I don’t know what the reason was, but after Gu Qingyang set out on the road, the underworld in his eyes underwent a horrifying change.
If we follow common sense, unless the underworld is about to be destroyed. Otherwise, there would be no change at all in this underworld.
But along the way, he saw that the sky in the underworld had become much darker.
Especially when he was close to the unknown place, he found that the closer he got to this place, the wilder the wind on the road became.
At first, the wind of Hades had no effect on him. But later on, he found it difficult to move forward on that road.
On the one hand, the Great Evil Stone, which is completely integrated with him, is destroying his body and destroying his soul.
Although he can still walk on the road.
But in fact, he is indeed a dying man. Maybe it really won't take long, maybe he won't be able to reach the unknown place, and he will die.
Because of this, this road to the unknown land may not really be difficult for others to walk.
But for him, it was surrounded by thorns and wind and frost. He was already in a daze when he set off, let alone now.
On the other hand, he also felt a strange will as he moved forward.
That kind of will is full of resentment, anger, unwillingness and other negative emotions. It is no exaggeration to say that it is simply a collection of negative emotions.
If Gu Qingyang is in a normal state, it will not cause any intrusion to Gu Qingyang. But things are different now. Gu Qingyang is too weak now.
Along the way, Gu Qingyang could always hear various sounds in a trance.
Those voices are indeed both male and female, some sound old and vicissitudes of life, and some sound young and childish.
To Gu Qingyang's ears, although these sounds were very different.
But this difference actually only existed on the surface. He felt that at the essential level, the meanings expressed by these sounds were the same.
At first, he could stick to his heart.
Later, his heart was still there, but his body became more and more out of control. Because the Great Evil Stone of Zhiyin is still affecting him.
This also caused that when Gu Qingyang insisted on walking that road and reached the end, he himself gradually became immersed in his memories.
The power of the Great Evil Stone of Zhiyin will resonate with the power on this road.
As a result, the further Gu Qingyang moves forward, the more serious the impact will be.
Until the end, even he was still forced to sink. Gu Qingyang fell into memories, as if falling into an abyss.
And when he looked back on his life in this state, the first thing he saw was his two lives full of struggle.
At first, he fought with others.
Whether it was fighting on the battlefield of life and death, or overt and covert conspiracies and intrigues, these were the main contents at the beginning of his life.
And it was indeed after he defeated those guys that he embarked on his later path and began to slowly become stronger step by step.
I only look at this kind of life from the perspective of a bone cultivator. Although this kind of life is full of suffering and torture.
However, such a life is also very exciting.
Because Gu Qingyang walked step by step in such a life, and indeed defeated too many enemies, and finally created enough glory.
But in a certain sense, isn't this kind of glory forged with pure blood?
Moreover, once it breaks away from the angle of bone repair.
Looking at his life again, his life is simply full of tragedy.
No matter which of his two lives he lived, he suffered a lot.
No matter which life he was in, he was a person who had no parental love from the beginning.
Everyone is a child from the beginning, but Gu Qingyang has never been a child for a day since he was sensible.
The Gu family is a small and powerful family in the eyes of others. To him back then, it was an insurmountable mountain and a prison from which he could not escape.
In that place, he gave up everything in order to keep himself alive and to keep his sister alive.
Dignity, happiness, food and life.
As long as he could "live", he didn't care what kind of life he lived in those years.
And later, when he finally escaped from that cage.
His sister, the sister who was treasured by his wetness, was poisoned again.
In the first life, she died in her best years. From that moment on, he began to hate himself and not being strong enough.
In the second life, he tried his best. But in the end, he still failed to keep that person and let her die in her best years.
Since then, even his two life experiences have been completely different.
But for him, the things he has experienced are actually the same.
Later, he met many people.
But for those people, the most he can do is treat them as Taoist friends.
Who can truly accompany him, who can truly understand him?
Su Yue may be the most qualified person to join hands with him. But in order to avoid causing disaster to the Miaoyin Immortal Sect because of him.
Facing that incomparably perfect woman, his final choice was still to say goodbye, and still to stay away from her first.
On many occasions, he completely disregarded his own life and death.
He seems to be really brave, so brave that he can't do anything and dare not do anything.
But in fact, he is really fragile. In fact, sometimes, he himself felt that he was simply a coward.
He failed to keep his sister. He has not yet been able to defeat the way of heaven. He hasn't been able to kill all the enemies yet, and there are still too many things he hasn't been able to accomplish perfectly.
Even when he faced the woman who had made his heart beat countless times, he would flinch.
He knew clearly that he was just afraid, that he would bring disaster to her because of him.
He was afraid that after he really took that step, what they would have for a long time would not be staying together forever, but separation.
There are also people he has never met before, people who seem to have nothing to do with him.
However, he knew it very well after having experienced the last battle in his previous life.
Those people just look like people. Once you give those people a big enough temptation, once you give those people a chance.
Then these people can be his enemies at any time and can become his mortal enemies.
They can transform into jackals, tigers and leopards, with the goal of eating him alive, and madly launch attacks against him again and again.
Gu Qingyang also thought that many times when he faced some things, he did have some kindness in his heart.
For example, when he traveled and practiced in the mortal world, he met Ajian and Achi, a pair of idiots and resentful daughters.
He is supposed to be ruthless.
But in the end, he still chose to help those two people. And since then, he has helped many people and changed their lives.
Even now, he is still like this when facing Fan Langya and Fan Linlang. If we look at this aspect alone, it seems that he has never changed.
This may be because of his Shinto.
And just now, when he rejected Fan Linlang's kindness and walked resolutely towards this unknown place, his idea was also very simple.
He just felt that Fan Linlang had done enough for him, and whatever came next, no matter it was the arrangement of Hades' Will.
Or, it’s his own choice.
He all wants to continue walking, he all wants to continue walking along the path he has chosen. He just wants to be himself, be true to himself.
He knows that this is difficult, and he knows that his choice may make it difficult for him to reach the end. He will die early even before reaching the end.
But he has no regrets.
He changed Fan Langya's life. That nine-foot-tall man no longer had to die for his sister. He also changed Fan Linlang's life and gave her a new life.
This is indeed a great favor, a great favor that is impossible to repay under any circumstances. However, what can you do if you are kind?
When Gu Qingyang thought about this in his confusion, he thought of his original intention.
In fact, when he chose to save people, his thoughts were very simple.
If... if back then, when he was holding his Ying'er and looking for medical advice, someone would have reached out to him like he did today.
So, in that year, will there not be a girl who passes away with a smile on her face, or a young man who hates himself?
"All living beings are mediocre."
"All living beings are extremely stupid!"
"They don't understand you at all, why do you still have to bear their resentment and resentment?"
"Destroy! Let everything be destroyed, destroy this heaven and earth, destroy this world!"
"None of them are worthy of being your enemy. You should use your own methods to resurrect your sister."
"It's not you that's wrong, it's the world!"
"How come his Linlang was saved, but your Ying'er has to disappear forever?"
"Don't hesitate anymore——"
"Don't hesitate anymore——"
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Finally, when Gu Qingyang was infinitely close to the unknown place, the images of memories in his mind became infinite.
Voices began to sound deep in his heart, resounding in his mind, constantly affecting him.
If we say that at the very beginning, Gu Qingyang's heart was completely filled with sadness.
Then when these voices sounded, deep inside his heart was filled with anger!
Yes, this world is very unfair, and there is no fairness at all.
And people like him are destined not to be understood by others, and are destined to be obliterated by heaven. Because he is a threat to many people.
Gradually, lines of light appeared on Gu Qingyang's body.
At the beginning, these light patterns were still cyan.
But as Gu Qingyang's state of mind changed, the power in his body began to explode uncontrollably.
As a result, the infinitely growing demonic intention began to swallow up his divine will, and then his reason. Until the end, he became like a walking zombie.
"No sentient being has ever helped you, why do you still want to help them? Do those guys deserve you to help them? Let everything be destroyed!"
"Come on, follow the answer in your heart and move forward. I will help you get everything you want, because I am you."
"Follow me."
"I will help you resurrect your Ying'er, and I will help you protect your Yue'er. I will let you get the freedom you want, absolute freedom!"
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After a while, when the world around Gu Qingyang became infinitely gloomy, he also stopped. And his body was even more emitting black light.
During his journey, the world around him was also affected by his influence, becoming dim and terrifying.
That voice has never disappeared.
It has always been affecting Gu Qingyang, stimulating his anger, and then strengthening his demonic will, making him even crazier.
And just when Gu Qingyang completely stepped into the darkness, the entire underworld actually trembled with his step.
At the same time, Fan Linlang, who had been silently paying attention to Gu Qingyang, became even more expressionless.
She ducked out of nowhere and wanted to rescue Gu Qingyang. But the reality is that she was suppressed by a force and could no longer move forward.
"In the end what happened!"
In desperation, she could only roar in despair.
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