When I woke up again, looking at the surrounding environment, it should be a small hotel.
I thought of my broken leg, and my heart was completely cold. I didn't even have the desire to get up and take a look.
But I still wonder why I'm not in the hospital.
"You were in a coma for three days. We took you in after an operation in the hospital. Your leg injury is not serious. It will heal after you rest for a while. I will give you injections every day." It was Haitang who spoke.
I looked at her blankly and didn't respond.
At this time, Peony also stood up. I turned around and looked inside the room. Only the three of us were left, and even Dahei was not here.
"Zhou Jiaonan went to find her grandfather, saying she wanted to avenge you." Mudan quickly explained.
"Heizi took Dahei out." Haitang said, biting her lip.
In fact, the answer is similar to what I thought. When Zhou Jiaonan went to find her grandfather, she must have wanted to find her uncle.
Heizi is not here, he must be taking Dahei out to relax because he is depressed.
"We are still in the same town as before, and the GPS sunspot on the car has been removed." Seeing that I still didn't speak, Haitang added.
"How do you feel?" Mudan came over nervously.
I still didn't speak, but slowly closed my eyes.
The two girls were very understanding and didn't ask anything else, but not long after, I heard them sobbing softly.
It's not that I don't want to talk to them, I just don't have the face to talk to them.
If we fall into the hands of the devil, I admit it, but the one who hurt us this time is, to put it bluntly, we are the same ones.
But that person must have found that cowardly man's family for protection, unlike Guishan who wanted to revive the Guishan family.
Guishan allowed me to see my true Taoist heart. The man who hurt me completely destroyed my Taoist heart because he was also a member of the ghost sect.
I even think this is my retribution, because we killed many real decent people in the ghost community.
Now I have been beaten to a disability by the black sheep of the ghost sect, and it is all my own fault.
What about experience, what about practice, and what about the future?
Not to mention dealing with evil ways, I can't even eat a meal to protect myself, I am ashamed of everyone.
The sound of a door closing interrupted my thoughts. It must be that the two women couldn't stand the oppressive atmosphere in the room and left quietly.
I was just musing when my phone rang.
When I saw it was Wang Shiqing, I hung up the phone without hesitation and turned off the phone.
The second girl was indeed no longer in the house. I sat up and looked at the splint on my right leg. I turned over and got off the ground.
My legs hurt, but I didn't stop. I put on my clothes, picked up my bag and went straight out the door.
Worried about being followed by Dahei, I hailed a taxi when I went out and went straight to the train station.
Where to go? Beiming Mountain.
Although there are still several months to go before the one year mentioned in Master's letter, I can't wait any longer.
I feel ashamed to even be alive, but I want to do the things my master told me to do.
As for establishing an upright mind, warding off evil spirits, getting rid of evil spirits, and saving the common people, I have given up my heart. I can't even save myself, so how can I save the common people.
Even the real bad guys are disguised as good guys, and the real good guys are classified as evil. In such a world, there is nothing to save.
I barely got through the three days on the train, but I felt a little miserable after getting off the train. Fortunately, I knew how to carve, so I picked up a stick in the woods on the roadside and modified it a little to become a walking stick.
The train station is still far away from where I want to go, but there are no cars nearby, and there isn't even a village in this place.
To be exact, there was nothing at the place where I got off except for a platform and large tracts of woods.
I have never known how to identify directions, but now I found the direction accurately. It was really painful to just limp walking in the forest.
But it's nothing, I don't even care about this leg anymore. I just want to know if the master left anything in Beiming Mountain, and then I don't care about my life.
It's just that the road in the forest is much more difficult than I thought. After walking for three days, it seems that I haven't reached Beiming Mountain yet.
At nightfall, it suddenly started raining heavily. Fortunately, I was lucky enough to find a cave.
Looking at the bonfire in front of me and the little dry food I had left, I couldn't help crying.
I want to take revenge, I want to save Ergui, but I am no match for them.
And if I go, Sannu, Heizi and Dahei will definitely be with me.
This is not the way, not the right way.
I might even kill everyone because of my personal grudges.
Now I seem to be grabbing my master to ask clearly, what is Tao?
The bad guys do whatever they want, and we save people but are cruelly trampled on and hurt. Then what is the meaning of my cultivation of the so-called Tao?
Crying and crying, I fell asleep.
When I woke up again, the rain stopped, but I felt groggy.
After taking a look at the wound on my foot, it seemed that the inflammation of the wound caused me to have a fever.
But I don't care, I don't care about life or death, not to mention it's just a fever.
I crawled out of the cave with difficulty and drank a few gulps of rainwater from a puddle.
I picked up the crutches at my feet and continued on the road. I just wanted to find what the master left behind in Beiming Mountain before I died.
This is the last obsession in my heart. Maybe by finding this thing, I can find the meaning of Tao.
But the road ahead is like my life, which always brings me some troubles.
A fast-flowing river blocked my way.
If it were in the past, I would have no problem swimming across, but now I have a high fever and a broken leg.
But sometimes people really live because of that obsession. Even if I could faint at any time now, I could fall into this river and drown at any time, but I didn't.
I managed to build a raft, but the current was too strong and I didn't have much strength. The wooden root I used as a paddle broke after a short time of support.
Seeing the raft taking me with the tide, is it like this world, we shouldn't stick to our beliefs and can only choose to drift with the tide?
But God finally didn't kill me at this time, thanks to my raft being strong enough.
After the raft and I floated far away, we were finally blocked by a big tree extending from the other side.
Looking at the waterfall not far away, I smiled bitterly, as if I could survive every time I was on the edge of life and death.
But living like this is worse than death.
I held the crutch in my mouth, hugged the big tree with both hands, and carefully moved to the shore.
At this time, I was exhausted. I lay flat on the shore and looked at the birds in the sky. Looking back on my journey, I was not proud at all, I just felt ridiculous.
I don’t know how long I lay on the shore. My watch was broken and my phone was turned off.
But I didn't want to give up yet. I wanted to find a result. I resisted the dizziness and stood up with the crutches again.
