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Jian Wuya touched his nose in silence and said no more. This was already a state he could not imagine.
He couldn't imagine a person never blaming himself.
Is this normal?
This is not normal!
After hesitating for a moment, he couldn't help but ask: "Brother Tuberculosis Rabbit, I don't know whether I should say something or not. We all have moments when we are young, frivolous, ignorant, and you have always rewarded yourself, right? ?”
“Do you feel guilty when you reward yourself?”
"hehe."
Tutu Rabbit sneered twice with an expressionless face: "I refuse to answer."
After saying that, Chen Yi was the first to walk towards the cafe. Chen Yi and the other two didn't speak anymore, but followed closely behind.
The area inside the cafe is not large.
There are about seven or eight tables, but there is no one at the bar. There is only a self-service ordering menu, which has some latte, coffee and other things. The prices are not expensive, about 100 points for a cup.
It's naturally expensive outside. A cup of coffee costs 100 coupons, so go ahead and grab the money.
But if it is placed in a B-level map, it will not seem so abrupt.
The rule of this ruin is that after buying a cup of coffee, you can go to the psychological counseling room to see a psychological counselor for psychological counseling.
Under the guidance of a psychological counselor, you can successfully sever your inner demons and pass through the ruins.
The three of them sat on a round table and each ordered a cup of coffee. Soon, a cylindrical robot with three cups of coffee on the top was delivered to them.
“The environment is much more comfortable here.”
Tutu Rabbit took a casual sip of the coffee, frowned slightly and put the coffee back on the table: "I can't get used to drinking this bird thing. Every time I drink this thing, I always think of some strange things."
"Okay, there are a total of 5 ruins to clear, and this is the first one."
"I'm going to give everyone a sample first."
Having said that, Tutu Rabbit didn't stop and walked straight towards the psychological consultation room with the door closed.
Pushing the door open, the door behind you closed automatically.
In front of him was a room of about thirty square meters. A pretty woman was sitting behind the desk, staring at him and saying crisply: "Please sit down, I am the psychological counselor Nana."
"Nana?"
Tuberculosis Rabbit thoughtfully pulled out a chair and sat down. He put his hands on his arms and looked at the woman in front of him. He suddenly said, "What is your relationship with Shengben Games?"
"Are you an employee of Shengben Games?"
"Or was it forced to come in, or was it just an NPC that was instilled with a certain consciousness, and was not essentially a living person?"
"What kind of existence are you?"
The woman in front of her, who was wearing a small black suit and full of professional style, did not have any fluctuations in her expression. She just took out a mirror from her arms and placed it on the table.
"You need to keep staring in the mirror for 3 seconds, and then the biggest demon in your memory will be shown in the mirror."
"uh-huh?"
Tutu Rabbit did not speak any more, but instead looked away from the woman in front of him and stared straight into the mirror. He actually wanted to know what the biggest demon in his memory was.
Three seconds passed quickly.
The mirror began to change, like a computer freezing, becoming only white and impossible to see through.
"what is this?"
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The woman who originally had a calm expression suddenly leaned forward a little, frowned slightly and remained silent for a while before speaking solemnly: "In your memory, you don't have any inner demons."
"Everything you do is done with a clear conscience."
"Hey."
Hearing this, Tutu Rabbit grinned and leaned back on the chair: "So it's over now?"
"Yes, you can leave."
As Tutu Rabbit left the house, a voice sounded in his ear.
"Ding, congratulations on successfully clearing Ruin No. 3."
"It's very simple."
Tutu stood in front of Chen Yi and Chen Yi, spread his hands and shrugged somewhat relaxedly: "It's basically not difficult. I went in and had a few words with the psychological counselor and then came out."
"This should be the simplest ruin among the seven ruins in this B-level map."
"If the difficulty of this map is like this, it will not be able to afford a B-level map."
"I'll go in and try."
Chen Yi stood up, strode in with a cane in one hand, and walked out again after a few seconds: "The psychological counselor said that I don't have any inner demons, and everything I do follows my heart."
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Jian Wuya on the side stood in silence with an ugly expression. He knew that these two people were abnormal. How could there be someone who never even thought of remorse in his whole life.
A good person?
No, as far as he knew, most of the so-called good people did good things to heal their hearts because they blamed themselves too much.
There is only one possibility for people like this who have absolutely no self-blame in their hearts.
That is the ultimate self.
Except for yourself, you don't care about anyone else at all, and you don't care about anything that happens in the outside world. You only care about yourself.
In this case, it is naturally impossible to feel self-blame.
And this kind of person is often a template for villains, and there are two of them beside him. Damn it, he clearly remembers that he joined the decent side, right?
I’ve seen people who were washed up halfway, but I’ve never seen people who were turned black on the way!
The corner of his mouth twitched slightly. He didn't say much but bravely stepped into the psychological consultation room in front of him.
Follow the procedure and stare into the mirror for three seconds.
Then he suddenly felt a lightness on his feet, and when he regained his sight again, he had already appeared in a void of space.
Chaos is all around.
Only one image kept flashing around him.
There are scenes of his wife being seriously ill and bedridden, there are scenes of his wife being beaten by a vendor owner in the vegetable market, there are scenes of him sitting helpless in the corridor of the hospital holding his arms and crying.
There were also voices coming from my ears.
There were his heart-rending roars, his wife's screams of pain as she was seriously ill, the doctor's helpless announcement, the bank's cold rejection, and the funeral staff's extremely fast-talking introduction to the project.
Sounds and pictures.
Wrap him in it.
It's like being thrown into no man's land, feeling the almost suffocating silence amidst the noise.
Jian Wuya slowly lowered his head, looked at his feet and remained silent without speaking.
He knew all too well what his inner demons were.
He will never be able to pass this hurdle in his life.
Can't let go, don't want to let go, let alone let go.
After a long silence, he spoke softly in a calm voice.
"I let it go. The world should not be blamed for this, but me."
"If it weren't for the fact that I'm a loser and can't make any money, my wife wouldn't be dead."
"If it weren't for the fact that I'm a loser and can't make money, my wife wouldn't be insulted at the market for just a few cents."
"if."
Jian Wuya murmured in a daze.
The last time he passed the mind-demon level, he turned his hatred of himself into hating the world.
This time, if he wanted to overcome this inner demon again, he had to turn his hatred of the world into hating himself.
He couldn't completely cut off his demons.
The only way is to transfer.
However, the surroundings were always immersed in nothingness, without any feedback. Only the images continued to play in a loop, and the wife's wailing in his ears became more and more harsh.
Jian Wuya, who was originally in a daze, gradually collapsed hysterically.
He shouted with a crazy and ferocious look: "Didn't I say it's all my fault? It's all my fault. It's all my fault!"
"I am a waste, I am a waste even worse than a dog!"
"It has nothing to do with this world. I can't blame anyone. It's all because of myself."
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Half an hour later.
Tutu Rabbit sat on the round table, stirring the coffee in front of him with a glass stick. He glanced at the psychological consultation room behind the bar and said casually: "Isn't Jian Wuya out yet?"
"It's been half an hour."
Chen Yi did not reply. He was just studying the contents of the other six ruins on the map. The specific contents of a certain ruin could not be seen clearly on the map, only some vague information could be seen.
For example, the information about Ruin No. 3 is only a brief sentence on the map.
"A cafe deep in the wilderness, is it salvation or a mirage for you?"
It should be difficult for normal players to judge from this sentence what the specific content of Ruin No. 3 is.
at this time--
"Bang."
The door of the psychological consultation room was pushed open violently. Jian Wuya, whose clothes were a little messy, looked pale, his back was soaked with sweat, and he stumbled out with some weakness.
Until I walked out of the cafe.
With his back to the strong wind, he lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth. He took a deep puff, then fell heavily to the ground with a pale body. He made a big sign and looked at the dark clouds above his head with a slightly dull look.
"Hello?"
Tutu Rabbit walked out of the cafe, stood at the door and glanced above his head, then took out a cigarette and threw it into his mouth. He put his hands in his pockets and looked at Jian Wuya lying on the wasteland and said casually: "Are you okay?"
"It's like you've had a tough battle in there."
"Although I know that incident was a big blow to you, but after such a long time, it should be almost done."
Jian Wuya didn't reply, he just kept lying on the ground with his eyes blank, even though the cigarette he had just lit was swept away by the strong wind, there was no reaction.
After lying down for about three to five minutes.
Only then did his energy gradually improve, and he got up from the ground. He glanced around first, then looked at Chen Yi and the others and smiled miserably: "I'm sorry, I made you laugh."
"This inner demon is a difficult hurdle for me to overcome. Every time I think about it, it is always difficult to get over it."
"I really love her."
"Ding, a warm reminder, this is the second time this month that you have violated Rule 2 of the July Rules and publicly expressed your love."
Jian Wuya's voice suddenly stopped.
"You must have violated the July rules just now, right?"
The tuberculosis rabbit looked at Jian Wuya strangely: "There is not much chance of making mistakes this time. Don't make such blind confessions. I really doubt whether you can survive until August."
"But there's something I'm curious about."
"If he really just watched his wife die of illness in front of him, would he have such a big inner demon?"
"Um."
After Jian Wuya paused for a moment, his face was still a little pale and ugly and he nodded.
(End of chapter)
