Bai Lin turned his head and met Xiao Yueyue's gem-like eyes.
He knew that the pressure in Xiao Yueyue's heart had reached its limit at this time, and he urgently needed to find an opportunity to relieve his pressure.
In fact, Xiao Jiuyue is not a girl who just swallows her grievances.
She actually longs to talk, to be understood, and even more eager to be comforted when she feels wronged.
However, the social environment she grew up in forced her to swallow all her grievances.
Over time, the girl who is most eager to talk has become accustomed to swallowing all the grievances into her belly.
"If you are willing, I can be a tree hole for you to talk to at any time." Bai Lin looked at Xiao Jiuyue and replied seriously.
Xiao Jiuyue nodded slightly, and then began to tell his story.
"Actually, I have never been a child that my parents favored since I was a child. Since I was very young, my parents have always liked to plan my life. Which school will I go to in the future? Which university will I go to? What kind of job will I do in the future? When I get married and when I have children, they have made clear plans for me. Ever since I was young, whenever I didn’t do things according to their wishes, they would always blame me.”
"They said this is all for my own good. Following their plan will save me a lot of detours."
"I was young at that time and I believed it."
"But then I gradually discovered that they did not allow me to have any independent thoughts. At least if I showed a little independence, they would say that I was rebellious, that I had failed them for their hard work, and that I had no knowledge of good and evil."
"And what they call independence means that everything goes according to their arrangements, allowing me to become a 'good boy' that they can show off to others."
"As I grew older, they liked to deny me; they said I was always too ambitious and unrealistic."
“When I shared my good results with them, they said I was showing off, that I didn’t know how to keep a low profile, and that I just relied on luck to get good results occasionally and wanted the whole world to know about it; but what I wanted was just for them. A word of affirmation and praise..."
When Xiao Jiuyue said this, his voice became choked.
But she didn't stop and continued to talk to herself.
"They think I am an uneasy child who causes trouble at school every day. Every time I am bullied at school, and when I go back and tell them about it, they always say: Why do others only bully you? Bullying others? Have you ever reflected on your own problems? "
"I know that they are actually afraid of losing face when they go to school to deal with my problems, so they keep telling me that if you can tolerate something, just tolerate it. If you don't tolerate it, you will mess up your plans. Back then, Han Xin was humiliated on the crotch. But people still endured it; those who can achieve great things are those who are able to bend and stretch. Being bullied at school is a trivial matter, and it will be over after you endure it..."
"Because of this, every time I was bullied and called them, they said I was ignorant and why I wanted to make things bigger and embarrass them."
"They called me just now. I believe you can guess why. They just asked me why I made the matter so big and why I wanted to make others get fired; but they didn't ask me if I had been hurt... "
Xiao Jiuyue's eyes became increasingly moist as he spoke, and his voice became more choked with sobs.
"Bai Lin, am I wrong to protect my own interests since I have been harmed?"
She looked up at Bai Lin, tears already welling up in her eyes. Her emotions had reached the peak of catharsis and would pour down like a flood at any time.
"You're right." Bai Lin looked directly into Xiao Yue Yue's gem-like eyes and said seriously.
"I can't comment on whether your parents' education methods for you are right or wrong, but I know that it is natural for you to protect your own interests and personal safety. You don't need to have any psychological burden."
"If you really want to find someone to be the culprit for this 'big trouble', then let me be the culprit; Liu Yutong and I broke up and got you involved; you acted as if you were unaware of this whole thing. The party and the victim should not bear any psychological burden because of this, and they should not be condemned by anyone as a victim."
"I only know that what you deserve is comfort and care, not questioning and blaming."
Bai Lin's answer is actually very objective, because he has always been the kind of person who doesn't comfort people, and what he said may be very objective.
He only knew that Xiao Jiuyue, as the victim of this matter, was the one who should not be blamed anyway.
His words touched Xiao Jiuyue's heart.
Especially the sentence "I will be the sinner", there is no doubt that he wants to get rid of the crime that someone wants to forcefully impose on Xiao Jiuyue.
The grudge between him and Liu Yutong, as the victim, Xiao Jiuyue should not be the party to be blamed in any case!
"Bai Lin..."
Xiao Jiuyue's tears fell uncontrollably from her eyes, leaving a crystal tear trail on her delicate face.
This pitiful look made Bai Lin couldn't help but reach out his hand and wipe away the tears on Xiao Yueyue's face.
Bai Lin couldn't relate to Xiao Jiuyue's experience because he had never experienced it.
No one in the world can empathize with it.
All he could do was actually comfort Xiao Jiuyue in his own way.
"Cry out if you really feel uncomfortable and wronged." Bai Lin looked at Xiao Jiuyue with a gentle smile on his face.
"If you are willing, I can be the tree hole for you after you are wronged."
"Then, can you lend me your shoulder?" Xiao Jiuyue asked cautiously.
Bai Lin nodded.
At this moment, Xiao Yueyue could no longer suppress her inner emotions and hugged the boy in front of her. In front of the boy she liked, she finally showed her most vulnerable side.
She cried loudly, venting her emotions. The broken cries were all the grievances Xiao Jiuyue had endured for more than ten years.
The grievances and sadness of more than ten years all turned into tears in Xiao Jiuyue's eyes, venting out like a flood.
Bai Lin put his hands around Xiao Jiuyue's back, comforting her like a wounded child.
Perhaps at this time, Bai Lin finally understood his own feelings and what kind of feelings he had for Xiao Yueyue.
"September, from today on, let me protect you."
Bai Lin secretly swore in his heart that he would never let this girl suffer any harm again.
