However, if you want to die, you can only die in my hands.
Xu Pei couldn't explain his feelings for Ruan Xianbei. He felt very familiar with her when he saw her at the Martial Arts Club. At that time, she changed her appearance and helped Cangshan solve the case. Later, her figure appeared in his His mind became clearer and clearer, so he began to send people to collect information about the martial arts association privately, and found that she was not on the list at all.
At that time, he was not sure that she was her. His adoptive father had been looking for her for many years, but his whereabouts were still unknown.
The second time was in the Valley of Ten Thousand Flowers. Shen Xuan recognized him, but she didn't seem to recognize him. At that time, he was almost certain that the Demonic Saint was the little girl who was locked up in the dungeon with him when he was a child.
It turns out that Ruan Xianbei is her real name. She has been hiding it for so many years but has not changed her name. I don’t know whether it is lucky or unfortunate.
It's just that she doesn't seem to recognize him at all, and her eyes are full of murderous intent towards him. He doesn't know where the murderous intent comes from.
Later, he had been silently paying attention to her news. Ruan Xianbei often showed up in the name of other sects and rarely mentioned her identity as a saint of the Demon Cult. He did not expect that she was actually hiding in the Demon Cult.
He collected a lot of information about her past and knew that she was seriously injured before the martial arts meeting. He was unhappy about this and wanted to avenge her.
Looking further down, she had already dealt with those people, and he laughed again. It was great that she didn't seem to be a stupid person.
It seems that her adoptive father still doesn't know about this incident about her. In the past few years, his adoptive father has been going there more and more frequently, and more and more bodies have been pulled out of his room.
He obeyed the order and told his adoptive father about the matter. The adoptive father sent him to Ansui Village. He guessed that she might go too. She did go, but her attitude towards him was still very unfriendly.
It doesn't matter, her fresh and vivid appearance awakens the memory buried in his heart, and she grows strong and beautiful like a flower.
He couldn't help but think of Ruan Xianbei who lit the first lamp in his life in the dark dungeon.
He was sold.
He was born with congenital deficiencies and was prone to illness, which made his already poor family even worse.
His mother spent all her savings on medical treatment for him, but the congenital deficiency was like a bottomless pit, no matter how much he repaired it, there was no improvement at all.
A few years later, my mother gave birth to a younger brother. The younger brother was in good health. You could hear his cries at birth, which were very powerful. Update without error@
Unlike him, he still looks like a three-year-old child.
The family could not afford his medical expenses. Among the healthy children and the sick ones, the parents chose his younger brother, packed him up and sold him to Renyazi.
It was the best meal he had ever eaten in his life. His mother put all the meat into his bowl. It was the first time he saw so much meat, and the rice in his mouth was so fragrant. He felt very good. Happiness is joy.
But at night, an unknown person came and took him away. He didn't know what was going on until he was locked in a cage. There were many children about his age in the cage, both boys and girls.
Some people's faces were numb, and some had tear stains on their faces. He even asked stupidly why we were here.
Only then did someone tell him that he had been sold by his family.
If Ren Yazi had no income, they would have no food to eat. Fortunately, someone soon bought their car.
He was taken from one cage to another. The appearance of health that his parents gave him could not last long. Even a child who was not sick would become sick due to the fatigue of traveling all the way, let alone him.
No one cared about their life or death at all. The children who did not survive to their destination were buried on the spot. He didn't know how he managed to hold on for a breath without dying. By the time they were sent to the destination, he was almost dying.
He remembered that a man dressed very strangely came to see them, and then they were blindfolded and taken to a large basement.
The smell here is a bit damp, just like the smell of his home.
Several of them were locked in a cage, and someone came to bring them food on time every day. After a few days, a bowl of soup was delivered with the food.
If someone doesn't want to drink, he or she will be dragged out and beaten. Usually a beating will be enough, even if you don't know what will happen if you drink.
You won't die, but you will be beaten to death if you don't drink.
He has been very good at reading other people's eyes since he was a child, probably because he has not grown up physically and only has a keen mind. He is very good at observing words and expressions, so he has suffered a lot less. Update without error@
But his body was still deteriorating. He developed a high fever. He dreamed of his father, mother and younger brother. He saw a beam of white light. He wondered if he was going to die and end his short and unhappy life.
When he woke up again, there was a little girl next to him. The girl had big round eyes. There was an older boy next to the girl. He looked around and it seemed that the current position was not in the original cage. .
"Brother, he's awake!" The little girl was playing with the rag doll in her hand boredly. When she saw that he woke up, she shouted out in surprise. The girl looked very young and even spoke in a babyish voice.
It turns out they are brother and sister.
The boy glanced at him, checked his forehead and said, "Congratulations on saving your life."
"What's wrong with me?" he asked hoarsely. His throat was so dry that the boy brought him a glass of water.
"You have a fever. They were going to throw you out and bury you, but my sister happened to see it and saved you." The boy said in a bad tone, thinking that it was not his suggestion to save him.
"Thanks......"
"You seem to be sick." The boy said it as a statement, not as a question.
"Yes... I was born with a birth defect and always needed to take medicine. My parents had a younger brother and couldn't support me, so they sold me." He did not deny it. After all, this was something that everyone could see.
He was lying on a pile of straw. Their cage seemed different from the other cages. There was even a small bed here. If there were no iron bars outside, he would have thought it was some kind of comfortable room.
He thought he was just lucky and would go back to the original cage when the fever subsided, but he didn't expect that he would live here with the brother and sister.
Later, the boy walked to the railing and called for help. Not only did they come, but they also gave him medicine. It was very bitter medicine, but it could save his life.
He didn't know what their status was, but they were given special treatment in this prison-like place.
That bed belonged to the little girl, and the two boys slept on the straw pile.
Although the boy was very cold-mouthed, he always told him that the straw on his side should be thicker than his own. He was still a little envious at first, until one day he saw the little girl being taken out, and the boy suddenly The calmness before the change turned into restlessness.
When the girl came back, she was carried back. Her face was full of tears and there were bruises and needle holes on her arms. The little girl was put on the bed by the guard who was guarding her. The boy rushed over to look at her and called his name.
Ruan Ruan—— Ruan Ruan——
He also just learned the girl's name, Ruan Xianbei.
The boy's name is Ruan Yan.
He didn't like to call her Ruan Ruan like others, he always called her Beibei in his heart, as if Beibei belonged to him alone.
The little girl was still holding something in her hand. She spread her hand and a candy was lying in her palm.
"For you." The girl's face was paler than his. When she said this, he saw the boy frown, but the boy didn't say anything.
He looked at the girl in confusion, but he took the candy for a long time.
The girl was also a little confused. She whispered: "Last time you said the medicine was too bitter..."
He didn't need to finish the rest of the words to know what they meant.
The boy said expressionlessly: "There is only one candy at a time. If Ruan Ruan gives it to you, just take it."
His usually good mind seemed to have crashed. He knelt down by the little girl's bed and took the candy. He didn't say thank you because there was no more words of thank you that could be expressed.
That time he told the little girl stories all afternoon, and the little girl fell asleep laughing on the bed.
Some time passed, and when he saw the strange man for the second time, he realized what Ruan Yan meant by having only one candy at a time.
The guard called the man Daochang Chen. When Daochang Chen saw him, his eyes lit up. The first thing he said was, are you still alive?
He was a little confused. Should he die?
List.
The Taoist priest felt his pulse, touched everywhere on his body, and said excitedly: "Follow me."
He looked back at Ruan Yan, who was standing there. He didn't know what it meant to follow me, but it seemed like he could leave here.
"Can they go together too?" he asked.
"No, you are the only one who can." Daochang Chen answered him.
"Then can I not leave? I want to be with them." For the first time, he put forward his idea without following the adults' wishes.
Daochang Chen convinced him with just one sentence. Daochang Chen said: "You can be with them only if you are alive, and I can cure your congenital deficiencies."
He looked back at Ruan Yan. The little girl was taken out not long ago. He said, "Then I'm leaving. I'm not in good health. Thank you very much."
Ruan Yan nodded, and then said to Daozhang Chen, "I also want to say goodbye to my sister."
"I didn't expect that you are still a person who values love and justice, so you went out and left her outside."
He didn't dare to agree with Daochang Chen's praise. He just felt a little guilty, and he couldn't say that he valued love and justice.
Then he saw a scene that he could not forget for a long time.
He walked a few steps and heard the girl crying, calling for brother, brother.
Daochang Chen took him out. He had not left the cage before. There was only one road. Going out was a staircase. When he walked up, he saw the little girl tied to a chair. No matter how she struggled and cried, there was nothing. effect.
Two guards held her down, and a man inserted a needle into her body to draw blood. After drawing a whole needle, he let her go. _o_m
Daochang Chen stopped. He stood next to Daochang Chen and heard the girl's cries gradually subsided. They untied the rope that tied her, and someone took out a candy and handed it to her. She held it tightly in her hand. Fainted.
It turns out that there is only one candy at a time...
He couldn't tell how he felt. This was a feeling he had never felt before, and it was very uncomfortable lingering in his heart.
The little girl fainted and did not see him standing there. Daochang Chen said: "It seems that there is no way to say goodbye."
"Then forget it."
"Anything to say?"
"She is too thin, she needs to eat more." He heard his own voice say, like an emotionless robot, but his intuition told him that this sentence seemed to be the best choice at this time. .
