Under the influence of the Ten Steps of Killing Tribulation, Mei Nianling was unable to spy on the ten lives that Gu Qingyang was experiencing.
However, with her ability, it is still very easy to see clearly Gu Qingyang's inner state of mind and thus the person he is.
As a direct disciple of Su Yue, the founder of the Miaoyin Immortal Sect, Mei Nianling could hardly remember how long she had lived.
And these extremely long years have not only given her tyrannical strength. Her thoughts are actually extremely deep.
Otherwise, with her ability, she should have completed the things her master told her long ago.
Now, the reason why she didn't go back.
It was because she wanted to take a good look at Gu Qingyang. She wanted to know what kind of man was worthy of her master.
She already had this idea when she set out. It's a pity that even to this day, she still can't see him clearly.
But it's better now. Now, I'm afraid it won't be long before she can know many of Gu Qingyang's secrets and see clearly who Gu Qingyang is.
But she herself knew very well that what she was doing now could be regarded as violating the teacher's orders. But she's not afraid.
Because she does think about her master.
Although, she has always believed in Master.
But believing and worrying are two completely different things. She naturally knows this kind of thing.
"Who could this person be?"
At this moment, Mei Nianling only had one question left in her mind. This question is obviously about Gu Qingying.
It is actually normal for Mei Nianling to have such questions. After all, from beginning to end, the person she knew was Gu Qingyang.
About the Great Liang tribe.
Her master only mentioned certain things when explaining. She never knew many things.
Therefore, it is normal that she does not know what happened in the Great Liang tribe and does not know about the existence of Gu Qingying.
However, even if it reappears in Gu Qingyang's state of mind, even if Mei Nianling sees Gu Qingying, it is just a shadow of nothingness.
All it takes is one glance.
It only took one glance.
After one glance, Mei Nianling was still deeply attracted to Gu Qingying in Gu Qingyang's mind. At that moment, there was only one question in her mind.
Who is this figure?
In the past time, Mei Nianling tried her best to do everything well, and also understood the traces left by Gu Qingyang.
So vaguely, she already had a certain understanding of Gu Qingyang. It is precisely because she has understood the traces of those footprints.
Unconsciously, she had also identified Gu Qingyang as a cultivation genius that had never appeared before in the past.
For a long time, many bone cultivators in this wild world often completely broke away from their original lives after they became bone cultivators.
For example, some bone cultivators were originally just mortals, but after they became bone cultivators, they would often completely break away from their original identities.
There are countless such examples all the time. Including herself, and even her junior sisters and disciples.
Most of them are like that too.
Before meeting Gu Qingyang, she wouldn't have thought it was anything. After all, this is just a change in their lives.
But Gu Qingyang seems to have completely integrated life and enlightenment.
She could clearly feel that along the way, Gu Qingyang was not only rushing, but also practicing continuously in the process.
This is a very strange way to practice. The strange thing about it is that people who use it can treat practice as life.
Or to put it more bluntly, bone cultivators who use this method will regard their ordinary life as a kind of practice.
It seems that such a thing is not difficult to accomplish. But in fact, it is extremely difficult to do it.
For bone cultivators, if they are allowed to comprehend some kind of scripture that contains the true meaning of cultivation, or to comprehend some kind of supreme inheritance.
Such a thing is not difficult.
Most bone cultivators can focus on this kind of thing, and once they focus, they can often focus on it for a long time.
But if those bone cultivators were allowed to practice like ordinary people, they would have to understand their own way in such a life and continue to practice.
This kind of thing is difficult.
No matter how serious it is, it would not be an exaggeration to call it a fantasy. But Gu Qingyang was able to show amazing perseverance.
This kind of perseverance is extremely terrifying. It seems to exist just to tell others how fast the person who owns it will grow crazily.
Isn’t such a person scary enough?
You know, throughout the ages, in the understanding of most bone cultivators, it seems that only the so-called true cultivation can improve their cultivation.
But Gu Qingyang, he has obviously completely broken this perception.
Because the way he cultivates allows him to improve his cultivation while eating and sleeping.
Let me ask, if such abilities are not amazing enough and cannot be called amazing, then what other abilities should be called amazing?
Admittedly, such an ability seems to be very ordinary. But only those who stand at Mei Nianling's level understand.
After practicing cultivation, how difficult it is to improve your realm. Moreover, Gu Qingyang's life seemed ordinary.
In fact, what he realized from this ordinary life seemed to be some great and supreme ways.
For example, the way of life and death.
For example, the way of human nature.
There is no sign of self, no sign of no one, no sign of sentient beings.
Mei Nianling naturally knows the meaning of this mantra.
At the beginning, she didn't think that Gu Qingyang, a third-level bone cultivator, could bring her any big surprises.
But now, the current situation is no longer what it used to be. When Gu Qingyang broke through, she had been by his side.
It was also from that time that she was surprised to discover the power that Gu Qingyang exuded when he broke through.
Unexpectedly, it could still vaguely make her feel like she wanted to break through.
But she also understood that that feeling was not a pure premonition of breaking through.
After all, it was just a feeling, and her failure could not be made a certainty.
At most, it can only make her breakthrough smoother. Perhaps it would be better to interpret that feeling as an epiphany.
However, for a mysterious and extraordinary person like Gu Qingyang, who else could remain in his heart forever?
"Could it be——"
Seeing that the light curtain in front of her had not changed for a long time after it appeared, Mei Nianling could not help but frown slightly.
At this moment, she had already noticed something wrong. On the surface, although she remained calm, the most she could do was frown.
But in fact, her seemingly calm state of mind was already filled with waves that could not stop for a long time.
She thought of some possibility.
Something occurred to her.
Normally, she felt that none of the things she thought about should happen.
But if it is reasonable, she feels that these things are not impossible to happen.
Therefore, when she discovered that the other figure in Gu Qingyang's mind was not her master at all.
Even when she had nothing to do with her master, she couldn't help but feel confused. At this moment, she was thinking about the problem from many angles.
Therefore, when she has thoughts in her heart, her thoughts will directly give her an extremely unrealistic feeling.
But then she thought about it and felt that some things were not as simple as she thought. Therefore, in the end, she became the troubled one.
However, at the same time, in Gu Qingyang's state of mind, there were waves of weak and soft voices.
This also made Mei Nianling take a quick look.
"Brother, when can we have enough to eat? Ying'er is so hungry——"
"Don't hit my brother, please don't hit my brother."
"I won't eat this bun, okay? Please don't hit my brother."
"Brother, when will this day pass?"
…
"Brother, Ying'er will work hard tomorrow. We won't go hungry."
"Brother, it's raining, run away."
"Brother, it's raining, come chase me."
"Brother, where are you-"
…
"Brother, I'm fine."
"Brother, stop kneeling down to those doctors. They are all quacks and cannot save Ying'er."
"Brother, Ying'er is very satisfied to be by your side."
"It's nice when it rains. Ying'er likes rainy days the most. Brother, don't cry."
"Ying'er just went to find her parents earlier. Brother, Ying'er suddenly feels so sleepy."
"Brother Qingyang, live well."
"Stay alive——"
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The sounds sounded like a ray of warm sunshine in the cold winter. It reveals coldness and sadness, but also a little warmth.
But in the end, the voice seemed to have turned into a voice that could only be emitted by a terminally ill person.
Time has passed for a long time.
But such a voice never disappeared from Gu Qingyang's state of mind. Gu Qingyang just listened, immersed in these sounds.
Mei Nianling also listened, but the difference was that she listened more intently than Gu Qingyang himself.
Especially listening to the end and seeing the end.
When she realized the unprecedented determination in the latter's voice, her heart could not help but rise.
And just before she knew it, two lines of clear tears slowly slid down from Mei Nianling's cheeks.
To be honest, in this extremely short period of time, all she could feel in Gu Qingyang's state of mind was pure emotion.
Of course, if she had such a reaction just because she felt pure emotion, then this kind of thing would not be very realistic for her.
But after she regained consciousness, she truly realized that she had really cried. Those two lines of clear tears were the best proof.
"Taking love as the way?"
"Throughout the ages, shouldn't the state that countless bone cultivators seek be to forget all emotions? How come he only remembers all emotions?"
"Instead of following the trend, he chose to go against the trend. Isn't this too reckless? However, this is indeed what makes him different from ordinary people."
"If such a Tao can really be cultivated, it will definitely be extremely powerful."
"But can he really succeed? A person can become relaxed because of ruthlessness."
"Similarly, a person will be forced to carry a lot of things because he is sentient. When the number of things reaches a certain level, he will be crushed."
"this--"
"call--"
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When she finally thought about it, Mei Nianling couldn't help but close her eyes, let out a long sigh, and then continued to meditate.
After closing her eyes, she could vaguely feel that there were blurry scenes emerging in her mind.
And those scenes had never manifested themselves in Gu Qingyang's state of mind. In other words, this was completely a scene deduced from her imagination.
But she was certain that this situation must be related to Gu Qingyang's past.
In fact, this is the epitome of what Gu Qingyang has left in the past period of time.
She already knew that Gu Qingyang should have had a sister in the past years.
That person should be the person he cherishes the most. And in this way, many of her doubts no longer existed.
Because those doubts had been given the most reasonable explanation, she did not, let alone think too much about those doubts.
However, at this moment, she realized that the real Gu Qingyang was still very different from the Gu Qingyang in her impression.
In her impression, Gu Qingyang should be a person who wholeheartedly pursues the Tao and can focus on cultivation without any distractions.
He is simply a perfect practitioner.
But the most real Gu Qingyang is like those thousands of mortals, with the most real and simple emotions.
However, maybe due to certain factors, all these emotions were invisible and hidden deep in his heart.
Therefore, no matter who it is, it is difficult to see and even harder to discover, the most real him. However, she finally saw the truth.
"He is not heartless, but affectionate."
"It's just a pity that the road is ruthless."
"The way of heaven is also ruthless."
"So, he has been enduring it."
"Can such a road be passed?"
"Can such a person still live?"
…
Thinking about what happened later, Mei Nianling's beautiful eyes were filled with shock. At the same time, she also thought of many things.
She discovered that Gu Qingyang's way was different from that of most bone cultivators. It can even be called a unique path.
But this path is too difficult to walk.
He was only three levels of bone cultivation, and Gu Qingyang had already been tortured into this state. It was hard for her to imagine that it would really come to the end.
Then, what will become of Gu Qingyang?
At that time, will he turn into that god-like existence, or will he turn into an outright devil?
Or is it still the same as now, the integration of gods and demons, like a miracle, but even more miraculous? Or will there be other results?
"call--"
Seeing that the light on Gu Qingyang was getting dimmer, Mei Nianling knew that it was not far before Gu Qingyang woke up.
However, invisibly, she seemed to have made all preparations and was ready to see Gu Qingyang.
Therefore, she did not choose to leave. Instead, after sighing silently, he stared at the person in front of him with unprecedented complex eyes.
Until this moment, she finally felt.
She could understand her master's abnormal behavior, and she could also understand why the old guys in Tianji Shen Pavilion paid so much attention to the young man in front of her.
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