At the end of the day, although he passed many levels and obtained many treasures, Ning Qingyun was physically and mentally exhausted from the high level of mental stress.
After eating that dinner, which was like swallowing medicine, Ning Qingyun meditated in a secret room that had been cleared, closing his eyes and resting his mind.
As usual, as soon as he closed his eyes, the figures of immortals and children would appear in front of him. I wonder where they are now? how have you been? Ning Qingyun's heart was filled with longing, care, worry, longing and all kinds of complex emotions. He couldn't explain what it felt like. There was a sourness in his eyes, and a crystal teardrop fell from the corner of his eye. His tightly closed eyes covered everything. Fragile, but the figure elongated by the dim light looks lonely and lonely.
The man sheds tears easily because he has not reached the sad point.
In this unknown corner, there is a heart missing another person, and a lonely soul longing to return.
"Uuuuuuu." Rong Xianxian was awakened by Xuanxuan's sobbing voice. Xuanxuan's long eyelashes were wet with tears. She closed her eyes tightly and kept sobbing. Her frown showed that the child was currently extremely unhappy. Calm emotions.
"Good boy, don't be afraid." Rong Xianxian quickly patted her daughter's back and coaxed softly.
In her previous life, Xuanxuan often woke up from nightmares because she felt insecure. However, in this life, the children lived a carefree life. Sobbing in their sleep had never happened before.
Xuanxuan woke up after being slapped by Rong Xianxian. She opened her eyes and looked at Rong Xianxian. She burst into tears with a loud "wow" sound. She cried loudly and called her mother. Rong Xianxian looked at it with a headache. A glance at his son sleeping next to him revealed that Xiao Luo was awakened by his sister's cry.
"Mom, what's wrong with sister?" Xiao Luo looked at them sleepily.
"Sister has a nightmare. She will be fine in a while. Xiao Luo, you can go to sleep first!" Rong Xianxian hugged her daughter with one hand and patted her son with the other, comforting her.
"Xuanxuan, don't cry anymore. If you cry any more, you will attract the monster." Rong Xianxian lowered her voice and said in her daughter's ear.
Although their family of three sleeps in separate tents, cultivators' hearing is much sharper than ordinary people, and the movement here may affect others.
"I'm not afraid of monsters." Xuanxuan said timidly.
"If you cry again, you will wake others up. How impolite! And if others know that Xuanxuan is crying, they will laugh at you!" Rong Xianxian said in a low voice.
Xuanxuan's crying voice stopped, "But I dreamed about dad. I miss him so much. I feel so uncomfortable, woo woo woo." The child's tears kept dripping like broken beads. Lying on her mother's shoulder, she sobbed softly.
Rong Xianxian didn't know what it was like. Xuanxuan was nearly two years older than Xiao Luo and had already remembered it. Although Ning Qingyun didn't talk much on weekdays, he loved his children very much. Xuanxuan would occasionally mention him before. , but the emotions have never been as intense as today.
"Xuanxuan, are you worried about dad?" Rong Xianxian asked softly.
"Yeah." Xuanxuan thought for a moment and nodded.
"Dad is very powerful. You don't have to worry about him. Maybe now he has found a beautiful aunt and is planning to have another beautiful baby!" Rong Xianxian said deliberately.
"Like Qingqing's father? Doesn't father want us?" Xuanxuan pursed her lips and wanted to cry again.
Qingqing is a classmate of Xuanxuan's kindergarten. Her parents divorced, so Qingqing follows her grandma.
"Xuanxuan, if mom and dad can only choose one, who do you choose?" Rong Xianxian said in a relaxed tone as much as possible.
Although it may be very cruel for such a young child to face such a choice, as we are getting closer to the capital, Rong Xianxian chose to settle in the capital for the sake of the children's academic and personal growth, as well as a better living environment. , then we will meet sooner or later.
Both children are her life and treasure. She can raise them well by herself and will never allow the separation of mother and child to happen.
If the tragic death in her previous life is a knife in her heart, and the wound cannot be healed without revenge, then the portrait of her first love in Ning Qingyun's office is a poisonous thorn in her heart, reminding her all the time that she married A man has another woman in his heart.
Rong Xianxian has a gentle personality on the surface, but is quite cold in his heart. When he fell in love with Shang Yuege, he passively accepted it. He gradually got used to it, and as their friendship grew stronger, he and Zhang Xiaoxiao got close.
At that time, Rong Xianxian was disheartened. She happened to meet Ning Qingyun, who had helped her once. He seemed to be in a bad state. Rong Xianxian stepped forward hesitantly and asked, and Ning Qingyun asked her, "Will you marry him?"
Immortal Rong Xian nodded like a ghost at that time, and from then on she went further and further on the road of losing herself.
Because of his words, "What a child needs is a mother, not a nanny." Rong Xianxian gave up the major she studied hard in her humble childhood and the job she was proud of, and returned home to become a full-time mother.
Just because he said, "It's the most refreshing to eat at home, thank you for your hard work." Rong Xianxian learned basically all the methods of home cooking from a kitchen novice who only knew how to make fried eggs and noodles.
Ning Qingyun didn't like having outsiders at home, so Rong Xianxian gave up her plan to hire a 24-hour live-in nanny, and only hired hourly workers and nannies during the hours when Ning Qingyun was at work.
Ning Qingyun is a very family-loving person. He doesn't go anywhere except for necessary social activities after work. He goes home immediately. Because of this, Rong Xianxian is very confident in their relationship. She feels that although the marriage was a bit childish, They have a harmonious relationship, which can be regarded as a positive result of cultivation.
Rong Xianxian was taking care of his children at home. Over time, she got used to taking care of his housework and relying on Qingyun for everything outside the family. Therefore, in her previous life, she did not hesitate and waited for him expectantly for three months.
Looking back now, I just feel like I was poisoned at that time, and I always felt that I was living a happy life.
Even when she accidentally discovered the portrait, Ning Qingyun's face was obviously ugly, but she didn't notice anything wrong.
Rong Xianxian originally thought that their marriage was like two sad people hugging each other for warmth, and that they would be happy together for a lifetime.
Looking back now, I have to admit that this was just her wishful thinking. She loved him so much that she couldn't help but lose herself in love. However, Ning Qingyun was never far or near, making her unable to see clearly. Sometimes she feels within reach, and sometimes she feels out of reach.
In the past life, in the desperate waiting day by day, in the arduous trek step by step, in the sleepless and frightened nights, the strong love receded bit by bit, and the fiery heart gradually became cold. Xian finally came to his senses. The only person he could rely on in this world was himself. It was so ignorant and terrible to place his hopes on others.
