Xu Sheng has often thought about this over the past twenty years.
Why do I always feel alienated from this world?
It seems that I have forgotten something, but it seems that it has been like this from the beginning.
My name is Xu Sheng, my family background is average, and I graduated with an ordinary second degree. After graduation, I met Arlene by chance, and they got married three years later.
Now, he is already over fifty years old, and his two children who have been carefully raised have grown up. They are more promising than him, and they both graduated from prestigious universities.
Although he is not the strongest, he is relatively happy among his peers.
Everything is obviously fine, and I have no excuses to be picky, but why does it feel wrong?
Always feel like you've forgotten something?
The lake in front of him suddenly rippled, and Xu Sheng's meditation was interrupted.
He turned his head and looked to the side. The small park that was empty when he arrived was now filled with old people, parents with their children, who had come to exercise.
The ripples just now were caused by a child throwing stones.
Xu Sheng's location was in a very remote corner of the park. There were several tall trees blocking it, and the shadows were hanging down. If you didn't get close, you would know that there was a person here.
When Xu Sheng was young, he liked to come here with nothing to do. Even if he didn't do anything, he could spend half a day just silently looking at the lake.
Even now at this age, my habits have not changed.
Back at home, Arlene is making lunch.
"Going to your park again? I really don't know why you go there all day long. I said you might as well go shopping with me on the street to buy clothes if you have this time."
Arlin's voice was accompanied by the sound of cooking. Xu Sheng responded and turned on the TV.
The decoration of the home was still from the year of marriage. It has not changed much in the past twenty years. It was considered relatively fashionable at the time, but now it seems that it is too outdated.
The children all suggested changing the decoration, but little did they know that in order to provide them with money to prepare for their wedding, Xu Sheng and A Lin usually lived frugally.
Neither of them earn much money, and it is not easy to raise them up. If they don't live a frugal life, they will not be able to afford the wedding gifts and dowry at all.
Even now, they can barely save enough. Once they get married, their savings will be wiped out.
It's a bit bitter to say, but who of the people I know around me don't feel like this?
Xu Sheng and Arin never thought about how great they wanted to be, but naturally they couldn't do less than what others could give their children.
It is customary for the couple to have dinner at noon. The children are all grown up and have their own jobs. Since they graduated from prestigious universities, their jobs are very good, so they don't need to worry about this too much.
However, a good job also means longer working hours. After all, if you don’t work hard now when you are young, you won’t have the capital to work hard when you are old.
Sioux City ranks among the best among all cities in China, and its housing prices are so high that it makes people dizzy.
Young people cannot afford it.
Therefore, although the children have good jobs, they still live at home. After all, this can save a lot of money in rent.
My daughter never thought about getting married and doing nothing. Her idea was that she could buy a house by herself. In order to achieve this, she had set the age of planning to get married to thirty years old.
Ordinary women don't have this idea at all. The man is required to prepare the house. Naturally, Xu Sheng feels distressed and agrees with his daughter's idea.
He himself agrees with self-reliance. At any time, women should have their own value instead of becoming someone's vassal.
The couple chatted while eating at noon. This was also a rare time to rest at the same time. If Xu Sheng hadn't said last night that he didn't want to go out today, the two of them wouldn't be at home at all now and would have gone out early.
In the afternoon, Arlene was cleaning at home, and Xu Sheng was sent out to buy things in the middle of the day.
But just when he finished shopping, Xu Sheng's body suddenly stopped on the spot.
The originally peaceful expression suddenly turned into one of struggle.
There was also a sharp energy rising in his eyes.
This is not a look that middle-aged people can have, only young people can have it.
Someone around saw this situation and kindly came up to ask if they wanted to help.
But the strange thing is that when he came over and asked, his figure flashed like an old TV screen, and finally disappeared out of thin air.
There were many people coming and going on the whole street, and there were also vehicles passing by.
But at this time, these vehicles and pedestrians are all disappearing like the person just now, or they feel relieved after disappearing.
Such a scene is naturally extremely terrifying. If a normal person sees such a scene, he will definitely doubt his life.
But Xu Sheng is different now from before.
Two completely different consciousnesses are fighting, or fighting is more appropriate.
"The mind-bewitching ability of the Confused Heart Clan is so terrifying. The spiritual illusion created by this made me indulge in it without knowing it. If it weren't for the situation of the Huntuo Clan that kept giving me feedback, I might not be able to wake up."
Xu Sheng's eyes finally regained clarity.
He glanced at the streets of the twenty-first world around him, and memories inevitably appeared in his eyes.
These scenes are all guided by the confused people based on their own memories.
It's completely real and nothing false.
Therefore, from this point alone, he cannot detect anything wrong with this world, and will only think that this is the real world, and that he is just an ordinary person living in this world, and he is now over fifty years old.
"Get married and have children..."
Xu Sheng sighed a little, his eyes passed over the buildings, and finally fell on the ordinary woman in the ordinary family.
The so-called Arlene was naturally created. In his previous life, there was no such person in his world.
At that time, he was just an otaku. If he didn't change his lifestyle, he wouldn't be able to meet the girl of destiny even after more than ten years.
The end result is either living alone or meeting someone through a blind date who can still make ends meet.
"Let's go."
A faint sadness lingered in Xu Sheng's heart. At this moment, no matter what thoughts he had in his heart, it was impossible for this world to continue to exist.
Every more existence in this world means that one is more deeply affected.
Although I have broken free now, it does not mean that I will not be dragged back again. If I fall into that kind of confusion again, then the confused people will definitely take more measures.
In the sky, when Xu Sheng wanted to make this world disappear, five huge distorted suns appeared.
Black sun!
These five suns exude a dark and twisted aura.
The moment they appeared, they were oppressing Xu Sheng's mind, trying to force him back to his previous state.
In the battle at the level of the people, the Huntuo human race is now gaining the upper hand. If this continues, the intelligent life in the world of light particles will surely lose.
The Huoxin Tribe knew that if they wanted to win, they would have to take action from Xu Sheng's true body, but their action failed, and they only allowed Xu Sheng to indulge in this stable environment for more than 20 years.
Although the Huntuo Human Race has not received any help from him in the past twenty years, they have still been steadily increasing their strength relying on their own motivation.
But if Xu Sheng's sleeping time could be increased to more than a hundred years, the final result might be different.
Facing the actions of these confusing people, Xu Sheng just glanced at them lightly.
Then the disappearance of this world is inevitable.
Everything started to fade away.
The streets nearby dissipated like data, and then spread to the building in the distance. When the building dissipated, Xu Sheng saw the woman inside glance at him.
Xu Sheng looked at the woman without much emotion.
The life of more than twenty years was real to the Xu Sheng just now, but to him it was just fake, just a dream, everything was empty, and it was not much different from playing a holographic game.
Behind the woman was a young man whose face was very similar to Xu Sheng's. His lips moved as he disappeared, as if he wanted to say something.
Xu Sheng read it out.
That's the word 'Dad'.
His mood was still very stable and unaffected.
The young man was followed by a young woman. Her eyes were stunned at first, and then turned into indignation, as if she was accusing Xu Sheng, a father, of why he could be so cruel.
Xu Sheng had to admire the changes in this woman's expression. They were really experts at playing with people's hearts.
Of course, after admiration, there is anger.
For enemies who dared to play with his emotions, he wanted to kill them immediately.
"no, you can not..."
There was a huge vibration in the sky.
It was the Confused Heart Clan who was roaring unwillingly.
They wanted Xu Sheng to continue to fall into the illusion they carefully created, but how could Xu Sheng fulfill their wishes?
When the familiar scenes of the 21st century disappeared, Xu Sheng was surrounded by nothingness.
No sight appeared beside him.
At this time, Xu Sheng, who was originally only an ordinary person, began to expand rapidly. Soon, the five suns in the sky became the same size as him.
Angry flames finally burst out from those deep pupils!
