"Nuobao, come here, come to mother, let mother take a good look at you."
For this child, Feng Xiyue had complicated emotions before meeting him.
Maybe there is guilt in my heart, but not much emotion.
It wasn't until she met Nuobao and spent a few days with this little guy that Feng Xiyue's heart softened.
"Nuobao, go quickly, that's your mother, she won't hurt you." Feng Qingchen said from the side.
Nuobao subconsciously raised his head and glanced at his father. When he saw Mu Han nodded slightly, the little guy suppressed his nervousness and walked over.
"M-Mother?" Nuobao tilted his head and looked at Feng Xiyue.
At this moment, Feng Xiyue had already changed into the clothes of an emperor.
The Xiliang Kingdom respects the color red, and its crimson robe is as dazzling as flames. The robe is embroidered with a lifelike phoenix in gold thread.
Nuobao also didn't expect that the beautiful elder sister she liked very much when they met before suddenly turned into her own mother.
Then Xiao Zhu is...
Nuobao's stepfather?
The little guy couldn't help but fell into deep thought.
Just when Nuobao was thinking wildly, he was suddenly pulled into a soft embrace.
"Mom thought she would never have the chance to see you again in this life." Feng Xiyue murmured.
After she returned to Xiliang Kingdom, she started a struggle for power. During this period, she never gave up and asked people to find the child.
She always felt that the child might not be dead.
After all, she didn't see the child's body. She had to see the body if she was alive.
No matter what, she wanted an answer.
Unfortunately, she sent many people out but could not find any clues or whereabouts.
After all, she was the child of her ten-month pregnancy, so how could Feng Xiyue forget it easily? Whenever she thought of that child in her midnight dreams, her heart was always filled with guilt.
Maybe it would have been better if she hadn't left the child in the village.
But even if she had the child with her at that time, it would be difficult for her to survive and she would have a narrow escape.
After all, there was no fate between mother and daughter.
This feeling of guilt has been tormenting her all this time, almost becoming Feng Xiyue's heartache.
To be honest, she didn't actually have deep feelings for that child, she just couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart.
So after receiving the news from Feng Qingchen, I learned that the child was not only alive and well, but had also been found by Mu Han.
At that moment, Feng Xiyue finally lifted the burden of guilt from her heart.
She immediately ordered Feng Qingchen to bring Nuobao back.
One is to meet the child.
Second, the blood of Xiliang Kingdom cannot be left outside.
But Feng Xiyue actually doesn't have a deep obsession. She has already thought about it. She will not compete with Mu Han for this child. If the child does not want to stay in Xiliang, she will not force it.
But now, she saw a small ball of Nuobao, nestled softly in her arms, looking straight at her with its big black grape eyes.
Her clear eyes reflected her figure.
It seems that Nuobao only sees her as her mother.
Feng Xiyue's heart softened into water in an instant.
She instantly changed her mind.
She wanted to keep this child with her.
"Nuobao, I am mother." Feng Xiyue's eyes showed tenderness.
Feng Qingchen who was watching on the side was greatly surprised.
This was the first time in so many years that he saw Sister A showing such a gentle side.
Not to mention those little girls who didn't get this kind of treatment, even his brother who was born to his compatriots didn't get this treatment either!
But if the target is Nuobao, it seems normal.
After meeting the little one, it's hard not to like her.
"Mother." Nuobao called obediently.
It turns out that this is her mother.
Not only is she more beautiful than Nuobao imagined, but her arms are also different from those of her father.
Daddy's embrace is generous and warm, making Nuobao feel safe.
And Feng Xiyue's embrace was very soft, with a faint fragrance.
Nuobao nuzzled her like a little kitten with some nostalgia. She liked this beautiful, strong and gentle mother.
The little guy really likes Qing Yue, the big sister.
After learning that Qing Yue was her biological mother, Nuo Bao was a little surprised at first, but soon accepted it.
but……
Nuobao still has a question that has been hidden in his heart for a long time.
The little guy raised his head from her arms and looked directly at her, "Mother, why did you lose Nuobao before?"
Nuobao had wanted to ask this question before, but her uncle was too stupid to explain it, so he just asked her to ask her mother.
Nuobao had been holding back his questions and finally had the chance to ask them.
Hearing that sweet and soft voice, Feng Xiyue couldn't help but smile on her face.
Her other daughters were afraid of her and did not dare to act coquettishly in her arms. They also respectfully called her Queen Mother.
Only Nuobao would call her mother. Although this title was new, she did not dislike it, but found it useful.
Just as she was immersed in the joy of having her daughter act coquettishly towards her for the first time, Feng Xiyue heard the little guy's question.
She couldn't help but be startled, then sighed softly and touched Nuobao's little head lovingly.
"Mom doesn't want you."
Feng Xiyue's eyes fell on Mu Han, and her eyes became a little complicated.
Under Nuobao's questioning, she had to slowly talk about that past event...
After she lost her memory, she wandered to Canglan Country, and was picked up by the eldest lady of Duke Xiao's mansion and brought back.
The eldest lady was pampered and had an innocent personality. She was treated very well and treated like a sister.
Later, when the tyrant ascended the throne, the eldest daughter of Duke Xiao already had a sweetheart. In order not to enter the harem, she eloped with her sweetheart overnight.
The Duke of Xiao had no choice but to ask Feng Xiyue to fake her identity and enter the palace draft for her daughter.
For the sake of kindness, Feng Xiyue agreed and entered the palace.
later……
She became Mu Han's favorite concubine.
Not long after I became pregnant, I unexpectedly regained my memory.
At that time, Xiliang Kingdom was in civil strife. After Feng Xiyue recovered her memory, she immediately found a way to contact her old subordinates and escaped from the palace.
Unexpectedly, he was chased by the enemy halfway.
Not long after Feng Xiyue gave birth to her daughter prematurely in a village, she had to support her weak body and lead her men to distract the enemy.
But……
When she narrowly escaped death and returned to the village, she found that the entire village had suffered a bloodbath and the child had disappeared without a trace...
