I asked Aman to wait outside for a while. After I went in and talked to them a few more words, I returned to my residence with Amang.
Aman took out his cell phone and handed it to me. I stared at it for a long time before saying, "You'd better call me!"
I really don’t have the courage to face my parents, this series of things in northern Myanmar, and now I can’t go back.
Faced with this situation, I was really afraid that I wouldn't be able to hold on any longer.
"If you don't fight yourself, your parents won't believe you are alive!" Aman raised his head and said.
"I'd better not come forward. You can tell me first. I will answer the phone when the time is right!"
"Okay!" Aman nodded and dialed my parents' phone number.
When the call was connected, it was my mother's voice. She asked me anxiously where I was.
I immediately whispered to Amang: "Tell him my situation, saying that I can't go back and am too embarrassed to see them."
Aman nodded and said, giving a general description of my life in northern Myanmar. At the same time, he also told my mother that I could not go back and was too embarrassed to see them.
After listening to Amang’s words, my mother fell silent on the phone, and after a long time she said:
"Just live well. You tell him that his father and I can take care of ourselves, and he can take good care of himself even when he is alone outside!"
Hearing the voice on the phone, my heart felt like a knife piercing my heart. I wanted to rush back to my hometown immediately, but I knew I couldn't.
My brothers in northern Myanmar are still waiting for me, and the things I carry on my back are destined to make it difficult for me to move around the country.
"I know Auntie, I will definitely convey your words to him!" Aman said softly.
After Aman finished speaking, he looked at me again.
"Tell my mom I'm married! Send her photos later!"
I don’t plan to hide my marriage anymore. Now I have lived in northern Myanmar and will not be able to go back for a long time.
Instead of making them worry about how well I am doing, it is better to show that I am living a good life in northern Myanmar and let them not worry about me.
Sure enough, when Aman told my mother about my marriage, my mother was so excited that she almost cried. After finally calming down, she asked Aman for my photo.
Aman quickly said that he would send it to her soon, but since my mother did not use a smartphone, I could only send the photo to the mobile phone of a young man in the same village.
I spent some money and asked him to print it out and give it to my mother.
But this is all for later. My mother asked me a lot after she found out that I got married, where is my wife from and what is she like? When are you going to have a baby?
If they have children, can they come to northern Myanmar to visit? Or can you send your grandson back to live for a while?
These questions made Amang's face turn red. She answered all those who could answer, and those who couldn't could only look at me.
"It's still early!" I curled my lips and said.
Now I have a lot of things on my hands, and my own safety cannot be completely guaranteed, let alone having a child.
Moreover, this place in northern Myanmar is not suitable for the growth of children at all. If you really have children in the future, you must leave this place.
Aman relayed my words truthfully, and my mother did not press hard, but just said: "As long as he lives well there, his father and I will feel relieved. When we have a grandson in the future, if Come back if you can! I heard them say that this place in northern Myanmar is in chaos!"
"I know, Auntie!" Aman replied.
And my mother's words shocked me. This world is so big, but the only place where people can truly live with peace of mind is in our country.
Places like Europe and the United States may seem developed, but in fact there is always a hint of hostility towards the people of our great empire.
As for Southeast Asia, where guns and noodles are everywhere, it’s not a good place either.
If you want to live a truly comfortable and stable life, only we, the Great Heaven, can do it.
Both the children and Aman need a stable environment, and my parents in China also need my care as they grow older.
Perhaps, I should really find a way to regain my freedom and be able to travel between the two countries sadly.
But to do this is simply more difficult than reaching the sky.
I have already carried a lot of sins on my body, and it is impossible to cleanse myself. Once someone investigates me, I will definitely not escape jail.
"Auntie said that the family's debts have been paid off, and there is still a lot in the card. Don't send any more money home in the future. Keep the flowers for yourself."
The chat between Aman and my mother continued.
I nodded in response, but I was thinking about how to return to the country.
The things I committed may be big or small. After all, many things were done under duress. It can be said that this was an emergency escape.
But these rhetoric must be recognized by others!
For a moment, I thought of Su Gan. This guy has always been mysterious, and it can be seen from the last time I helped him that he has connections with the country.
The big officials in the border areas are all looking for him to recruit people, and there seems to be someone else above him, but this guy is already at the level of Boss Jin in northern Myanmar.
Even further, it can also be related to the country. I have reason to suspect that he has some kind of relationship.
Immediately, I called Su Gan without hesitation and wanted to ask him if there was any way he could help me return to China!
Su Gan was obviously surprised when he heard that I wanted to return to China.
In his eyes, my power is not small now. I don't say I can get everything I want in this place in northern Myanmar, but I can definitely be regarded as a superior person.
He didn't understand that I was living such a good life, yet I still had to return to China with a lot of evidence of guilt on my body!
"Brother, I can understand your mood! But I still hope you can give up this idea!" Su Gan advised.
"No need to persuade me, boss. I really want to go back. If you have any clever ideas, please tell me quickly!"
Su Qian hesitated for a while and then said: "Since ancient times, there has been a saying that merit offsets fault. As long as you have enough merit, the things on your body can indeed be washed away."
"But you have to wait, the time has not yet come! I won't hide it from you. I do have some connections in the country, and sometimes I help people in the country. Northern Myanmar is in too much chaos now, and sooner or later it will be cleared out."
"You just need to develop your own power and wait silently for this day to come. When the time comes, I guarantee that you can return to the country, and even a few of your brothers can return to the country!"
Su Gan's words were confusing, but I finally understood one thing. His identity was indeed extraordinary, and there was still hope for me to return to China.
There is still a chance to support your parents and give your wife and children a stable living environment!
"Thank you boss! I will remember your words!" I thanked you sincerely.
Go back home! How many days and nights have I fantasized about it, and now I finally see signs of it!
As long as he can return to his country, what Su Gan said about waiting and developing his power are just minor problems.
After learning the news that I could return to China, I immediately told Amang and promised her that one day I would take her to live in China.
At the same time, I also told Song Hao and Nie Zixuan the news. I know that everyone has always wanted to return to China, but conditions did not allow it.
After digesting this news, we also started to take action on Guan Hu's territory! After all, Su Qianke said that he should develop his power first. This is the prerequisite for returning home!
