Chu Kuangge's mood was very complicated. He obviously still had a strong will to fight, but besides the will to fight, he also felt a little depressed.
Feeling the pain in his body, he couldn't help but recall his past. He was born in the Chu family, and he was a direct descendant of the Chu family, and he was born to be domineering.
It can be said that from his birth to his growth, to his later success as a young man...in this process, he has always been a shining existence.
In this process, almost all his peers have to look up to him.
This is almost always the case whether they are members of the Chu family or young people from other factions.
At that time, he was indeed extremely brilliant. He was once regarded as an idol by countless peers, and they vowed to pursue it throughout their lives.
However, now he seems to have really fallen from the altar. The glory of the past seemed to no longer belong to him.
Now, compared to the name of genius, the name of loser seems to be more suitable for him.
But in the past, he never cared about these things. But it's different now. Now he is really asking himself.
Is he really willing?
Is he really a waste?
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He asked himself many questions, some of which had answers, and some of which did not. In the end, he thought of his original dream.
He has an ideal.
He wanted to get out of Mobei and the northwest, see what this wilderness world looked like, and then take the entire wilderness into his pocket.
Yes, swallowing the world with anger, this is the dream he has been working hard for. Although now he seems to be getting further and further away from that dream.
However, he still didn't give up.
Therefore, after he remained silent on the stone wall for a while, he struggled silently for a few times and jumped down from the stone wall.
After landing, he just glanced at Gu Qingyang's room silently, and then left the place without looking back.
"Sister, what are you looking at? Let me see, brother, hey, it's actually a boy from the Chu family——"
"Brother, you are overthinking it. I just want to come here to take a look at Gu Qingyang."
"Then did you see it?"
"I saw it."
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At the same moment, on the bluestone path far away, Luo Shuixian, who had not left Shuxiang Yayuan for a long time, met Luo Hongchen who came to look for her.
And Luo Hongchen was worthy of his reputation and appearance, but as soon as he appeared, he attracted the attention of many female cultivators in Shuxiang Yayuan.
This scene really made Luo Hongchen couldn't help but tremble in his heart. Of course he knew what the female nuns present wanted to do.
But this was Shenlu Academy after all, and it was still in broad daylight. He felt that there shouldn't be any big problems.
However, how could his trip be just a simple trip?
In fact, the moment he appeared in this place, many powerful bone cultivators with advanced cultivation levels appeared in this scholarly elegant garden.
And these people are naturally the ones who have always been by his side to protect him. Luo Hongchen had many ways to save his life, but he was really not good at fighting.
Therefore, when traveling, he can only use his advantages to an unlimited extent to make up for the disadvantages of this incurable disease.
But it was precisely because of the company of these people that he dared to show his true nature at this time and tease his sister.
Luo Narcissus was worthy of her title as the daughter of the Luo family. When facing this brother, she never showed any pretense at all.
From beginning to end, she is who she is.
At the end of this conversation, she just smiled and replied to her brother, and then left the path without looking back.
Seeing her like this, Luo Hongchen could only shake his head helplessly. He vaguely remembered that he had met someone who made his heart beat many years ago.
There were even stories between them.
But due to various factors, in the end, he still had no chance to stay with that woman for the rest of his life. So he understands what it feels like to love without love.
Because of this, he realized that what was hidden under Luo Shuixian's seemingly plain and strong appearance was actually a fragile heart.
Be a human being.
Especially being someone in their position is not an easy task. To be honest, ordinary people cannot become them.
Because what they endured is simply not something ordinary people can bear easily. Under the pressure of the Luo family's environment.
If a person can remain normal and not go crazy or collapse, this is already an extremely difficult thing.
Therefore, when he saw Luo Shuixian like this, he was a little worried.
He was already frail and sick, and most of the illnesses he suffered were difficult and difficult to treat.
So he knew early on that he probably wouldn't live long.
And if he also falls, then the future Luo family will inevitably fall into the hands of Luo Narcissus and be controlled by his sister.
He knew very well the pain that the position of head of the family would bring to people, so he actually didn't really want Luo Narcissus to inherit everything.
However, as long as there are still direct descendants of the Luo family alive in the world, the Luo family will be in charge of the direct descendants. This is a rule that has not changed over the years.
If possible, he would rather he and his sister were just a brother and sister from an ordinary family.
In this way, they can live an ordinary and happy life.
Instead of being like now, everything you do is like playing a game of chess, and you have to be careful every step of the way.
However, he also understood that such idealistic ideas as his had no chance of becoming reality.
After he dies, even if he gives that position to others, the old people of the Luo family will definitely chant the ancestral precepts and take Luo Shuixian back.
Unless, by that time, there would be a supremely powerful man with a cultivation level comparable to the sixteenth level bone cultivator, standing beside his sister.
Otherwise, all ideas are unrealistic.
"let's go."
After murmuring softly, Luo Hongchen took the people around him and left the scholarly elegant garden directly.
Luo Hongchen knew that it was almost impossible to change his sister's mood in a short period of time.
Maybe all he can do is really do all the things that need to be done, and as for the rest, it can only be left to time.
Time can heal all scars.
He actually didn't believe this. Because he still can't forget who he was back then.
But if he were to choose once now, he might indeed be unable to realize the original vow of each other.
Because he has changed, he is no longer the Luo Hongchen of the past, but the Luo Hongchen of the Luo family, the head of the Luo family, Luo Hongchen.
Now he knows many tricks.
Some time ago, he asked Gu Qingyang to make two promises unknowingly. That's one of his tactics.
A truly wise person can always make others willingly pay for it. However, the promise between him and Gu Qingyang was actually more like a deal.
Because he also promised that as long as he is alive, the Luo family under his control will be Gu Qingyang's ally.
However, just after Luo Hongchen and his followers left Shuxiang Yayuan, an uninvited guest blocked his way.
"Brother Luo, I think we can have a chat."
"It turns out he's a boy from the Chu family."
"Chu Kuangge, I have admired Luo Hongchen's name for a long time."
"Then let's talk."
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In the warm room, Gu Qingyang was sitting quietly on the bed, deducing his magical powers over and over again, refining those heavenly materials and earthly treasures.
As of now, his physical injuries have healed by more than 90%. And even the injury to his soul has healed by 50%.
This is still thanks to Luo Shuixian.
If it weren't for her generosity and Gu Qingyang was allowed to work hard for a while longer, Gu Qingyang would have been busy for a long time.
But for him now, the way he needs to recuperate most is actually to rest.
Whether it is a 10% injury to the body or a 50% injury to the soul, recovery can only be achieved through rest.
This kind of thing was really not that difficult for Gu Qingyang originally.
But it's different now. Now Gu Qingyang still needs to devote 50% of his strength to maintain Yelan Yaoge's sleep.
Otherwise, once this girl wakes up early, all Gu Qingyang's efforts for her will be in vain.
After all, she just needed a long sleep to recover from her wounds. If she wakes up rashly, she will still lose her voice.
Since it is a rest period, naturally a month can't explain anything.
And after this month, he will be on the road, heading straight to the Southern Region.
At that time, if he really encounters a battle, I am afraid that his situation will be more difficult than imagined.
However, Gu Qingyang saw these factors very clearly. At this moment, he didn't feel confused at all.
The situation is indeed serious, but so what? Could it be that he has to back down just because the situation is serious?
No, that's not his style.
Ever since he buried his past with a heavy rain, his mentality has undergone earth-shaking changes.
When he truly felt the curse left to him by Gu Qingying, he once asked himself a question.
That is - how to do it to truly feel sorry for Gu Qingying?
In order to answer this question, he thought for a long time. After a long, long time, he vaguely found the answer.
Just because of Gu Qingying's death, I only know pain. Is that worthy of her? No no no! That was the most sorry behavior for her.
If he really wants to be worthy of this sister's sacrifice, then he should move forward, become a strong man, and let her come back one day.
After such a change in mentality occurred, Gu Qingyang discovered that it was from that moment on that his state of mind became infinitely closer to perfection.
Coupled with the recovery of his injuries, this has brought him infinitely closer to the real small realm of perfection.
However, he is still a little short of true perfection.
And he has never understood where this flaw lies.
Simply, at the end, Gu Qingyang also began to recall his two lives and began to try to find the thing that represented the final flaw.
Unknowingly, there were many more Gu Qingyangs in this elegant scholarly garden, and these Gu Qingyangs were clearly his clones.
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