After saying that, Su Bujin sighed softly.
She used to be envious of Jun Lintian, because Jun Lintian had a big brother figure and natural leadership that made people willing to believe in him.
She never knew what the gap was between herself and Jun Lintianxia.
Until Qiuru's death happened.
There was no heart-wrenching feeling like I imagined, nor was there any grief that made me want to look up to the sky and scream.
Even when I woke up the next day, I had no emotion at all.
Even Su Bujin himself felt that he was indifferent and too impersonal.
And if you say this kind of thing, it will be very hurtful.
"Sister, what are you looking forward to?"
The smile on Qiu Ru's face did not change at all, and he did not show any anger or disappointment due to Su Bujin's words.
"Are you expecting me to point at you with a sad face after listening to your words and say, 'Sister, how could you be so indifferent to me?' or 'Don't you care about my death at all?' I think. It’s better to skip this painful episode.”
Su Bujin said: "I'm sorry, junior brother, this is what I mean. It sounds selfish, but it is the truth. I don't want to lie to you. This matter has been stuck in my heart for many years."
Qiu Ru slowly walked up to Su Bujin and met Su Bujin's eyes.
Qiu Ru said: "Senior sister, we are inherently selfish. Human selflessness and friendship all come from morality. Nature is something that can never be changed."
"So what you are talking about, Senior Sister, is actually nothing. It is even too trivial. There is no need to worry about this kind of thing. After all, it is the truth."
Su Bujin remained silent.
Qiu Ru continued: "Sister, you are just a passer-by in my life. If you were the one who died back then, I probably wouldn't be too sad. This is a normal thing. Compared with Even if the neighbor next door dies, people are still more concerned about the lack of firewood, rice, oil and salt in their homes. Isn’t that the case for all mortals and monks? It’s just human nature, don’t worry about it.”
Su Bujin still didn't speak.
Qiu Ru smiled and said: "In the final analysis, senior sister, you take yourself too seriously and think that I can't live without you in my life? There is no protagonist in this world, and in fact, few people really care about you, whether it is relatives, friends, or Enemies.”
Su Bujin asked: "Why did you show up?"
Qiu Ru said: "I just said, senior sister, it was you who called me out."
Su Bujin shook his head and said, "I don't understand."
Qiu Ru smiled and said: "Sister, you really wanted to commit suicide just now, right?"
Su Bujin nodded.
Qiu Ru said: "Let me guess again, you want to achieve enlightenment and breakthrough when you die, and if you don't succeed, you will become a benevolent person. Am I right?"
Su Bujin was slightly silent and said, "Yes."
Qiu Ru shook his head and said, "Wrong."
Su Bujin raised his eyebrows and said, "Wrong?"
Qiu Ru said: "This kind of thing is not a joke. Yes, senior sister, you are very lucky. I admit this, but the destiny of heaven will not always favor you. This kind of gambling-like breakthrough method will sooner or later One day it will kill you, to be precise, it has already killed you."
Su Bujin shrugged and said, "Bad luck, nothing to say."
Qiu Ru's face became a little serious and said: "No, senior sister, this has nothing to do with luck. It is simply impossible for you to break through the half-immortal. This is not the same as when you forcibly broke through the fusion realm."
"Back then, you forced yourself to break through the fusion realm. Although it was difficult, there was a chance you could succeed. However, breaking through the semi-immortal realm was impossible with brute force alone."
Forty years ago, in the duel between Su Bujin and Little Saint Wuhua, Little Saint Wuhua showed his tyrannical strength to completely suppress Su Bujin with his cultivation in the Spiritual Silence Realm.
At that time, Su Bujin only had the cultivation level of the Transcendent Realm, and there was a big gap between the two.
So Su Bujin took the risk and broke through the fusion realm forcibly, and finally broke through successfully.
Speaking of which, he was really lucky that time, and even Su Bujin felt lucky afterwards.
But this time, facing Zhang Taiwei, the pinnacle quasi-immortal of the Three Tribulations, Su Bujin was helpless, so she planned to repeat her old tricks.
Su Bujin wanted to see if he could make a breakthrough at the moment of death.
To be honest, she imagined that she would face death, a miracle would happen, and then she would be reborn and the king would return.
Although this idea is a bit half-baked, who makes her have such good luck all the time?
Qiu Ru said: "Sister, in the face of death, it is impossible for us to realize anything."
Su Bujin asked: "Why?"
Qiu Ru said word for word: "Because death has no true meaning."
Death has no meaning.
"People are dead, so why talk about the true meaning of bullshit? Those who lie all day long and say, 'Only through death can one realize enlightenment, and the most effective way to survive' is either a liar or a swindler."
Qiu Ru's smile was a bit sarcastic. It was hard to imagine that such an elegant man could also use foul language.
Su Bujin also laughed and said with a slightly teasing tone: "According to your statement, it's a pity that I died."
Qiu Ru said: "It doesn't matter. Although death has no true meaning, life does."
Su Bujin nodded and said: "This question is a bit deep. The true meaning of life can include power, cultivation, wealth... I can't finish it in three days and three nights."
What is the true meaning of life?
This question is really hard to answer.
There are always some people who will suddenly jump out at this time and talk a lot, using a lot of nouns that ordinary people can't understand in the language, making their opinions sound lofty and knowledgeable.
This kind of person doesn't have much ability other than being a sensationalist.
So what is the true meaning of life?
Throughout the ages, there have been countless opinions on this issue, but none of them can be remembered by future generations.
In Su Bujin's view, the true meaning of life is not single, because people can't just pursue one thing in this life. Why can't we have both the fish and the bear's paw?
Su Bujin's bad root is greed, whether it is power or cultivation. In her opinion, the true meaning of life is nothing more than four words: the more, the better.
Su Bujin asked: "Junior Brother Qiu, what do you think?"
Qiu Ru said: "In my opinion, the true meaning of life has only two words."
Su Bujin said: "Junior Brother Qiu, you know I hate it when others show off."
Qiu Ru spit out two words: "Happiness."
"ah?"
Su Bujin was slightly startled.
Qiu Ru said again: "I think the true meaning of life is happiness."
Originally, Su Bujin was expecting Qiu Ru to give some profound answer, but the answer really disappointed her.
This answer really has no technical content.
