(Bao Qi’s perspective)
I've always wanted to repay you for your previous help.
After you blocked the sword for me, I always felt that no matter how good I was to you, I couldn't offset that kindness.
After leaving Du Dharma Sect, you and I rushed back to Jingling Mountain for support.
When I saw the familiar black air coming from the top of the mountain, my first moment was not curiosity but rushing over to confirm.
Make sure you are okay.
The anxiety I felt at that time overwhelmed the pain in my body.
When I arrived, I saw that the imperial officer was going to deal with you, so I went over without hesitation to help you stop him.
Just like you didn't hesitate to block the sword for me.
Yuxingguan is too powerful for you and me to deal with.
I think as long as you push it deep enough, you won't be hurt if you push it as far as you can.
You will definitely blame me, that is better than me seeing you hurt.
You don't have to use your only mana to heal me, you should leave it to yourself.
But after seeing the spell in my hand being suppressed by you and disappearing, all I have is worry.
Before I could say anything, you shouted angrily.
[I tell you, I never want anyone to die in front of me again! Get the hell out of here! ! ! 】
The next second I was indeed bounced away by you.
Seeing your figure disappearing and getting blurry, I can only be afraid, very afraid.
As a result, when the old man from Lingjing Dao rushed over, I also showed my ugly face.
"Please save him...he is too dangerous..."
I held my heart, and my stomach was churning.
But the old man just looked at me coldly.
"You kid, adjust your posture. It's embarrassing for you to do this.
Also, don’t have unrealistic feelings and ideas. "
I can see what he means.
I just don’t understand why these are unrealistic feelings and thoughts...
After saving you, I have been thinking about this matter.
What kind of emotions should I use to face you, and what kind of thoughts should I have?
Seeing the close contact between you and Xiaoya, I feel that my care will become unrequited.
Maybe this is a normal relationship between you.
I need to calm down...
I don't want you to see me lose my composure.
Xiao Shao came over to explain to me.
Let me not misunderstand.
What could I have misunderstood...
What else is there for me to misunderstand?
I originally wanted to concentrate on practicing. Don’t think about anything, don’t do anything anymore.
Only in this way can I adjust my mentality.
[Yun Qishen said it was his birthday yesterday. 】
Jin Qilin's words surprised me.
Yes, I don't even know your birthday.
Jin Qilin was also afraid that I would think too much, so he quickly explained the reason.
You are not of this world.
Although I can predict your differences, I would rather you tell me your origins in person.
your thoughts……
All of you……
Xiaoshao is a pretty good child, she is very smart.
If she can grow a little more, she will definitely surpass her master, and it is possible to become a powerful beast master.
She pulled my sleeve and said to me.
[Hmm... I think it's better for both parties to say some things than to speculate in their minds. 】
Say it all...
How can it be that simple?
As a friend, I wanted to give him a birthday gift no matter what. He liked spicy food, so I picked fireweed for him.
When I was still worried about how to face you, I saw you and Xiaoya talking and laughing together.
I think I would disturb you if I went there.
[The person I want to love is a cynical guy who likes to make jokes regardless of the occasion.
Sometimes he would say a lot of things that made me angry, but at critical moments he would come out to help me out.
I like his fair skin and the evil red under the corners of his eyes.
Jealous of his height...
Hahaha, what are you talking about?
How could I...]
Yeah...what are you talking about?
The distance is getting closer...
It's really close!
I'm extremely excited.
Maybe there is nothing wrong with this emotion.
I originally thought that this distance was good enough, and I never expected to get closer.
[I am so happy that I am about to shed tears! 】
Seeing your rare happy smile from the heart, I just want to cherish all this.
It’s really deep…
I'm scared of being alone...
These years in Jinglingshan...
In the years since I became sensible...
【You still have me, I'm always here. 】
You always give me sunshine, which makes me want to be close to you, because only you can bring warmth.
It’s just that the good times didn’t last long…
Everything is too contrived.
Not long after, I was injured and fell into a coma because of Xiaoshao.
But when I woke up, what I saw was you, controlled by the inner demons, wreaking havoc in Jingling Mountain.
I soon understood what was going on.
That's not your fault!
Why don't they trust you?
I believe you are not wrong! Besides, I’m not still alive!
Regardless of my physical condition and Sixth Senior Brother's dissuasion, I insisted on stopping you in person.
Because I know that only I can unlock your inner demons.
I believe you are not wrong!
As long as I believe this.
I am happy after you got rid of your inner demons and woke up.
Although I was further injured, I felt that everything was worth it.
But you gave me the worst answer.
[How can you tell me to believe in myself! ! ! 】
"Why do you have to avoid me? I told you I believe you, bastard!!"
Why can't you understand, why don't you respond?
Looking at your retracted hand, watching your figure falling off the cliff and gradually disappearing.
My heart is really bleeding!
How do you understand that I trust you?
But your inner demon is always being in debt to others.
Otherwise, you would not be trapped in your heart by leaving regrets for Qianye.
It has been three months since I saw you again.
I have been inquiring about your whereabouts during the three months since you disappeared.
I couldn't eat or sleep at night, and I was in a state of confusion for three months. He was even taught and punished by the old man.
When I really met you, there were no strong emotions coming out.
Some are just afraid of losing you.
I just want to be by your side all the time.
Then when I saw you angry because of me, I just felt very cute.
I already understood at that time that my feelings had gone in a strange direction.
I probably teased you too much and suddenly lost you again, which made me regretful and angry.
where did you go?
Where have you been?
I really……
What the hell happened to me!
It drives me crazy!
I keep looking for your whereabouts, and I will never let you leave again this time.
I will never let my sunshine be robbed.
Absolutely not!
Anything that stands between you and me, I will burn it to the ground!
I realized that my inner demons were beginning to eat away at me.
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