Cellululu stumbled and followed Hisoka by the hand, her steps staggering as if stepping on soft cotton. The warm night wind blew on her body, but it had no cooling effect at all. She only felt a familiar yet unfamiliar feeling. The wave of passion surrounded her, making her feel dry and hot all over.
This is not going to work, a corner of Celluloid's heart is shouting, what is not going to work? She refuses to think about it deeply, but I don't know if it is because the moonlight tonight is too charming or the noisy but brilliant glitz in the distance is still eroding her heart, even if Celluloid Lu shook her head, trying hard to stay awake, but still felt an inextricable dizziness. The heat from her hands was so warm and fiery that it seemed to burn into her heart, leaving her unable to resist.
For the first time in his life, Hisoka felt that he was not fast enough. Why was this hotel so far away? When he finally returned to his hotel, he quickly opened the door and locked it. He couldn't even wait to turn on the light. He turned around and already had celluloid in the air. Pressing the door against the door, his good night vision allowed him to clearly see the girl's still-red cheeks, her sultry eyes that were full of confusion but showing a hint of charm, and her pink and red lips that seemed to be slightly closed unconsciously. The petite body trapped under the arms trembled slightly, like a little bird, lovable and eager to ravage her, Hisoka's breathing became deeper and deeper, and his gray-blue eyes danced with dark gold. The tiny rays of light are filled with the hot desire and desire of the male to plunder and conquer, as well as a hint of soft affection that slowly unfolds.
Even though he wanted to penetrate the girl and devour her immediately, Hisoka's movements on the surface became more gentle and lingering. His beautiful thin lips, which usually looked cold and ruthless, gently touched the girl's petals like petals. Nibbling and biting on the pink lips, the wet and flexible tip of the tongue penetrated the teeth, wrapping around the girl's tongue to seduce her to dance and jump together. The girl was kissed in a daze, and unknowingly, her toes were slightly raised, and her hands were wrapped around each other. He went up to the back of Hisoka's neck and leaned forward to press tightly against his chest. Hisoka bent down in cooperation and hugged the girl's slim waist with his left hand, while his other hand slowly touched the girl's back. , after touching the zipper of the skirt, as if peeling off layers of buds, he slowly and silently pulled the zipper to the bottom along the undulating curve, trying to take off the girl's skirt.
Blocked by the arms around her neck, before the skirt completely slipped off her body, she felt her back suddenly turn into a vacuum and the empty celluloid in front of her suddenly became excited. The girl's shyness and reserve became the best coolant. Lulu immediately let go of her hands, grabbed the clothes that were about to slip off, and stepped back. Feeling that she had hit the door, she quickly put her hands behind her back and hurriedly zipped up the zipper.
Cellululu's face turned red, she lowered her head, not daring to look at Hisoka, she just mumbled something casually and tried to escape.
"I...I should go in, good night."
Hisoka directly pressed Cellululu back to the wall again, grabbed her hand and reached under him, letting her feel the swelling and heat there, and asked in an extremely resentful tone, "Little Lulu~ This is what happened to you. You want to leave me and leave? You're too cruel~" He squinted at Celluloid from the corner of his eyes with full temptation and charm.
As soon as Celluloid touched it, he struggled to throw away his hand as if he was burned by fire, but his body became hot again. Who said that only women can seduce people, Hisoka's extremely sexy and affectionate expressions and words were simply amazing. It was the best aphrodisiac, making her face flush, her heart beating like a drum, her whole body weak and weak, and even the words she spoke seemed to be forcibly brainwashing herself, repeating them over and over again.
"No, you need to calm down, I need to calm down too, we all need to calm down, um, yes, calm down, calm down~"
"Huhu, I don't want to calm down. My whole body is very hot, little Lulu~ do you feel it?" Hisoka came close to Cellululu's face, and breathed warmly into her ear, He murmured softly and provocatively, and with one hand he loosened his tie casually and unbuttoned his shirt. The white and well-defined flat chest with perfect proportions was immediately exposed to Cellululu's eyes. Cellululu's body trembled. His eyes wandered away in panic, but Hisoka took one of her hands again, pressed her against his heart, and spoke affectionately and seriously.
"Is it hot? That is my fiery heart that dances because of you. It is beating fiercely for you, and my heart is filled with your figure, little Lulu~"
As Hisoka said this, he took a step further and directly separated Cellululu's legs with one leg and pushed in, trapping the girl in a smaller area and forcing her to feel his breath wholeheartedly.
The skin under her hands felt warm and warm, with a touch of male-specific hardness and strength, and a strong hormonal scent that was almost as strong as substance. Celluloid was so completely surrounded that she felt a little stupid all over. In other words, she froze. Hisoka's posture was too aggressive and it completely aroused her female consciousness. She had never felt so clearly that she was a weak woman, while Hisoka was a strong and powerful person of the opposite sex. But there was no threat in this feeling, only a sense of security that she could rely on, as if the person in front of her would always use his strong arms to protect her and care for her forever.
Cellululu was momentarily lost in the feeling of being fearless because someone was guarding her. She just let her hand stay on Hisoka's chest without making any move. Hisoka saw that the girl had no resistance. She was ready to move again, her fingertips lifted Cellululu's chin, and a light kiss fell on the corner of her eye. The girl closed her eyes unconsciously, Hisoka's delicate and lingering kiss lingered on, at the end of her eyebrows, at the ends of her eyes, The tip of the nose, the corners of the lips, and the tip of the chin are obviously full of provocative meanings, but as if they deliberately avoid kissing those more attractive lips, the girl's breathing gradually loses control, and she secretly desires in her heart, longing to be able to kiss her. Being kissed fiercely can be caressed more intensely, instead of being so warm and grinding like warm water that it is difficult to suppress.
Cellululu unconsciously let out a small moan, like a small animal, like pleading, coquettishness, or resentment. The end of Hisoka's eyes instantly evoked a sly smile, as if a conspiracy had succeeded or a trap was successfully set up. As if he finally complied with the girl's inner appeal, he kissed the girl's delicate lips again, but this time it was violent and violent, leaving the girl no time to react at all.
Cellululu was kissed so fiercely, but somewhere in her heart, a sigh of satisfaction sounded like an auditory hallucination, as if she had achieved her wish. The passionate rhythm drove her, making her feel dizzy.
Hisoka did not take off his celluloid clothes this time. It seemed that the girl was more vigilant in this regard, and it was easier for her to get out of her state of confusion and infatuation. He carefully and tentatively reached under the girl's skirt, as if to spit out a message. Slowly like a snake but full of erotic caress, he slowly moved up the girl's thigh. The skin was as smooth and tender as satin, and the slender thigh could almost be grasped by his one hand, but not yet. When he touched the key position, the girl suddenly gasped heavily, and the hand on his chest pushed him away as if she had exhausted all her strength. Her breath was still unsteady, and the blush on her face was not gone, but He spoke fitfully and resolutely.
"No! No, we can't do this."
This is already the second time. Every time she tries to go further, the girl always wakes up at the last moment. Hisoka becomes more depressed. Cellululu's defense and self-control are simply ridiculous. This meat is in her mouth. But the feeling of not being able to swallow it is really terrible. The last time Hisoka could hold back his anger and slowly try to arouse the girl, but this time he was a little irritable. It didn't matter if he was not satisfied with his desires or not. He narrowed his eyes happily, but still softened his expression for a moment, and asked again with a teasing tone.
"Little Lulu, relax, follow your feelings, and leave everything to me~"
He tried to touch the celluloid again, but the girl opened her hand like a frightened bird. This intense reaction made Hisoka raise his eyebrows in surprise. He looked deeply at the girl and waited for her quietly. answer.
Seeing that she had overreacted, Cellululu immediately lowered her head in embarrassment. After a moment, she murmured weakly.
"I'm sorry, Hisoka, I'm sorry, but I can't... I can't be with you... I'm sorry."
The girl's expression was depressed and confused, as if she was struggling with something, resisting something, or in pain. Hisoka's hot passion and desire suddenly withered. Going to bed was a happy thing for him, a relaxing thing for his body and mind. But seeing the confused and infatuated woman he had provoked finally show such an expression, Hisoka's pride and indescribable irritability made him unable to continue any longer. Faced with In this situation, as long as you still care about the people in front of you, you can only languish.
Hisoka wiped his face and calmed down before asking. "I don't need to be sorry, little Lulu~, you obviously have feelings for me and are emotional, why do you suppress yourself?" It's okay if you really don't like him, but you can see that she is also emotional, but she insists on it He had to endure it, which Hisoka couldn't understand and couldn't accept.
"I'm sorry..." The girl bit her lip tightly, and after a while, she just repeated the sentence "I'm sorry".
"Little Lulu, saying sorry is of no use, tell me why." Hisoka asked urgently.
Cellululu remained silent, and Hisoka frowned slightly, "Is it because you mind other people? Who? Jin? The knight? Or Chrollo? Or Feitan? It can't be Illumi, right?"
In the distance, in Jakaanda, Illumi squatting on the treetop suddenly sneezed, tilted his head and muttered to himself. "You have a cold? Or who is talking about me? Why do you feel despised? Is it an illusion?"
Hisoka never thought that he would ask such a question. He looked down on jealousy in love and thought it was an extremely low-level sign of lack of confidence in himself. But at this moment, he couldn't help but think so. I asked the same question.
Cellulu quickly raised her head to retort. "Of course not! It's not because of them..." Although when I think of them now, I feel a little guilty.
"Why is that?" Sisuo paused for a moment and suddenly complained in a very melancholy tone. "Little Lulu, sometimes I feel that you are really cunning. You are always flirting with me in a nonchalant way, making me feel that you care, care, and love, but at the same time, you are deliberately drawing a dividing line to prevent yourself from Stay close to me, and don’t let me get close to you, but you are always unable to truly and completely reject me, which also makes it impossible for me to give up on you. If I hadn’t known that you didn’t mean it, I would have thought that you were one of those people who knew the rule of spare tires. You are an expert in love, making people willing to come and go as soon as you call them~"
Cellululu's body trembled, and she lowered her eyes in embarrassment, "It's my fault, I'm too weak, always indecisive, I will leave..."
Hisoka interrupts Celluloid. "Little Lulu always likes to escape when things happen, but I hate it very much. It's too selfish. I said I couldn't give up, but you said I would leave. Are you inserting a knife into my heart? Male love and female love It's normal, you are in love with me, you have intentions and I have intentions, but little Lulu, what are you insisting on? What are you unwilling to compromise on? A little entanglement is fun, and excessive is self-abuse~"
As if something hurt had been touched, Cellululu suddenly stiffened as if her whole body was frozen. After a moment, she laughed out loud as if she was mocking herself, and said with a gloomy face.
"It's not entanglement, it's not self-abuse. You're right, I'm just selfish. My persistence and unwillingness to compromise are just because I'm selfish."
Hisoka looked at Cellululu in surprise, but saw that she looked like she was giving up on herself, and she said nervously as if she wanted to vent all her thoughts.
"I don't want to indulge my body, because I can't bear the consequences of indulgence. The indulgence of the body is the beginning of the indulgence of the heart, but I can't, can't indulge. The more and more memories I have with you, they have gradually replaced me. The memories I had and the imagination I had accumulated day by day. I never thought I would be able to meet you. I am so happy to be able to talk to you, to have you look at me, to experience many things together, and to see many different versions of you. , but the happier I am, the more terrible I feel. The impression I have on you has become weaker and weaker, the memories of the past have been diluted, and all I can think of is the present. But, what about the future? One day, if you... "
Cellululu stopped silently, shaking her head as if thinking of something terrible.
"No, it's not possible, so we can only stop here. As long as you like it, there is no need to go any further, and you can't go any further."
There was a reason to like them in the beginning, but year after year, countless hours, and several hallucinations of meeting them brought her out of the depression and painful comfort, making everything about them melt into her bones and blood, Engraved in the depths of the soul, the familiar nature is like breathing. I can no longer find any reason to like it. I just like it for no reason.
Later, during the long time and space wandering, because she was too lonely, too lonely, and too eager to find something that could make her persevere, a pillar that could always make her strong, she infinitely raised and magnified that feeling. A memory and love, to the point where it is more important than herself. Her life can be given up, but the belief that supports her through this aimless life cannot be given up.
Like, all emotions and languages, can only be summarized into this light and thin word, which does not show the depth at all, but only this word can express it, because this is not love, it does not have the exclusivity of love, it is just extravagance. The perfection when the two were together could not see the rest of the world, and it did not have the possessiveness of love. She did not expect and never thought about it, hoping that she could leave traces on their hearts, or use her body to possess and confirm it. each other's presence.
After she thought about it, all the things in the past, those insults, humiliations and injuries, were nothing. It didn't matter whether to forgive or not, to let go or not. In her exhausted heart that could no longer feel deeply or produce any deep emotions, It was just the minimum and insignificant resentment and disgust that maintained her normal appearance. It had been washed away by the torrent of emotion that was the only one that still existed in her heart.
Since then, her spirit has been completely divided into two bodies. Her reason has helped her build a barrier on the surface of her mind, peeling off all the hidden emotions and the influence of the past. She only needs to purely discuss things and let her be normal. You can talk and interact with them freely, and you can even complain about self-deception as if nothing happened, and deal with everything without pressure.
But the feelings, the feelings deep in her heart, were rolling endlessly, torturing her to the point of going crazy. Every time she had contact, every time she got closer to them, every time she looked at them, they seemed to care about her more and more, she couldn't restrain it. I felt joy and sweetness, but then sadness spread, and finally it turned into pain and despair.
Painful about the parting future that is within reach, desperate that this end will be the eternal end, she is afraid that one day she will see their ending, whether it is a bad death or being lost in time as time goes by, she is afraid, That day was not only their death, but also the complete death of her past memories, and the collapse of her spiritual pillar.
If I had known this, it would be better not to meet!
Without knowing the ending, she can live in unknown happiness forever, even if she is no longer the same person as she was at the beginning, even if everything has changed, no matter what happens in the world, only them will remain eternal in her heart and never change.
Hisoka only felt a headache. Was there something wrong with his understanding? Why couldn't he reach the point of celluloid at all?
"Little Lulu, I don't understand what you want to say at all." Even though he looked at her expression of hidden fear and despair, he knew that she was definitely not joking, so what on earth was she afraid of? What does this have to do with the illusory them?
Cellululu, however, turned pale and shook her head. She hurriedly said sorry and rushed into her room.
Hisoka stood there and thought for a long time, and still couldn't understand what she was afraid of. However, it was obvious that the knot in Cellululu's heart was a huge problem. If it was not solved, he would never be able to get her completely. Thinking of this, Hisoka Suddenly I feel like I should seek help from the off-site? He can't be the only one struggling with this.
