After formally bidding farewell to Xiaozhu, Gu Qingyang took the people around him back to the desert hut where Fan Langya's brother and sister lived.
It took three days to go back and forth. Finally, on the morning of the fourth day, they returned here again.
The morning of this day was still the same as before. The morning fog was not thick, and the early sun was already strong, making the cold earth quickly become extremely hot.
However, in the past, Fan Langya never paid attention to these so-called scenery because he had to run around for his sister.
And Fan Linlang has never cared about the scenery.
Over the years, she has been living in dire straits every day. The first thing she does when she opens her eyes every day is to be grateful that she is still alive.
Then, it was painful to witness her brother's constant running for her to survive, and to see her brother sacrifice again and again for her.
But today is different.
On the way back, Gu Qingyang had already made it very clear. Gu Qingyang said that he would personally make an elixir to cure her injury.
She was naturally excited about this. However, while she was so excited, there was also an extremely complicated pain deep in her heart.
On the way back, as long as she didn't fall asleep, she would look at the world in front of her, quietly staring at the desert under the night and day.
Maybe she was really enjoying the scenery.
Maybe, she was actually just thinking about other things. However, don't say that others don't know what she is thinking.
Even she herself didn't know what she was thinking. Because her mood is becoming more and more complicated.
Maybe it was because of her brother Fan Langya's dedication for half his life, or maybe it was because of her half-life that was full of pain.
All in all, in the final analysis she lives in contradiction.
For so many years, Fan Linlang has always had two voices in her heart.
This first voice would often tell her that people like her were actually better off dead. Because in this way, everyone can be liberated.
If she dies, her brother will no longer need to help her collect heavenly materials and treasures at any cost, and there will be no need to do everything possible to extend her life.
And she no longer needs to be restrained in this extremely weak body, and she no longer needs to be tortured by the kind of pain that is worse than death.
This is indeed a relief.
But another voice will also tell her that if she dies, her brother will never live alone and will definitely go with her.
Therefore, she is actually very conflicted. On the one hand, she longs for death as her escape, because death is indeed the easiest way to escape.
But if she really did this, wouldn't she have failed her brother? Then doesn't everything her brother has put in over the years be meaningless?
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Two voices, one seeking death and the other seeking life.
She lives in contradiction all the time, but in the end she can neither live nor die. Maybe in the eyes of others, she is just quiet and quiet.
But only she knew that she was like this just because she was in too much pain, and she was in so much pain that she couldn't say anything.
In fact, in a sense, it is a miracle that she can survive to this day.
After all, if the same congenital disease happened to other people, they might have died in pain long ago.
But she can silently carry everything. Even if she can't, she will persevere with an almost crazy tenacity.
However, Gu Qingyang appeared.
At first, when Gu Qingyang mentioned the Life Soul Fusion Blood Pill. She really wanted to drive Gu Qingyang away, or even kill Gu Qingyang.
Because she really couldn't accept the fact that her brother was used as a material to make alchemy.
But when Gu Qingyang told her that not only would her brother not die, but as long as he succeeded, she would become like a normal person.
Although she was speechless, her desire to survive that had been suppressed for half her life was completely inspired by Gu Qingyang.
At that moment, that desire hit her heart like a flood and a tsunami.
At that time, she looked like a person who was about to suffocate when someone grabbed her throat. And Gu Qingyang was the one who took away those hands for her.
Perhaps it was from that time that when she looked at everything in this world, she began to feel differently from before.
But what is that feeling?
She didn't know it herself, she couldn't tell.
But now, in this morning, when she set foot on this land again, she felt as if she had become a different person.
Everything I have experienced these days is like a dream, like an extremely sweet dream.
She clearly realized that if it was for this dream, then she would definitely be willing to give everything. Even if it meant death, she would not hesitate.
In fact, she still longs for relief.
It's just that she, who has been familiar with human affairs for a long time, also knows in her heart that from the moment Gu Qingyang got the soul nourishing grass, she was in debt to others.
And if nothing unexpected happens, neither her brother nor her brother will be able to repay this debt in their lifetime.
Perhaps a large part of the complicated pain in her heart originated from this.
Her pain stems not only from the sadness and suffocation of the past, but also from gratitude and guilt to Gu Qingyang.
Because of her physical condition, she had already recognized the world a long time ago.
She knows that there is nothing in this world that can be obtained without paying any price.
Fan Langya also told her very early on that debts owed by people must eventually be paid back to others.
However, how should she repay it?
In other words, how can she pay it back?
After returning to their former residence, Fan Langya and Fifth Shanhe began to arrange everything carefully in accordance with Gu Qingyang's requirements.
Next, Gu Qingyang will start refining alchemy, which is definitely a big event. As long as there is a slight mistake, the failure of alchemy is a trivial matter.
Over the years, in order to save the life of his sister Fan Linlang, Fan Langya, the alchemist, has become self-taught.
But it is precisely because he is a pharmacist himself that he understands the dangers in the process of refining medicine and elixirs.
For him, Gu Qingyang's kindness was already a great favor that could not be repaid.
Now, Gu Qingyang wants to refine medicine and elixirs for the two brothers and sisters. Of course, he cannot let anything happen to Gu Qingyang.
Therefore, when Gu Qingyang took out the formation diagrams restricted by the magic circle, he also mustered up his energy and began to meticulously set up the formation.
For human bone cultivators, whether they are refining medicine, elixirs or weapons, being disturbed even slightly is a taboo.
Therefore, all pharmacists or weapon refiners are basically proficient in formations.
After all, only if your ability to set up formations improves can your life be guaranteed.
And in this way, Fifth Mountain and River has really opened its eyes.
In terms of fighting prowess, Fan Langya is indeed inferior to him, let alone Gu Qingyang.
But if we only talk about his attainments in fighting skills, Fan Langya is truly a master-level figure, and his attainments can already catch up with Gu Qingyang's.
It can be said that among the younger generation, the person who is best at setting up formations that he has ever seen in Wushanhe, apart from Gu Qingyang, is none other than Fan Langya.
However, setting up the formation is not a day's work.
This is especially true when preparing the elixir furnace and preparing to save people after the elixir is ready. Therefore, from early morning to night, the rescue work has just begun.
As a result, Fan Linlang, who was looking forward to this matter, was a little anxious.
Because she also understood that the longer the preparation time before refining the medicine, the more dangerous and difficult the process of refining the medicine would be.
And as a result, the guilt in her heart became even stronger.
While Gu Qingyang and the others were working silently on this, she wanted to speak many times, but she didn't know what she should say.
So until night fell, she just looked at the world silently, silently.
There is nothing wrong with Fan Linlang's state in the eyes of her brother Fan Langya, because Fan Langya is used to Fan Linlang like this.
In Fan Langya's understanding, his sister has always been like this. She doesn't like to talk and is always silent. That's how she looks.
However, he could see nothing.
But Gu Qingyang could tell something was wrong with Fan Linlang with just a casual glance. The moment he took that look, he thought of his Ying'er.
A long time ago, Gu Qingying would often be like this. That's because their lives at that time were so miserable that it wasn't worth laughing about.
But that was not the case for Gu Qingying later.
Because he's growing up, he's getting to know his sister better. Gradually, he became familiar with Gu Qingying's joys and sorrows.
He knows how to please her, he knows how to make her smile and make her feel the beauty of life.
But now, he could see that it was precisely this ability that Fan Langya lacked.
Probably because their fate was so bitter, the brother and sister had forgotten how to live well.
Gu Qingyang could completely understand this situation.
Because they were actually like this in the past, but they just learned to change.
And now, after finishing the day's work, he silently came to sit next to Fan Langya.
At this moment, this girl who was only fourteen or fifteen years old was looking up at the sky. She stared at the sky, looking at the stars, her expression slightly confused.
However, Gu Qingyang did not disturb her directly.
She liked to look at the sky and the stars like this, and Gu Qingyang just let her watch like this. It wasn't until a long, long time later that she realized there was someone else around her.
"Brother Burial Immortal, I——"
"No need to say anything more, I know what you want to say. If you really want to repay, then don't let our efforts go in vain."
"In life, some people live for themselves, and some people live for others. No matter what it is, these ways of living are actually correct."
"Cherish the next seven days."
"I decided to have a bonfire every night, just the four of us. Eat and drink as we please."
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Hearing Gu Qingyang's words, Fan Linlang couldn't help but smile on her pretty face.
But soon, after her longing ended, she habitually changed into a bitter look.
Gu Qingyang glanced at her and understood that she was immersed in pain again.
However, changing a person like her is not something that happens overnight, but a long-term thing.
He just said that he would hold a bonfire party within seven days, just because he wanted to stimulate Fan Linlang's desire to survive to the greatest extent.
He knew that this was the only way to make this little girl realize the goodness of the world and make her still have a lot of nostalgia for this world.
When faced with a real moment of life and death, she would not be thinking about death as she is now.
Otherwise, if she is still a little bitter melon like this all the time, it will be useless even if she refines the elixir.
Because if she wants to be reborn, she must endure the pain of reshaping her body. And that kind of pain is extremely terrifying.
He had experienced the pain of reshaping his body, and he was unconscious most of the time.
But even so, he would still remember the pain clearly.
This alone was enough to make him worry about this girl who had not experienced the suffering of cultivation.
People like him are, after all, bone cultivators who are truly accustomed to the life of a bone cultivator. But Fan Linlang is still a mortal in the final analysis.
It is absolutely unfair to let a mortal bear the pain that even a bone cultivator may not be able to bear.
But life is about business, how can we talk about fairness?
The right to live is something that a person has earned by himself, and all he can provide her is an opportunity.
The final outcome of this matter depends not only on him, but also on whether the brothers Fan Langya and Fan Linlang are strong enough.
But now it seems that Fan Langya is just like him back then, he just wants to save his sister for the rest of his life.
Therefore, he was only worried about Fan Linlang.
After all, this girl is still young. Although she has suffered for a long time, she may not be able to bear the sudden burst of pain.
"Brother Burial Immortal."
"What's wrong?"
Just when Gu Qingyang was lost in thought, Fan Linlang's call woke him up. And then he saw the other party's extremely serious eyes.
Such a look made his heart tighten, but Gu Qingyang still forced him to calm down and asked calmly.
"Why...why did you save me?"
At this moment, Fan Linlang just bit her lip. Her face was extremely pale, and there was a complicated look in her beautiful eyes.
Gu Qingyang looked at her like this, knowing that this girl was still calm now. But in fact, she must have been extremely nervous.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have reacted this way.
The way she bit her lip was exactly the same as that of Gu Qingying many years ago. But now, the people who used to be are no longer there.
But Gu Qingyang still smiled calmly and asked:
"Do you need a reason to save someone?"
"need."
"Should...need it."
At first, Fan Linlang was very firm when she gave her answer. But after she noticed Gu Qingyang's sincere eyes, she was not firm enough.
Therefore, after giving an extremely positive answer, she lowered her head and gave another answer with slightly evasive eyes.
"Hahahahaha——"
"I will save you, maybe just because you have a good brother."
"Your brother is as good as a man I've ever known."
"Do you have a sister too?"
Hearing Fan Linlang's rhetorical question, Gu Qingyang's body couldn't help but tremble. Then, a trace of sadness flashed deep in his eyes.
He really didn't expect that Fan Langya, a little girl who didn't understand the complexity of the world, could actually hear another meaning.
But soon, Gu Qingyang still said in a deep voice:
"Let a brother who is willing to give everything for his sister still fail after giving everything. This should not be the case in this world."
His words were barely an answer, but when he said these words, there were still fluctuations in his plain tone that could not be concealed.
Fan Linlang was a sensitive person. When Gu Qingyang said these words, her eyes turned red and she looked at the young man next to her.
The moonlight is like water, and the desert is slightly cool.
In the night, the young man fell silent after saying these words. His long, naturally falling jet black hair covered his cheeks.
But just when Fan Linlang looked at him, gusts of breeze blew and blew away. His long hair was blown by the night wind, exposing his face.
At that moment, Fan Linlang saw a gentle smile on this young man's face.
This was the first time she had seen such a smile on another man's face in more than ten years of her life.
In her impression, only her brother could have such a smile.
But under the shining moonlight, she also noticed that there were two less obvious tear marks on the young man's face.
He cried, he remembered someone.
At this moment, he also raised his head and looked at the starry sky. Hot tears flowed down drop by drop.
Are those his tears or hers?
When Gu Qingyang came to his senses, there was already a petite figure in his arms, bringing him some warmth and driving away the coldness.
"Ying...Ying'er?"
Gu Qingyang looked down at Fan Linlang, and was surprised to find that the other person's posture was extremely similar to the posture in which Gu Qingying held him a long time ago.
Perhaps it was for this reason that he shouted out this sudden sound out of nowhere. But he soon realized that the person in his arms was no longer an old friend.
"It's over."
At the same moment, far away. When Fifth Shanhe saw this scene, he just silently covered his eyes with his hands and sighed.
No wonder, no wonder!
He just said, why is Gu Qingyang, a guy who is used to doing things like a demon, suddenly so enthusiastic?
So that’s it!
"There is no such truth in this world."
Fan Linlang was a little selfless at this moment. After hugging Gu Qingyang, she said something after a long time. This sentence also made Gu Qingyang completely silent.
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