Ruan Xianbei knew that the secret technique of forcibly increasing her internal strength drained her body of strength. She was still like a normal person one second before she fell into coma, and she felt as if she had slept for a long time. She made a long dream. _o_m
Strangely enough, this time she could clearly feel that she was in a dream, as if her soul had separated from her body and was from a God's perspective.
It seems like I haven’t had a dream in a long time. When was the last time?
Thinking like this, she felt a little hopeful, not knowing what she would encounter in her dream this time.
Ruan Xianbei opened her eyes and saw a white smoke screen. She didn't know where she was.
There seemed to be someone talking around her. After a while, when the smoke cleared, she saw herself walking alone on the road.
It was already dark, evening classes had just finished, and the people around her were all in twos and threes. She was the only one on the street, alone.
She carried a canvas bag and walked forward with a cold face.
The wide road, the cars whizzing by, the viaduct office buildings, the lights that never go out, the surrounding scenery is familiar yet unfamiliar, as if it had happened a lifetime ago.
A girl with short hair playfully ran up to her and bumped into her. She turned around and saw that he was her best friend since childhood.
What's his name? She couldn't remember it.
It seems that my friend's personality is somewhat similar to that of Sui Sui. He is the same carefree person who is cheerful and careless every day.
The girl handed her a can of iced Coke, which she had just bought from a convenience store.
She suddenly remembered this day...
She unpreparedly opened the iced Coke, and the shaken carbonated drink rushed out and splashed in her face.
Sure enough, she saw a look of irritation on her expressionless face. Her friend pinched her face with a smile, took out a tissue and handed it to her. She didn't know what she said and her expression softened.
The two of them walked side by side on the road, and she gradually started to laugh as you spoke to me.
They walked to the bus stop, where she and her friends waited for the bus every weekend when they went home once a week from college.
No - to be precise, her friend was waiting with her. Her friend lived near the school. When she got in the car, her friend walked home by herself.
The car is here and she should get on it.
My parents, who I hadn't seen for several years because of work, came back today, and the first thing they did when they came back was to get a divorce.
It's not a fuss, it's just telling her the fact and asking her to go home and have dinner together as a family.
That's how it ends, it's all doomed anyway.
Ruan Xianbei clenched his fists, trying to hold her back and tell her not to get in the car. The divorce of her parents could not change the fact, but if she did not get in the car, she could change another thing.
But now she was speechless and incorporeal, and she couldn't make any changes.
She saw herself turning around to say goodbye to her friend, and the two made an appointment to watch a movie together on the software in the evening.
Then she stepped onto the bus and the door closed.
The friend also turned around and walked away towards home.
Ruan Xianbei felt very powerless. She had hidden this matter in the deepest corner, but when it reappeared in front of her eyes, she was filled with endless regret and despair.
It would have been better if she hadn't gotten into that car.
She didn't want to go home in the first place, it would be better if she went back with her friends.
She wanted to go with her friend, but she seemed unable to leave her body too far. She could only watch her friend leave.
Ruan Xianbei lowered his head in frustration, and with a squeak, the bus that had started started stopped before taking two steps, and a girl hurriedly ran out of the bus.
It was herself——
Ruan Xianbei was stunned. This place was different from what she remembered. She had obviously taken the car home that day...
Then the next day I heard about my friend’s death.
After breaking up with her that day, her friend was stopped by several drunk men on the way home. One of them thought the friend was his ex-girlfriend. Because the friend ignored them, the man became angry and punched and kicked his friend violently. fine.
A passerby pulled him away in time to prevent his friend from being beaten to death on the spot.
Later, the police came and took those people away. Unexpectedly, those people said that their friend seduced them first. They thought she was some kind of girl standing on the street. They also said that the friend looked like his ex-girlfriend who had cuckolded him, and then My friend was taken to the hospital by ambulance and died the next day after rescue efforts failed.
In the end, the men were prosecuted for intentional homicide and received different punishments.
Just like this, there are still people making sarcastic remarks on the Internet. Girls should be better, otherwise they will end up...
Of course, such remarks were attacked by netizens. Anyone who can say such things is the next murderer! This person gained attention but could not withstand the public opinion. In the end, he deleted the post in despair.
Ruan Xianbei saw that he did not catch up with his friend immediately, but ran into a convenience store, bought a pair of small scissors, put the scissors in his pocket, and then ran forward.
But after such a delay, she could no longer see her friend. She changed from walking to running. Ruan Xianbei soon found her friend in a flower bed in front. It turned out that she was squatting here feeding cat food to wild cats.
The friend stayed here to play with the cat for a while. She looked back and saw that she had not caught up yet. She blamed herself for not being active since she was a child and for running too slowly at critical moments.
When she finally could see herself, her friend had already stood up and continued walking forward, and soon they would arrive at the location of the accident.
Faster! Hurry up! She wished that she could learn Qinggong at this time and be able to catch up with her friends in an instant.
The friend walked to the door of the store without realizing it. As she passed by, she couldn't dodge and was bumped by the men who came out of the store crookedly.
One of the men turned around and pulled her to prevent her from leaving.
The friend had an angry and uneasy look on his face. He threw away the man's hand, cursed something and started to move forward, but was pulled back by the man.
At this time, passers-by were watching, and the man scolded them not to mind their own business, saying that their friend was his girlfriend.
The friend was furious and took her clothes and coat away and asked her!
Seeing that the two sides were about to argue, the man's hand had already grabbed her shoulder, and the others looked like they were watching the show.
Ruan Xianbei was so anxious that she really wanted to stab these men to death with a sword. She finally saw herself running from behind. First she threw a glass of water on the man's face, and then she stabbed him with scissors on his friend's hand. The man wailed. With a sound, she grabbed her friend and ran away.
The two of them didn't dare to look back as if they were fleeing. They ran out of breath. After a long time, there was no sound. The two of them bent over and leaned against the lamppost to catch their breath.
The friend burst out laughing.
The friend asked her why you came back.
She said, I don’t want to go home, so I want to go home with you. Now it seems like we should go out and stay one night together?
The friend didn't want to go back to his home, so the two reached an agreement and found a nearby hotel to take a taxi and stay one night.
She had been running for so long and still hadn't recovered. Her friend was standing on the roadside waiting for the bus, so she rested against a lamppost.
The friend talked to her with a smile, and saw an empty car driving up. The friend waved, and the car flashed its lights without any intention of slowing down. There was a child in front of them. The child He ran to the front after chasing the ball, but his family was still behind and could not keep up.
That's too late.
Soon after, Ruan Xianbei saw herself running towards the child with all her strength, pushing the child in the other direction. The next second she saw her body flying into the sky, and then falling heavily fell to the ground.
The car was also forced to stop because it hit a pillar.
Ruan Xianbei's consciousness gradually faded. She felt a little reluctant when she saw herself in a coma due to cerebral hemorrhage and her friend who was crying. Is this really what happened?
If you escape the first day of junior high school, you can't escape the first year of junior high school.
Her parents gave birth to her but did not raise her, did not care about her, and did not love her. .ν.
She only had this one friend, and she only did one good thing.
If she was destined to suffer such a disaster, at least it was her willing choice.
She thought of what the old monk said, and she realized.
So kind.
...
When she woke up again, she saw herself sitting in the teahouse. This time the story seemed to be fast forwarded. She saw herself arguing with passers-by because she couldn't bear to lose her reputation. She saw that she was scarred because she couldn't bear to do it. Seeing that he was dying and holding himself back at the door of the Yayoi Cult, he was really a stupid child.
She saw...she saw that Shen Xuan sent her back.
She was so seriously injured that she could not survive to the Yayoi Cult unharmed. Later, it was Shen Xuan who helped her deal with the other people and she was able to escape.
Shen Xuan stayed outside until he saw her being taken in before leaving.
Did he know her at that time?
Ruan Xianbei couldn't understand the pattern of this dream. It seemed that there was no pattern at all, and it was inexplicable. Update without error@
She couldn't follow Shen Xuan and didn't want to leave like this. She thought that since it was her dream, it was in her subconscious, so could she remember things about her mother and Xu Pei, so she thought about mother, mother, mother in her mind, The names Xu Pei trash, Xu Pei trash, Xu Pei trash.
A white light flashed before her eyes, and she stood in the hall she had seen in her dream. The old monk with a white beard appeared in front of her with his body hunched over.
This time he seemed a little older than the last time we met.
Ruan Xianbei asked him: "Master, why are you here?"
The old monk said: "Because you are here, Master Ruan."
She asked again: "Then why am I here?"
The old monk replied: "Because you want to be here."
After speaking, the old monk sat down on the futon, faced the shining golden Buddha and began to chant sutras with his eyes closed.
The scent of sandalwood in the main hall was soothing. Ruan Xianbei followed his example and sat on another futon. She couldn't chant sutras, so she could only meditate with her eyes closed. After meditating for a while, she opened her eyes restlessly and looked around the main hall. The last time I came here, I couldn't see clearly all around, but this time it seems that I can see a little more range than last time.
The place that could be seen was always limited, just like the tightly closed door behind him had never been pushed open. Ruan Xianbei was so bored that he started to count the wrinkles on the face of the Buddha statue.
I don’t know how long it took, but the old monk opened his eyes and said with some dissatisfaction: "Donor Ruan, you are taking too many risks this time."
Ruan Xianbei was a little helpless: "Aren't you going to have to fight for your breath if you don't steam the steamed buns?"
"It's better to steam the steamed buns." The old monk stood up tremblingly and walked behind the Buddha statue.
"Master, where are you going?"
"Go get you some medicine... You are still alive and cannot die here."
"Just meditate here, it will be good for your body."
"Then when can I go back?"
"Of course when it's time for you to go back..."
The old monk muttered and left, and Ruan Xianbei could still hear his complaints.
"Young people are always like this, caring about the beginning and not the end...it makes the old monk tired to death..."
The old monk couldn't hear his voice when he walked behind the Buddha statue. Ruan Xianbei could only listen to his words, adjust his sitting position and close his eyes to practice.
This old monk is so tight that people have to bow their heads under the eaves...
