Chapter 1,333 I am a coward. I am afraid I can’t live without you.

Style: Romance Author: The world is blackWords: 4255Update Time: 24/01/12 07:10:57
For many viewers, they are actually used to Li Yi's tear-jerking mode.

However, this time many people said that many of Li Yi's movies, such as the earlier "Happy Family", can induce tears in an instant.

But "I Love You" is in the second half, and it's almost hard not to cry.

"I Love You" is not the kind of commercial blockbuster with ups and downs. The pace of this movie is actually very gentle, but the appreciation level of today's movie fans has long been different from what it used to be, especially since this is Li Yi's movie, so Of course, if you have the patience, you can watch it.

Facts have also proved that although the plot of "I Love You" does not have many ups and downs and is not very dramatic, such a drama can see the bottom of everyone's heart.

"I don't know why, but I suddenly thought of my grandpa and grandma. I remember that when grandma passed away, grandpa didn't even cry, but grandpa, who was in good health, passed away the next year. Maybe they are different from us young people. , they have already tasted the vigorous love, companionship is the longest confession of love, and being able to grow old together is the most romantic love!"

"When I saw Old Man Zhang saying, I don't know how to live without you, I felt an inexplicable sadness in my heart, but what can I do? The most difficult thing in life is nothing more than this, because birth, old age, illness and death are inevitable that no one can stop. All he can choose is to continue living in pain and leave with his wife alive!"

"This is the most flavorful romance film I have ever seen, and it is also the most beautiful romance film!"

Film critics also offered their own interpretations.

The famous film critic Du Xianghai took a different approach this time and interpreted it from the perspective of four characters.

"The movie doesn't include too many things other than love, such as Zhang Junfeng's children. In fact, this point could have been explored in depth, but the director did not do so.

In fact, this kind of thing happens in every country and place.

Issues such as young people and old people, old age care, filial piety, etc. If a different director would have made a big deal about these issues, they would not have been discussed in this movie.

But it is precisely because of this that this film seems so pure, maybe this is how love should be.

When I started writing, I wrote a lot, but in the end I deleted and wrote again, deleted and wrote again.

Suddenly I thought that I might as well interpret it from the perspective of the characters in each movie.

Kim Man-cheol:

I am not a good-tempered person. My granddaughter Nana is afraid of me. No one is afraid of me! I'm just so awesome, hahaha!

I have been so stubborn all my life, and if I don't understand it, I will open my mouth and scold my mother. After living this whole life, I can’t change even if I want to. You also know that’s how I am.

My granddaughter Nana asked me why I was always so fierce. I immediately scolded her and ran away. At least this way I would not be seen as weak. Well, actually I don’t want to be like this either. I quite envy Lao Zhang. He I always speak softly, but I just can't help it!

Honey, I can only use the remaining time in my life to repay the box of milk I owe you. Every day before dawn, I start delivering milk just to make myself feel better. It doesn’t matter if you blame me. Anyway, I owe you so much in this life. Duo, I have been spoiled and pampered by you all my life, and if you just let go and leave me alone, I, a stubborn old man, don’t even have anyone to talk to. I want to take care of you once, but I have no chance!

Speaking of which, it's quite shameless. I thought this would be the end of my life, but I didn't expect that I would meet her when I got older.

She and I meet on the same street every time. This must be fate. I always feel like she looks like you, every time I look back, maybe you feel sorry for me and don't feel confident sending her to guard me before I leave. Haha, a person of my age should not have such a childish heart, but I found that since I met her, I seem to have become younger again. I secretly watched exciting movies at night and was almost discovered by Nana. It was really embarrassing. ah.

I came to see you today just because I wanted to talk to you about this. Please allow me, I really like her. By the way, the name "Unique" sounds nice. Haha, I named her that. I plan to confess to her today, and this is what I owe you for the rest of my life. Don't blame me, I will learn to be a good husband who loves his wife. Although time is running out, at least I don't want to leave any regrets in this life.

Nana was right, no matter how old a woman is, she is still a woman, so I celebrated her birthday. When I saw her happy face, I had not been so happy for a long time. She gave me a pair of gloves and I carried them everywhere for a day. I felt like I was young again. It turns out that love can really help people find a lot of lost things. Time flies but it feels so good to still be able to love.

By the way, I also made a friend, Lao Zhang. He is different from me. I usually have a bad temper and no one dares to be friends with me. But Lao Zhang has a good temper. Even if I speak very straightforwardly, I have a bad temper, but he doesn't seem to care at all, so we are friends.

At my age, I am really lucky to be able to make new friends and meet a woman who makes me still love you even when I am older.

Lao Zhang's wife has dementia, and I was pestered by her all day that day. However, it was obvious that she and Lao Zhang had a very good relationship, very good!

It’s just that, although I knew that one day sooner or later, I didn’t expect that Lao Zhang and her wife would commit suicide. I promised to help him hide this matter, which was the only promise I made to the only friend in my life. It's just that I couldn't help but curse at the funeral. That's just me. I really couldn't help it! Those ungrateful bastards!

Fortunately, there was Song Weiwei, but the ending between Lao Zhang and his wife seemed to irritate her.

I don’t know if all you women are like that. She suddenly decided to go back to her hometown today. I was very angry at first, because I knew that the separation at our age would mean an eternal separation. But in the end I decided to see her off, at least this way I could still see her, and at least have a decent farewell with her.

I sat downstairs in her house for several nights, maybe I will slowly forget about it. People always live in habits. Once you get used to it, you will be fine. But in the end I found that at my age I can no longer get used to something, or in other words, I don’t have time to get used to change. When I get used to someone and want to forget about it, I will have to die. So I decided to go see her, as if I had regained the impulse I had when I was twenty. I wanted to see her, right now.

It was already worth it to just close my eyes like this. This life would be over like this. Now, taking her driving among the stars, I felt so sad and had no regrets in this life. "Love" bloomed when the years were over, and I left with a smile. I left no regrets to anyone. If there is one, it’s probably just you, my dear!

Song Weiwei:

I used to be a famous and beautiful girl in the village, but when I was young, I was really ignorant and thought that love was greater than anything else. I was only in my prime when I eloped with that man. I thought that after leaving the small mountain village and going to the city, I would definitely live a happy life with him. But after a lifetime, I never knew what happiness was. As we go through this life, it makes no difference whether we have been in this world or not. Making a living by picking up scraps like this is all that matters in the end.

I always wake up after hearing the roar of a motorcycle, and I always find a pale figure when I open the window. Actually, I'm quite curious. He doesn't look like he's short of money. He's so old, but he still rides a motorcycle to deliver milk so early in the morning every day. Maybe he also has a story.

So I developed a habit and gradually became dependent on the figure that disappeared in an instant. On days like this, I always used to turn on the street light in front of the road to give him some light, for safety.

In fact, I know him, but after meeting him so many times, I talked to him for the first time today. He is actually a mean-spirited man. I don’t know where I got the courage to talk to him, but when I opened my mouth, it turned into “I want to buy a carton of milk.” It’s really embarrassing. Originally, my stomach is just for drinking. She couldn't get milk, but somehow she felt warm mentally while drinking the carton of milk he gave her.

I received a letter from him. He must not know that I am illiterate, otherwise how could I write the letter? After struggling all day, I finally went to Junfeng to ask him to read for me, "date"?

My mind was confused. I am already quite old, why should I make a date?

But thinking about that stubborn old man, thinking about the milk, thinking about him falling down, but still looking cute and desperate, I went anyway. When I ran over two hours late, I found that he hadn't left yet. He was really stubborn and cute. The old man always felt indescribable happiness when seeing him.

I also have a name "Song Weiwei". When my father didn't come back, I didn't even have time to pick up a name. Song Amei has been called Song Amei all my life. It's great to meet him, although I don't understand why he can be in front of so many people. Saying words like "The one, my one and only!"

But after all these years, I finally feel like a human being, and a happy woman.

Before I met him, except for my deceased mother, there seemed to be nothing worth worrying about or even remembering in my life.

Not to mention birthdays, gifts, things that don't even appear in dreams.

If I were to die right now, I would have a grateful heart and let all this be solidified and treasured in an instant. Love, it turns out, is really a woman's whole life. Maybe God is compensating me. I have never really tasted the taste of sweet love in my life, but I tasted it when I was halfway into the ground. It is really too sweet.

But I really don’t have the courage to face it! This is the only happiness I have gained in my life. I really don’t have the courage to watch death separate us. If one day, how can I watch him lying in front of the hospital bed and leave me like that?

Let all these dreams become phantoms, let all these treasures be divided and shattered by death, and I don't have the courage to face it all. Maybe I would be satisfied to end this life separated from him with the happiness he gave me. I'm sorry, please forgive my cowardice!

I have never been a bold person, and my only adventure turned out to be an unfortunate life. Please forgive me, I really don’t dare to miss it again.

Let happiness stay at this moment, so that even though it is gone, there is still yearning, yearning, and concern. In that way, even if I die, I will still be smiling, because I finally have something worth recalling in my memory. .

Then let all this be buried in the starlight tonight. You and I will be buried in love with eternal laughter.

Zhang Junfeng:

Me, Lao Zhang!

I am actually a timid person, and I have always been.

When the eldest son left the family and went to be alone, he said he would come back to see us often. The second son said the same thing when he left. Finally, the younger son also said the same thing when he left. The two of us worked hard all our lives, and in the end, the house was deserted and only the two of us were left.

After you get Alzheimer's disease, the only thing you can remember is me. Maybe you only remember your husband, but you may not be able to tell whether that person is me. When I was young, I promised you that I would love you forever. You didn't believe it at that time, but living like this is really a lifetime. But my love for you has never diminished.

Sorry, wife. I was careless and didn't lock the door at home, so you ran out and got lost. It must be cold. I felt you shivering when I carried you home. Don't be afraid, let's go home. And I'm here, I've always been there. Talking to you over and over again is the greatest happiness in my life.

In the past, when you first developed dementia, I was actually not used to it. Every time I heard you call me husband, and every time you repeatedly nagged you about the trivial things that happened every day, to be honest, I was actually not used to it at first. , after all, we have been together for so many years, and it is quite unaccustomed to a sudden change.

But I am still used to it, but I know that it is impossible for me to change this habit in this life!

So, honey, don’t let me change it anymore, okay? That's how we got used to each other.

It hurts. Seeing you hurt makes my whole heart break. I told myself not to cry, not to let you see me cry, but the tears fell down just like that. It's my fault that I can't do anything when you are suffering from this kind of pain. I'm so useless, my wife, I'm really scared, so scared that you'll just leave me like this. Don't leave me, okay...

I have been a coward all my life, but thanks to you, who is relatively strong, I have been able to support myself both at home and outside. How should I live if you leave like this and leave me alone? I really don’t have the courage to face the world alone after leaving you. When I was young, I said that I don’t want to be born in the same year, the same month and the same day, but I want to live and die in the same year, the same month, the same day. You laughed at me at that time and said I was naive. Then let me be childish for the last time in my life, forgive my cowardice, hold on to me, nothing can separate us.

Children, don't worry, I have already told Lao Jin that he will keep it a secret for us, so we can just leave like this.

But, as promised, we will meet again in the next life!

After writing this, I paused for a long time, and suddenly I thought, what would it be like if we recalled love when we are seventy years old?

Your face is wrinkled, and I wear dentures. When I kiss you, you will remember the first kiss half a century ago.

Maybe time was the touchstone of love at that time. The exhaustion of daily necessities, the hard work of the rich and the poor, the separation of life and death due to illness, the two confused people made do with each other for a lifetime. And in this we will still remember love.

What would it be like if we fell in love when we were seventy?

I am faltering and you are old and yellow. When I kiss you, our fragile hearts will still speed up.

Maybe time had already lost its weight in the face of love.

Maybe at that time, we will learn from Lao Zhang or Lao Jin, but no matter what, we have to agree and see you in the next life. "