"that……"
Xiang Tian thought hard and couldn't explain it, and it seemed that no matter what he said, he couldn't wash away his guilt.
And in this complicated situation...
Lin Xi wiped her palms in the bathroom with an expressionless face, not knowing how many times she had washed them.
But Xiangtian had already changed his pants, and sat obediently on the edge of the bed with his head lowered, as if he had become a child who did bad things.
"Mr. Lin...that...actually you can't blame me..."
Seeing Lin Xiyan walking out, she shook off the water stains on her hands and hurriedly spoke to the sky.
But it attracted Lin Xiyan's unkind gaze: "So it's my fault?"
"No, no, no...it's Luo Xiong, he proposed this, I..."
Xiang Tian thought silently in his heart and had no choice but to throw the blame on Luo Xiong.
As brothers, in your heart, if you help your brother carry it once, he will be grateful in the future.
"Ha..." She sneered.
Just like this, the two people looked at each other, big eyes staring at each other. It was not known how long it had been. Lin Xiyan couldn't help but said, "What are you looking at?"
"You look good..."
Lin Xiyan said coldly, "Bullshit, didn't you say you wanted to have a chat? Why are you pretending to be mute and not talking?"
"Why didn't I realize you were so talented at pretending to be mute before?"
Hearing this, Xiang Tian trembled at the corner of his mouth. Why hadn't he noticed that Lin Xiyan had such a vicious tongue before?
When a person has adapted to a certain way of getting along for a long time, he or she also learns a certain habit subtly.
With Lin Xiyan's current talk, she would have been unable to say it out loud in the past, but with Xiang Tian Chengtian's influence, she unexpectedly unlocked a certain characteristic.
"Lin Bao..." Xiang Tian looked at her pitifully.
"Stop and tell me something."
Lin Xiyan made her decision without hesitation. At the same time, she secretly thought that she could not be soft-hearted towards this guy in the future, otherwise she would only allow this bastard to take advantage of her and go further and further.
"I know you are still brooding over that matter..." He lowered his head in shame.
"Haha, tell me then."
Lin Xiyan crossed her arms and looked at him with interest: "What is it?"
"It's just...you know..."
She shook her head and said calmly: "I don't know."
Does this woman have to let herself speak so clearly... Damn it...
Xiangtian gritted his teeth and stammered: "It's just...Shi Qingyi..."
"Oh, it turns out you were talking about her."
Lin Xiyan nodded as if she suddenly understood, and then quickly regained her composure. Her cold voice seemed to be unemotional: "Then what."
"I..." He didn't dare to say it.
"So, you went to the magic city to tell me that you have made a choice?" Lin Xiyan asked back, there was no extra color on her face, she still had that cold side.
Xiang Tian's face changed slightly, and he shook his hand in panic: "No..."
Lin Xiyan pressed forward step by step, her eyes gradually becoming sharper: "What is that?"
Xiang Tian was silent. He understood what Lin Xiyan meant and made it clear that he wanted to explain himself now.
His expression kept changing, showing a dilemma of making a difficult choice and an insincere hesitation.
For him, Lin Xiyan is something he will never forget and thinks about like crazy. If he can be well in this life, he and I will live together forever.
But Shi Qingyi had been waiting for three years for fate to meet. She had given up her body and mind to herself, so why should she let him down?
It was his own fault, he was drunk and had a romantic nature, and he did not disturb the peace when he met a kindhearted person.
God was kind to him, and he was lucky enough to meet the two of them due to his ill-fated fate.
Thinking of this, he slowly said: "She is my woman."
"Oh." Lin Xi responded expressionlessly.
"The same to you."
Since ancient times, people have been hugging each other, and they have not been blessed to accept the destiny of an emperor. Now he is really shameless and risking his life.
"Do you want to hug me?" A trace of sarcasm appeared on Lin Xiyan's face, and it seemed that the sparkle in her eyes was beginning to disappear.
"right."
He stood up slowly, his voice hoarse: "I know you may start to look down on me, because I have failed or desecrated the love in your heart."
"But reality will always be contrary to expectations. I am not an ordinary person. I cannot live the so-called ordinary and smooth life of stability, nor can I live the ideal love story that has a beginning and an end, and grows old together."
Lin Xiyan still looked at him with a cold expression.
Xiang Tian had a self-deprecating smile on his face: "I am an orphan, and there are only a few people I have cherished since I was a child."
"When I was in high school, I thought I had met the love I couldn't ask for, which started to give me new pursuits and goals. But as that person left, I fell into despair and confusion."
"I looked at those people in groups. The confusion and loneliness made me feel an unprecedented panic. I felt like I had been abandoned by the world."
Lin Xiyan listened to his complaints quietly. Maybe few people had listened to his story in so many years. For a moment, he also walked into his memories:
"So I took the initiative to join the army. Amid a variety of complicated emotions, I rushed to the front line with all my strength. The more dangerous the place, the more excited I was about to die."
He smiled softly: "I am very lucky. Just like my name, I have been favored by God and have survived to this day."
"I never imagined that one day I would become famous and find my own way of life."
"This mentality also led me to vent my emotions and hang out in various romantic places."
"You have said so much, what do you want to express?"
Lin Xiyan spoke: "Maybe I should sympathize with your experience, but that doesn't mean I will agree or accept your behavior."
"I know, so I will move out..." He sighed heavily, feeling unusually bad.
Seeing Xiangtian walking out, Lin Xiyan decisively turned off the light in the room, leaving only the wall light to vaguely see the tears rolling down the corners of her eyes.
The next day, Lin Xiyan left the bedroom and paused when walking next door.
Because the door was unlocked, just ajar.
She didn't know what was going on in her heart at this moment. Because of the pain all night, she was temporarily numb to this feeling.
Opening the door, bright sunlight shines from the window. The desk is spotless. Everything has disappeared, leaving only the quilt on the bed, which seems to be a trace of someone's habitation.
"I'm gone... I'm really gone..." Lin Xiyan felt weak and almost fell down.
