Liang Xing didn't have much time to see his daughter. He had the impression that his daughter was quite well-behaved and didn't cause trouble. However, her grades were really not that good and she didn't know how she learned. She was really unsatisfactory.
I have sent you to such a good school. If others can learn so well, why can't you?
If you can’t do it, you just don’t work hard!
"What a broken score!"
It was rare for Liang Xing to come back early, and he couldn't help but want to scold him when he looked at the report card.
"Dad... I was twenty-third in the class last time, and this time I am sixteenth..."
Liang Susu timidly spoke out.
"Only sixteenth! What's so awesome about you!" Liang Xing continued to scold, "Your scores are so bad every day! Wait until you get into the top three in the school before you talk to me! Really? Damn it, you still have the dignity to study so poorly, right?! I worked from dawn to dusk to send you to a good school and you ended up studying like this?!"
Liang Susu trembled and sniffed: "I...I really don't know physics...I like liberal arts..."
"Just learn if you don't know how! If you learn, you won't know how to learn! You don't know how to learn?!"
Liang Xing became angry when he heard this, "Liberal arts, liberal arts are nothing! Aren't you happy to let you study science?! Do you know how much money you can make as a doctor, huh?! After graduating from science, you can work as a doctor or a nurse in a big hospital. You’ve made money! You know nothing now! I’m asking you to learn whatever you like, but that’s not the end of it!”
Liang Susu pursed her lips and cried, and stopped talking.
"I'm so damn angry with you."
Liang Xing smashed his schoolbag on Liang Susu, and she let out a suppressed cry of pain in her throat, like a bird that couldn't scream.
When the child is older and has a good idea, it just makes people worry.
Liang Xing lay down on the spot, and immediately fell asleep without caring whether Liang Susu was still crying or not asleep.
He didn't think there was anything to worry about. He was such a grown man and he could work even when he was a teenager. Could Liang Susu still be alive?
The little girl is spoiled and pampered every day, but she is just ignorant.
Feeling uncomfortable? frustration? Who the hell lives without some setbacks? I deserve it if I can’t stand it! What a big deal!
Even so, Liang Xing still loved his daughter in his heart, and he didn't forget to buy two more bags of vegetables and a can of lunch meat when he came back from get off work on her birthday.
"Come on, make something good to eat!"
Liang Xing doesn't know how to cook and doesn't have time to cook. He makes do with food outside when orders are scarce.
Liang Susu learned how to make food at a very young age, which he was quite satisfied with.
The little girl was very happy when she saw her father smiling. She happily put down her pen and went to the kitchen to cook.
"Um...have you finished your homework?"
Liang Xing didn't have much to talk about, so he just kept talking.
"It's finished!" Liang Susu replied crisply.
"Then what's that on the table?! Don't fool me, I'll tell you!"
"That's the weekly diary that the Chinese teacher asked me to write." Liang Susu shrank, her joyful expression a little restrained, but she still answered honestly, "The teacher said that if you have time, you can try writing a little bit to practice your writing skills."
"oh."
Liang Xing didn't quite understand, so he just smoked a cigarette and nodded, "Okay, it will be good for you to write more and study more."
In his opinion, this thing is like work. The more you work, the better you will be. This is all experience.
"Um."
Liang Susu nodded with a little smile on her face.
She quickly prepared the meal, then cleaned the small table where she was doing her homework, brought over two old small basins filled with vegetables, and served Liang Xing some rice.
While eating, Liang Susu raised her eyes carefully and asked, "Dad, what day is it today?"
Under normal circumstances, there is no meat to eat when we return home.
"Huh? Isn't it your birthday?" Liang Xing was still browsing the short video on his mobile phone. The woman in it was laughing and twisting her waist to the dynamic music, but he didn't think of turning down the volume, and just enlarged his voice to ask.
"..."
Liang Susu blinked her eyes subtly and whispered, "My birthday was last month..."
Her voice was drowned in the noisy BGM of the short video.
"Why don't you eat this?"
After a while, Liang Xing turned his attention to the small dining table. When he saw that Liang Susu had not touched another dish, he frowned.
Liang Susu was startled and whispered: "Dad, I'll get bumps on my body if I eat this."
"What kind of bag is this? It's so beautiful! Don't keep making excuses!"
Liang Xing irritably picked up a large handful of vegetables and threw them into his daughter's bowl, "Are you squeamish if you eat well at school?! Pick this and that! Eat!"
Liang Susu's lips moved, but she didn't speak and just kept her head down and ate everything.
This is right!
Liang Xing was a little satisfied, you are such a picky eater when you grow taller! It’s great to be taller! It will be easier to find a partner in the future when you grow up taller!
After finishing the meal, Liang Susu washed the dishes. Liang Xing watched the short video for a while. He caught a glimpse of Liang Susu packing clothes there and said, "My work clothes can be wiped clean! I wear them every day."
"OK."
Liang Susu, who was holding a small rag, nodded obediently.
At seven o'clock the next day, Liang Xing went out to deliver food.
That day he met an idiot who stood at the bus stop waiting for the bus but insisted on suddenly taking a step back. Liang Xing's electric car was always driving fast and suddenly hit someone.
In order to deliver multiple orders at the same time, he placed many takeout boxes at his feet without putting them into the insulated box. It is conceivable that if they were scattered like this, even if they did not leak out of the plastic bag, they would spray everywhere in the bag. All these meal errors and omissions have to be compensated by the delivery staff themselves.
"What the hell am I fucking you for! You don't have fucking eyes!"
Liang Xing knew that these orders were in vain, and he was even more afraid that the young man with the backpack would blackmail him, so he immediately acted violently in the street and cursed loudly.
He cursed a few times and found that the white-collar man was just listening obediently. He suddenly felt emboldened in his heart and simply poured out all the fatigue and anger he had spent these days and scolded him heartily and heartily.
Who made you unlucky today!
"A fool like you will be hit by a car sooner or later!"
Liang Xing had enough of cursing, hastily cleaned up the mess and got on the electric bike.
It was as if God was against him. It was almost dinner time, and it was another peak period for food delivery. A number suddenly called. As soon as Liang Xing answered the call, the other person called out "Dad".
"Don't you ever call me if you have something to do! Didn't I tell you everything and I'm busy!"
He recognized that it was Liang Susu's voice, cursed a few words and immediately hung up.
If any of the customers in the middle push for an order and the line is busy, the money for this order will be lost! Damn it, this kid doesn’t know how to be sensible no matter how old he is!
Liang Xing put the matter behind him and continued working.
When he returned home at one o'clock in the morning, he smelled a smell as soon as he entered the door and saw Liang Susu lying on the ground alone, huddled up and surrounded by vomit.
"What the fuck-"
Just as Liang Xing was about to scold him, he saw that the exposed half of his daughter's face was covered with dark red pustules. He immediately realized that something was wrong, so he quickly carried her on his back and ran away. He was so anxious that he breathed and wheezed, and sent Liang Susu to the hospital overnight.
"Severe allergies."
The nurse on duty who placed the order glanced at Liang Xing and said, "I almost died. Why didn't you deliver it earlier? Next time, be careful not to eat indiscriminately. Avoid all the foods that should be avoided."
Liang Xing rubbed his hands and nodded, dutifully handed over the money, and watched the nurse put the sling bottle on Liang Susu, who had fallen asleep.
After all this hassle, hundreds of payment points were gone.
well.
She was fed and clothed, and she didn't have a place to stay, and she didn't lack anything. How could she still get sick?
Raising kids is fucking hard.
Liang Xing wanted to light a cigarette, but the nurse glared at him and warned him, then put down the cigarette case.
He looked at Liang Susu's pale face and touched it awkwardly with his calloused fingers.
In the middle of the night, when Liang Susu seemed to be getting better, Liang Xing took a bag of medicine and took his daughter home.
He didn't usually clean, so he spent a long time looking for a broom and dustpan, and finally managed to get rid of all the vomit. By then it was already dawn.
Liang Xing waited for a while. He didn't want to ask for leave for Liang Susu. The tuition of private middle schools was so expensive. If he went less, he would lose a day. If he could go, he still had to go.
He pushed Liang Susu awake. The little girl rubbed her eyes as if nothing was wrong, and shouted "Dad" in a hoarse voice.
Liang Xing got angry and slapped her on the shoulder hard.
"You don't know what to say about the things you can't eat!"
Liang Susu was stunned by the slap, and her eyes flashed again and again in panic and fear.
"Do you know how expensive medical expenses are! Damn it, don't eat randomly, do you know? You are more than ten years old and you can't even take care of yourself?! Huh?! Are you such a waste?!"
Liang Xing cursed for a long time before Liang Susu recovered from her heart palpitations and realized what he was talking about.
"...I said it..."
Her voice was trembling, tears in her eyes.
"You're talking nonsense!"
Liang Xing punched Liang Susu in the chest, knocking her back against the wall.
"Okay, if you're not dead, go to school as soon as possible! Damn it, I spent so much money to raise you, and you're going to raise something like this!"
Liang Xing thought that he had taught her well and had never slapped her daughter in the face, thus saving her a lot of face.
Just in time, the pustules on his face were gone, and he didn't have to miss school. Liang Xing had to go out to deliver food. He cursed and left Liang Susu at home to get dressed and left.
A lot of things happened after that. The days went by day by day, and the daily routine was almost the same, except that my daughter became more and more ignorant. She didn't learn the good things but learned the bad ones.
"She doesn't know which tendon she got wrong. It's so expensive to buy one!"
After two o'clock in the afternoon, the orders were not so dense. While waiting for the meal, Liang Xing chatted with his colleagues next to him.
The colleague and he were just acquaintances, and he smiled casually and said, "You're a little girl, I like pretty things."
"It's useless! You just know how to spend money randomly!" Liang Xing smoked a cigarette and shook his head.
"Maybe someone in the class is doing this." Another boring delivery boy who also has a family said with experience, "Children, it's always easy to compare. I feel like I have what others have."
"Yes, it's true that you said we work so hard every day just to fight for reputation." The delivery boy on Liang Xing's right responded.
"Yes, yes, that child, she feels bad because she can't compare to other children." The delivery person on the left said, "What else can a child compare to? To put it bluntly, doesn't it all depend on the parents? Some parents of other children I'm so used to being pampered, I feel envious when I see it."
Liang Xing listened and calmed down for the time being.
He happened to have an unexpected encounter that day. At that time, a store changed its address. As a result, it was not updated on the platform. The old address and the new address were damn far away. When Liang Xing rode there, he almost collapsed when he found that the address had been changed. The result was there. A kind-hearted man passed by. He drove a private car and looked like a big boss. When he saw Liang Xing on the roadside, he asked more questions as if he had lost his mind. After hearing the whole story, he asked him to put the electric car away. Put it in the trunk and give him a ride.
Liang Xing had never been in such a good car, and he didn't know where to place his hands and feet, for fear of dirtying the seats.
But it was not good to be so quiet, so he looked for something to talk, and saw a jade-like pendant hanging on his boss's car, with the words "Safety in and Out" written on one side and "Li Zhang" written on the other.
"Boss, that pendant of yours is so beautiful. It's auspicious and beautiful." Liang Xing chuckled.
The boss who was driving the car laughed when he heard this: "Thank you, my girl bought this as a small gift from her, so I'll leave it here."
"It's so good, so good."
Liang Xing said enviously, "Oh, I am also a girl at home. If she doesn't obey, I'll be lucky if she doesn't cause me any trouble."
"Don't say that. The little girl is thoughtful and sensitive. It's better to take a closer look."
"Well, yes, you said so."
Can the environment in the big boss’s home be the same as his own? His daughter must be cute, sensible, and good at learning, so Liang Xing just agreed.
Soon he got out of the car, thanked the kind boss again and again, and hurriedly delivered the food.
Not long after this incident, Liang Susu suddenly asked Liang Xing for her mobile phone. Liang Xing originally wanted to beat her, but when he thought about it, he heard people say that high-end schools use mobile phones for homework. Why can't you study hard? So he gritted his teeth and bought it. .
He insisted that if you go to a good school, you will get good grades, and with good grades, you will definitely live a good life in the future.
This is such a simple truth, why doesn’t my stupid daughter understand it?
As a result, Liang Susu's grades did not improve after she got a mobile phone. Instead, she got worse. She was so angry that Liang Xing scolded her every day. Sometimes she suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. He would pick Liang Susu up and beat her up when he thought of it.
"You don't have a good brain, do you? Others can learn it well but you can't?! Then it's because you didn't study it well!"
Sometimes he says that.
"Damn, that bitch of yours didn't live up to her expectations. Why the hell didn't she give birth to a boy back then!"
Sometimes Liang Xing said the same thing.
He was really tired. He had raised his daughter all by himself, and he didn't expect her to throw a pot for him in the future. He just wanted to marry a good family and live a good life. As a result, she failed to live up to her expectations and had the nerve to quarrel with him. Which classmate's parents did what, how awesome they are.
Can I fucking compare to this? !
Your father is just a food delivery guy, so you dislike it, right? I hate that I am also your biological father! Disgusting!
"Liu Meng's father taught her math problems! Zhou Qiqi's father hired an external oral coach for her!"...Liang Xing's self-esteem was deeply stung. He knew that he had such a bad character, no culture, and no level. , I don’t know this or that, I can’t find any good job and can only deliver food.
But he didn't want to admit it.
Because this is the dignity of a father.
So he pushed Liang Susu into the corner again and again and scolded and beat her.
What's wrong, being born into my old Liang family has made you suffer so much? !
Pick a fart!
I didn't pick you, now you pick your father's, right? ! Who do you want? !
Liang Xing refused and never thought that his behavior was called "angry from shame", but he was an adult, and adults always have privileges.
There is also helplessness.
He didn't go home that night. There were always so many people who liked to order in the middle of the night, and they were big orders. Those young people who went to parties and ordered takeout could earn a lot of money, so he just squatted like this.
After a while, an order popped up on Liang Xing's phone. He lowered his head to look at it and let out a laugh out of nowhere.
This is a delivery order. The food delivery software not only accepts food, but also accepts medicines and other things. Anyway, it is all delivered. As long as the store actively registers and puts it on the shelf, you can buy it and deliver it.
This order is a bit special. It asks the delivery person to buy something at a 24-hour self-service convenience store, which is an adult products store.
Tsk tsk, it’s late at night...
Liang Xing curled his lips, thinking that I was too busy to fuck women, so it would be better for these rich people to have fun with the things he ordered.
What should I give as a gift? Since there was no other order, he just cycled back and forth.
The delivery address is a very famous hotel. Far away, you can see a pink "LOVE" light sign, which is so ambiguous that it directly sticks to your face.
Liang Xing called and asked if he wanted to leave it at the front desk. The man on the phone asked him to send it to the door.
That's fine, let's see if we can take a look at that woman, just to feast our eyes on it.
Sure enough, he saw a woman. In fact, she was the one who opened the door. She was only wrapped in a bath towel and had heavy makeup on her face.
"Thank you for your hard work."
There was no expression on the woman's face. She even thanked Liang Xing politely. If it weren't for the black plastic bag filled with heavy-handed props in her hand, this reaction would be nothing like that of a good-natured woman in general. Both.
A man's "hahahahaha" laughter came from the hotel room.
"Fang'er, are you shy?!" he said loudly.
Liang Xing came to his senses in time, and left in a hurry as if he would not look at anything inappropriate.
He went back downstairs and rode the electric bike. His butt and thighs rubbed against the seat uncomfortably, and he cursed in a low voice:
"It's so cool. It's so damn cool to have money."
Then I thought, I don't know where this woman came from to be sold. No matter how decent she looked, it was a despicable business. No matter how bad my daughter was, she would never end up like this.
As Liang Xing thought this, he felt a little uncomfortable.
Men are all lower-body animals, and the woman just now was wearing revealing clothes. He was aroused, so he cursed a few words secretly, and simply rode an electric bike to a certain place and spent the night there.
"The quality is really bad, bah."
At dawn, Liang Xing walked out with his belt tied and cursing, "Forget it, it's cheap anyway."
He smoked a cigarette to cheer up and continued delivering food after finishing it. He thought that after surviving the peak period of food delivery at noon today, he would stop doing it in the afternoon and go home to rest and catch up on his sleep.
Unfortunately, another unknown number called Liang Xing's cell phone at eleven or twelve o'clock.
"Hello, my meal will be delivered soon..."
Liang Xing opened his mouth very skillfully.
"Uh, no, is he Liang Susu's father?" the person over there said.
Liang Xing felt suffocated. He could almost see the remaining time for more than a dozen orders passing by quickly.
"Yes, what did she do? I went back to educate her, but I'm busy now -"
Liang Xing communicated with the teacher quickly.
There interrupted him.
"——"
Liang Xing's pupils suddenly narrowed, and his electric car suddenly tilted to the side of the road. It didn't hit anyone or the car, but it made a harsh scratching sound and attracted many curses.
"W-what did you say?"
His voice was trembling, the hand holding the mobile phone was trembling, and the hand pressing the handle of the electric car was also trembling.
"How could my daughter jump off a building?!"
Liang Xing broke his voice.
He was rushing to school on his electric bike like crazy, and then he realized something.
Except for the first day of school, he has never taken his daughter to and from school even once.
He couldn't remember the address of the school.
Don't know which direction to drive.
"You have a new order!"
"You have a—"
"You have-"
The cold and standard female voice pops up one after another on the phone.
Liang Xing and his electric takeaway car are so small among the reinforced concrete.