021 Missing memory

Style: Historical Author: Youlu TiantianWords: 3171Update Time: 24/01/12 05:48:20
Someone has seen you before. This sentence was like a thunder exploding in Ruan Xianbei's mind.

Because she has been disguising herself...

When the Yayoi Sect was first established, there were only a dozen or twenty people. Later, the number of people gradually increased for some unknown reason. At its peak, there were nearly a hundred people. Now, after several losses, there are still fifty or sixty people.

And most of the people who come to me are homeless people or people with special experiences. If they weren't homeless, how could they join this demonic sect that is despised by the righteous way?

Ruan Yan sat down, lost in memories and said: "That was the only time someone came back alive two years ago. The five people I sent out failed to come back and lost contact. Then I sent a team to look for them, and they happened to find someone who was seriously injured and dying. But he has a clear will. Why let him live? Because there is still a shadow behind him. After our people brought him back, he told me that you were the one who fought against him, and you were the one who killed everyone, but you were sick during those days. They didn't leave under my eyes. I pulled you to his bed and asked him, was it you? He nodded and shook his head, and then died."

Ruan Xianbei listened to the story and frantically searched for that memory in her brain. She tried hard to recall it for a long time before she remembered that it was the first time Ruan Yan allowed her to eat ice. The first time she ate ice, she had diarrhea and diarrhea for three days until she became dehydrated. I couldn't walk and had a fever and almost fainted. As soon as she came out of the toilet that day, Ruan Yan was lifted into a room by Ruan Yan like a hawk carrying a chicken. The man was seriously injured and could barely hold on for a breath. He was holding a piece of paper in his hand. When he saw her face, his eyes widened and he nodded and then shook his head. , I want to say something else, but I can’t.

Fortunately, everyone in the church knew that she was greedy, had diarrhea, and was timid. Those who participated in this operation were all Ruan Yan's confidants, and they knew that she had always shown off her appearance to others. Otherwise, I really don't know what to do. Explain that her face is drawn on the paper.

Ruan Yan knocked on the table and said: "They want to lure us out. I don't know how many chess pieces there are like Lei Shi. Lei Shi is only half of the Tianxuan realm and has not yet stepped into Tianxuan. Where are the others? We don’t know how many people there are with any cultivation level. The most important thing is that they know you and even know what you will look like when you grow up."

"Who are they? Are you hiding something from me? Or have I forgotten something? I seem to be missing a memory from my childhood?" Ruan Xianbei asked anxiously.

Ruan Yan looked at her helplessly after hearing this.

"Twelve years ago..." She was only five years old twelve years ago. What happened?

There was a brief moment of tranquility in the study, while Ruan Yan was handling official duties. Ruan Xianbei sat in a chair with his legs curled up, holding the warm red bean paste made by the kitchen. He ate every bite, sometimes frowning, sometimes happily, sometimes biting the spoon and thinking. Pinch yourself occasionally.

Ruan Yan just told her that the memory you are missing is because you were frightened when you were a child. Back then, you went to many doctors and said that your amnesia is part of the body's self-protection. You can only remember it by yourself or some opportunities. If others rashly Mentioning it can cause problems in your brain.

She suddenly realized, oh, isn't this just a traumatic stress reaction?

Ruan Yan looked up from his work, looked at her strange behavior in a funny way and said, "Don't pinch yourself, we have tried to find a way before, but you either screamed or ran around like crazy. You didn't dare after trying it once or twice." Try again."

"It's so troublesome..." Ruan Xianbei said with a pout. She didn't expect that she would experience such a thing when she was a child. She was so annoyed that she went back to practice! Fist is the last word!

"I don't want to anymore!" After a while, she finished eating the red bean paste, patted her butt and prepared to go back to sleep. She woke up so early in the morning to apologize to her brother that she was so sleepy!

He walked to the door and handed the bowl to the maid and shouted, "Sister Ziyao, I want to eat pickled fish tonight! Put less white radish and more vermicelli!"

Ziyao nodded and asked, "Isn't the saint coming over at noon?"

"But I'm coming over. I have something to do in the afternoon after going back to sleep." After Ruan Xianbei finished speaking, he pursed his lips towards Ruan Yan.

"Okay saintess." Ziyao responded with a smile.

"By the way, brother." She walked to the door and turned back, "Then what should we do now?"

"Do you want to hear the truth or lies?" Ruan Yan asked her.

"Lies." Ruan Xianbei made his choice without hesitation.

"Practice hard, then let nature take its course, and try not to be held back."

"What about the truth?"

"Practice, and then don't go out. If your cultivation is too bad, you may die." Ruan Yan seemed to have seen through her trouble-making physique, and the exit was a precise strike.

No, stop looking down on others! Ruan Xianbei turned around and made a face, and went back to catch up on his sleep!

...

After rolling on the bed for a long time without falling asleep, Ruan Xianbei tossed and turned, and his mind seemed to be filled with a ball of wool. The more he untangled, the more messy he became.

Suddenly a thought flashed through her mind. Did the dream last time have anything to do with her past?

That big valley, where you can see the big moon when you look up.

Ah, I forgot to tell my brother about this.

After thinking about it, she fell asleep in a daze. This time...she dreamed again.

Ruan Xianbei came to a dark and humid place. It was unclear whether it was above ground or underground. There were a few lamps lit here and only a weak light made people uncomfortable.

It's unbelievably quiet here. There are many separated rooms, and everyone is locked in them. They all have sallow faces and thin eyes, like walking zombies.

"Uh-ha!"

Suddenly, someone rushed up and shook the door vigorously, which startled Ruan Xianbei. The person roared like a beast, and the people in the other closed rooms responded to him. Exactly the same reaction, the originally silent place became extremely noisy.

A little girl's cry came from the depths. She walked inside, as if a voice was telling her, don't go there, don't go there.

"Brother, save me! Brother! Let me go! Woohoo!"

She took a few steps but couldn't walk any further. From a distance, she saw a little girl tied to a chair. She struggled and cried desperately, but to no avail. Two men next to her held her hands down, and another The man inserted a needle into her body and drew blood. After drawing a whole needle, he let her go.

There was a little boy standing next to the three adult men. He remained silent and watched the men's movements with all his attention. Until the men's movements ended, he stared at the little girl, his eyes full of fanatical excitement.

"Give her more tonic and come back next month." The man's cold, machine-like voice sent chills all over her body.

"Watch more and don't delay things." The man said and left.

"Yes!" the other two replied, sending the man away.

The two people passed her by, and the little boy glanced in the air in her direction. His indifferent eyes after the passion happened to meet hers, as if he was looking at her and looking at others through her.

These eyes... But even though he knew it was his dream that he couldn't see him, he still broke out in a cold sweat.

The girl cried and kept looking back, hoping that someone could come to save her, but she was taken away by others. She seemed to be locked in a room on the lower floor. Ruan Xianbei watched her slender back disappear from his sight. My heart felt like it was being pressed down by a big stone, and I couldn't breathe.

It's her...this is the childhood she was afraid of and forgotten.

Ruan Xianbei woke up from the bed soaked all over. He didn't have a headache for the first time, and his consciousness was even clearer than before. He should think of it quickly. Only by thinking of it can he be better prepared and know who the enemy is.

Her cultivation level is indeed too low. If the enemy is someone of that level, what can she compare with? Take your life? But you only have one life, what should you do if you run out of it?

Is there any way to quickly improve her cultivation? Are there any shortcuts to practicing Qigong?

Ruan Xianbei's internal complaints are almost forming a barrage. Practice, practice, don't think about these useless things! She patted her face and stood up from the bed, entering a meditative state. She closed her eyes and sat cross-legged to adjust her breath.

Yun Zhi came in once during the process. She originally wanted to ask the saint to get up for lunch and deal with the matter of the girl she brought back in the afternoon, but when she saw that she had entered a state of cultivation, she left again.

God, it’s so rare for a saint to be practicing! Cultivation is the greatest in the world! Nothing can stop the saint from practicing! Yun Zhi stood solemnly at the door, guarding the safety of the saint.

It was already dark by the time Ruan Xianbei came out of his cultivation state.

"Oops!"

She was annoyed and felt that she was too serious today after being stimulated. She didn't do what she originally wanted to do, and she didn't sleep either. She just meditated all day long. She is a role model for me!

"Ah Zhi, Ah Zhi, come in." She shouted, "What time is it now, Ah Zhi?"

"It's time to guard, Saint." Yun Zhi opened the door and came in and said to her: "Sister Ziyao has been here. She saw that you were practicing and didn't bother you. She asked someone to bring you the pickled fish and fish you want to eat. They are all in our kitchen. It's hot. Are you hungry, the saint?"

Time to garrison again? What had she done that day? Ruan Xianbei felt her stomach was so hungry that it was almost dented. She didn't eat lunch. It was already past dinner time. It would be strange not to be hungry.

"I'll take a shower first. My whole body is sticky and uncomfortable." Ruan Xianbei said. She got up and moved around. Her internal energy seemed to be stronger.

Ruan Xianbei was thinking about food and quickly finished taking a bath. Yun Cai wiped her hair and Yun Zhi clothed her with dishes.

"Holy girl, the academy has made arrangements." Yun Zhi said.

After Ruan Xianbei said this, sister Yun Zhi, who was very capable, gathered people early in the morning to clean up a yard full of debris to use as an academy. When the aunts heard about it, they found a husband to clean it up for the children. It’s so clean and bright!

"Aowu, okay, let's go and see it tomorrow morning." Ruan Xianbei took a chopstick of the pickled fish that he had longed for. The sour and spicy taste spread in his mouth, and he took another mouthful of rice. Eating is indeed the happiest thing in the world!

"Holy girl, please eat slowly." Yun Cai picked up the strands of hair beside her ears and almost fell into the dish.

"I'm so hungry after practicing! I'm starving to death! Have another bowl!"

Forget it, let's wait until she finishes eating before talking about anything else.

Yun Zhi thought that in the saint's heart, the world is big and the food is the biggest.