Jin Miaomiao: "Impossible... This is impossible... If I am really the child you are talking about, then why is the Jin family willing to put me in the slums? Aren't they afraid that I will be killed, robbed, and tortured in the slums? Die?"
Xiao Qi: "Can you think of it, can't those who are chasing you think of it? You can only survive if you put it in a civilian area. If you put it in the city to raise, I'm afraid you will be discovered soon."
Jin Miaomiao: "No! I don't believe it! I am my mother's child! My mother's name is Ge Lihua! Xiao Yijie, Xiao Yijie, take me to see my mother right now. I want to ask her, I want to ask she!"
Jin Miaomiao held Xiao Yijie's hand and tried desperately to get out, but Xiao Yijie saved her heartily.
Xiao Qi: "Galihua doesn't know about this. If you tell her now and let her know that her biological child is dead, what will happen to her?"
Jin Miaomiao stopped and sobbed on Xiao Yijie's shoulder.
Xiao Qi: "If a person wants to live a good life, he must have a spiritual sustenance. Your mother's life has been dark for most of her life. You are a bright light in her life. You are the spiritual sustenance for her life. If you tell her now I am not her biological child, and her biological child died long before she was born. What do you think her future life will be like?"
Jin Miaomiao asked: "Shouldn't she know the truth? Does she deserve to be played around like a fool by people like you from the consortium?"
Xiao Qi: "Do you think it is meaningful to awaken her with such truth? Is it really that important whether she is biological or not? Do you want her to know the truth, or do you want her to live a good life? Her body is basically Unable to give birth to a healthy child, she had no children in the first place. You became her child by accident, and you brought her hope. Even if all this is false, the joy of your life together is real, right? ? Is her happiness when seeing you real? Isn’t it okay to hide some truth for her happiness? "
Xiao Qi slowly stepped forward, put his arm around Jin Miaomiao's shoulders, and said, "My child, I once watched my biological child die in front of me. I will never be able to let go of that kind of pain in my life. If you really love Ge Lihua, if you love your mother, you should live a good life as her biological child, make her happy, and protect her from being hurt again."
Jin Miaomiao looked at him with tears streaming down her face.
Xiao Qi continued: "Old man, I also hope that you can live a good life for my unborn grandson."
Jin Miaomiao stood there and cried loudly.
Xiao Qi hugged her gently, patted her back and said, "You are a good child. I have seen all the suffering you have suffered before. In the future, I will compensate you with my grandson's share." .”
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Back in the room, Jin Miaomiao lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.
The images from that dream were intertwined in my mind along with the truth I learned today.
She thought of her parents and brother in the dream. How heartbroken were they when she was put in a cage and carried out that day?
They were pushed and pushed by those rude boys. I wonder if they were seriously injured?
What did they experience after they "died"?
What happened to them in the end?
The faces of Master Kong, Mrs. Kong, Kong Dalang, Ge Lihua and even Jin Zhendong kept circling in her mind.
Jin Miaomiao's tears flowed uncontrollably.
And that fool, the scholar who gave her all his life's treasures...
Did he survive?
Why is he so stupid?
He should have given up on Kong Qingqiu at that time, got back his treasure, and then followed the great scholar to fly far away to open up his own bright future.
If the treasure book had been in his hands at that time, maybe he would not have been thrown into the lake with himself.
Jin Miaomiao felt like she was in debt.
Debts to parents, debts to brothers, debts to lovers...
But those people in the dream seem like they can never make up for it.
Together with the dream, they dissipate into nothingness, never to be seen again.
If the self in the dream had been more sensible, less self-righteous, less flamboyant, more down-to-earth and more low-key, maybe... maybe there wouldn't be so many regrets...
Unfortunately, it was finally cast...
Jin Miaomiao felt that her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe. She could only sit up from the bed, hug her knees, and cry until she couldn't help herself.
Each of those memories was like a knife, cutting into her heart one by one. It seemed that this was the only way to make up for her debt.
Xiao Yijie heard Jin Miaomiao's painful sobbing outside the door. He knocked on the door gently: "Miaomiao, can I come in?"
Jin Miaomiao did not answer.
She couldn't answer.
As soon as she made a sound, her choked sobs would probably break into uncontrollable wails.
Xiao Yijie said again: "If you didn't refuse, I'll take it as your acquiescence. Then I'll come in?"
He waited for a while, and when Jin Miaomiao still didn't answer, he pushed the door open and entered.
He opened the door just enough for him and saw Jin Miaomiao sitting on the bed with tears in her eyes.
She was looking at him through the crack in the door.
At this glance, the memories belonging to Kong Qingqiu and Tang Shenming flooded into Jin Miaomiao's mind again.
From meeting by chance to falling in love, from falling in love to ending in grief, every sound, every scene...
With tears in her eyes, Jin Miaomiao faced Xiao Yijie/Tang Shenming in front of her and choked with sobs: "I'm sorry..."
Xiao Yijie didn't know why, but his heart felt sore unconsciously.
He walked towards Jin Miaomiao and asked softly: "Why do you keep saying this to me?"
Jin Miaomiao held the bed with her hands, lowered her head and cried.
Xiao Yijie sat on the edge of the bed, gently lifted Jin Miaomiao's shoulders, and lowered his head to look for her eyes.
Jin Miaomiao slowly raised her head and met Xiao Yijie's face.
She saw the traces of tears falling from those clear eyes, just like the person in the dream.
Xiao Yijie watched her tears falling down one after another like a bursting dam, and reached out to catch her in distress, but his own tears fell on his arms first.
Xiao Yijie looked down at the tears falling on his arms, and then looked up at Jin Miaomiao in confusion.
How is this going?
Jin Miaomiao spoke hoarsely and struggled to speak: "Is it you, brother Shen Ming?"
Hearing this "Brother Shen Ming", Xiao Yijie felt as if he had been stabbed in the chest.
He winced suddenly.
It seemed like some barrier was broken in my mind.
He clearly felt the pain and warmth spreading from his heart to his limbs at the same time, as if the words "affirm my brother" were some kind of mantra.
Jin Miaomiao put her hand on his arm and asked again: "Is it you, brother Shen Ming?"
Xiao Yijie opened his mouth slightly and his eyes were full of tears. He didn't know what was wrong with him at all. He couldn't answer Jin Miaomiao.
who I am?
Who are you?
who are we?
What happened to all this?
