"Cough cough cough~"
Sun Xiang cried and coughed as he choked on his own tears. He felt like a clown now, a clown who was infatuated but ignored.
He regrets so much now. He regrets why he went to that high school in the first place. If he hadn't gone, wouldn't he be like this now?
He could have been a carefree second-generation person waiting to die, but why should he meet her? Why is he so unhappy?
"Ha~"
Sun Xiang laughed to himself, then stood up holding on to the toilet.
He moved to the sink and washed his face with cold water, then raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror.
Although he looked a little confused, he knew that his own image was not good now, and he could even be said to be a little embarrassed, but he didn't care, because he was the only one in such a big family.
Woof woof woof~
Listening to the milky dog barking, Sun Xiang supported the wall and left the bathroom, then walked to the kitchen to make milk powder for the little thing.
Sun Xiang felt a little funny when he saw the round dog head was about to be smashed into the bowl.
He feels that being a dog actually feels good. People want too much, so they have more worries.
Dogs are different. Dogs don’t have to think about anything. They just have to eat every day. So when I think about it, I might as well be a dog!
Sun Xiang rubbed the dog's head, then got up and went to the bathroom.
After he came out of the bathroom, he hugged the dog and left the house.
In the security room, Xiao Zhang staggered a little while holding the dog, and Sun Xiang immediately rushed towards him.
These security guards were no strangers to Sun Xiang, because Sun Xiang often came to their place to chat with him, and he would bring them something every time he came.
Even if there are not many things, the value of the things is not cheap, so they all remember how good Sun Xiang is. After all, there is no second generation like him in their community.
"Brother Sun, what do you plan to do if you drink so much and don't sleep at home?"
Sun Xiang shook his head, "It's okay, go out for a walk and you don't have to worry about me."
"Brother Sun, if you're like this, just go home. Can't you wait until you wake up? It's easy for you to get into trouble if you go out like this."
"What could happen in broad daylight? Okay, you go back, I'll be back in a minute."
Looking at Sun Xiang who insisted on going out, Xiao Zhang gave a bitter smile and said, "Brother Sun, where are you going? Tell me, I will take you to the head office, right?"
Sun Xiang also knew his current situation, so he agreed to Xiao Zhang's proposal.
Xiao Zhang's car was a second-hand van. Although it looked a bit shabby, Sun Xiang didn't mind it. He naturally got into the passenger seat.
Then after telling Xiao Zhang the address where he wanted to go, he just leaned on his seat and looked out the window.
Xiao Zhang didn't say anything along the way, because he could tell that Sun Xiang was not in a good mood right now.
It was still a familiar place, still the same parking space. Looking at the scene inside the flower shop through the car window, Sun Xiang got out of the car without hesitation.
Maybe it was because he was in the car, but he retched again as soon as he got off.
Xiao Zhang wanted to come down and help Sun Xiang, but was interrupted by him waving his hand.
He didn't want to be able to walk without support, especially in front of her.
Sun Xiang staggered a little while holding the dog. He tried his best to make himself walk more smoothly, but the strong dizziness prevented him from walking in a straight line.
Since it was morning, Mu Wan Ning was not too busy right now.
She didn't notice Sun Xiang at first, but the staggering figure was so obvious on this street with constant traffic that she couldn't help but notice it.
When she was sure that the figure was Sun Xiang, she frowned at first, because she had already made it clear that they would not disturb each other after that night.
But now he has come twice in less than a day. How can this not annoy her?
But soon she sighed and walked out, because Sun Xiang was so pitiful now, and she really couldn't bear to see him like this.
Sun Xiang, who was crossing the road, did not encounter the bloody car accident described in the novel. So he came over smoothly.
When he stood in front of Mu Wanning again, he had forgotten all the words he should have prepared. He just stared at her blankly with pain in his eyes.
Sun Xiang's eyes gave Mu Wan Ning some mixed feelings.
She knew he liked him, but...
But the reality is that not liking can solve all problems.
Smelling the pungent smell of alcohol coming from the tip of her nose, Mu Wan Ning sighed and complained, "I drank so much so early in the morning, isn't it uncomfortable?"
Hearing Mu Wanning's words, Sun Xiang opened his mouth, and tears instantly flowed down.
"I...I...can..."
Sun Xiang's choked voice made Mu Wanning twitch.
Because she felt Sun Xiang's pain, Mu Wanning smiled bitterly as she looked at Sun Xiang who was crying more and more.
"Why bother~"
Sun Xiang lifted the dog in his arms and said, "Take it, I won't bother you again after I hold it."
Mu Wan condensed her thoughts and said, "Have you thought about it?"
"Um."
Looking at Sun Xiang, whose eyes were getting more and more painful, Mu Wanning opened her mouth and didn't know what to say for a while.
Because there was not only pain in his eyes now, but also a trace of despair. She could remember this look for a lifetime even if he just looked at it.
She couldn't understand Sun Xiang's mood, but Sun Xiang like this really made her feel distressed.
Looking at Mu Wan Ning's somewhat blurry cheeks, Sun Xiang wiped away his tears and tried to calm himself down and said,
"Can I hug you one last time?"
Mu Wanning nodded and said nothing.
Sun Xiang walked up and hugged Mu Wanning, and then tears flowed out like a flood. He didn't want to cry, but he really couldn't control it.
"For the last time, I won't bother you again."
Sun Xiang's intermittent choking sounds and his trembling body were like a knife stabbing into Mu Wanning's chest.
Feeling her clothes getting soaked almost instantly, she subconsciously hugged him.
She was very confused now, more confused than ever before. Even when she learned that her ex-husband had cheated on her, she had never been so confused.
The little puppy that was thrown on the ground seemed to feel Sun Xiang's sadness.
It circled around Sun Xiang, and then kept rubbing its round little head against his trouser legs.
Xiao Zhang, who was far away, couldn't help but light a cigarette when he saw this scene.
Before seeing this scene, he thought that love would only make things difficult for poor people like them, but now it seemed that it was not only making things difficult for the poor.
He thought that second-generation people like Sun Xiang would not be troubled by love, but what he didn't expect was...
Xiao Zhang leaned on the seat and took a long puff of cigarette.
"Love..."
It hurts, it hurts so much
