"In the black clothes, I'm so excited..."
The familiar yet unfamiliar ringtone woke Su Huai from his deep sleep. He closed his eyes and took out his phone, and said "hmm" in a daze.
"Huh? Which one?"
"Damn it! Have you arrived at school yet? Mom has been waiting for your call, but she didn't come even after waiting. She is still wondering what accident happened to you..."
what's the situation? !
Su Huai's consciousness gradually returned, and then he was shocked by the content of the call.
To school?
To which school? !
Su Huai hurriedly opened his eyes, eager to see the surrounding environment clearly.
The scorching sunshine stung my eyes, and tears instantly filled my eyes, making the world blurry and absurd.
Now, he is sitting on a bus.
On the left is the window, and on the right is a girl whom I haven't seen for a long time but still remember clearly.
The boy sitting across the aisle struggled to find a topic to talk about: "Chen Nuanhan, we are in the same college, and we seem to have many major classes together..."
Wu Tianyou, the dog king in the front row, twisted his body and said with a bad expression: "Study hard, don't think too much, living expenses are not enough, how can you still have time to pick up girls? If you can't afford to wear A-cone, just wear Anta, you are a copycat pair Jordan slips on your feet, won’t they rub your heels?”
The guy's face suddenly turned green, his lips were trembling with anger, and he didn't know how to argue.
Tsk tsk, the dog king is still so lethal...
Chen Nuanhan, Wu Tianyou, school, bus.
There is only one time point that meets all the conditions - September 1, 2016, the day when freshmen register.
Good guy, I haven’t dreamed about this scene for a long time.
But why is this dream so realistic?
Su Huai was half-conscious and looked at Chen Nuanhan's side face blankly.
Her black hair is tucked behind her ears, and her eyelashes are thick and long, blinking like a small fan.
Girls of later generations especially like to grow eyelashes, but even the top beauty salons cannot grow her natural beauty.
Looking up along the eyelashes, the forehead is full, the eyebrows are slightly bulging, and they are as smooth as jade.
Beauty lies in the bones, not the skin, and the focus of the bone profile is on the forehead bones, brow arches, cheekbones, and mandibles.
She gets full marks in every aspect.
The juvenile aesthetics popular in later generations tend to be flat and short. The fundamental reason is that medical aesthetics can only cut bones and subtract from the original ones, and cannot fill in the true beauty of bones.
But Chen Nuanhan is a natural beauty.
Her base is extremely high, her nose bridge is slender and straight, and her jawline is as smooth as a chisel, giving her profile a three-dimensional profile.
Of course, the same goes for the front face.
More than one person has said: Nuannuan, you seem to be of mixed race.
And they are the best of the oriental mixed race, such as Maggie Q and Michelle Reis when they were young.
If she is in a good mood, she will smile and nod: I am indeed one-quarter of the bear ancestry, and my grandma is from the bear country.
If she is in a bad mood, she will shake her head coldly and not respond.
This makes her as unattainable as a flower on the high mountain, always full of a sense of distance, but the more she is like this, the more fascinated the boys at her alma mater are, and they regard her as the eternal white moonlight in their hearts.
Nuan Nuan Nei Han Guang, the name is very white moonlight.
Many years later, she rarely attended high school class reunions, but she was always the focus of the conversation at the dinner table. People familiar with the matter happily mentioned her current situation, and the remaining men always listened with interest.
Every time at this time, the female classmates would laugh and scold: "At first, all of them were as timid as dogs, but now they are getting high? If you have the guts to get her into bed, I respect you as a man!"
Liu Miaomiao, the king of yellow accents who already has two children, laughed and delivered a fatal blow: "The old men in our class will die on her bed in less than half a month. I know their strength very well. In my case, There is **** all over my body, not to mention the current Sister Nuan, Sister Nuan has such a domineering figure..."
"Nonsense! When did I miss one minute?"
Some people laughed and some were anxious, and the atmosphere was always full of joy.
After hearing it once, Su Huai felt uncomfortable all over, so he did not attend the second party.
Yes, that's right, Su Huai also had a crush on Chen Nuanhan.
To be more precise, Su Huai once licked her passionately.
For example, when filling out his application form after the college entrance examination, he applied to Capital Normal University among all the options, and also applied for a major like her. Everyone knew the reason.
Another example is that when she checked in to take the bus, he sat down next to the window, for fear that the sun would burn her delicate skin.
But like all ignorant teenagers' first crushes, Su Huai's dog-licking career was not a happy one.
Chen Nuanhan is a woman with quite polarized emotions. When she is in a good mood, she will play with Su Huai like buddies. She has the unique cheerfulness of Northeastern women and the gentleness and amiability of Southern women, making Su Huai think that she is Her confidant, even her most important friend.
It seemed that if he just moved a little further, he could hold her in his arms.
But when she was in a bad mood, she would be as cold as ice to Su Huai, not answering calls or replying to WeChat messages, and even hurting others when she got angry.
Su Huai didn't know how she developed such a character, but she suffered a big loss anyway.
She raised Su Huai like a fish, not for money.
Throughout her college career, she spent ten or twenty thousand yuan on Su Huai, and also gave Su Huai more than ten thousand yuan in gifts, but she was not interested in sucking blood.
And she always makes clear boundaries: "It's impossible for us to be together. I just treat you as a good friend. You must not waste your time on me."
But for the young Su Huai, her being far and near, cold and hot, was like an irresistible poison, always pulling at his mind and pulling him into a whirlpool.
There's nothing wrong with admitting it. Which boy didn't fall in love with a beautiful girl when he was young?
Once the hormones take over, it doesn't matter what you do, just lick it first!
It's a pity that Su Huai's rank is too low, he is not handsome enough, and his family has no money. He works hard part-time, thinking that he can give her a family with his own hard work...
But that's just what he thought.
The fact is that Chen Nuanhan ended up entangled with a rich second generation for more than two years, and neither one could tame the other. In the end, they broke up with each other in a chic way. Neither of them suffered a loss, but Su Huai was trapped until 30 It's still hard to let go.
When the 35-year-old Su Huai thought of this incident again, he had the same feeling - it was really fucked!
If you want to blame her, most of the blame lies with you.
Don't blame her, but she did reactivate the little boy several times when Su Huai was frustrated.
Damn it, once she feels empty, lonely and cold, she drags Su Huai over to be an escort. If Su Huai doesn't want to go, she will act coquettishly and act coquettishly. With her looks reaching 95 points, what the hell little boy can handle this?
Later, Su Huai reflected on himself carefully and finally found the problem - the root cause was that he was safe enough.
He respects her too much and takes love too seriously. Even if she is drunk in his arms, he will not touch her. Then who should she call him if she doesn't call him?
As long as she was a little more coquettish and bold at that time, she would never push him again, or she would just seize an opportunity and let the rice cook.
In the end, he didn't take advantage of anything, he only made a fuss, and his college classmates treated him as a joke whenever he mentioned him. Isn't this just a big injustice?
Su Huai has personally verified that Nuan Men ranks behind the dogs.
After entering the society, Su Huai has never licked any woman. No matter how much he likes her, he keeps it in his heart.
in love?
Dogs can talk, but we won’t waste that energy!
Now, seeing Chen Nuanhan again, and the girl version at the peak of innocence, Su Huai suddenly wanted to take back some interest.
He had every reason to suspect that he was dreaming, so he reached out his hand unscrupulously and pinched Chen Nuanhan's earlobe.
Well, it's very smooth, very tender, and feels springy to the touch.
Pinch it and knead it, gently swipe it together, slowly twist it and then pick it up...
Wow go!
It turns out that this is how it feels to pinch her earlobe... It feels so good, right? !
The next moment, her snow-white jade neck flushed, all the way to the roots of her ears. The thin and transparent skin made the small earlobe look like the top-grade agate and ruby, crystal clear, shiny and smooth.
Oh, I really want to take a bite and taste it...
The next moment, she slapped off Su Huai's dog paw with her backhand, pinched a piece of tender meat on the inside of Su Huai's arm, and twisted it hard.
Fuck, it hurts, it hurts!
The tears in Su Huai's eyes flowed out in a flash. The severe pain made him wake up, but Chen Nuanhan's angry low question made him blank again.
"Su Huai! Are you crazy? How dare you act like a gangster to me?!"
Grass!
It's not a dream? !
Am I really fucking reborn? !
"Hello? Son of a bitch, what are you doing? Why don't you say anything?"
My mother's anxious inquiry came from the phone's microphone. Her voice was obviously not as old and tired as it was in later generations, nor was it accompanied by unstoppable coughing.
When Su Huai was 28 years old, his mother suffered from chronic pneumonia in order to save money for him to buy a house. From then on, he coughed and coughed and never got better.
Listening to his healthy mother's unchanging worry and care, Su Huai's mood suddenly collapsed.
"I...I'm fine...I'm at school. It's chaotic and busy. Let's talk later!"
He hurriedly hung up the phone, covered his face, put his head between the window and the front seat, and burst into tears, sobbing silently until he was out of breath.
why cry?
Su Huai couldn't explain it clearly, he just couldn't hold it in anymore.
Adults survive in society. They have the ability to wrong others, and those who have no ability to wrong themselves. Some people live like humans, and some people live like dogs.
Su Huai is the kind who is worse than a dog.
He is indispensable when working overtime, and he is isolated from good things. He is still a bit high-spirited when he first enters the society, but he is isolated from all four things after thirty.
Needless to mention career and love, there is no shadow in sight.
Freedom and respect are more luxurious than you can even dream of. Only by scrolling through Douyin and reading novels can you let yourself go, forget about stress, and gain short-term happiness.
At that time, he couldn't cry and didn't dare to cry. Everyone was suffering in a miserable world and couldn't vent their anger. Once vented, everything would be over.
It's different now.
I've reopened!
He was venting his frustration, anger, and regret, and he couldn't control it at all. Every drop of tears took away a large amount of pressure, making him feel more relaxed and happy the more he cried.
A surging joy surged up, washing over Su Huai's tired soul.
Come!
Everyone opened their fucking eyes and looked carefully to see who would be the father in the future!
Chen Nuanhan, who has no father, doesn't know that she is completely confused at this time.
She looked at the tips of her pinching fingers, and then at Su Huai, who was sobbing with his head buried in his head. Her emotions were exploding, her mind was filled with absurdity, her face was red, and she was panicking again.
Brother, don't cry. Let's talk about it if anything happens. If anything, I'll apologize. I was wrong, okay? !
