Yun Qishen grabbed Lüren's shoulders and shook him hard, "Then why don't you make yourself happy?"
"I……"
Ritsuto's originally dark and dull eyes widened slightly, and he was surprised because he had never thought about this.
Why can't you make yourself happy? why?
Yun Qishen saw the change in Lv Ren's dark color and his attitude became more determined. Every word in his words went straight to Lv Ren's heart, "When you were complaining about yourself, have you ever thought that desire can make people... Your ability to be happy is called desire.
What is desire if it makes you sad? Lawyer, have you ever thought about it?
Reality makes you miserable, fantasy makes you happy! Why do you bother to pursue pain in illusion? This is not what you call desire.
Lawyer! You are just torturing yourself over and over again in the illusion! "
Ritsuto gritted his teeth and raised his hand to push Yun Qi deeply. He frowned and lowered his head and roared, "Then what should I do! No matter what I do, it is wrong! I have recognized the reality, I am not that powerful! I even Can't save my cat!
You don’t understand, what do you know, what do you know! "
There was a cry in his tone, "You only need me to move my fingers and you can have enough food and clothing, but I am different. I can't accept separation, and I can't accept this powerlessness!"
Ritsuto became more and more excited, and the space around him that was swallowed by the abyss also expanded rapidly, "Those things you encountered before were all caused by me. I admit it, I also admit my mistake, and I am atonement!
Yes, what I am experiencing now is all revenge on me. So what if the world is destroyed? Like now, it's a way for me to vent my emotions.
It was me who harmed you, and I got my retribution! Why do you bother to take care of me, a loser! I am your enemy, you should hate me! Why have you come to have mercy on me? Why help me? I am self-righteous, I think I know everything! But actually I don’t understand anything! I pride myself on being noble and a genius! I'm the idiot in the end!
I am very clear and thorough! The sadness I feel now is also the result of my self-righteousness!
You can't save a stubborn person, and I am a very stubborn guy! "
Ritsuto was very aware of his state, but he always felt that there was an invisible force pressing on him, making him unable to change it. He knew even more clearly that this invisible power still came from himself.
Everything is too stuck together and cannot be broken or shaken off. It's very annoying, but there's nothing you can do about it.
Yun Qishen took a long breath first, and then continued to say to Yun Qishen, "Then tell me, what's the use of squatting here thinking about this? What can he change you? He can help us escape from this situation successfully. Plot?
I can't persuade you now! Are you just so willing to fall into your own cognition? We wanted to pull you out, but you took the initiative to refuse our help, didn't you? "
Yun Qishen clenched his fists and quickly organized words in his mind, "Lüren, everything in this world is not as bad as you think. No matter what difficulties you have, you have to try to face them.
Like you said, we are different. Indeed, you can rely on your mind and your hands to make us live a comfortable life. You can even destroy everything just like you are now! These are your rights.
We can't even change it, our lives are in your hands. In fact, there is nothing we can do. But we still have to live, and we also want to live. "
"..." Ritsuto pursed his lips and said nothing. He always felt like his heart was being stabbed by countless swords. When he couldn't breathe, he felt a pain that he couldn't express.
There was a hint of tenderness in Yun Qi's deep golden eyes. He raised his hand and patted Lü Ren on the shoulder, "But you are different. Your life is in your own hands. Everything about the path you want to take is unknown. , no one stipulates what you should do. How should you choose when you encounter problems, and what kind of people should you associate with.
You still have a long life, and the more powerless you are, the more you should learn. You should live hard to the end with this regret. "
Ritsuto hugged himself tightly and couldn't help but sneered, "This is clearly the behavior of a coward, how shameful!"
"What a shame! Tell me, Nalu, do you think you are not a coward?"
"..."
Yun Qishen's question caused Lu Ren to fall into silence again.
Although the atmosphere in Yun Qishen's heart was suppressed, at this moment he chose to have a good chat with his gentle colleagues, "For all the characters in the space you create, what they fear most is not exiting, but in the end, No one remembers them.
Everyone has lived in their own world.
The same goes for you, Lawman. They have never hurt you, so can I trouble you not to hurt them? "
"..."
At this moment, Ritsuto was thinking that he could be a good person and not harm others. But what about others? How long had they been kind to themselves? Care and love are not mutual for Lyu Ren. But at this moment, Yun Qishen's words still made Lu Ren feel a little soft-hearted.
Yun Qishen continued, "You can have a good chat with me. What happened just now, which made you so sad. But I can tell you clearly that there is nothing wrong with your cat. Because I have regrets , you will know how to cherish it. Don’t be like before, you have grown up. And you are doing well."
Ritsuto also changed from silence to whimpering at this moment, "Very good...very good...very good——"
"You don't have to force yourself, just let everything take its own course." Yun Qishen patted Lu Ren on the back, "The words I said to you before were not intended to belittle you. I understand your abilities. I also understand your character. Brother Jiayu also told me about you. You really don’t have to be a person who can take on everything. If you can, you can, if you can’t, you can’t. Don’t blame yourself, just keep learning. .
At that time, Brother Jiayu also said that the lawyer had tried his best and he was doing very well, no worse than ordinary people! Lawyers are always great!
Brother Jiayu really values you. No one will blame you. We will all protect you. "
Lü Ren took a deep breath and pushed away Yun Qishen's concern again, "Just leave me alone. I promise I will reply to everything, but please let me calm down now. Please go out first. .”
"I understand." Yun Qishen stood up and stepped out of the crack in the abyss, "I believe your decision will be correct."
"ha……"
Ritsuto laughed dryly and then his expression became indifferent again.
Yun Qishen also walked up to Zuo Qi, "Let's go out first, Zuo Qi."
"good……"
After a few concerned glances at Lu Ren, Hao Qi turned around and followed Yun Qishen and left the room temporarily.
