This feeling of guilt makes me very scared. I am afraid that I will join them. Then I will really not be able to go back!
Escape, must escape!
I kept telling myself in my heart that sooner or later my humanity in this place would be wiped out and I would go astray.
Once you embark on this path, you can never look back!
In everyone's envious eyes, today's work ends here. We walked out of the computer room. It was already ten o'clock in the evening.
"Brother Zhang, can you teach me something? I haven't caught a single fish in the past two days. If this continues, I'm afraid I'll be doomed!"
The fat man He Jia who was following behind said to me pitifully.
Wang Li also came over, wanting to hear if I had any tips.
Looking at their expectant eyes, I touched my nose.
I didn't know any tricks, so I just followed what the manual said. I never thought it would be done so easily.
"I'll take a look at it for you when I go to work tomorrow!"
After all, we came to this place together, so I thought I would help if I could, and maybe we could take care of each other in the future, so I agreed.
"Thank you, Brother Zhang!"
He Jia thanked him excitedly.
His performance is very poor. If I hadn't helped him, his fingers would have been cut off sooner or later.
He surrounded me and walked towards the door of the dormitory where the boss was.
Here, as a piglet, you only have two meals a day, so you have to fight for breakfast.
Dinner is just a steamed bun, and everyone has it, unless you commit some crime.
Chewing the cold and hard steamed buns, I came to my residence. This was not the same house I had just come to.
That room was specially prepared for newcomers, and occasionally those who committed crimes were imprisoned.
Today's living conditions are better. There is a faucet and squat toilet in the innermost part of the dilapidated building.
Outside, there is a large pavilion made of red bricks and wooden boards, with dirty and thin bedding spread on it.
There were about ten people living in one room, which was very crowded. When the three of us entered, there was only a small space left by the door.
At this point, I didn't pay too much attention to it. I just swept away the debris on it and lay down on it.
The fat man next to me pulled my clothes and whispered to me the secret.
It turns out that every day when the bastard wakes everyone up, he will whip the people sleeping near the door with the whip in his hand.
No one would want to be whipped several times for no reason, which is why they robbed the inside.
I hesitated. I didn't want to be whipped a few times while I was sleeping soundly. Just when I was at a loss, Brother Fei came.
"You, and you! Come and sleep outside! I haven't caught a single fish all day long, why are you so embarrassed to go into the water?!"
Perhaps it was the potential I showed today that made Brother Fei value me very much. He pointed out two people with no performance and let them sleep outside.
"Thank you, Brother Fei!"
I thanked him profusely, but Brother Fei didn't take it seriously.
"Do a good job! I'm optimistic about you. If you have any questions, come to me anytime!"
After saying that, the door of the dormitory was closed tightly, and I lay down among the people as I wished.
After chatting with the greasy uncle for a whole day, I quickly fell asleep. In the middle of the night, there was suddenly the sound of a car outside, followed closely by the sound of a girl crying.
I was woken up by the sound, and I was a little curious, wanting to see what was going on.
I tiptoed to the toilet. The window above was sealed by several boards. I stood on my tiptoes and looked out through the gaps between the boards.
Several women were pulled out of a pickup truck. They were afraid and resisted, but what greeted them was severe whipping by these men.
Brother Hu and Sister Wang were also standing in front of the car, looking over these women with smiles on their faces.
Suddenly, two women resisted fiercely like crazy, punching and kicking the thugs crazily.
Brother Hu rushed forward with one stride and kicked the two women to the ground.
"Damn, I knew there would be disobedient people!"
As he spoke, he took off his belt, pressed himself against a pretty woman, and started doing things in front of everyone.
The other woman didn't escape either, and was thrown into the hands of a few thugs by Brother Hu.
The two women were struggling and crying, but Brother Tiger seemed more and more excited and laughed wantonly.
"How's it going? Does it look exciting?"
Just as I was frowning, a hoarse voice suddenly came from my ears, which startled me.
When I saw who was coming, I became even more frightened.
There was a huge burn on this man's face, which looked very scary at night.
"Don't be nervous! Just a kang, I'll go to the toilet."
Hearing him say that he wanted to release the water, I gave up my seat and he said as he released the water.
"These women are in dire straits. Those who are good-looking may be able to live peacefully for a few days, but those who are not so good-looking may not even be able to sleep a wink for a few days!"
He talked a lot. Here I would like to advise you not to come to northern Myanmar.
Girls, especially, must not come to northern Myanmar, because the reality is even crueler than what he said.
In northern Myanmar, those who don't look good will be kept in the park to engage in work such as fruit chatting and filming movies. Occasionally, they will be rewarded to good fraud employees or some scoundrels.
Girls with better looks are either sold, sent out for business, or kept captive by the higher-ups in the park.
If you are extremely beautiful and have a perfect body, you will be put to auction and bought back by big bosses with special quirks.
Don't think that being bought back is better than staying here. Most of the people who can buy women here are psychopathic rich people. They will be played to death within a few days of buying them back.
As long as you are a girl, once you step into northern Myanmar, what awaits you will be both physical and mental torture.
Until you contract a disease or go crazy, at which point you will be dumped on the side of the road.
I am liberated, but I have also become a different person.
"Brother, it seems that you are valued by Brother Fei. Maybe one day you can taste these women."
After going to the toilet, he said to me with a smile.
I ignored him and asked him how he got the injury on his face. He gritted his teeth and said it was caused by a bitch like Sister Wang, and kept cursing in his mouth.
I shook my head and took another look at the scene outside. Several girls had been dragged away, and I felt pity in my heart.
But when I think about myself living in this ghost place without people or ghosts, I am not qualified to pity others!
I carefully observed my surroundings and memorized them in my mind.
I kept thinking about how I should escape and ignored his complaints.
"Brother, do you want to run away? My way!"
Just when I finished observing the surrounding environment and wanted to go back to sleep, he suddenly whispered to me.
Then he told me that his name was Zhang Wenqing, he had been here for three months, and he knew a way out.
Seeing that I was new here and being dealt with badly, he thought he was reliable and wanted to recruit me.
His words moved my heart a little, and I wanted to escape even in my dreams, but when I saw his face, I remembered the words in the dark room again.
"I heard nothing!"
After a moment of silence, I whispered something and quietly returned to the kang to sleep.
I thought the matter would just go away, but what happened a few days later made me feel scared for a while, and I was very glad that I rejected him.
