Chapter 10 Born as a Human
Yan Yu looked at the sunlight leaking through the edge of the thatch outside the window.
It was like inch by inch golden silk thread.
The sunshine is indeed very good today, and anyone is willing to have a good time outside.
But Yan Yu chose to wait for someone in the house.
Hot water is boiling on the stove in the house, and even in this remote village, Yanyu still has good tea.
She was just a little curious as to why that person hadn't come back yet.
After all, for such a simple task, he should be back soon.
While I was thinking this, a familiar figure appeared in my field of vision. The man was wearing a bamboo hat and wooden clogs, with a light long knife on his waist. He strode into the wooden house and passed by Yan Yu. Went to the stove.
"Use the stove." He said to Yan Yu.
Yan Yu nodded, and the man started to light a fire to cook.
He said he was making a fire to cook, but in fact he just took out three kneaded rice balls from his arms, added a little lard to the pot, and after the oil was hot, he took out three eggs, cracked them from the edge of the pot, and slowly put them into the pot. Slowly fry until cooked, then add rice balls, break into pieces and stir-fry.
Not long after, the whole room was filled with the aroma of egg fried rice.
Yan Yu put the tea leaves in a fine white porcelain bowl, poured in boiling water, watched the tea leaves tumbling, then poured out the tea water, and poured the boiling water again, twice, to get rid of the bitterness of the first tea, and at this time, Fang Bu also I have already fried my own egg fried rice.
He looked back at Yan Yu: "Do you want to eat?"
"You used my pot and my bowl, and you asked me if I would eat it?" Yan Yu said with a smile.
Three rice balls, three eggs, finally fried into two bowls of egg fried rice, golden and dazzling, placed in front of two people.
Of course, there is freshly cooked tea next to the egg fried rice, which is emerald green in color and attractive.
"If you don't eat, I can finish it all." Fang Bie looked at Yan Yu and said.
Then there was a pause.
"I didn't kill her."
Yan Yu said softly.
The two picked up their chopsticks and ate egg fried rice quietly with their heads down.
The egg fried rice is very fragrant. When paired with tea, it doesn't feel greasy. It's just fragrant and makes your mouth water.
"Don't you want to ask me why I didn't kill her?" Fang Bie said suddenly.
Yan Yu shook his head.
"So do you know the story about her?" Fang Bie continued to ask.
Yan Yu nodded.
"So you really want her to die?" Fang Bie looked at Yan Yu.
Yan Yu stopped her chopsticks and looked at Fang Bi. She was about to speak, then picked up the tea cup and drank it all.
The former queen bee girl gently beat her chest and looked at Fang Farewell.
"In this world, maybe death would be a relief for her."
"Death is not liberation." Fang Bie looked at Yan Yu and said seriously.
"After death, everything will return to zero, and everything will be nothing." Yan Yu looked at Fang Bie and said softly.
"For some people, they have many things in this world, so they are not willing to leave this world easily."
“Going to zero is a loss for them.”
"For others, this world owes them a lot, and if they leave this world, they can make up for these debts."
"So returning to zero is a gift."
Fang Bie looked at Yan Yu and shook his head: "I don't agree with this view, because all those who hold this view have never died."
"There's no way you can measure this with a completely unknown concept."
"No matter how difficult your life is in this world, being born as a human being is a huge gift in itself. Choosing to die is throwing away this gift in vain."
"It's how much you have in this world, or how much the world owes you."
"Under the premise of being born as a human being, all of this is insignificant."
"You only have one chance to live in this world, and if you lose it, you will never come back."
"Choosing to leave this world for those trivial things is probably the stupidest thing in the world."
Yan Yu looked at Fang Bie and couldn't help but smile: "So, you don't believe in the concept of reincarnation?"
"Reincarnation is a Buddhist theory. Moreover, there are six reincarnations, three good realms and three evil realms. Where you reincarnate depends on luck." Fang Bie looked at Yan Yu and said slowly: "We talk about the underworld, those people in the west It also says that in heaven and hell, the souls of the dead will always have a resting place.”
"But here comes the problem again. There is no reason to say that if you believe in six reincarnations, you will be reincarnated. If you believe in hell and heaven, you will go to heaven and hell. Some people say that people will turn into stars in the sky after death, but in the sky you There are so many stars that you can see that can change you."
"Relatively speaking, our Chinese state pays attention to worshiping ancestors and inheriting the inheritance of ancestors from future generations. This is more or less reliable."
"But one thing won't change."
"That is, there is only one truth for all things. It is impossible for this world to have an underworld and a hell and heaven at the same time."
"There is no place for the dead outside our world."
"So when a person dies, he or she really dies."
"There will be no chance of reincarnation again."
"So." Fang Bie paused.
Look at the woman in front of you.
"If you can survive, you should still live even if you suffer the pain of hell every day."
The queen bee looked at Fang Bie with some surprise: "These words are not like what you, as an assassin, would say."
"After all, your job is to send certain people out of this world."
"So I should be more cautious about my responsibilities." Fang Bie looked at the queen bee and said softly.
"So, I thought about it in front of her for a long time, and finally decided not to kill her."
"Just because you don't kill her doesn't mean that she won't find a new way to die. There may not be many other people in this world, but there are really many people who seek their own death."
Yan Yu said softly: "Unless you decide to take care of her for the rest of her life, but you are so afraid of trouble, there is absolutely no way you can do that."
There are too few things in this world that help people to the end.
But helping people only helps half, in fact, in a sense, it is better not to help.
Because you gave her hope with your own hands, and then completely destroyed this hope with your own hands.
"There's more." Yan Yu looked at Fang Bie.
smiled.
"So, you remembered those things that you forgot?"
Fang Bie quietly ate the egg fried rice in front of him.
Halfway through.
The boy raised his head.
He looked at the former Queen Bee in front of him with a hint of teasing in his eyes.
"You can pretend that I didn't think of anything."
"It will make things more convenient this way."
Yan Yu was stunned for a moment, then touched her nose.
"All right."
