(Bao Qi’s perspective)
If you don't express your thoughts, no one will understand your feelings.
Sometimes even if you express your thoughts, others may not understand the meaning.
I lost my light the moment you disappeared, and there was only nothingness and darkness in front of me.
I feel very cold and I need the sun to warm me.
【Evil Qi! 】
That call instantly dispelled the darkness from my eyes.
All I could see was that you were healthy and safe, and I couldn't hear what you said at that time.
I just want to hold you and never let go.
【okay! How long do you want to hold me? 】
"Forever and ever~?"
Happiness is like this. As long as it is like this, I am completely satisfied and do not need to pursue further desires.
Seeing your sad face after being injured, I was afraid that I had hurt you.
But what you care about is that you are afraid of harming me.
The two of us really need to be more calm.
Your wound is the most important in my opinion, so I will summon Jin Qilin to help.
The saliva of Jin Qilin can quickly heal injuries, and you can withstand spiritual energy because you have been in contact with Qilin beads.
Wounds on the back also heal quickly.
It's just that the word "Long" declaring sovereignty is still too dazzling...
What I think in my heart and what I say to you can never coincide, and I can never be absolutely honest.
Am I being hypocritical?
"Demon Lord, do you think the little Taoist priest looks good? Do you want to take a second look~?"
I joked with you as usual, thinking you would tell me to get lost like before.
In the end, what I got was a shy hum from you.
Yun Qishen, Yun Qishen, you shouldn't have taken this step.
I want to get closer...I want to get closer...
That may be your promise to me.
I think I should also make a corresponding oath...
We all have to live up to each other.
But something always happens that destroys happiness.
Why is the good time always so short?
Since you have to forget the feelings you had for so long in order to help you...
If you will live well in that way, I would rather forget those feelings and help you.
The love-forgetting wine in Ghost Country is magical. After drinking it, I no longer have such strong feelings for you.
I only remember your existence, but I don’t remember any intersection between us.
It's just that there is always an irrelevant tune in my mind, which makes me very distressed.
Looking at your lonely figure among the fireflies, the melody of the song becomes even more lingering.
There are some things you don’t know, even though I recovered all the memories between us after that time.
But my feelings didn't come back.
I think it’s okay to start over with feelings.
But gradually I discovered...
No matter how close I get to you, I feel like something is missing.
If you discover such a thing, the distance between us may become wider.
I can only swallow this matter in my stomach.
When I saw you being brought back to Xinjiang by the magic envoys, I was only confused...
How are you feeling at this time?
What you trust and what you are not willing to let down is the me who had strong feelings for you before.
But now...
I don’t have any emotional fluctuations towards you, and there is no change even after contact...
I think there's something disgusting about who I am today.
Then it was time to fight against Xihai.
That mermaid should be called Tears.
Her voice was indeed very seductive, but because I had no emotional fluctuations, I was not bewitched by her.
I was just curious, what would her expression be like if she found out that her charm was useless?
I admit it's my bad habits, and pranks are really fun for me.
I pretended to come closer, and she raised her arms and put her arms around my neck.
Just when we were within easy reach, your voice came.
It was a cry of urgent concern.
Do I, who still had emotions before, care about your behavior?
I can slap away the mermaid mercilessly, and I can come to you without any emotional fluctuations.
This behavior makes me hate myself even more.
I obviously behaved the same as before, and the answers you gave were the answers I wanted.
But my heart doesn't feel anything.
The more eager I am to find feelings, the less emotional fluctuations I feel.
Obviously now you will be close to me and show any affection to me.
In the final analysis, it is still my own fault. Maybe this is the price I paid for choosing to help you at that time.
【...Do you really like him? 】
Faced with this question from the old man, I answered affirmatively but at the same time I felt unsure.
[You can, have you ever thought about whether he can? 】
I really haven't thought about it...
But what I can be sure of is that your thoughts must be the same as mine when I had feelings before.
You will all choose yes.
I replied affirmatively to the old man again.
I know I can't always live for my old self.
Although we are the same person, I don't think we are the same person without the same feelings.
But we were attracted by you alone.
Maybe this is the magic power you possess.
You must have sacrificed more than me to be this demon king, and I can feel the pressure on you.
If you want to relieve the pressure, I will accompany you to relieve the pressure.
Shouting to the river bank is indeed a good way to do it.
【I really don’t know how to choose...】
[I am worthless, what kind of devil should I be! 】
[I can’t even protect my own master! 】
You always put so much pressure on yourself, and you always take the responsibility on yourself.
Sooner or later these pressures will overwhelm you.
Even though I obviously don't have any emotional fluctuations, when I see you looking sad and crying, I can't help but feel sour in my heart.
It turns out that this is what sadness feels like.
I should have experienced sadness before, but now it was like experiencing it for the first time.
Sure enough, emotionally, I'm still just a newborn.
"Your decision is my decision. No matter you are right or wrong, I will accompany you..."
I hold you and comfort you.
Men also have the right to cry. There are no outsiders here and you can put down your dignity and relieve stress as much as you want.
You told me a lot after that.
I also personally heard you tell your story.
I've known for a long time that you don't belong here, but after listening to your words, I actually started to worry.
"So you're going to leave? Leave me behind?"
You didn't answer again...
Yes, I don't belong to the same world.
We are just back to where we started, wandering again.
Then I regained my memory about Gu Ao and understood the connection between you and me.
At the same time, I also vaguely understood another thing.
My actions, or everyone's actions, were planned by a mysterious existence.
And that mysterious existence does not allow others to disobey his plan.
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