In Bai Jun's heart, there was an unhealthy relationship between her and Wu Yiyun.
Even now, they are getting along quite happily, but she still hopes to find a chance to end everything.
Studying abroad in another country after graduation is the best opportunity.
Wu Yiyun originally wanted to ask, "Given the relationship between the two of them as a couple, why shouldn't they be informed in advance?", but then he recalled the origin of this relationship and couldn't help but hesitate.
Bai Jun pulled on the sleeves of his academic uniform, still a little worried that he might want to stop his plan to study abroad.
While she was thinking about it, a female classmate with long hair came over and called her:
"Bai Jun, it's time to take graduation photos."
"coming."
Bai Jun replied to her and looked over anxiously.
Wu Yiyun originally wanted to say something else to her, but when he saw the look on her face, the bitterness that could not be expressed in words lingered in his chest for a long time.
"You go take graduation photos, I'm leaving."
Wu Yiyun said these words with difficulty, and then slowly left Bai Jun's sight in one step or two.
This seemed to be the first time that Bai Jun was looking at his back.
At night, Bai Jun returned to the apartment. The room was dark and there was no one around.
She originally thought that Wu Yiyun was not in the house like last time, but as soon as she turned on the light in the living room, she was startled by a figure sitting on the sofa that looked like a statue.
"Yiyun?"
Bai Jun gently closed the door and walked in front of him.
"Ajun, please don't end it, okay?"
Wu Yiyun returned to the apartment from school and sat there all afternoon, thinking clearly about the reason why Bai Jun didn't tell him.
Long-distance love, or more distant love in a foreign country, is not something that is difficult to accept for Wu Yiyun.
Bai Jun also knew him, so she didn't hide it because she was afraid that studying abroad would bring twists and turns to their relationship.
Perhaps she didn't say anything because she wanted to use this incident to end the relationship between the two.
Such thoughts were swirling in his mind, like a hammer hitting his nerves. Even though he already knew the result, he still couldn't help but hope for other answers.
"Yiyun, it's time to end. Now that it's over, we can still give each of us some dignity."
The result was still disappointing to him.
Wu Yiyun still couldn't accept the news in the end. Why, what he wanted to gain would always be lost.
The tighter you hold it, the faster it seems to be lost.
There was a blush around his eyes, and the two of them silently faced off for a long time, with no one wanting to give in.
In the silence, there seemed to be only suffocating silence between the two of them.
This atmosphere lasted until the day Bai Jun left.
The Buvino University she applied for starts in September, which is somewhat similar to schools in China, but slightly later, in mid-September.
But in order to arrange everything in advance, and in addition to the need to communicate and meet with her tutor, Bai Jun only stayed in China for a month after graduation before embarking on her journey to leave.
That day, the weather was gloomy, and Bai Jun dragged his suitcase to the airport alone.
She had said goodbye to her close friends one by one in advance and was now waiting quietly in the waiting room.
The flight announcement sounded, and Bai Jun felt a little sad.
She was about to stand up and go to the ticket office when a hurried figure appeared in front of her.
"Ajun."
Wu Yiyun's voice was urgent, with some heavy breathing after excessive exercise.
"How did you come?"
Bai Jun's hand holding the suitcase tightened, and she finally felt relaxed, and then she tensed up a little.
Wu Yiyun saw the change in her mood and understood the reason for her behavior, so he immediately explained.
"I won't stop you. I came today just to see you off."
Hearing him say this, Bai Jun's eyebrows relaxed.
Wu Yiyun looked at her quietly, feeling that his heart had become relaxed and calm, and all the words he had thought clearly these days were blurted out.
"Ajun, I used to think that if I love you, I should hold it tightly in my hand. Only by holding it firmly can I feel at ease."
"To be honest, after I found out that you were going to break off our relationship by studying abroad, I even had some not-so-good thoughts about getting into trouble with the law."
"But now, my mind seems to have suddenly cleared up."
"If you love someone, how can you have the heart to hinder her from getting better? How can you have the heart to restrict her steps?"
"Bai Jun, I let go."
"I wish you success in your studies!"
Wu Yiyun looked at her with a sincere smile in his eyes.
In an instant, the sun pierced the dark clouds, and the bright light shone on his face, and it seemed to illuminate his heart.
"Congratulations to the host, the male protagonist's favorability has reached 100, and the strategy is completed."
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Love, what is it?
Whether it is possession, intimacy, control, or letting go, no one can be sure. There is no real definition of love in the world.
But in Wu Yiyun's heart, at this moment, watching the plane take his lover far away, heading for a future that may never exist without him, he can wait calmly.
This is his definition of love.
