"Celululu..." The familiar expression of surprise appeared on Jin's face, and then changed to hesitation.
Jin looked at the window sill and then at the girl, his eyes repeatedly wandering between the two, as if he didn't understand what was going on.
"you·······"
"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to break into your dormitory! Teacher Jin."
Panic filled her heart, and Cellululu could only bow her head in accordance with the emotion, trying to explain incoherently, and looking back at the window uneasily from time to time.
Next door, the knight hasn't left yet, and 'she' doesn't dare to go out at this time, for fear of being caught by the knight who hears the noise and comes out to check.
Cellulu begged softly and hesitantly.
"Teacher Jin, I...can I stay here for a while? Just for a while, I will leave later."
Jin's face was complicated, as if he wanted to believe it but had to doubt it, and he hesitated to speak.
"You came from Teacher Chrollo and Teacher Illumi? I don't want to make random guesses, but recently, I have also heard some rumors. You should understand how important a clean reputation is to a girl. If you make the wrong mistake, you may regret it for the rest of your life.”
Cellululu felt her face flush red, and the humiliation made her almost burst into tears. She wanted to shout that she was forced, but at this moment, three faces suddenly appeared in her mind.
Teacher Wang looked proud.
"Even if you tell it, so what? One is a respected teacher who has worked hard for decades, and the other is a rebellious student who got bad grades and got a big demerit. Do you think people will believe you, or me?"
Illumi smiled maliciously.
"Report and report me? Then I will definitely say that you took the initiative to seduce me and wanted to leave the countryside and leave this valley through me. But I refused, so you framed and falsely accused me."
Chrollo looked cold and said casually and contemptuously.
"Don't be stupid, even if we are finished, you still have to live your own life. Regardless of whether you are innocent or not, in the eyes of others, there is something wrong with your style as a woman who has had so many men. Otherwise, Why do others look for you instead of looking for you? Flies don’t look at seamless eggs, right?
Celluloid looked expressionless. In sexual assault cases, a stinking thought has always been active - the theory that the victim is guilty. Instead of condemning the perpetrator, public opinion blames the victim for failing to protect himself and failing to behave. It's your fault, you deserve it.
Even when it is clear that the victim has no fault, they can still talk about and spread rumors that may be true or false with a secret and obscene pleasure. Many victims have no intention of dying from the atrocities of the perpetrators. , but socially died in the strange eyes of the public.
In this extremely conservative era, and in such a remote village with extremely closed-minded and backward ideas, such a scandal is enough to make this girl irrecoverable, and even make her life worse than the perpetrators for the rest of her life.
Therefore, before 'she' was actually insulted by Teacher Wang, Cellululu could still hate iron and be angry at her for not seeking external help, but at this moment 'she' was already in hell. , apart from mourning her misfortune, Cellululu can no longer judge 'her'. It's all just standing up and talking without hurting her back!
Unless someone can be her solid backing, shield her from outside rumors, take her away from her hometown completely, break all her interpersonal and social relationships, and start from scratch in a place where no one knows her, otherwise, Keeping this shameful secret in silence is the only option to protect 'her' from complete collapse. It is helpless, but realistic.
It is hell to retreat, and it is hell to advance.
Cellululu silently felt that 'she' was suppressing pain, holding back tears, and trying to hide it with a forced smile.
"Teacher Jin, no, it's really not what you think. I don't have any improper relationship with Teacher Chrollo and Teacher Illumi. I came to them today...to make up lessons, and then... ··Yes, then, I saw a little bird outside the window sill. I was naughty and wanted to catch it. Just then, Teacher Xiake came. I was embarrassed to be seen by him, so I ran into your room to hide. I thought there was no bird here. Human.”
This excuse was full of loopholes and naturally failed to convince Jin. However, the girl stubbornly insisted on her own statement and showed extreme resistance to Jin's worries and inquiries. She gritted her teeth and refused to admit it.
Jin was silent for a moment, scratched his head and sighed.
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it. I know you may be under coercion. I won't force you anymore, and I won't tell you, but I will definitely help you. Bear with me for a while longer. Hold on, trust me."
Cellululu raised her head and looked at Jin's serious and righteous face, but her heart was not filled with gratitude, but with fear and anxiety, fearing that he would expose her affairs.
After 'she' embarrassedly said that everything was a misunderstanding and told him not to mind his own business, Cellululu hurriedly left the dormitory.
The green grass underfoot stretches all the way to the foot of a lush locust tree. The red-haired man sitting under the tree is holding a guitar, strumming with his slender fingertips, and humming a song that is popular in rural campuses across the sea. ballad.
Around him, there were many students, both male and female, listening with fascination, keeping time with him and singing along in a low voice.
Cellululu found in 'her' memory that although this person had only been here for more than three months, he was already very popular among the students because he had a fun, cheerful and approachable personality and could easily get into fights with the students. Became one piece.
Cellululu looked at the cheerful version of Hisoka who could be said to be the style of a musical youth, and also felt a sense of contrast. This was completely different from the usual charming and sexy walking hormone.
When their eyes met, Cellululu looked away in an uncontrollable panic, and hurriedly wanted to leave, but the sound of guitar and singing behind her stopped, and then, a voice full of laughter sounded from behind.
"Classmate, wait a moment."
Cellululu turned around suddenly. It was Hisoka. He caught up with him and asked with a hint of exploration and curiosity in his smile.
"Classmate, what year and class are you in? What's your name? What were you doing on the window sill just now?"
After asking this question, he seemed to think that the question was too stupid. Hisoka couldn't help curling his lips and showing a sarcastic smile, which was the expression of the real Hisoka.
Cellululu felt that her heart was rising again, so she could only reluctantly answer her name and class, and then used the same rhetoric to fool Jin.
After hearing this, Hisoka just smiled, without commenting, and silently let her go, who was anxious to leave this place.
On the school boulevard, the dense locust trees cast thick shadows. Cellululu walked quietly among them. The sunlight cast through the green treetops and cast wisps of light, making Cellululu feel dizzy and bright. She was dazzled.
Cellululu raised her arm to cover her eyes slightly, but she felt something slipping off her arm. When she looked down, her color suddenly changed.
At some point, she was completely naked except for a thin white cloth. She put her legs together and sat hugging her knees. This thin white cloth was just under her hood. This posture She seemed so fragile and helpless.
But 'she' didn't panic in her heart. She was even filled with love and shyness, and she stared at the person in front of her with burning passion.
Cellululu didn't have time to understand 'her' state of mind at this time, because she had just raised her arms, and the white cloth had slipped from her head and fell along her shoulders. Cellululu only felt that the left half of her body was a little uncomfortable because of the exposure. Of course, being cold and chilling is not the point. Having sex is the point.
Cellululu hurriedly grabbed the white cloth, put it on herself, then hurriedly raised her head and glanced at the man in front of her.
Pariston held the paintbrush, and his expression changed from a smile on his face, with appreciative eyes, to a slightly surprised look, with an excessively polite head tilt.
Cellululu took advantage of his turning head and quickly tied the white cloth on her chest. After simply making it into a short skirt, she started to look for clothes. But as soon as she took a step, she felt a sense of weightlessness. Cellululu groaned unconsciously, but someone grabbed her waist and pulled her back.
Cellululu just wanted to say thank you. After seeing the situation clearly, her face suddenly changed and she was filled with anger. She sat on Pariston with her legs spread apart. She was still wearing only a piece of white cloth, and she had her arms around Pariston. neck, the distance between the two is completely negative.
The memory of 'her' emerged and was completely connected to the previous scene. The two were painting in the studio. She was Pariston's mannequin. As the two were painting, they couldn't help themselves. Just now She was so excited that she passed over and fell down.
"I······"
Celluloid almost had the urge to curse. Her whole body tensed up and she looked at Pariston with a stiff face.
After he was stunned, he smiled at her quite innocently and did not move. After a moment, he frowned slightly and suggested tactfully.
"Little Miss Celluloid, I know you may be angry, but I suggest you relax a little, otherwise, it will be a bit hard for me."
Celluloid stared at Pariston with no expression on her face, her heart was filled with anger, and she was ready to fight everything here to the death.
But at this time, she saw a pair of eyes, a pair of eyes full of astonishment. Cellululu was also stunned. She looked intently and saw that in the crack of the unclosed door of the art preparation room, Feitan was holding some tripods under his arm. Class props, mouth slightly open, looking at them with straight eyes.
Noticing that the two of them were looking at each other, Feitan's expression changed drastically, he turned away and ran away.
Cellululu only felt that there was something unspeakable about it. This school was a sieve, how could she be caught anywhere!
Sensing that 'her' was filled with fear and anxiety, and her body was as cold as if she were falling into the abyss, Cellululu couldn't bear it and cursed.
"You don't have the nerve to panic or be shy! What do you think of school!"
As if she sensed that she was on the verge of an explosion, the scene in front of her eyes once again had a solemn light and shadow change like an oil painting. The shadows were infinitely heavier, and the surrounding colors were getting darker. Cellululu felt that she suddenly staggered, waiting for her After standing firm and looking around, she found with an expressionless face that she had changed places again.
She was in Teacher Wang's office, and Jin, Chrollo and Illumi were also there. A few people started arguing, and she stood beside him tremblingly, not daring to say a word.
Jin looked angry and growled.
"Are you just going to shamelessly deny it? Classmate Cellulu, come with me. We will go to the police station to report them now. Teacher, I will protect you. Don't be afraid of their threats anymore!"
He pulled Cellululu and wanted to go out.
Cellululu felt the strong resistance and panic in her heart. The emotion was so deep that she even felt a hatred of "Why are you meddling in your own business?" She fought hard and almost screamed.
"No, I won't go! I have nothing to do with Teacher Wang and the others. I don't want to go. I don't want to go to the police station!"
"You...sigh!" Jin's eyes were full of anger, "Okay, if you don't leave, I'll go by myself!"
"no, do not want!"
Compared with Teacher Wang, Chrollo, and Illumi who were only slightly nervous and uneasy, 'she', the victim, was more afraid of what would happen. Cellululu couldn't help shouting again.
Jin glanced at her with disappointment, and then glared at Teacher Wang and the other two angrily. His face was gloomy, and he planned to walk out without saying a word.
Cellululu felt that she was feeling cold all over. She wanted to stop him but didn't dare. She even looked at the three perpetrators for help.
Teacher Wang, the old god, spoke again, using the bait of an excellent teacher.
But Jin was even more angry. He stared at Teacher Wang in disgust, glanced at Chrollo and Illumi with disdain, and yelled angrily.
"Don't think that if you tempt me with some outstanding teacher, I will bow my head and compromise! I am not the two heartless beasts Illumi and Chrollo!"
Jin slammed the door and left. When they saw him leaving, Illumi and Chrollo looked ugly and wanted to chase him out to stop him, but they were stopped by Teacher Wang.
Reluctantly suppressing his anxious thoughts, Illumi questioned with a cold face.
"Just let him go like that? What if he really goes to the police station to report us?"
Chrollo also asked gloomily.
"You don't let us chase you out, do you have any plans? You can't just sit back and wait for death, and drag us with you before you die, right?"
Teacher Wang was still there, smiling.
"Don't worry, it will be useless even if he goes to the police station. No one in this town will believe his words."
"Are you so sure?" Illumi was dubious.
Chrollo also frowned. "Even if what you said is true, what if he goes to the county to file a complaint?"
"Haha, he can't leave the town..." Teacher Wang grinned with a strange arc.
Looking at Illumi and Chrollo who were still worried, Teacher Wang said impatiently.
"You don't have to worry about Jin's matter. I will handle it. How can I still cheat myself?"
He softened his tone again, smiled and said good news.
"By the way, the county has approved your outstanding teachers, and the commendation certificates will arrive soon. I have also handed you the transfer application. The county means that as long as you receive the commendation, you can leave next year."
Illumi and Chrollo suddenly beamed with joy, and stopped asking about Jin. Anyway, the local snakes told them not to worry, and they, the dragons crossing the river, should not interfere.
Cellululu felt that 'she' was also slightly relieved. 'She' only had to endure Illumi and Chrollo for another half a year before she could get rid of these two teachers with human faces and animal hearts.
However, how to solve Teacher Jin's matter still made her uneasy.
Cellululu thought that whether it was Jin who went to the police station to report, or whether Teacher Wang used various means to obstruct it, the noise would not be small. As a result, after three days, it was still calm, and both Cellululu and 'her' were wondering. , when he was about to ask about the situation, the following message came, but what surprised Cellululu was that although the movement was not small, it was completely unexpected.
Cellulu stood in front of the bulletin board of the teaching building, looking at the photo of Jin who was listed as an outstanding teacher with Chrollo and Illumi, and couldn't help but fell silent.
what's the situation? Didn’t Jin say he wouldn’t accept their bribes? Has this changed your mind?
Cellululu was very confused. She couldn't tell whether she was disappointed or relieved, but at the same time she felt a little contemptuous and a little uneasy. Could it be that Teacher Jin would also join in bullying her?
'She' was so worried that she could only go to her lover, Pariston, to inquire about the matter. Unexpectedly, she learned from Pariston that Teacher Jin was sent to the county by Director Wang as a Representatives of this batch of outstanding teachers went to receive certificates of commendation.
'She' felt heavy-hearted and felt that Teacher Jin was finally persuaded by them and joined their criminal activities. Otherwise, Teacher Wang would not have let him go to the county. Wouldn't this be letting the tiger go back to the mountain?
Cellululu also felt that this guess might be true, but she felt pity for her in her heart. This kind of person who started out with good intentions but then stabbed her in the back is more despairing than someone who was full of malice from the beginning, but Perhaps 'she' had never had hope for Jin from the beginning, and did not even hope that Jin's report would be successful. Therefore, in 'her' heart, this result was not only painful that another beast might be born in the future, but No other ideas.
But that night, 'she' had a dream. Cellululu could clearly feel that she was dreaming, and 'she' seemed to know that she was dreaming.
Late at night, she was walking slowly along the tree-lined avenue of the school alone. The surroundings were pitch dark, an abnormal kind of darkness. It was as if everything around her was in a dark mist, and only the road under her feet was clearly distinguishable. Then, Cellululu realized that she had walked to the small mound at the back of the school.
The mound in the dark night looked more like a grave. She kept walking up the mountain. The looming forest looked even more gloomy in the night. The breeze blew by, bringing with it a whimpering sound. It seemed like there were countless people crying, and the trees swayed with the wind, as if there were countless people standing there waving to her.
'She' was also scared, but her steps continued to move forward uncontrollably, and then, finally, she stopped at a place. Cellululu looked forward, and there seemed to be a dark figure standing under a tree. shadow.
Anyone? Or a ghost? This is the celluloid question.
Is there...this tree here? Newly planted? This was the first doubt that arose in her.
Cellululu noticed this idea and searched through 'her' memories. 'She' was very familiar with this hill. In her memory, there was indeed no such tree at this location, at least, not a few days ago.
However, now was not the time to question whether there was a tree. 'She' looked at the figure with some horror, always feeling that it was scary, but 'she' could not move.
The figure under the tree did not move, standing motionless.
Cellululu blinked, trying hard to see the person clearly, but she didn't know whether it was because she was in a dream and her consciousness was unclear, or because the dim moonlight blurred his outline, and everything about the person seemed extremely blurry. , and even strange ghosting appeared.
Cellululu wanted to rub her eyes and step forward to take a closer look, but she couldn't. At this moment, the man suddenly spoke. His voice was erratic and the volume was unusually weak. It sounded as if he was speaking from an extremely far distance. When it came over, there was only a faint echo.
Cellululu stretched her ears so hard that she could only hear a few scattered words.
"Sorry...I can't save...this is...town...dangerous...li..."
Celluloid quickly caught the key word, sorry? Can't be saved? Could it be that this person is Jin?
She looked at the figure again with suspicion. Although the pixels were still not clear and the double image was obvious, but with the concept, Cellululu actually saw a bit of gold, but at the same time, she also saw that there was obviously something Another person overlapped on Jin's image. The two people were superimposed, but not completely overlapping. This was how a double image appeared, as if the pixels were not clear.
Cellululu suddenly had an idea. Could this be the real 'Jin' teacher?
She was about to ask again when the wind suddenly became noisy. The strong wind picked up and she was blown away so hard that she couldn't open her eyes. Then, 'she' also screamed, and with a sound, Cellululu sat up suddenly. I realized that I was still in the dormitory. Outside the window, the sky was gradually showing the white color of fish belly.
Is this just a dream? Or with some hint? Cellululu sat for a while, still unable to make a judgment. Maybe she can only know after seeing Jin.
'She' was not interested in this nightmare and had no intention of thinking about it, but Cellululu deliberately inquired about Jin's whereabouts and knew that he would return to school today.
Maybe Jin was not in 'her' plot, but Cellululu actually had a little autonomy. She went to the school gate and waited until Jin came back with a certificate.
However, looking at the tall and sturdy young man in his twenties who came in from the door with a simple and honest smile, Cellululu couldn't help but fell silent. Did she admit the wrong person?
But seeing this man walking by, some classmates greeted him politely and called him Teacher Jin. Cellululu knew that she had not mistaken the person, but she really did. This person was not Jin!
Cellulu stared at the man in front of her in confusion. Is it because Jin's plot has ended, so Jin is no longer needed to replace his identity? So where did Kim go?
The man walked up to him, and Cellululu suddenly said hello.
"Hello, Teacher Jin."
The man looked at her, nodded slightly, smiled, and passed by her.
Cellululu's heart was shocked. The man looked at her with a strange expression just now, as if she was a student who was completely unfamiliar with him, not only to her, but also to 'her'!
Cellululu suddenly rushed towards the small mound in the back mountain. After running up the mountain, she searched everywhere along the memories in her dream. Finally, she stopped panting and looked at the scene in front of her. a tree.
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