"Ugh! Anyway, I'm just a member of society who missed my youth and lacks experience in love! I'm different from young students like you!!"
When Caldesia saw the miserable appearance of her cohabitants, she decisively gave up her original idea.
It might be thought that she was laughing at her, so don’t talk about introducing boys to you at this time...
She stretched out her finger and lightly poked her cohabitant who was covering his ears and yelling.
"Don't be like this, Alice's kiss is not sad at all. You are mature and handsome, and you are the ideal adult I want to be."
Not a lie.
Shigurei slowly turned his head, his eyes like a fish two hours after leaving the water.
"So, you are a celibate person who has developed into a homosexual person in the later stage? There are many people like this in the kingdom, so I won't look at you through colored glasses, but big sister, I am an orthodox person. I can't provide relevant experience. I’m not interested in this either…”
The cat ears on Caldesia's head moved in anger.
"That's not true! I'm neither a celibate nor a lily. I just don't want to waste my precious youth on falling in love!"
The blue-haired woman rolled her eyes, and the cat-eared landlord protested: "What is that expression!"
"That's your obvious excuse. How can you care about youth when you really meet a boy you like? To put it bluntly, that's it. I feel that all the men around me are too stupid and none of them meet the requirements. It's totally inappropriate to fall in love with them. It’s a waste of time, so I just acted like a detached person and said that falling in love is stupid and I won’t do it anymore.”
"Has anyone ever said that you are very venomous sometimes? Dear Alice."
"No, but I was stabbed several times by someone who was always very venomous."
Older women! Sad girl! Not serious!
The thought of a certain grey-haired young man who spoke freely made her teeth itch with anger.
At this time, the dating show has progressed to the self-introduction phase. A programmer who is bald at a young age is telling the female guests about his rich experience.
Caldesia shook her shoulders: "I will never accept this kind of thing."
"Then what is your ideal type? Needless to say, I know it. The most common fantasy for girls like you is the kind of man you can never find in real life."
Under the teasing look of the blue-haired woman, the current female college student stood up excitedly and retorted: "I don't have high requirements for a romantic partner at all!"
"tell me the story."
Caldesia counted her fingers: "First of all, I am an outgoing and active girl, so my ideal needs is an introverted and stable character. It will be very troublesome to argue with him all day long because of different opinions. It is best to be able to The type who always listens to my instructions and stays by my side.”
"These two items can almost screen out 75% of men."
"And I have seen too many muscular and muscular men in the United States and I will never accept them! I like elegant and handsome men, the kind who are younger than me and look like butlers."
"You also exclude 24.9% of the remaining 25%."
"In the end, these are just some small requirements! Kind-hearted and well-educated, etc. These standards are not too high, right?"
Rei Shigure twitched the corners of his mouth: "Just stay single until you die. This kind of man does not exist in this world."
"No way!" Caldesia angrily opened her phone and waved it in front of her cohabitant's face, "Reiichi can do it!"
The lock screen of the phone showed a photo of a blond woman with another person. Standing next to Caldesia was a handsome young man in a straight suit. It seemed that the girl had made a funny pose with her hands on the back of his head. He was smiling helplessly at the screen.
Rei Shigure looked at the man on the screen, and for a moment it was difficult to match him with his appearance in memory.
She was silent for a moment, and in order to prevent the other party from noticing her weirdness, she hastily changed the subject: "... Then why don't you just fall in love with this Reiichi?"
Caldesia took back her phone and lay down on the sofa.
"It's impossible...For Reiichi, I have been excluded from the scope a long time ago."
"……oh?"
Rei Shigure responded, but the female college student said nothing.
The only sound left in the room was the TV. The dating guys on the show described their ideal type one by one, and female guest No. 36, who perfectly met the requirements, was the first to hold up a sign with a big red cross.
I don’t think we’re suitable for each other... Your tone of voice is very... professional...
The program crew gave a close-up of the gorgeously dressed female guest. Her lips, smeared with too much lipstick, opened and closed on the screen, making Shigurei feel unreasonably irritated.
"Looking at the photos, you two have a pretty good relationship. You're all on a first-name basis, aren't you?"
"Of course, Reiichi is my closest person!"
"Isn't that just like a boyfriend?"
"Different."
With the host's full warm-up, the bald programmer won a conversation. The two guests chatted unexpectedly, but the woman's attitude was still wavering.
I am quite interested in you... You are more educated than I thought... But I can't imagine getting along with you for a long time...
"I've known that kid for almost four years." Caldesia said dully: "It's been such a long time! I drag him around every day and do stupid things. I picked him up before. The guys either left early or thought this woman was so annoying and ran away. But Reiichi has always been by my side."
bored to death.
Who wants to hear your love story? If you want to show off your happiness, why don't you just go out and find a bachelor to talk about your happy past?
I love you but I don't want to speak first! I admire you but I dare not get too close! Thoughts like this are stomach-churning to hear. Please don't do this. If you want to enjoy the sweet lovemaking of an idiot couple, just go to a place where no one is around and do it by yourself.
Rei Shigure took a sip of beer, otherwise she was worried that she would not be able to hold back her true feelings.
She thought of the photo she had just seen.
It's hard to believe that Reiichi Shigure could become such an idiot.
Contain your dignity and malice, and follow the girl obediently as a follower who does whatever you want... Will you become this pitiful if you fall in love with someone else?
Perhaps he paid the price with his intelligence in a certain death match. If you think about it carefully, this possibility may be even greater.
"So he likes you very much."
"I think so? But liking and loving are different. Reiichi always thinks negatively..."
At this point, the blonde girl was speechless for a moment.
She didn't seem to know how to express her thoughts, so she stayed quiet for a few seconds, and then said coquettishly: "He is used to thinking the worst about things, and he takes the people around him too seriously...that's why he always stays with me. Be around."
It's not hard to imagine.
It's strange that Shigure has positive thoughts, and among all Shigure, that fool is probably the only one who takes "family love" seriously. Of course he will value these——
"..."
Thinking of this, Shigurei suddenly realized.
This is difficult for others to understand. Even if they know that he is Shigure, it is difficult to find the source of such twisted thoughts. I am afraid that only Rei Shigure, who knows his past clearly, can quickly understand the other person's thoughts.
That's what happened. In the hopeless research institute, he used false relatives as a hope for masturbation. After arriving in this city, he regarded the woman he met by chance as a life-saving straw that he refused to let go of.
Human beings are short-lived and short-sighted. If they cannot see the light of hope in their eyes, they will fall into dark despair. Shigure Rei places his hope in himself and uses his strength to find freedom, while Shigure Reiichi places his hope in others, looking for someone who can make him pour his feelings.
If he were to leave these people, even in a distant city, he would be in the same lightless hell as before.
Can this be called ordinary human love? impossible. The object of your affection can always be replaced. As long as a new replacement can be found in time, a new light will shine around you...
Even if such self-satisfying feelings are not all of love, once this is realized, one-sided affection will encounter many times the resistance.
Did this girl vaguely notice something unusual about him during their long-term relationship...or was it that she didn't notice it at all and just looked at the problem purely from the perspective of ordinary people such as love and affection?
She put on a lighter tone: "So you think it's dependence on you? It's like a found cat that doesn't want to leave a kind-hearted old lady."
Caldesia retorted angrily: "Reiichi is not such a twisted man!"
She almost laughed.
It’s amazing, this woman really didn’t know anything!
How well did you disguise yourself, Reiichi Shigure?
While Shigure Rei secretly laughed, Caldesia lowered her head dejectedly: "To be honest, I'm not the type who cares about feelings or truth. I think as long as you treat me well... But, if this continues, Just tie Rei to my side."
coming. A sense of responsibility to consider others that is unique to good old men and self-righteous idiots.
"I can't use the memories of the past as chains to bind him."
You are such a good owner, look at how obedient you have made him.
She tried her best to restrain the desire to say bad words - she admitted that she didn't dislike the girl - and instead said frivolously: "I think this boy just likes you~"
Caldesia took off her cat ears and shook them around.
"Hahaha, how is that possible? He probably regards me as a wayward sister. How can a boy be with the girl he likes for so long but still not confess his love!"
ha. Ha ha. Hahaha.
No, I really don’t want to continue hearing this topic. Let's leave the love stories between the same kind and female college students to any warm-hearted and good person. If this continues, I won't be able to bear it anymore.
——Don’t say this in front of single women, you guys who are in love! ! ! !
The bald programmer on the dating show was finally completely rejected. The male guest No. 1 left the show frustrated. Rei Shigure pressed the channel change button and said, "I think this kind of bald middle-aged guy is more suitable for you."
"That's too much. Judging from her age, Alice is more suitable to kiss her!"
"Okay, I'm really angry. You should wake up to me."
The blue-haired woman snatched the cell phone of the person next to her, left the sofa and picked up the black and white maid outfit, and then approached the weak, pitiful and helpless landlord step by step.
"No! I bought this for you -" Caldesia hugged the sofa cushion and wailed: "Don't come near me!!!"
As far as the conclusion is concerned, the domineering top hat girl got the punishment she deserved in front of the worse women.
A photo of someone wearing a maid outfit was sent to the account labeled "Reiichi" a few minutes later, but that's another story.
