"Giggle!"
Xiao Yun's deep laughter made Hua Fan feel mixed in her heart, and she looked at the little guy in Zuo Qi's arms with envy.
"Can I hug him?"
Zaiqi looked at Hua Fan and blinked, then he hooked Xiao Yun Qichen's nose and carried Hua Fan over.
"I think Qi Qi will forgive me~" Zhai Qi smiled softly, and Hua Fan took it and held her in his arms.
"Babu! Babu!"
Xiao Yunqi touched the air with open hands, and Hua Fan couldn't help crying when she looked at his pink and tender face.
"If my child still exists, he must be such a cute child when he is born... He will also be able to grow up and become as powerful as Yun Qishen..." Biquku
Tears kept pouring out of his eyes and even dripped on Xiaoyun Qishen's face. Hua Fan pressed his head against Xiao Yun Qishen's head, "In the end, I took the wrong path. In the end, my feelings paid for everything wrongly."
Zhaiqi saw Huafan smiling as he approached Luren and pinched the flesh on his waist.
"Why are you pinching me!" Lü Ren wanted to blame him, but when he saw Hua Fan was so sad, he sighed and retracted his anger. He walked up to Hua Fan and put his hand on Hua Fan's head.
Hua Fan looked at Lu Ren with tearful eyes. Lu Ren's eyes that closed his eyes with pity turned into a look of determination. His voice was very serious, "Hua Fan, I want to get your consent, do you want to Completely let go of everything and start your life again?"
"I don't want to forget this...you don't have to erase my memory..."
"I don't want to erase your memory, I want you to awaken your self-awareness and let you know your own existence. Although this will still hurt you, it will transfer your resentment to other places." Ritsuto did not wait. After Hua Fan finished speaking, he interrupted.
Hua Fan didn't understand what he meant at all. She thought Lu Ren would erase her memory like Yun Qishen did before.
"Let's hand him over to Ji Qi first." Lu Ren glanced at Wei Qi, and Ji Qi came over and took Xiao Yun Qishen away.
Hua Fan felt reluctant to let go but still let go out of moral reasons. At this time, Lu Ren asked again, "Are you willing to accept it?"
"I don't want to forget..."
"You won't forget this, I just want you to be like us so you can understand
Be more thorough. "
"I..." Hua Fan nodded after thinking for a moment, and Lu Ren also released a little of the mana he had been suppressing.
Those memories beyond Hua Fan's cognition also eroded away.
Hua Fan felt it was difficult to breathe. She clutched the clothes around her heart and even lay on the ground breathing heavily.
"It's you...it's you! All...my pain...is it all because of you? It's all because of you! My pain! My feelings! My life! My child! It's all because of you! It's all because of you! you!!!"
Soon Hua Fan's anger was transferred. She turned sadness into anger and stared at Lu Ren. Lu Ren wisely retreated away from Hua Fan's attack range.
Lu Ren felt much more at ease when he saw Hua Fan like this, "It's good if you can think like this. I won't disturb you for the time being. You think about it by yourself first. Zhu Batian, come here. He has no intention of attacking. You don't have to stare." he."
Zhu Batian heard Lu Ren calling him, so he put away his sword and moved over, "What's wrong?" Then he noticed Hua Fan's condition, "Did you let her awaken?"
"Take care of her, don't let her get distracted. You have experience, please help her treat it later."
After the lawyer finished speaking, he motioned to Zuo Qi to go deal with E's matter together.
Zhu Batian also stayed by Hua Fan's side.
"You already knew it, why didn't you kill him! Just kill him, just kill him!"
Hua Fan has not completely calmed down yet, and her reaction is normal.
Zhu Batian didn't speak. He knew that it was useless to say anything when Hua Fan was not calm, because he was like that at that time.
"Why don't you speak? If you speak, why don't you kill him! Go and kill him, isn't it better for everyone?" Hua Fan shouted hysterically, "Our destiny! Our life! Ours The feelings are all fake! Fake! As long as he disappears, it will become real, right? Please Zhu Batian, go kill him! Please kill him! I don’t want to live like this !I feel like I haven’t lived at all!”
Hua Fan is getting more and more crazy, "No, he wants me not to resent Nan Xing. He is deceiving me, right? These are all lies! They are all lies! Speak! Please
You talk! Zhu Batian, don’t ignore me, don’t look at me! Please speak! Please tell me, it's all fake! Everything he let me know was false, please... please! As long as you tell me, I'll do whatever you want! "
Just say that, Hua Fan started to tear at her collar. Seeing this, Zhu Batian quickly took off his shirt, put it on Hua Fan and wrapped her up.
"Calm down, Hua Fan! You have to think about these things calmly. I know that it is difficult for you to understand these things for a while. Even if you beg me, I can't do it. I can't kill him because killing him We will also disappear, but Hua Fan... nothingness is not terrible, it is not scary. Don't resist because the feelings in your heart are denied." Zhu Batian couldn't help but explain, "Emotions happen. However, that is true. We are nothing in the eyes of the Creator, but in the eyes of us, we all really exist! So nothingness is not terrible. What is terrible is that we deny nothingness and deny it. It’s our existence, isn’t it?
Hua Fan, you have to think about this calmly. "
"I don't understand! I don't understand! I don't understand! What existence, what nothingness, what love! Nan Xing and that child! Am I not me? You are not you either! Yes! Everyone is false. No, Everyone exists, hahaha, I'm crazy, or you are crazy! You lied to me! Or I am fake!" Hua Fan laughed for a moment and then cried and buried himself in Zhu Batian's arms, "I I don’t know, I don’t know! I can’t understand! I don’t know—”
After a moment, Zhu Batian's hands were at a loss and he still chose to hug Hua Fan and pat her shoulders to comfort her.
"You will understand, but not now... You should calm down now and force yourself to calm down..."
Zhu Batian raised his head and looked at the broken wall with moonlight shining through. Hua Fan's crying in his ears became smaller and smaller.
Although Lu Ren came to E, he was still paying attention to the situation on Hua Fan's side. He hoped that nothing would happen.
Er huddled in a dark corner, looking at Ritsuto through his fingers, "You are the Creator, right? You have told me about your existence. Are you here to erase me?"
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