Xiao Jiuyue had an unpleasant expression on his face as he listened to his father's words on the other end of the phone.
Xiao Jiuyue didn't think there was anything wrong with his father knowing about this matter.
It's been almost a month since this happened. Why didn't her father call her until now?
Xiao Jiuyue was silent, not knowing how to answer this question.
She knew that with her father's character, if she explained the cause and effect, not only would she not get a word of comfort, but her parents would scold her harshly, asking her why she caused trouble and why she wanted to meddle in other people's feelings.
These words would 100% come from her parents.
On the other side of the phone, Xiao Jiuyue's father saw that she had not answered and asked again: "What happened between you and her? Why did she attack you online for no reason? Did you cause trouble at school again? ? Otherwise, why would people attack you online for no reason?"
Xiao Jiuyue's father's tone on the other end of the phone was a little bad, and he was obviously a little impatient.
Xiao Jiuyue's father's words were like a knife that cut into Xiao Jiuyue's heart, leaving a bloody wound.
Xiao Jiuyue's eyes suddenly became moist.
This matter had already passed so long, so her father just called her to ask about it, so Xiao Jiuyue didn't have any objections.
However, there was no word of comfort in his phone call. Instead, he directly attributed the responsibility for being bullied online to Xiao Jiuyue from the very beginning.
He asked Xiao Jiuyue why he was raped online with the attitude of calling for an attack.
These words are undoubtedly the most hurtful sword.
"Dad, I'm fine, everything is over." Xiao Jiuyue said in a perfunctory tone.
She didn't want to discuss this issue with her family who didn't care about her at all.
Anyway, at the end of the discussion, they will put all the blame on themselves.
They will blame themselves for interfering in other people's emotional lives, they will blame themselves for not taking a step back to find someone to reconcile, and they will even blame themselves for why they did not go to the counselor to keep them when Liu Yutong and the others were expelled, and why they did not stay with them. One line.
So, she didn't want to discuss it with her parents.
No, she didn't want to discuss anything with her parents, anything of right or wrong.
Because no matter what is right or wrong in the end, the final responsibility must be Xiao Jiuyue's.
Unexpectedly, Xiao Jiuyue's perfunctory answer aroused her father's dissatisfaction.
Xiao Jiuyue had never treated them with such a perfunctory attitude since he was a child.
Now that I'm in college, my wings have become stronger and I've learned to be more perfunctory, right?
"Xiao Jiuyue, you have grown up now and have hard wings, right? This is how you deal with me when I ask you questions? Why do you think you called me? Isn't this all for you? If you were at school If nothing like this happened, would I be able to call you now?"
Father Xiao's tone on the other end of the phone was a bit sullen, as if he was dissatisfied with Xiao Jiuyue's perfunctory approach to his affairs.
Xiao Jiuyue squeezed the phone in his hand tightly, his fingers turning white from excessive exertion.
At this time, Xiao Jiuyue had ten thousand grievances in his heart but had nowhere to vent them.
Why do some parents not care at all about their children's physical and mental state but blame their children for resisting violence?
Why?
Since childhood, you have always said that if the conditions at home are not good, you should endure it as long as you can.
But why should I be blamed by you for safeguarding my own interests?
"Then what kind of answer do you want? Is it the answer that I caused trouble in school and got kicked out of him in the end?" Xiao Jiuyue asked, his voice choked up.
"You kid, why are you like this now? We are all caring about you; don't you know that our family's conditions are not good, so you can't tolerate it when something happens? It's just a few harassing text messages, Can't you just pretend you didn't see it? Can it kill you? Tell me about you, if such a trivial matter has to make such a big fuss, is your ability to bear it so low? Ah? You have to mess with others. To be expelled? Will it cost you your life to endure it?"
Listening to these words, Xiao Jiuyue couldn't control the tears falling from his eyes anymore. His mood was more like a dam about to collapse under the flood.
"So, this is all my fault, right?"
Xiao Jiuyue's voice became more choked up, and the grievance in his heart suddenly overwhelmed all the joy just now.
Seeing Xiao Jiuyue's aggrieved look made Bai Lin feel very uncomfortable. His inner impulse even wanted him to grab Xiao Jiuyue's phone, hang up, and hold her in his arms to comfort her.
But reason told him not to do this.
But seeing her aggrieved look, Bai Lin's heart was really blocked.
Home is supposed to be a shelter from the wind, a nest to escape all stress and grievances.
He has never seen anyone feel so aggrieved when talking to someone on the phone at home.
"I'm not saying it's your fault, I just hope you can tolerate these things. This trivial matter caused someone to be fired. What if a family member comes to find me? What should I do? I can't tolerate a few harassing text messages. Will being a ninja kill you? You are already an adult, can you be wiser and stop causing trouble outside all the time?"
Xiao Jiuyue suddenly smiled.
Will a few harassing text messages kill you?
Are there still few cases of people dying due to cyber violence on the Internet?
yes.
When you see it, you will only say how come today's children have such poor endurance. In our era, we didn't even have enough to eat and didn't seek death. How come today's children jump off buildings after just a few text messages?
In their eyes, the so-called cyber violence is just virtual things on the Internet. How can these insignificant things drive people to death?
Because of this, they feel that their daughter was harassed by a few text messages and made the matter so big that others were expelled. They have gone too far.
They never think that cyber violence is a big deal... No, they think that even if it is a big deal, they can get over it as long as they endure it.
Otherwise, why was it that Xiao Jiuyue was bullied by boys until she had a nosebleed when she was in third grade? Not only did they not seek justice for her, but after meeting the other parent's parents, they kept bending over and apologizing, saying that their daughter was ignorant?
In the scene at that time, the bully looked like Xiao Jiuyue.
Later, it was the teacher in the office who came forward to put things right.
But even so, Xiao Jiuyue's father still blamed her afterwards for why she made such a big fuss when she could just endure it.
At that time, Xiao Jiuyue felt aggrieved. Why did she still have to apologize when it was clearly her who was beaten?
The same is true now. Why is it that I am the one who is hurt by online violence? Why do I have to say why she can't bear it?
"So, in your eyes, as long as I am bullied at school and something happens, I must be the one causing trouble, right? It must be because I am ignorant, right? You must die before you can let it go, right? ?”
Xiao Jiuyue choked and sobbed, and his body couldn't help but tremble.
It was so hot in July, but the words coming out of her father's mouth were so cold.
Let her feel like falling into an ice cave in this hot July.
