Chapter 133: The Magical Legend of Journey to Another World (Twenty-Two)
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Chapter 133: The Magical Legend of Journey to Another World (Twenty-Two)
After giving Will a rough look, Celluloid walked back to Galadia, but Hisoka followed her and walked towards her.
"Hisoka???" Cellululu said with a pleading voice.
Hisoka stared at Galadia. She looked at him without any emotion on her face. She just looked at him simply, without any emotion contained in it. Hisoka curled his lips, shrugged, left a word, and turned around to leave. .
"Don't worry, I won't kill her~, and I don't want to waste the efforts of the past three months~"
Cellululu felt relieved and released Shuiqin again, and she continued the treatment.
"It's Shui Qin. Three months ago, Shui Qin returned to this world. Unexpectedly, it was in the body of Miss Lantis." Bathed in the light, Galadia lightly opened her lips and said calmly.
"Yes, what will the Temple of Light do when it finds out?" Cellululu looked up and asked seemingly casually.
"I don't know. Shuiqin is not the divine weapon of my lord, the Goddess of Light. It has nothing to do with the temple. But I also know from records that because of this divine weapon, countless bloody conflicts have occurred on the mainland. If it were me, I will hope that this artifact will never appear in the world." Galadia said calmly.
"Yes, exactly the same idea as mine."
Cellululu said without hesitation. After a pause, she smiled and said,
"Excuse me for being rude, Miss Galadia. If I guess correctly, you are the saint of the Temple of Light. The sacred aura on your body is extremely strong, which is not something that ordinary priests can achieve. Moreover, you are protected by the Holy Light. Body, that is the grace of the goddess of light that only a saint can get. I have seen the previous saint before, so I can’t be wrong about it.”
Galadia's ice-green eyes, which were like ice crystals and never wavered, finally undulated slightly. After staring at the celluloid for a long time, she said.
"Yes, I am a saint."
She stared blankly at the engraved array at her feet, but there was a hint of bitterness and helplessness on her face.
"Then I want to know why you, as a saint, appear here. Unless there is a major sacrificial ceremony, the saint will always stay in the Western Holy See. If you are on your way to a sacrificial ceremony, then you Where is the escort team? Why is only Hisoka guarding you? He should only have stayed in the temple for three months at most. With such a shallow qualification, it stands to reason that he would not even be able to see you. However, the current situation is that he You are your only escort knight, and you hid your whereabouts, mingled with the caravan, and even set out from the dangerous Kirigakure Swamp to the Holy Empire of Rofia. What happened to the Western Holy See?"
After the memory was restored, all the irrational signs emerged one by one. Cellululu asked while recalling.
Galadia pursed her lips slightly and did not speak. She was obviously hesitating. It was related to the secrets of the temple. Celluloid also waited patiently and well.
"Hmm, the archbishop of the Western Vatican rebelled, imprisoned the saint, and brought a fake saint to the Eastern Vatican. He probably wanted to capture the pope~"
The frivolous voice revealed the answer. Cellululu turned around. Hisoka and Jin were standing behind her, obviously having heard their conversation just now.
"Hisoka, you???" A frivolous anger flashed across Galadia's cheek, but it dissipated after a moment.
"Forget it, now that things have happened, there is nothing else to hide. I can't stop Archbishop Sedeva's conspiracy. This must be the will of the goddess of light."
"Hmph~, your thoughts make me feel like I've been doing nothing in the past three months~"
Hisoka's voice suddenly turned cold, and he stared at Galadia coldly, murderous intent pouring out.
Galadia was unmoved, or rather discouraged. Although she tried her best to restrain herself, there was still a trace of unwillingness and despair in her voice.
"Yes, in the past three months, thanks to you, we have been able to escape the pursuit. However, now we are trapped here with no way to get out, let alone what will happen in the future?"
Hisoka glanced at Cellululu, "Little Lulu, there should be a way, right?"
"That's right, Lord Galadia, you have forgotten that Shuiqin has the most powerful purification ability in the world." Cellululu said with a smile.
"Yes, then the contamination of the Holy Grail can be cleansed."
Galadia said happily, but after a moment, her eyes dimmed again.
"However, without the inscription material, it is still useless. Although you have treated us, you can only maintain our lives and basic physical strength. If we want to fight, it is impossible."
Seeing Cellulu nodding, Galadia shook her head with a wry smile. "So, it's not hopeless."
"As for inscription materials, there is no ink more powerful than dragon blood. I remember that when we came down, we did see the corpse of a dragon. As for fighting, I can do it alone."
Celluloid showed a confident smile.
"You? But, I can see that you can't control Shui Qin skillfully at all, right? It's too dangerous. Even though I have little strength, I am willing to fight to the death in order to leave."
Although Galadia was moved, she was a little skeptical, but this opportunity was so tempting, so she calmed down and said firmly.
Cellululu shook her head and smiled.
"Thank you Lady Galadia for your kindness, but it is more important for you to take care of yourself now. After you go out, there is still a tough battle waiting for you. I only have one thing. For the sake of helping you escape from this place today, for For the future of the people of this continent, can you agree to my request?"
Seeing Cellululu's serious attitude at the end, Galadia also became cautious and considered for a moment before speaking seriously.
"If I can do it without violating the teachings of the Goddess of Light and the justice of the world, I will definitely agree."
"Well, it may be a bit of a sidestep, but I believe you won't object after hearing the whole story."
Cellululu smiled a little nervously before slowly speaking about her thoughts.
For a long time, Galadia looked at Cellulu, Hisoka and Jin with some surprise. After seeing that they all acquiesced, she thought for a while and showed a smile.
"I see, I will convince His Majesty the Pope, and if I can leave this place and expose Archbishop Sedva's conspiracy, this achievement alone will be enough to become a decisive weight."
"Thank you. I hope to have a pleasant cooperation with you, Lord Galadia." Cellululu also breathed a long sigh of relief.
"Hmph~, in exchange, I still have to follow our saint?" Only Hisoka seemed slightly dissatisfied.
"There is no other way. If you don't protect Lady Galadia and return to the Eastern Holy See, how will she regain her status as a saint and how can she help us? Well, Hisoka, everything is for the mission, so just bear with it." Celluloid. Lu coaxed.
"I hate the word patience~, and if I leave little Lulu, my memory will disappear again, and I will become the boring me again~"
Hisoka glanced at Celluloid sadly.
"actually???"
Cellululu originally wanted to tell Hisoka that she could remove the hint of personality change, but as she spoke, thinking of his personality, she suddenly felt that before Galadia successfully regained her identity and defeated the archbishop's conspiracy, she had to let him go. It doesn't seem like a good idea for Hisoka to return to his true nature.
"Actually what?" Hisoka asked.
I'm sorry, just be a loyal knight for a while. She said sorry to Hisoka from the bottom of her heart, and Cellululu changed her tune without thinking.
"Actually, as long as you pass the temple's senior knight assessment, you can completely restore your memory."
Seeing Jin's hesitant look, Cellululu quickly told Mayside's conditions in full.
Hisoka then felt a little better. In order to avoid forgetting it later, both Jin and Hisoka carefully recorded this information.
"Okay, let me go up and explore the way first." Cellululu clapped her hands and looked towards the void above.
It was about her safety, and Jin couldn't care less about being shy. He said sternly: "Celulu, be careful."
With a slight nod, Cellululu teleported and disappeared. Jin and Hisoka looked up at the sky. After seeing a blue shadow appear, the two of them started chatting while paying close attention to the figure. Thinking of the fact that telepathy can be transformed into fighting spirit, Jin even excitedly spoke out his thoughts and feelings.
"While your memory is still there, take the time to transform it first."
After a pause, Jin Cai asked slightly doubtfully:
"However, I think you are still very strong even if you don't use telekinesis. Is your bright fighting spirit at an advanced level?"
Hisoka's face suddenly fell, and he silently picked up the knight's sword, a somewhat dim white brilliance erupting from his body. Then, the sword stabbed towards Jin.
Jin quickly jumped away and screamed: "Hisoka, what are you doing?"
Hisoka was too lazy to speak, but his sword speed was getting faster and faster. One of them didn't hold back at all, and the other was still scrupulous. After a while, a sword energy passed Jin's hand at an unparalleled speed.
"Huh?"
Jin suddenly stopped dodging and looked at his hand in confusion. Then, this time he did not dodge again. All the bright fighting energy that Xisuo waved hit him, but Jin didn't show any pain at all. , but he closed his eyes with some enjoyment and murmured comfortably.
"It's so refreshing."
He sheathed his sword neatly, Hisoka looked distressed, and his tone was even more resentful.
"do you understand?"
Jin's face looked a little strange, as if he was suppressing a smile. After a moment, he finally couldn't help laughing.
"Haha, I understand. I thought you were a knight, but I didn't expect you are actually a priest. You are very talented in light magic."
Because he saw that Hisoka was too powerful to kill those monsters before, he misunderstood. Hisoka's body was not the light fighting spirit, but the light of the priest's prayer-replying magic spell. It had the miraculous effect of healing wounds, awakening the mind and destroying evil, and could deal with those darkness. There is nothing better than a living creature, but if it is used to attack, then 99% of the races on this continent will only rush to feel his attack, without any lethality at all. It is no wonder that such a depressing thing is Hisoka didn't even want to say it.
After Jin finished laughing, he felt something was wrong. "Wait a minute, how did you evade pursuit like this? It's impossible that the pursuit troops sent by the Western Holy See are also dark creatures. They don't have fighting spirit. It's a bit difficult to resist with just physical strength."
Hisoka looked casual and said, "I am a thunder type."
"I see."
Jin suddenly realized that people with the thunder element were born to be the nemesis of knights, and he smiled. "But the higher the level of the knight, the less affected he will be. No wonder you have to hide your head and tail later."
Hisoka snorted unhappily, and his expression was a little distorted. It was obvious that his behavior of avoiding fighting when he lost his memory made him feel very internally injured.
Jin ignored it and just sighed. "But you are also dual-skilled. Our talents are pretty good, so I don't know what others are like."
"Hmm~, I don't think that in another world, a mediocre person would become a genius~" Hisoka said casually with one hand on his hip.
"Haha, yes, since I was the best before, I certainly won't be mediocre now." Jin also smiled, feeling that he was unfounded.
Above the head, a large piece of gorgeous water-colored light suddenly exploded. Jin and Hisoka looked up at the same time. The girl was bathed in the light, her face was neither happy nor sad. Her delicate appearance was set off by the light, as high as a god, and she could not be looked at. , every pitcher and every move carries a sense of oppression that destroys the world and overwhelms all sentient beings, sending the most realistic death to the surroundings.
"Although a mediocre person cannot change into a genius, time can make mediocre people more pleasing to the eye."
The corners of Hisoka's mouth turned up slightly and he suddenly said.
"Goddess of Death? Humph~"
He squinted his eyes happily, hummed a tune, and looked at the figure above with admiration.
Jin didn't hear what Hisoka said at all. He just said "ah" in agreement. His eyes were all focused on that slender figure, his eyes closely following her every move, and his blood was flowing due to some unknown reason. The reason was boiling, making him unable to listen or see anything else.
The water-colored light suddenly disappeared, and then Cellululu appeared in the engraving array again. Behind her was a huge dragon. Cellululu crouched down and examined the dragon carefully. Hisoka and Jin Gan Galadia also approached with interest, and Galadia also looked at the behemoth in front of her with a hint of amazement.
When Cellululu's fingers touched the dragon's abdomen, she suddenly let out a sound. Without thinking, she turned around and shouted.
"Uncle, come here and help me."
Jin also took a step forward consciously, "Where can I help?"
Cellululu waited for the exit before realizing something was wrong, and lowered her head in embarrassment. She did not look at Jin, but pointed at the protruding belly of the dragon in front of her, and changed her words.
"Mr. Jin, can you help me cut open this dragon's belly?"
"Oh." Cellululu's distant attitude made Jin a little hurt, and he agreed in a dull voice. When he pulled out the epee, he finally couldn't help but said.
"Cellulu, just call me Jin."
Cellululu's body trembled slightly for a moment before she nodded casually. "???I see."
Seeing that she agreed, Jin felt a little better. He swung his heavy sword and drew a diagonal line from the front of the dragon's abdomen to the bottom. Then, a white round object rolled out.
"It's really a dragon egg, and it still has a faint trace of life fluctuations. Mayside will definitely be happy if he knows that he still has a sibling."
Cellululu's eyes widened and she felt it carefully. When she was sure that the egg was not completely dead, she was really amazed. It had been more than five thousand years since the Dragon Clan disappeared. All the vitality should have been exhausted, but This female dragon's obsession with protecting her children has allowed her to sustain it for such a long time, just for a small chance of survival. How could she not be in awe of such great maternal love.
Cellululu swore in her heart that she would deliver this dragon egg to Mayside safely and safely. For this female dragon, for this little life, and for Mayside herself, he had been lonely for too long. There is nothing more torturous than loneliness, and Celluloid is fully aware of this.
"It's a dragon egg." Jin Ye was full of surprise and looked around with a tsk-tsk sound. Cellululu smiled and looked at his attentive look. Jin really liked Warcraft.
"Dragon? Mayside's kin?"
A word full of fun sounded in her ears, with a strange tone and a subtle malicious excitement. Cellululu turned her head stiffly and saw Hisoka squatting next to her, opening his mouth and smiling. It made one's hair run cold, staring at the dragon egg. The look in his eyes seemed to have finally found a way to vent his depression. It was filled with the joy of revenge, and like a child who wants to tear down an interesting toy and then completely destroy it. Well-researched curiosity and cruelty.
Cellululu was horrified and quickly stood in front of the dragon egg, "No, I can't let you play with this dragon egg. It might be the last dragon besides Mayside, and I can't just let you play with it." What a waste."
Jin was also shocked, and immediately moved his steps slightly, blocking Hisoka's path.
"Uh-huh, what a waste, the words Xiao Lulu used are a bit serious. I just want to see that dragon egg~"
Glancing at Jin, Hisoka looked at Celluloid, who was like a hen guarding her young, with all her hair standing on end, staring at him warily. Even though she was full of bad feelings in her heart, she still had a smile on her face without changing her expression. Telling lies.
"You can have a look, but you can only look at it, you can't do anything."
Cellululu didn't believe what Hisoka said at all, but she couldn't refuse too harshly. She was afraid that he would get angry immediately and try to force him, so she could only keep an eye on him as if to guard against thieves.
"Hey, hey~" Hisoka responded, looked around for a while, and shrugged, "Well, that's it." He seemed to be bored and backed away.
Cellulu stared at him suspiciously for a while, and then stayed around the dragon egg uneasily for a while. After noticing that Hisoka made no move, she gradually felt relieved. She had no time to continue to be wary of him, so she called Jin, the two of them started the process of taking blood, but just when they were relaxed, Hisoka suddenly jumped out, targeting the dragon egg.
"Hmm, I can't deal with Mayside, but it will be the same if I destroy you. I really want to know Mayside's expression when he found out that the last of his kind died."
Hisoka licked his lips maliciously and used his palm as a knife to strike at the dragon egg. When Cellululu turned around, his palm had already come into contact with the dragon egg. Cellululu could only watch what happened with resentment and helplessness.
The dragon egg did not burst as she imagined. Instead, a dazzling golden light burst out the next second, and then a relief pattern popped out from the dragon egg, covering Hisoka and the dragon egg. There was a solemn voice in the dark. He was chanting something, and as the sound faded, two crests appeared, one fell into the dragon egg, and the other disappeared into Hisoka's forehead.
Cellululu looked at this scene blankly for a long time before muttering stupidly.
"Life protection contract?"
Hisoka touched his forehead and looked at the dragon egg. Whenever he had the thought of destroying it, he was counteracted by a coercive force. What was even more strange was that he actually felt that he could be with the dragon egg in front of him. This strange situation made Hisoka extremely dissatisfied. He looked sideways at Cellululu.
"Hmph, what is that? Little Lulu, can you explain it?"
"The life protection contract, I only heard from Mayside and saw the pattern in the book. It is a contract used to protect the dragon egg. Before it hatches, you provide fighting energy or life force as nutrients. When it hatches, Later, the contract is transformed into an equal contract. You have no status-subordinate relationship. Both parties are mutually beneficial. Once one party has objections to the other party, the contract can be terminated at any time. This should be the final insurance measure for the female dragon."
Cellululu explained in amazement, paused, and said.
"The contract is signed with blood as the medium."
"Hmm~blood?"
Hisoka raised his hand, which was obviously stained with blood. He puffed up his face in depression, hugged his knees, squatted in the corner, and drew circles on the ground.
Cellululu recalled the own-goal signing process just now, and the more she thought about it, the funnier it became. Finally, she couldn't help the joy in her heart and laughed out loud with schadenfreude.
"It's your own fault. Who told you that you like to make yourself covered in blood? No matter whether you kill people or injure yourself, you won't feel comfortable if you don't get blood everywhere. Now, let's see how you can destroy that dragon egg, Xi Father Suo Bao, come on, but you should feel lucky to be the first true dragon knight in the legend in five thousand years."
Hisoka didn't hold his grudge for long, or perhaps some of the words in Cellululu's words touched his excitement point. He suddenly raised his head, with a ecstasy expression as if he was looking at his favorite little fruit, and looked at the dragon egg. He started to move his hands up and down, his eyes emitted a strange light, and he said happily.
"Uh-huh, little baby, you will be following Hisoka and me from today on. What kind of education will daddy have on you? Haha, just thinking about it makes me feel very excited~ Oh hehe~"
Now it was Cellulu's turn to stop laughing, and looked at the dragon egg with a blue face. She suddenly felt that she had sinned deeply. She was sorry for that female dragon, sorry for Mayside, and even more sorry for the dragon egg that was going to be killed by Xi. She could only comfort herself about the poisonous little dragon. At least, the little dragon's life would not be threatened. As for the rest, hehe, as long as he lived, Cellululu looked at the sky calmly and fell into escaping reality.
After Jin was stunned, he could only accept this sudden change. However, he still felt very happy when he thought of the power of the legendary dragon knights. Now, their strength was a little stronger, but looking at the dragon egg, he still felt a little If Yanyan had raised him by himself, he would have been better educated than Hisoka.
After Galadia was initially surprised, she thought that there might be a Holy Dragon Knight coming out of the temple in the future, and she felt filled with joy.
Cellululu sighed for a long time, and had no choice but to accept her fate and once again devoted herself to the work of collecting blood. After five thousand years, the dragon's blood had basically dried up, and in the end, only a water bladder was obtained. As a bonus, he also received a space bracelet with nothing inside, which was probably prepared by the female dragon for her child.
After giving the bracelet to Hisoka and asking him to put the dragon egg away, Celluloid began the next step.
Purify the Holy Grail first. This was much more difficult than Lulu imagined. Shuiqin's power was too disobedient. It took a lot of effort to finally get it done, but the balance of power in the body began to be disordered. She gritted her teeth and ignored it. Feeling the commotion in her body, she took out the dragon's blood ink and gave some to Galadia, and the two of them started working separately.
But not long after, Galadia came to her with an apologetic look on her face. She could not repair the engraved array. This array was too complicated for her. The calculation of magic nodes and the specific micro-distribution of magic flow were simply a mess. The deduction and calculation of astronomical figures is really beyond her level.
Cellululu could only painfully undertake the repair work of the entire marking array. Her repair method was different from Galadia's, but this did not mean that she could be more relaxed than Galadia. After all the hardships, she could only continue to work. She concentrated on sensing the flow of magic power throughout the engraved array. When she found any stagnation, she would draw the corresponding pattern until the magic power flowed smoothly.
This is not a simple job. Relying on mental power alone to sense and repair this imprinting array requires extremely high mental power. You have to suppress the rebellious Shui Qin and sense the magic power. You have to do two things at once. Celluloid Lu felt her brain hurt as if it was exploding, but the misfortune was not over yet. When she was only missing the last three key lines, the dragon blood ink ran out. No matter how hard she squeezed or poured the celluloid, there was nothing left. A drop of blood leaked out, and he tried to dig out the female dragon's inventory again without giving up, but in the end he only got half a line of blood.
Looking blankly at the last two and a half lines, everyone felt as if they had finally climbed from the bottom of the cliff to the top. When they were only one step away from climbing up, they were kicked back into the abyss. , must start from scratch.
"Is there any dragon corpse in the void?" Galadia said after a moment.
"No more, I've looked for it." Cellululu shook her head with an ugly expression.
"Hmph, smash that dragon egg. I'll definitely get enough blood." Sisuo suddenly stood up and moved towards the dragon egg.
"As a contractor, you cannot be broken." Seeing Hisoka looking at Jin, Cellululu quickly added. "Moreover, if the dragon egg is damaged, you will also be injured. If the dragon egg is broken, even if you don't die, the mental impact of the contract can instantly destroy your spirit."
"Well, what should we do?" This result immediately dispelled Hisoka's thoughts.
"There is no other way but to use my blood."
Seeing the two and a half lines that together were a hundred meters long, Cellululu made up her mind again and again before finally speaking out.
"If the blood is okay, use mine." Jin hurriedly said, Galadia nodded in agreement, stretched out her wrist and planned to bleed.
"I told you earlier, if one person bleeds a little, it won't be much at all~" Hisoka looked indifferent.
Although the three people's intentions were very touching, Cellululu could only reluctantly decline.
"No, you can only use mine, because what you need is not blood, but the power of Shuiqin. My blood is only the carrier of Shuiqin."
At this moment, the three of them were helpless. Although they were a little worried and opposed, they could only watch Cellululu cut her wrists and draw the array with her own blood when they could not think of any other way.
With the loss of a large amount of blood, her mental power also continued to lose, her head became more and more painful, and her vision became more and more blurry. On the contrary, Shuiqin became more and more active, and could break away from control at any time and break her body. And out, no, it’s still a little bit worse, at least I have to wait until the painting is finished.
Ten meters, five meters, three meters, one meter, fifty centimeters, thirty centimeters, ten centimeters, counting silently in her heart, Cellululu gritted her teeth and held on tightly. After adding the last stroke, she saw The white light suddenly erupted, covering the entire world and the void. She felt relieved and could no longer hold on. She concentrated her last bit of mental power and shouted.
"Seal me!"
Jin had been paying attention to Cellululu's situation. The increasingly dazzling water-colored light on her body made him feel uncomfortable. Therefore, she just spoke a word. Jin had already recited the spell quickly, and Hisoka's The voices sounded at the same time as him, and the spells of the two people echoed in the space. The three sealing rings lit up again, and then submerged into Cellululu's body one after another. The water-colored light disappeared at the same time, until the blue hair returned to black hair again.
Jin and Hisoka sat down at the same time. The spell just now consumed a lot of energy. They looked up at the sky. There was no alien species left there. A ladder of light extended upwards, connecting the engraved array and the as if The city of Eskarga is as huge as a giant.
After resting for a while, Jin looked at Will and reluctantly handed the celluloid to Hisoka. He carried Will on his back, and the four of them shuttled through the ruins that had completely revealed their true colors. , moving forward all the way, finally leaving Eskarga, there were three figures standing silently in the vast swamp.
After joining them, Jin looked at Chrysler, Archie, Vicki and Migus Magic, each of whom was in a mess and with scars. He felt a little sad, and the three of them looked at them with the same expressions. Everything was silent. , and walked into the space teleportation array one by one. When Jin saw this endless swamp again, which seemed to be exactly the same as before, but in fact it was different, he only had a sense of being reborn as a human being.
Three hours later, the memory seal was opened again. Jin always wanted to have a good talk with Celluloid, but in the end he still didn't wait until she woke up, so he could only give up with regret. He didn't know what it would be like next time the two of them regained their memories. A scenario.
Hisoka also returned to his respectful and humble attitude. After being slightly unaccustomed to it, Galadia still suppressed all her thoughts. How she should treat him originally is how she still treats him now.
A group of 8 people did not separate again. One day later, they walked out of the Kirigakure Swamp. In front of Krima, the western gateway of the Holy Empire of Rofia, Jin took the still unconscious Cellulu and the one who finally woke up. Will said goodbye to Chrysler and Galadia, but before leaving, he couldn't help but glance at Hisoka, but saw him looking over too.
"We will definitely meet again!"
Jin said boldly, his smile was extremely bright, and his white teeth sparkled in the sun.
Hisoka nodded slightly at him reservedly.
The two people's eyes met for a moment, and they seemed to have reached a tacit understanding of some deep consciousness. Jin turned around, waved back, and disappeared into the crowd.
The author has something to say: I could have written it a week earlier, but there was a problem with my course selection last week. The teacher who was directly responsible went on vacation, and I contacted the vice principal. He actually said that I couldn't choose this way. This selection method is very important to me. , so I have been worrying about gains and losses. I can’t eat well or sleep well every day. When chatting with my family, I almost cried. I wonder why I am so unlucky. I have been here for almost 4 years and I have never felt that my life has been easy and comfortable. I want to I want to live a better life, so I go out to study and work hard, but sometimes I feel a lot of pressure. I was really not in the mood before. Until yesterday, our teacher changed my arrangement to the one I wanted, and the vice principal stopped interfering. I have finally settled down. When I came up today, I saw the latest message saying that Cellulu committed suicide and time travel, and how people could be so fragile. Thinking of what happened to me two days ago, I suddenly felt a little emotional. Aren't people sometimes so fragile? I've been here for a few years. Sometimes when things don't go well, I feel that it's better to die. I don't have to worry about anything after death. Once it's over, there's nothing to think about. When I can't stand the pressure, I feel that living is really a blessing. It's a very difficult thing, but you can't make your parents sad and worried, so you have to get through it no matter what. Sometimes you live not for yourself, but for your family.
I’ve said some complaints, but let’s all take it into account. Anyway, I still have a good time reading the article~