After thinking about it for a long time, I didn’t know how to start.
I originally planned to talk about the key points first like the previous [June Update Adjustments and Recent Questions and Answers], but I found that the specific measures to be explained this time must be placed after the reasons, otherwise it will not be clear, so... I will be verbose first. A long paragraph.
The topic of this notice is about "Daytime Rain".
This book has been serialized for nearly two years. It really became popular during the period when "The Crucible" was serialized. I guess there are not many readers who are still reading it now. They started serializing "Daytime Rain". I read it, so I probably don’t quite understand the author’s (me) mentality and mental state at that time.
In short, I was numbed by harmony.
Because it was just in time for VIP to be released, I had to cut out a lot of content to be written, and I had to change many versions before sending it out. Of course, many paragraphs were later deleted, and what can be added is in this chapter. What I really can’t make up, I have no choice but to laugh dryly in front of the computer screen and let it go.
Now, it's finally time for the script of "Daytime Rain" to be officially released.
There is such a long gap, firstly, because the section "Entertainment Intern" is very important, very long, and very detailed (the last one is mainly my problem), so it took me a long time to write; secondly, because the content of "Daytime Rain" says To put it bluntly, it [in the current environment] is [not allowed] to be written, so it has to be delayed for a while.
Every time I see readers urging "Daytime Rain", my mood is: I'm anxious too, I'm anxious too, I'm anxious too, I'm also anxious, don't rush me, I'm more anxious than you! If I could write, do you think I wouldn't want to write? !
That’s it for now. If you still can’t understand this kind of thing like “I had a cardiac arrest on the spot when I opened the author’s backend and saw the words [Chapter Blocked] in bold red” and “Repeatedly revised and submitted for review, but in the end I could only add it to this chapter. He said that he would go back after a while to check whether the content is still visible.
I would like to ask you to move to Chapter 589.
Yes, that long paragraph about him being bitten by a dog is the result.
Laughing to death, I changed this chapter to have a heart attack (not a metaphor).
How could someone have their mouth covered because they wrote something that didn't mean anything at all, so they had to stop and take a deep breath and take a Shuxin capsule? Oh, it turns out to be butter cheese. That's okay.
“Look to the right, block your ears, and don’t think about the meaning of creation;
"Look forward, blindfold, because resistance becomes painful."
——Adapted from Sekai no Owari - "Rafflesia"
So now it's time to "Rain in the Day". I'll just leave my words here and no one wants me to change them.
This book has been removed from the shelves, blocked, OK, if not, it’s gone.
Don't ask me to change it.
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I privately wrote some text for the script of "Daytime Rain", and the more I wrote it, the more ironic and tragic it became.
Because every time I finish writing two sentences, I have to stop, think, and think about "Can this paragraph be written?" or "Can this paragraph be published?"
And I happen to be an inspirational player, the kind of person who needs to write code in one go and in a smooth manner to achieve good results.
So I put down the keyboard as I wrote. I thought it was disgusting.
This feeling of [I castrated myself before the knife fell on me] is disgusting.
Just like a piece of meat, the knife is too late.
From the end of the "Entertainment Intern" section to the time I write this notice, I have always faced the upcoming release of "Daytime Rain" with an extremely pessimistic attitude.
After all, it is easy to get hit if you think at best. If you think about the worst, it can't be worse than expected, right?
I was mentally prepared that this book would disappear when "Daylight Rain" was serialized.
I wrote the chapters before "Daytime Rain" with a ridiculous feeling of cherishment.
"Anyway, this book is almost gone. I'll try to write as much as I can."
That’s what I thought, and then I felt heartfelt pain because every time I wrote another chapter, “the end is getting closer”, I was like a prisoner who was sentenced to death, full of escape, afraid to face it, and in some cases Late at night, I thought irritably, "It doesn't matter, just give me a break, it's better than suffering over and over again."
To be honest, I even thought about stopping at the end of "Entertainment Intern" and letting all the stories stay in that beautiful, safe, and brilliant summer in the book.
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(Want to sigh) (Want to smile bitterly) (Tired) (Feels meaningless) (Reach out to touch the tea) (Forget it) (Cyber smokes a cigarette)
I should say it or not. In fact, I should be calmer. After all, the matter of "disappearing because I wrote content that was not reviewed"... I have already experienced it in my last book (.)
But the fact is that it is still pessimistic, still painful, still short of memory, still stubborn, and still unwilling to give in.
Anyway, as long as "Monument of Cultural Entertainment" is still alive, I will just write it.
It is impossible to castrate oneself, not even in this life.
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Okay, let’s stop with the meaningless emotional output. Here are the specific strategies or measures we used during the serialization period of “Daytime Rain” to keep the book alive as long as possible by cutting out the content when not in the creative process:
1. Each chapter will be divided into 1,000 words. The reason is simple, eggs cannot be put in the same basket. If a 6,000-word chapter is directly displayed to me and I can’t change it, then (show hands)
2. You may see a lot of typos. Including but not limited to "Shen Jin" and "Chi Guo", these are of course intentional. The reasons will not be repeated.
(But in fact, when I write this, I first feel uncomfortable as if there are ants crawling all over my body, so it is very likely that the final result will be a headache)
3. During the serialization period, many chapters may be released at once, or updates may be sudden.
Because books with more frequent interruptions are more vague, and the more vague they are, the less recommended they are. The fewer recommendations and exposure they have, the safer they are. Little Transparent might be able to live an elusive existence, eating a few mouthfuls of food in a dilapidated wooden house - at least that's what I prayed for.
The above three items will undoubtedly sacrifice the reading experience. I know, I know, I wish Bangbang would give you and myself a slap in the face, but to be honest:
Neither [readers] nor [authors] have any obligation or responsibility to pay for the current creative environment.
Therefore, as a victim of ______, I will not apologize.
You can understand it or not, you can buy a standing ticket overnight and abandon the book and run away, you can say it's unnecessary, you can accuse me of being neurotic, you can accuse me of taking myself too seriously, it doesn't matter, it's your freedom.
Then here are the measures regarding "results":
1. If a chapter is missing, it means it has been blocked. [All blocked content will not be supplemented this time.] Please find your own channels to check.
Because the process of unblocking is to modify the content, resubmit for review, and wait 48 hours, and each time you modify and review, you can only change one chapter, and you have to wait another two days to change anything else. I can't afford to waste my mental energy, and I don't want to waste it either.
2. If the chapter is still there but the content has been deleted, and the two paragraphs read strangely and obviously cannot be connected, I will add what I can in this chapter. But [it is still recommended to read it as soon as possible], because hoarding books will become a victim of genuine books. Of course, if you don’t mind, that’s fine with me.
3. If this book is 404 external, but readers who added it to the bookshelf can still read it, and I can continue to update it in the background, then I will continue writing.
4. If this book is lost internally and externally, then
Thank you in advance for your companionship and support so far. I, Butter Cheese, am very honored to get to know you all through this book. I wish you all the best to face setbacks and difficulties with a hundredfold courage in your future life/work/study, and to be able to firmly Move forward towards your goal or direction, be healthy and avoid frequent depression and anxiety, still have the ability to love and be loved, be able to have the conditions and mood to take a long rest when it is time to rest, and be able to pick up your responses when moving forward again. Some are full of enthusiasm, hard work and boiling energy.
May everything be fine and everything be safe.
When the dock finally stops, we will meet again with high mountains and long rivers.
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Next, I will enjoy the last time of serializing the script with a feeling of death.
I hesitated for a long time before writing this notice, because readers don’t have to bear the responsibility of these messy author’s thoughts. But if things really go to the worst side and this book disappears extremely suddenly, I think I still have to give everyone a Advance explanation.
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I wish more than anyone that I was making a mountain out of a molehill.
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So, two days later, "Daytime Rain".
These words that I had been holding back for months or even six months ago were finally spoken out, and my precarious mental state became somewhat better (.
And although it is not necessary, let me explain: the two days of empty time are to adjust the state, and to ensure safety by taking a break.
(End of chapter)
