He didn't feel it when he was joking, but when he stopped, he felt that these days were very boring. Ever since he left the military academy, he had always been forced to do this and that during this period. He went all the way up with the idea of finding He Yuchen. I'm still uncomfortable, and I'm still unhappy seeing people.
He kind of misses the old days, and he had a great time playing on the virtual platform, and he was even happy at ordinary times.
Now I don’t even have two friends here, and I have interests with Chen Mian and the others.
Qin Huai suddenly fell into this mood. He couldn't bring himself to do anything during the day and couldn't sleep at night. He was always thinking about what he was doing. He usually had to do things in a way that was interesting or enjoyable, but this time it was neither interesting nor enjoyable.
Qin Huai wondered if it would be better after leaving Delta and going to Wesson. Maybe because people were watching everything he did, and his freedom and safety were not guaranteed, he felt that life was a bit depressing.
Qin Mo is to blame!
I shouldn't have planned it like this, but I met him.
Qin Huai was too lazy to pay attention to the exchange activities outside. He just wanted to end it as soon as possible and leave here. Fortunately, I didn't realize it before. Since then, I have had doubts and boredom, and this negative emotion is increasing every day. He Yuchen didn't say anything, but his eyes followed Qin Huai, and he could tell that something was wrong with him.
At first I didn't think much about it, I just thought it was caused by being held in the starship for a long time without going out for air.
He Yuchen invited him out for a day and walked around not too far from the port.
They all walked out, but Qin Huai was still not in high spirits.
"You haven't been in the right mood these past two days. What are you thinking about?"
Qin Huai ignored him at first, but after a while he spoke slowly and said slowly: "There is a saying that tells people to go to higher places and water to flow to lower places. Ordinarily, I should be motivated to move from the small world to the big world. I decided at first I am full of energy to have a try, but I have always felt unhappy recently. You know how I feel. It’s normal to be unhappy if I haven’t seen you. But now that I have seen you, I don’t feel that much. I’m happy. Looking back on all the experiences during this period, I feel that it was very boring. It was more fun when I was in the military academy. At that time, everything I did was new and everything was interesting.”
He Yuchen said: "When you return to Weisen, you can do whatever you want. It won't be the same as now."
Qin Huai tilted his head: "It's different. I had a lot of friends back then, but now I have none."
"Do you regret it?"
"That's not the case... I just feel like things have changed over time, and I'm not very happy." Qin Huai is smart and knows a lot of things, but he rarely feels sad. He lives in the present and moves on from the past. I haven't become autistic in the future and have adapted well. I didn't expect that I now have signs of depression.
He himself didn't understand, but He Yuchen said he was taking the person out for some fresh air. After a while, he dragged the person back and threw him back into the physical examination room. After a while, the results came out.
At a glance, he saw that it was true.
Qin Huai just came out of the warehouse and saw He Yuchen frowning and asked him what happened?
"What kind of physical examination should I do?"
He Yuchen winked and asked him to come over and see for himself.
The results of the physical examination were not very good.
Several values were wrong, and analysis said he must have taken the wrong medicine.
…
Seeing this thing, Qin Huai's first reaction was: Qin Mo harmed me? ? ?
Not only did he think it, he said it.
He Yuchen felt that Qin Mo couldn't stretch out such a long hand. His mood had changed obviously in the past few days. He asked him to think about whether he had eaten something wrong. This time, all the people who came here were second-generation ancestors. Many of the second-generation ancestors were not well-behaved. , will bring some strange things out.
Qin Huai couldn't figure it out.
Ask him what he has done in the past few days, where he has been, and who he has met.
According to what he said, He Yuchen went around and soon got back a bottle of flowers inserted in the culture medium.
"Have you ever touched this?"
"I guess so...this can't be touched?"
"It's possible, but it will become what you are now. It's okay if you don't get enough, but you're just autistic."
Qin Huai was a little curious and asked him what would happen if he got too much?
It's hard to explain this in words. He directly brought out the trouble of not looking at the flowers in the vase, catching him off guard and confusing the other party's face.
The other party didn't have time to say no, so he just knelt down. He knelt down and bent forward, and made some self-examination on the spot.
"Dad, I'm sorry for you!"
"I'm scum."
"I am polluting the environment by living."
Qin Huai:......
Seeing the kneeling man who had hugged He Yuchen's legs and was crying, He Yuchen felt no emotion in his heart and didn't even say a word of comfort. He turned his head and looked at Qin Huai: "This happens when you touch it too much, have you seen it?"
Knowing that passivity triggered the negative state, he felt as if he was a little more active. He even had the time to care, kneeling on the ground and crying: "How long is he going to be like this?"
"About a day, and then I'll be depressed for a while."
When He Yuchen said this, he was calm and gentle. The man holding his thigh was about to cry to death and he was already hiccupping. Qin Huai wanted to ask, is it okay to just let him go like this? If you don't try to persuade a person to be so sad, what can you say if he feels cold and can't think about it?
Also, what is it about flowers that are so powerful? If a good person says he is autistic, then he is autistic. He lived in his own world and cried so much that he forgot himself.
