After Tang Yuanyuan finished his initial emotion, he carefully read through the strange diary left by Yang Qixuan.
The more she carefully read the contents recorded in the diary, the more she was shocked by its existence.
Because this diary, which can be regarded as Yang Qixuan's "record of supernatural suicide attempts", contains too many ways of committing suicide that were completely unexpected to her. Moreover, judging from the records in the diary, Yang Qixuan was very concerned about seeing ghosts. Things seemed surprisingly persistent.
Playing the Pen Fairy, inviting the Chopstick Ghost, looking for the Mirror Fairy, and playing the bathtub game alone... In Yang Qixuan's record, she tried almost all the psychic games that could be completed alone and that could attract ghosts.
The diary also seemed to mention a lot of times when she went alone to sparsely populated cemeteries or cemeteries to look for ghosts. These records made Tang Yuanyuan unbelievable.
She could see Yang Qixuan's intention to find the existence of ghosts from the diary. It seemed that Yang Qixuan was convinced of a concept that she didn't know where it came from, that is, "really seeing ghosts can change your own destiny." Nonsense.
Because Yang Qixuan mentioned many times in her diary that she wanted to ask ghosts about her fate and know her future in advance. She also clearly expressed her hope to change her fate at some cost, including even part of her lifespan.
Tang Yuanyuan didn't know where Yang Qixuan's madness came from. At the same time, she really couldn't understand why such a good-natured person like Yang Qixuan was so obsessed with ghosts.
Because she is a human being who has been able to see different worlds from ordinary people since she was born, she does not think that being able to see ghosts is a strange thing worthy of admiration. Moreover, she has a good understanding of ghosts and knows that not all ghosts are the same. Folk rumors about the ability to predict the future or change destiny are just nonsense based on human wishful thinking.
In fact, most of the ghosts that exist in the world are exactly the opposite of human imagination. Ghosts with insufficient spiritual power have very limited influence on small things in reality, let alone observing the future and affecting the luck of living people.
While it is true that a favored ghost may be willing to do small things for humans, the cost to the person summoning the ghost often costs more than they imagine.
And some ghosts with malicious intentions may even lure living people to become scapegoats... No matter how you think about it, this seems to be a bad deal.
Of course, Tang Yuanyuan can also see from what Yang Qixuan recorded in Yang Qixuan's "Supernatural Exploration Diary" that Yang Qixuan's various psychic games were not very successful. At least in the diary records, Yang Qixuan said that she had some insights. There are very few times when I see or feel the presence of ghosts.
What really made progress, that is, the ghost that Yang Qixuan successfully summoned was the little ghost raised in the dormitory.
And the diary she recorded in the notebook became more detailed from there, and at the same time, it also became particularly weird...
After Tang Yuanyuan finally finished browsing the previous content, he turned to the first page of the chapter that recorded that Yang Qixuan started raising a kid in the dormitory.
"October 27th. After trying many psychic games that failed to achieve the expected results, I had to search the Internet for more plans to see ghosts according to rumors."
"I read a story about raising a ghost from a ghost talk post on the Internet. It is said that the little ghost I raise can change my own luck. Compared with the previous games that claimed to allow me to see the future or know my destiny, , this may be the most suitable way for me to summon ghosts."
"This gives me new hope, because many people say that the success rate of raising imps is very high due to the special preparation materials."
"Of course, it doesn't matter even if I fail. After all, I have tried so many things, and it seems that accepting failure has become a normal thing... Or maybe it's actually a person like me who can't even do this. What’s the right thing to do if you can’t do something?”
"I have tried so many methods that others say can see ghosts. Sometimes I feel a little ridiculous. I often forget why I have been so persistent. But in fact, maybe I just have no choice."
"I have always felt that people like me, without any special means to change their original destiny, may not be able to survive. After all, I have no advantages. I have low self-esteem, cowardice, and cannot communicate with others, whether it is study or hobbies. , I can’t even find any merits worth seeing.”
"Since I was young, almost everyone said that my fate was bad. Everyone thought that my existence broke up my family, and it was also because of my fate that I was always alone. In fact, I was always alone. I was thinking about whether it was necessary for me to live like this, but in fact, until today, I haven’t really had the courage to die.”
"So I have been living in pain, and I have never been able to meet anyone who can communicate with me... In this case, can I only rely on something that is not human to alleviate my loneliness and satisfy my wishes?"
"Or can I offer sacrifices or pray for something in exchange for being loved by others?"
"I hope this attempt can fulfill my wish."
"If it can truly change my fate that I hate so much, what if I sacrifice something? Whether it's my blood, body, or life... all of this is so worth it. After all, for For someone who lives like a zombie, these things seem to be the least important."
"I just want to use this way to get the happiness that I can't get through other efforts on my own."
Tang Yuanyuan's first reaction after reading what was written on this page was to raise his head, glance at Yan Shuya standing at the door with a complicated expression, and ask: "Tell me, is there a possibility? Yang Qixuan actually believes in some kind of cult?"
Yan Shuya, who had been standing uneasy at the door, was startled again by her words. She twisted her beautiful eyebrows and rubbed her arms and asked, "How do I know? I'm not the one in Yang Qixuan's belly. roundworms.
"I don't know anything about her other than what I said before...but now it seems like she's really quite abnormal."
"She seems to have been particularly interested in all kinds of supernatural related things before this... But it was not out of curiosity, but she truly wanted to change her life..." Tang Yuanyuan shook his head while muttering to himself, While turning to the next page of the diary, "But how could she have such an idea? Ghosts are not gods... How could she be so sure that these things can change her life..."
She suddenly thought of something in the middle of speaking, and then raised her head to look at Yi Huai, who was standing in front of her.
When it comes to finding ghosts to make wishes come true or change one's life, isn't there a former "wisher" in front of her? Isn't she an expert in this field?
When she was reading Yan Shuya's diary, Yi Huai stood beside her without saying a word. I wonder if he also saw the content of this letter...
Then, she blinked and asked him:
"Yi Huai, you... uh, will the wish-granting person have business promotion or expansion in the human world? Or do you ghosts have any mechanism to make wishes?"
After hearing her questions, the latter showed a somewhat strange expression on his face, as if he wanted to suppress his angry and funny emotions.
"Tang Yuanyuan, do you think the person who wants to make a wish is a wishing machine that needs to come to ask people to make wishes?"
"I don't understand it at all! In fact, until today, you haven't explained to me what the votive person is and why he exists, right?" Tang Yuanyuan pursed his lips and looked innocent, "And in fact, you I have never really encountered a so-called ghost that can "fulfill human wishes" before... After seeing Yang Qixuan's diary, I couldn't help but become suspicious..."
"She is so sure that finding ghosts will fulfill some of her wishes or get something in exchange... Is it because she has accepted some hidden secrets or received some hints?"
"I just want to ask you...I think you are more experienced in this area..."
She said that and sighed softly, deliberately putting on an expression that was very regretful but I won't force it anyway. Yi Huai looked at her while peeking at him and sighed helplessly, and then continued Exit:
"There are indeed beings among ghosts who can fulfill human wishes."
"But in fact, rather than fulfilling wishes, most ghosts actually just use their own existence forms and characteristics that are different from humans to do something in a twisted way to achieve the goal of the wish-maker."
"It's not really about being able to make a wish come true, it's just about being driven to do something that the person making the wish wants."
"The reason why most ghosts fake that they can fulfill their wishes is indeed to gain benefits from living people, and even devour their souls."
"In addition, some ghosts also need to gain a kind of belief in human emotions through this form, which will bring benefits to themselves... In fact, in a sense, this model is similar to what you humans call gods. ."
"So it's very common for ghosts and ghosts to use some methods, overtly or covertly, to influence and attract living people, inform them of their existence and be able to realize certain wishes."
"In fact, the 'votive person' is supposed to be a person who uses wishes and prices... to collect 'contracts' and 'beliefs' for the heaven."
"And no matter what kind...the fact that ghosts can fulfill human wishes is a kind of information that intelligent ghosts will spread to living people by default...Your guess may not be wrong. Because some people who are targeted by ghosts are more likely to receive strong suggestions."
