Hua Fan remembers that the first time he met Nan Xing was at a gathering. At that time, in order to boost morale and see off the warriors going to the Soul Land, the women of Mannan all wore bright and beautiful clothes. They danced joyfully to eliminate the fear of the unknown for the warriors.
At that time, Hua Fan was not old enough to sing and dance like those gorgeous women. Girls like them were only qualified to serve tea and water.
In Mannan, when the heirs are large, pregnant women will be favored by heaven, but once they give birth to children, women become not so important.
Mannan needs people, regardless of gender, as long as they are people with sound limbs!
Pregnant women can stay in Mannan without traveling outside, and the men in Mannan are no longer afraid of death after having children of their own. They will be the best warriors in Mannan!
Through the singing and dancing crowd, Hua Fan looked around with the fruit plate.
Just at an inconspicuous edge of the long table, a man who was completely opposite to the noisy and lively atmosphere appeared.
This man was wearing a black gown and had a cold expression. Hua Fan was deeply attracted at first sight.
That day, the lights were dim, and you were right in front of me.
That day, the girl remembered the man's appearance, his melancholy eyes, and his slender fingers. Remember the bowl of strong wine the man drank.
"Hua Fan, why are you still staring blankly! If you don't help the priest, you will be blamed. I don't want to be implicated and be locked up and punished. You should also watch out!" Hua Fan's friend Du'er urged anxiously. I had no choice but to busy myself with my own affairs.
But the man's appearance was etched in her mind.
Until one day Hua Fan saw the man again, and he returned to Manan safely from the terrible soul land. But he also lost an arm. It was then that Hua Fan learned that the man's name was Nan Xing. He was a warrior that the entire Mannan was proud of, and a hero who returned safely and brought news of the Soul Land.
By chance, Hua Fan and Nan Xing, who were already able to form a team, were assigned to a group.
"Hello, my name is Hua Fan! I'm glad to fight with you!"
Hua Fan was very happy, and she watched Nan Xing's reaction with concern.
Nan Xing was slightly surprised at first, and then his eyes became cold again.
"My name is Nan Xing."
"I know! You are the hero of Mannan! I admire you very much!"
Hua Fan thought that if he praised Nan Xing, he would be happy. But in fact, instead of being happy, Nan Xing blamed Hua Fan for not being steady enough.
Hua Fan also became less startled and gradually became less lively than before.
The longer Hua Fan spends time with Nan Xing, the greater her changes become. But what Hua Fan never changed was his love for Nan Xing.
The same goes for this mission. Hua Fan originally intended to express his love to Nan Xing in this mission, but Nan Xing's performance chilled Hua Fan's heart.
"If you want to be like those women who think that you can save your life by having a child, I can help you. But Hua Fan, it is impossible for me to love you, let alone this child."
Nan Xing's words made Hua Fan's words of confession stay on his lips.
(But Nanxing, I love you, from the first time I saw you to the time we spent together on missions! You are my comrade-in-arms, my mentor, my hero, and the one I miss deeply! I don’t miss you. You said such indifferent words to me, I hope you can love me too...but why can't you say it!)
Even if Hua Fan finally got the tenderness she wanted, it would not be the tenderness of two people loving each other.
But in the end, when Hua Fan saw that Nan Xing, who was not attracted to anyone, including her, he finally left with the strange woman in his arms.
How could Hua Fan feel that he was humble and worthless? All my hard work over the years was so easily given away...by a strange woman...
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"Where is Nan Xing now?"
"He..." Hua Fan pursed her lips. She did not dare to raise her head and look directly into Yun Qishen's eyes. "I got separated from him."
"Separated?" Yun Qishen lowered his eyes and looked at Hua Fan's abnormal behavior, complaining in his mind.
(They are still separated, so you should protect this scumbag! What a separation, they have eloped as sisters! Stop protecting them, you can’t even protect the moat!)
"Yes, he got separated. I don't know which direction he went."
Hua Fan insisted and continued to lie.
Yun Qi sighed deeply, "If you want to find him, I can help you find him. If you don't want to, I can also take you to a safer place."
"How did you..." Hua Fan looked at Yun Qishen in disbelief. She shook her head, "Do you know everything or... have you seen my heart?"
"Sorry, I don't mean to offend, I just don't want you to suffer anymore." Yun Qishen stood up and patted the sand on his body. He lowered his eyebrows and looked at Hua Fan, "I think you only need to let go of this relationship, so that you can live. Hope. Maybe I should say, you have hope to live."
"What do you know!"
"I don't understand."
"Then you still say these things!"
"You clearly know that he doesn't love you, why do you still love him blindly! If he betrays you once, he will betray you a second time! Shouldn't you cut off the relationship with him if you don't want to be hurt?"
Yun Qi suppressed the urge to hit people, and he seemed to be helping Hua Fan wake up. But he was unable to do anything to a pregnant and doubting patient.
But Hua Fan heard another meaning in Yun Qishen's words.
"Who did you see through me?" The corners of Hua Fan's mouth raised slightly, but her eyes were still surprised, "You're not talking about me, you're talking about yourself! How you deal with being betrayed is your business, don't use you Use your own standards to imprison others!”
To say that women are scary when they are ruthless, Hua Fan usually treats people calmly, but now Hua Fan looks like an evil ghost when he is angry.
"Say it again!" Hua Fan took a deep breath and hinted that she shouldn't be too excited for the sake of her child. "I firmly believe that Nan Xing did not betray me. After all, he has never loved me."
"Okay, I won't argue with you about this." Yun Qishen motioned to Hua Fan not to mention this matter, but he felt uncomfortable in his heart.
(Am I talking about myself? How could it be!)
Hua Fan looked away. She didn't look at Yun Qishen for a while.
"Then where do you want to go next?"
Yun Qishen didn't care at all whether Hua Fan was angry or not, he just wanted to find the direction back to the Golden Palace to meet up with Lu Ren and the others.
There is no time to hang around here with irrelevant characters now.
Hua Fan took a while before replying to Yun Qishen, "Take me to find him."
"I hope you don't regret it."
"I will never regret it!"
"Then give me your hand, and I will use the magic of Nanxing retained in you to guide you."
Hua Fan had no choice but to turn around and put his hand in front of Yun Qishen.
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