He returned to the office and called the contact information Lu Li left.
No one answered.
If he was a little late, that would be okay, but the two classes in the morning had passed and Lu Li hadn't come to school yet.
This is obviously not right.
"Qinqin, what's wrong with Lu Li? Didn't you contact me yesterday?"
Zhou Yixi was very curious.
Mo Qin touched the cell phone in her bag, secretly took it out and put it into her pocket.
"When I saw him yesterday, he seemed normal."
After returning home last night, the two of them chatted, which was quite normal.
It's only been one night, what happened to Lu Li?
Mo Qin ran to the bathroom and turned on her phone. Since she couldn't make calls, she had to send a few messages to Lu Li.
But I waited until class, but there was no reply from the other party.
Mo Qin didn't dare to turn off her phone, she just put it on silent mode so that she could see his messages in time.
Lu Li didn't come, and Tang Fuxin was a little confused.
Seeing Mo Qin worried about this matter, he felt very uncomfortable.
"Mo Qin, for Lu Li, absenteeism is a common occurrence. There is no need for you to worry about him!"
Did Lu Li miss many classes before?
There is nothing to worry about.
"Perhaps he got tired of playing the game of being a good student and returned to his previous state. This is nothing unusual."
Not only Tang Fuxin thought so, but many other students in the class also thought so.
Although Lu Li studied hard for most of the semester and his grades improved a lot, he was still not up to the level of their class.
Originally, the worst student in the class could score over 600 points, but Lu Li was still working hard to get over 400 points and towards 500 points.
Mo Qin ignored Tang Fuxin.
There is no point in arguing here.
She just wanted to know what happened to Lu Li.
He will never miss school without any reason.
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Finally it was time for school to end.
Before leaving, Mo Qin said to Yi Xi:
"Xixi, if I don't come back in the afternoon, please help me ask the teacher for leave."
Zhou Yixi paused while collecting the books and looked up at Mo Qin.
"Are you going to find Lu Li?"
Mo Qin nodded, "Well, I can't contact him, so I have to go to his house to have a look."
Zhou Yixi was not surprised at all, but instead urged her.
"I understand, go ahead and call me on the phone if you need anything."
If someone else were to ask for leave, it might not be so easy, but Mo Qin, don't be so easy to ask for leave.
There is no threshold at all.
While rushing towards Lu Li, Mo Qin called Lu Li.
The phone was open, but no one answered.
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The heavy curtains were drawn tightly, and the light in the room was extremely dim.
The mobile phone that was thrown on the table turned on and off.
Nobody cares.
Dong dong dong——
There was a knock on the door.
One after another, it seemed that the people outside would not give up until the door was knocked open.
Lu Li slowly raised his head and looked towards the door with a hint of expectation in his dark eyes.
who is it?
Is it her?
After a while, he realized that he should open the door.
Lu Li stood up from the ground. His numb legs almost made him fall down. Fortunately, he held on to the bookcase beside him in time.
Just when Mo Qin thought Lu Li was not at home, the door suddenly opened a crack.
I saw it was her.
A hand quickly stretched out from inside and pulled her in.
Pulling people, closing the door, all in one movement.
Before Mo Qin could realize what was going on, he was pushed against the door and pulled into his arms.
The cold door pressed against her back.
In front of her was a hot and hard body, and the hands on her waist were as firm as iron ropes.
The man didn't say a word, just held her like this.
Mo Qin hesitated for a moment, then hugged Lu Li back and asked softly:
"What’s wrong with you?"
Lu Li didn't say anything, but just hugged the person in this posture.
Mo Qin felt that she was being strangled very uncomfortable, and when she was about to struggle, she was put down on the sofa.
The man pressed her hard.
"Lu Li, you..."
She had just said a few words when she noticed Lu Li tugging at her coat.
The thick and chilly coat was quickly thrown aside.
Lu Li used his hands and feet to wrap around her like a vine, like a drowning man clinging to the last piece of driftwood.
If he can't be saved, he will perish with her.
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