(God's perspective)
【What you look like is how you should behave! 】
[As a boy, you should have the masculinity and courage of a boy! 】
[As a girl, you should be quiet and gentle like a girl! 】
〖All--fuckin' bullshit! 〗
The man broke out and fought against that reality.
Only then did Xuanruo become what he is now.
Sometimes he is a boy, but he always shows a kind of gentleness. Sometimes he is a girl, but sometimes he shows a brave and masculine look.
The way he looked in front of Jiayu and the others, no matter whether it was at first glance or using instruments, one could not tell his true gender.
It may be that in that person's opinion, although the uncertainty of gender has caused others to perceive him as alien, he has not fallen into the inherent cognitive vortex between men and women.
People will only believe what they want to believe, and that person just wants others not to recognize him casually.
A guy who had no intention of accepting others from the beginning, how could he have the face to beg others to accept him?
The more Jiayu and others cared about him, the more he felt that he was not worthy of being treated like this.
The distance is getting farther and farther...
【We have never trusted you! I have never accepted you!
You are just an outsider! 】
The words Xiu said to that person in anger were also words that that person had heard in the real space.
This sentence hit him so hard that even hearing it in the space of fantasy and imagination would break his heart.
He seems to be a loser, no one will truly understand him, and he does not want others to understand him.
What kind of existence is Nagaland to him?
It was that person's dominant thoughts that made Jiayu care about him.
Yes, everything was imagined by him.
Yes, everything was arranged by him.
Isn't everything here just for him to comfort himself?
Ridiculous...really funny.
What kind of friend is this false?
Be friends with yourself? Where in the world can there be such ridiculous things?
【We are friends! Always friends! We are not fake! 】
Nonsense, you are obviously lying...
【■■You also said let’s be real, didn’t you? 】
That is to say casually, how can I make you real?
【As long as someone remembers us, we will not disappear. As long as we don’t disappear, we will naturally exist, right? 】
Jiayu's words made that man suddenly wake up.
As long as it exists, nature will not disappear, and as long as it is remembered by the world, it will not disappear.
As long as it doesn't disappear...as long as...it doesn't disappear.
That person seemed to have found a breakthrough point. After he returned to reality, he worked hard with enthusiasm. He wanted everyone to remember Xuan Ruoli. He kept telling all about Xuan Ruoli. He tried his best to make some people who had no interest in it Strangers can also remember Xuanruo's name.
He has been working hard for a year, and the man is fifteen years old, but nothing has come of it yet.
That person wonders if his method is wrong, or maybe he is really incompetent...
Sixteen years old...
Seventeen……
He felt that hope was getting slimmer. Maybe he could go back and listen to other people's suggestions...
But...he can't go back to Xuanruo.
He tried harder, but the cruel truth told him that he could not go back to Xuanruo.
【Now is not the time to be sad...it must be! There must be a solution! I have to go back. Only by going back can I find a way to survive with them.
I can't let Xuanruo disappear, no! Absolutely not——]
That person created more spaces, but he still had no way to reach Xuanyuo through these spaces.
Since he left Xuanruo, he has kept trying and working hard.
From that person's perspective, he hasn't changed anything.
But the people around him in reality thought that he had changed.
He became more cheerful than before.
He became more active than before.
He became more approachable than before.
He is becoming more and more like a normal person...
Finally, ten years after leaving Xuanruo, he successfully thought of a way back to Xuanruo.
In that person's eyes, ten years are a dazzling twenty years.
At that time, Xuanruo's partner was already married and had children. That person was not a child, but a 24-year-old youth who was good for nothing.
But the joy of returning washed away his unfamiliarity with Xuanruo.
Xuanruo has not disappeared, it has not disappeared!
That won't change anything.
Can……
Everything was becoming more and more different from what he thought.
The scene changed so much that the person didn't realize for a moment that this was Xuan Ruo.
He let go of Xuanruo for ten years, which made Xuanruo live without his control for twenty years.
Complete freedom from control and total self-ownership?
[Hey, how is that possible... Ridiculous. 】
With anticipation and uncertainty, the man looked for Jia Yu and others.
But when he heard what Lan Zexiu and the others said, he understood.
Xuanyuo no longer belongs to him now, they all have themselves, and they are no longer controlled by themselves.
The man didn't know whether he was sad or happy for a moment.
He must be sad because Xuanyuo no longer belongs to him.
He must be happy because his friend Jiayu is considered a true friend.
What are you doing here for ten years?
He worked so hard and desperately wanted everyone to remember Xuan Ruo in the end...
[Since it is something I created...then I should...eliminate it...by myself——]
Although the man said so verbally, his actions finally told him.
You can’t do it, you can never do it——
With such a mood, he wanted to create another Xuanruo, and that's how he came up with Gu Ao.
But when he discovered that no matter how many times he modified it, he would always create that pure-blooded person with his own self.
Gu Ao had to escape from his control from the beginning.
That person thought that all he had to do was find a way to eliminate pure-blooded people.
Only then will Gu Ao belong to him forever.
In the end, Yun Qishen's appearance was purely an accident. That person did not set him up as a time traveler at the beginning.
It was only because the early arrangements did not change due to the appearance of Yun Qishen that he felt relieved.
When that man discovered that Gu Ao had not been completely wiped out by the abyss, he panicked.
Why? Why are you betraying me here too? Why?
That person is stuck in a swamp of self-doubt.
After much thought, the man concluded that pure-blooded people were dangerous, but he ignored Yun Qishen.
Yun Qishen left according to his arrangement, but in the end he did not choose to die.
That person devoted himself to repairing the collapsed space, which eventually led to Gu Ao's collapse and separation.
[Haha... I really failed... This kind of space should be completely destroyed...]
【I'm really sorry...I'm really happy...】
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